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Tuesday, March 04, 2025

Today is 03/04/2025





by me, Kerry Burgess, 03/04/2025 11:04 PM

This is a topic that I worked on many times for a very long time

I worked on it because I labor on the assumption that it would lead me back to that theoretical person in my past

Now, I see it mainly as context

I work on it again now because I sometimes stumble across corroborating details

And that's the reason for this note









https://papersofprinceton.princeton.edu/princetonperiodicals/?a=d&d=Princetonian19701001-01.1.1&e=-------en-20--1--txt-txIN-------

Rev. [Superstition] Jesse Jackson- — 'We got a future to create'









from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

From: Kerry Burgess

Sent: Monday, March 6, 2006 2:16 PM

To: Kerry Burgess

Subject: Re: Sleep journal 3/6/06

Kerry Burgess wrote:

I walked down to a lake, but the lake was fenced off. There was a chain link fence surrounding the lake and I could only look at it. The lake looked familar, Greason maybe, but I also recognized some CDA features. Some other stuff happened around the lake I can't quite remember. There were a few people there I didn't know, the people I think of as familiar strangers, they look like they know me but I don't know them.









by me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: H.V.O.M at 3:00 PM Thursday, August 25, 2011

Alex and Michael

I woke up this morning and I guess I had just then been dreaming about a story I was writing about those two. I was feeling as though the details were something I had been thinking of before I awoke. I awoke thinking about how if there were ever in this world two little kids that needed firearms then those are the two. I thought about how little Alex had an Uzi and he opened up on Susan Smith with that Uzi and he ripped a full clip at her and that stupid kid only hit the cat nearby on the floor which exploded into a big splatter of blood and hair over the wall and he got Susan in the foot with one bullet from that full magazine but that isn't surprising because 15-month-old kids can't aim firearms very well and Michael was banging away at her with a pair of Colt .45 semiautomatic pistols and he emptied both clips and only got her in the leg one time. So I don't know what I was dreaming of. Maybe that was something from part of something I wrote a long time ago after I found those kids in the lake.










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https://papersofprinceton.princeton.edu/princetonperiodicals/?a=d&d=Princetonian19701001-01.1.1&e=-------en-20--1--txt-txIN-------

Rev. [Superstition] Jesse Jackson- — 'We got a future to create'










susan smith img1 .jpg, from internet
1994_Susan_Smith_Suspect_Sketch .jpg, from internet
El auto (001) .jpg, from internet
susan-smith-11 .jpg, from internet










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https://www.presidency.ucsb.edu/documents/toasts-the-president-and-president-tito-yugoslavia-dinner-belgrade









draft variation 03/04/2025 - original work by me, Kerry Burgess



From 8/4/1985 ( Joseph Wayne Burgess the semi-trailer freight truck driver killed in single-vehicle crash - the first husband of Thedia Newman and from the thoughts in my conscious mind, coinciding with United States of America Veterans Affairs hospital psychiatric doctor medical drugs: he's not my biological father and she's not my biological mother and is surrogate mother ) To 10/25/1994 ( ) is 3369 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 1/23/1975 ( premiere USA TV series "Barney Miller" ) is 3369 days



From 11/10/1932 ( Roy Scheider ) To 10/25/1990 ( premiere USA TV series episode "The Simpsons"::"Treehouse of Horror" ) is 21168 days

21168 = 10584 + 10584

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 10/25/1994 is 10584 days



From 7/23/1975 ( the BASIC computer software agreement between MITS and Microsoft Bill Gates and Paul Allen ) To 10/25/1994 is 7034 days

7034 = 3517 + 3517

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 6/20/1975 ( premiere USA film "Jaws" ) is 3517 days



From 10/27/1981 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Laverne & Shirley"::"It Only Hurts When I Breathe" ) To 10/25/1994 is 4746 days

4746 = 2373 + 2373

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 5/2/1972 ( J. Edgar Hoover found dead by his maid ) is 2373 days



From 3/7/1973 ( premiere USA TV series pilot "The Six Million Dollar Man"::"The Moon and the Desert" ) To 10/25/1994 is 7902 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 6/22/1987 ( biographical - Fred Astaire dead ) is 7902 days



From 10/1/1970 ( Richard Nixon, 37th President of USA: Toasts of the President and President Tito of Yugoslavia at a Dinner in Belgrade ) To 10/25/1994 ( ) is 8790 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 11/26/1989 ( premiere USA TV series "America's Funniest Home Videos" ) is 8790 days



http://www.trutv.com/library/crime/notorious_murders/famous/smith/unthinkable_2.html

tru TV

By Rachel Pergament

Susan watched the car submerge into the lake. She turned away from the sinking car and began to run toward a small house. The story that Susan would tell would capture the nation's sympathy. Susan's story would also raise doubts in some and cause a community to question some of its own citizens, based solely on the race of those citizens.

After the truth was revealed, many would try to imagine the thoughts running through Susan Smith's head the night of October 25, 1994, when she took the lives of her children.









ADAM-12 (1968–1975): SEASON 1, EPISODE 4 - LOG 131: REED, THE DICKS HAVE THEIR JOBS, AND WE HAVE OURS

(Officers Reed and Malloy:)

(from internet transcript)

Kids are really somethin', aren't they?

Yeah.

I remember one time 10 of us spent half a watch looking for a couple of 6-year-olds. Finally found them in the trunk of a neighbor's car.









Jaws (1975)

Mayor Vaughn: Fellows, let's be reasonable, huh? This is not the time or the place to perform some kind of a half-assed autopsy on a fish... And I'm not going to stand here and see that thing cut open and see that little Kintner boy spill out all over the dock.










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"Treehouse of Horror" (The Simpsons)

also known as ``The Simpsons Halloween Special''

(Homer's face is smeared with barbecue sauce.) Kodos takes the book and blows off the dust. The real title is ``How to Cook Humans.'' Lisa blows off more dust: ``How to Cook Humans.'' Kodos blows off yet more dust. The full title reads ``How to Cook Forty Humans.'' The aliens are shocked and hurt that the Simpsons thought they were going to eat them. (``Frankly, you people made pigs of yourselves.'') Serak the Preparer cries.

The flying saucer returns the Simpsons to their backyard.

Alien: We offered you paradise. You would have experienced emotions a hundred times greater than what you call love. And a thousand times greater than what you call fun. You would have been treated like gods and lived forever in beauty. But, now, because of your distrustful nature, that can never be.

Marge: [aside] Mmmm. For a superior race, they really rub it in.









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https://papersofprinceton.princeton.edu/princetonperiodicals/?a=d&d=Princetonian19340618-01.2.19&e=-------en-20--1--txt-txIN-------

{by me, Kerry Burgess: Any "God" is mere superstition. You do not have an Imaginary Friend "up there" in the clouds. You do not have an Imaginary Friend that can hear your thoughts as you plead and beg with Him to not hurt you again. Do not believe the lies told to you by any clergy peddling their bunk. "Faith" is meaningless word that is merely their marketing-buzzword because they know you're gullible and naive and you cannot think for yourself and you stopped reading this after the first few words.}









IMDb

From Dusk Till Dawn (1996)

Quotes

Seth: So what are you, Jacob? A faithless preacher? Or a mean motherfuckin' servant of God?

Jacob: I'm a mean, mhm mhm servant of God.









From 10/3/1964 ( premiere USA TV series episode "The Outer Limits"::"Behold, Eck!" ) To 12/20/1994 ( from the thoughts in my conscious mind, coinciding with United States of America Veterans Affairs hospital psychiatric doctor medical drugs: in non-aviator related duties boots on the ground in Bosnia as Kerry Wayne Burgess the United States Marine Corps captain this day is my US Navy Cross medal date of record ) is 11035 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 1/19/1996 ( ) is 11035 days



From 5/7/1992 ( the first launch of the United States space shuttle Endeavour orbiter vehicle mission STS-49 includes me Kerry Wayne Burgess the United States Marine Corps commissioned-officer and United States STS-49 pilot astronaut and my 1st official United States of America National Aeronautics and Space Administration orbital flight of 4 overall ) To 1/19/1996 ( ) is 1352 days

1352 = 676 + 676

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/9/1967 ( premiere USA TV series "Rowan & Martin's Laugh-In" ) is 676 days



From 6/25/1955 ( premiere USA TV series "America's Greatest Bands" ) To 1/19/1996 ( ) is 14818 days

14818 = 7409 + 7409

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 2/14/1986 ( premiere USA film "The Delta Force" ) is 7409 days



https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0116367/releaseinfo/

IMDb

From Dusk Till Dawn

Release info

United States January 19, 1996









From Dusk Till Dawn (1996)

(from internet transcript)

Bartender: You can't come in here.

What do you mean?

It's a private bar. You're not welcome.

Seth: Are you tellin' me that I'm not good enough to drink here?

This bar is for bikers and truckers only.

You, get out!

Take your hand off of me.

I'm gonna count to three.

No, I'm gonna count to three.

One.

Two.

Jacob Fuller: Now, wait a minute. There's no reason to get ugly. There is just a misunderstanding going on here. You said this bar is for truckers and bikers? Well, I'm a truck driver. If you look outside your door in your parking lot, you'll see... a big recreational vehicle. That's mine. In order to drive that legally... you need a Class Two driver's licence. This bar is for truck drivers? I am a truck driver.



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 11:45 PM Pacific-timezone USA Tuesday 03/04/2025