This Is What I Think.

Monday, September 22, 2025

Today is 09/22/2025, Post #4





by me, Kerry Burgess, 09/22/2025 4:44 PM

Why would they do *that* on this day today, 09/22/2025

All they are doing is delivering proof of present ability

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https://www.nbcnews.com/health/health-news/trump-acetaminophen-fda-pregnancy-autism-cause-rcna232909









From 12/9/2003 ( premiere USA TV miniseries finale episode "Battlestar Galactica" ) To 9/22/2025 ( ) is 7958 days

7958 = 3979 + 3979

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/24/1976 ( premiere USA TV series "Serpico" ) is 3979 days



From 2/6/2004 ( as Kerry Burgess my final day as full-time employee of Microsoft Corporation in Seattle beginning 12/07/1998 as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and the deputy director of the United States Marshals Service and the United States Marine Corps brigadier general circa 2004 ) To 9/22/2025 ( ) is 7899 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/19/1987 ( premiere USA film "Adventures in Babysitting" ) is 7899 days



https://www.nbcnews.com/health/health-news/trump-acetaminophen-fda-pregnancy-autism-cause-rcna232909

NBC News

Trump claims acetaminophen use during pregnancy may cause autism, without clear proof

The over-the-counter drug has been used in Tylenol and many other other widely used medications for decades as a pain and fever reliever during pregnancy.

Sept. 22, 2025, 2:24 PM PDT / Updated Sept. 22, 2025, 3:46 PM PDT

By Berkeley Lovelace Jr., Aria Bendix and Erika Edwards

President Donald Trump said Monday the Food and Drug Administration moved to approve a chemotherapy drug called leucovorin as a treatment to alleviate symptoms of autism, based on limited evidence that the medication works in a small number of children.

Trump also said the administration is issuing a warning to doctors not to recommend acetaminophen — the active ingredient in Tylenol and other widely used medications — for pregnant women, claiming it may be linked to autism in children.

Trump had been teasing the announcement for days, as Health Secretary Robert F. Kennedy Jr. and other health officials have pledged to determine the cause of the developmental disorder by September.

“Taking Tylenol is not good,” Trump said from the White House










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Battlestar Galactica - tv miniseries - 12/08/2003, 12/09/2003

(from internet transcript)

(Ragnar Anchorage - Adama and Leoben are in some sort of room with lots of pipes and steam. Leoben is extremely pale and sweaty now.)

Leoben: What is it about this place? What's it doing to me?

Adama: Must be your allergies.

Leoben: I don't have allergies.

Adama: I didn't think so. What you got are silica pathways to the brain, or whatever it is you call that thing you pretend to think with. It's decomposing as we speak.

Leoben: It's the storm, isn't it? It puts out something. Something you discovered has an effect on Cylon technology. That's it, isn't it? And this is a refuge, that's why you put a fleet out here. Last ditch effort to hide from the Cylon attack. Right, well, that's not enough Adama. I've been here for hours. Once they find you, it won't take them that long to destroy you. They'll be in and out before they even get a headache.

Adama: Maybe. (He grabs Leoben, pushes him up against the wall.) But you, you won't find out, because you'll be dead in a few minutes. How does that make you feel? If you can feel.

Leoben: Oh, I can feel more than you could ever conceive of, Adama. But I won't die. When this body dies, my consciousness will be transferred to another one. And when that happens, (he collapses to the ground with a groan) I think I'll tell the others exactly where you are, and I think that they'll come, and they'll kill all of you. And I'll be here watching it happen.

Adama: You know what I think? I think if you could have transferred out of here, you woulda done it long before now. I think the storm's radiation really clogged up your connection. You're not going anywhere. You're stuck in that body.

Leoben: Doesn't matter. Sooner or later, (he smiles) the day comes when you can't hide from the things you've done.










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- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 5:07 PM Pacific-timezone USA Monday 09/22/2025

Today is 09/22/2025, Post #3





by me, Kerry Burgess, 09/21/2025 1:53 PM excerpt

of disbelief still not suspended this day, sitting here at this same stupid desk.










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- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 3:40 PM Pacific-timezone USA Monday 09/22/2025

Today is 09/22/2025, Post #2






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https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/politics/2025/09/15/trump-plans-crackdown-on-left-wing-groups-after-charlie-kirk-shooting/86166121007/

USA Today

Trump officials vow crackdown on left-leaning groups after Charlie Kirk killing

Joey Garrison USA TODAY

September 15, 2025

WASHINGTON ‒ Angered in the wake of Charlie Kirk's assassination, Trump administration officials say they're planning to use "every resource" available across the federal government to target left-leaning organizations they contend are promoting political violence.

Vice President JD Vance and Stephen Miller, deputy White House chief of staff, on Sept. 15 discussed plans to "go after" liberal non-government organizations, or NGOs, they said support "doxxing" campaigns against conservatives, help orchestrate riots, publicize the addresses of political opponents and promote messages intended to create violence.

"We are going to channel all of the anger that we have over the organized campaign that led to this assassination to uproot and dismantle these terrorist networks,"










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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Turning_Point_USA

In September 2021, Turning Point USA launched "Turning Point Live", a three-hour streaming talk show featuring host John Root and selling "Save America" merchandise.

In 2019, TPUSA's reported revenues from donors were $28.5 million, and CEO Charlie Kirk's compensation was $292,423. Turning Point USA's revenues have grown from $78,000 in 2013 to $55.8 million in 2021. In 2020, Turning Point Endowment had revenues of $16,576,350.









From 5/21/1983 ( my application accepted 05/21/1983 for my 05/15/1984 active-duty induction and my 6-year active-duty obligation for the Advanced Electronics Field program, US Navy ) To 6/5/2012 ( ) is 10608 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 11/18/1994 ( premiere USA film "Star Trek Generations" ) is 10608 days









From 8/30/2005 ( as Kerry Burgess the debut of my current and public blog Homeless Veteran of Microsoft - since renamed ) To 6/5/2012 ( ) is 2471 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 8/8/1972 ( from Wikipedia: The U.S. Chief of Naval Operations, Admiral Elmo Zumwalt, ordered changes in the United States Navy's rules to permit women to serve on ships, become aviators, and attend the U.S. Naval Academy. Previously, WAVES were limited to stateside service. "There will be some who are concerned", said Zumwalt. "But when you look at the level to which our society has developed, there is no reason in theory, in sociology or in equity why women should not have the same opportunities the men have". ) is 2471 days









From 6/11/2005 ( for me personally as Kerry Burgess: Downtown Emergency Service Center - Seattle homeless shelter ) To 6/5/2012 ( ) is 2551 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/27/1972 ( Consumer Safety Act was enacted by the United States Congress ) is 2551 days










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Star Trek Generations (1994)

(from internet transcript)

PICARD: Will, ...just imagine what it was like.









Star Trek Generations (1994)

PICARD: Guinan. It is very important that you tell me everything that you know. We think that Soran has developed a weapon, ...a terrible weapon. One that might even give him enough power to destroy...

GUINAN: Soran doesn't care about weapons or power. He just cares about getting back to the Nexus.

PICARD: What's the 'Nexus'?

GUINAN: The energy ribbon that destroyed that ship was just not some random phenomenon travelling through the universe. It's a doorway to another place that we call the Nexus. It's a place that I've tried very, very hard to forget.

PICARD: What happened to you?

GUINAN: It was like being inside joy. As if joy was something tangible ...and you could wrap yourself in it like a blanket. And never in my entire life have I been as content.

PICARD: And then you were beamed away from there.

GUINAN: Pulled. Ripped away. None of us wanted to go. I would have done anything, ...anything to get back there. But once I realised that wasn't possible I learned to live without that.

PICARD: What about Soran?

GUINAN: If he's still obsessed he could be a very, very dangerous man.

PICARD: Why would he destroy a star? ...Thank you, Guinan.

GUINAN: If you go, you're not going to care about anything. Not this ship, Soran, nothing. All you'll want is to stay in the Nexus. And you're not going to want to come back.










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- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 2:43 PM Pacific-timezone USA Monday 09/22/2025

Today is 09/22/2025






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From 7/6/2023 ( ) To 9/19/2025 ( Friday ) is 806 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 1/17/1968 ( ) is 806 days









Earth is visited by an alien species that threatens humanity's existence. Events unfold in real time through the eyes of five ordinary people across the globe as they struggle to make sense of the chaos unraveling around them.

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt37136634/

IMDb

Invasion

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Point of No Return

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Interface Region Imaging Spectrograph

From Wikipedia

Start of mission

Launch date 28 June 2013, 02:27:46 UTC

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Launch site Stargazer, Vandenberg

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From 11/26/1986 ( premiere USA film "Star Trek IV: The Voyage Home" ) To 9/19/2025 ( ) is 14177 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 8/26/2004 ( ) is 14177 days










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Los Angeles Times

POP MUSIC

(Page 2 of 2)

Not leaving Las Vegas

The Killers didn't leave their hometown, didn't quit their (quirky) day jobs -- and it didn't hurt them.

August 26, 2004 Susan Carpenter Times Staff Writer

"They played us 'Somebody Told Me,' we hit eject on the CD player, walked it in to Tammy and said, 'Play this next.' From that moment on, it never left the airways," KROQ music director Matt Smith said. "We put 'Mr. Brightside' in about a month ago full time, and it has been massive. That really, I think, is what has launched this band to the next level is hearing a second song that was just as good if not better than the first.










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by me, Kerry Burgess: July 6, 2023

Kerry Wayne Burgess @hvom2022

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The Tomorrow Job (2023)

0:59:05

Woman in bar: Would you like to join me for another drink?

Lee: I think the bar's closing.

Woman: Maybe we can go somewhere else, somewhere more private perhaps.

Lee: Yeah, maybe.

8a2/

Woman: I see pain in your eyes, Lee. I've had my eye on you.

Lee: Okay! (laughs)

Woman: I have a secret. Can I share it?

Lee: Look, this is really great, but I think that you think that I'm somebody else.

Woman: Don't fight it, Lee.

(device booms)

Lee: Fuck was that?

8a3/

Woman: Don't fight it, Lee.

(electronic beeps trill)

[Deep Voice] It's a pleasure to finally talk to you, Mr. Warner.

Lee: What is this? What is going on?

8a4/

The Organizer: You've been injected with the consciousness communications device. I just spoke with my representative, and I would love to discuss how you and I can improve our working relationship.

Lee: How about a fucking phone call, man?



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 02:03 AM Pacific-timezone USA Monday 09/22/2025

Sunday, September 21, 2025

Today is 09/21/2025, Post #7






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From: Kerry Burgess

Sent: Monday, March 6, 2006 2:16 PM

To: Kerry Burgess

Subject: Re: Sleep journal 3/6/06

Kerry Burgess wrote:

I walked down to a lake, but the lake was fenced off. There was a chain link fence surrounding the lake and I could only look at it. The lake looked familar, Greason maybe, but I also recognized some CDA features. Some other stuff happened around the lake I can't quite remember. There were a few people there I didn't know, the people I think of as familiar strangers, they look like they know me but I don't know them



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 11:14 PM Pacific-timezone USA Sunday 09/21/2025

Today is 09/21/2025, Post #6






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From 7/22/2016 ( premiere USA film "Star Trek Beyond" ) To 9/19/2025 ( ) is 3346 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/31/1974 ( the United States of America Privacy Act of 1974 - United States Public law 93-579 ) is 3346 days



From 11/10/1967 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Star Trek"::"Metamorphosis" ) To 9/19/2025 ( ) is 21133 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/12/2023 ( ) is 21133 days









Earth is visited by an alien species that threatens humanity's existence. Events unfold in real time through the eyes of five ordinary people across the globe as they struggle to make sense of the chaos unraveling around them.

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt37136634/

IMDb

Invasion

S3.E5

Point of No Return

Episode aired Sep 19, 2025









IMDb

Star Trek Beyond (2016)

Quotes

Krall: [to Uhura] The Federation has pushed the frontier for centuries. But no longer. This is where it begins, Lieutenant. This is where the frontier pushes back.









Kerry Wayne Burgess @hvom2022

I know why those UFO-worshippers are so worked up in their UFO-porno frenzy:

Because of all the tv-shows cancelled before closure

Colony

The Crossing

Just a couple I can think of off-hand, I've seen several more scanning through Amazon

They never got closure

11:43 AM · Sep 12, 2023









Kerry Wayne Burgess @hvom2022

The Clash - London Calling (Official Video)

via @YouTube

10:17 AM · Sep 12, 2023









Kerry Wayne Burgess @hvom2022

I started looking through Amazon Prime Reading for a title that seems interesting to me

And reminded me of a sleeping dream early this morning that reminded me of my observations stemming from book "Portals"

Scientists examining a spaceship, quarantined from public awareness

10:16 AM · Sep 12, 2023









by me, Kerry Burgess: September 12, 2023 Kerry Wayne Burgess @hvom2022

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by me, Kerry Burgess, 09/12/2023

"This is it"

20 years slaving fruitlessly over this computer trying to find what I know must be there

20 years, finding something, happening to me, trivial details forming in my mind, clutching at for answers of how to use it and This Is It

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This is it, how do I use it, and it won't let me control it, it controls me, and This Is It

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20 years, searching for answers to 'why' and now after 20 years, finally, the day comes, This Is It









by me, Kerry Burgess: February 24, 2018

If I recall correctly then this is only the second time I have watched the Amazon Prime video for the 2016 "Star Trek Beyond". I doubt I would have ever before watched that production if not for its convenient availability on Amazon Prime Video.

I have expressed before my disgust with the reboot of "Star Trek", which was set a low-bar to begin with, often leading me to wonder if the recent series of installments were supposed to be sarcastic.

I haven't watched in a long time the predecessor of the 2016 "Beyond" but this newest version is clearly superior in many regards.

The visuals are in my opinion the best of any other sci-fi production that me and Dr. Coors can think of right now. The concepts of artificial gravity are a lot more intriguing in the setting of the "Yorktown".

My favorites installments of the entire collection of "Star Trek", television and movie, was the 1994 and 1996 and my guess is that I personally directed the production of those films.

Personally created by me personally because I knew the future. I knew in the future I would be sitting here now again for another stupid day at this stupid computer and I would be again completely on my own personal initiative trying to find answers.

As for the 2016 "Star Trek Beyond", they make me want to see the next installment.

My favorite installment is the 1996 film and the more I see the 2016 video the more I think that's going to overcome "First Contact".

The ending of the 2016 isn't really that great, because it's more about action than about suspense, but still, the overall video is interesting.

The references to the previous films and its alternate historical timeline seems almost lame to me but then I can also understand how that could be crafted towards the younger generation.

Watching it again in these early morning hours I was constantly reminded of that jogging outfit I wore that one cold day in Seattle. I've searched for those photos of me I can still vaguely visualize from that day but I've never found copies on the internet. I was thinking of how there could be a similar appearance to those uniforms they wore. And then there was a few months later the premiere of "Stargate Atlantis". Those uniforms have a distinct similarity to that jogging outfit I wore in Seattle a few months earlier.



Kerry Burgess updated his status.

Nov 20, 2017 8:42pm

My Seattle Marathon race number, for the event I successfully completed on 30 November 2003, was the same as the room number they assigned to me at The Vermont Inn-Apartments in December 2006.

I didn't record the precise calendar date I moved in there. I know I was still living in that homeless shelter for veterans in Shoreline Washington State on Christmas Day 2006 but I was in the Vermont Inn-Apartments on New Years Eve 2006 because I remember sitting there on the roof-top deck and watching the fireworks from the Space Needle from about a block away.

The Space Needle was also the starting point and finishing point of the Seattle Marathon in 2003.

That Seattle Marathon race date was the same date listed for the premiere of the television movie "The Reagans" starring James Brolin in his portrayal of Ronald Reagan.

I was still a full-time employee of Microsoft Corporation at the time.

Only today did I notice that my bib number was the same. I found it online at the official site and then compared with email records I still have that contain my address at The Vermont.



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 9:42 PM Pacific-timezone USA Sunday 09/21/2025

Today is 09/21/2025, Post #5





by me, Kerry Burgess, 09/21/2025 2:20 PM

As I mentioned earlier, searched for those videos on the internet supposedly capturing moment Charlie Kirk was gunshot

Found only one, so far. Might search again later

The video I found is 100% *not* convincing

The video seems to be from someone's crappy mobile-phone camera.

If you want to fake a video then that seems to be the perfect device for it. There are obvious defects in the video that *seem* to be distortion one sees in streaming-video

Unknown to me if the video was live-streamed to a server and then edited from that copy, or if it was edited from a copy on the original source

The video I viewed was edited so it seems to show the gunshot impact on his neck. It pauses at that point and then jumps around to some other stuff. That supposed impact is the only relevant part I saw in the video. There's no spurting blood

Everything else about that incident, that I know of so far, are simply words of people supposedly witnessing the incident









IMDb

Navy Seals (1990)

Quotes

Curran: [to Dane over the radio] God, I've got company up here...

Terrorist: You're American?

Curran: God, come in God...

Terrorist: Your God does not help you now!









Continuing, original-work by me, Kerry Burgess, 09/21/2025 - draft



From 9/11/1930 ( ) To 7/20/1990 ( premiere USA film "Navy Seals" ) is 21862 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/10/2025 ( ) is 21862 days










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- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 8:37 PM Pacific-timezone USA Sunday 09/21/2025

Today is 09/21/2025, Post #4





Phew.

The world is now a much worse place because of the ridiculous delusions expressed by those monkeys at that grifter Turning Point USA scam

The real "test by God" would not be them getting paid all that money

Turning Point USA is taking all that money from their gullible and naive donors and somehow that twit is bleating about "test by God".

They are raking in a massive amount of loot from their monkeys and those Charlie Kirk people are swimming in that loot.

For what?

They are rabble-rousers.

Desperate, little people so cowardly terrified of mortality they will swallow anything that gives them false-hope of an Imaginary Friend "up there" in the clouds.

Pathetic.

Those people should sue them for damages. For Turning Point USA preying on those gullible people: and is most certainly why that douchebag crybaby-in-chief Donald J. Trump is so up in arms about Charlie Kirk: Because Trump is getting a cut of all that loot Turning Point USA is fleecing from those morons



I need to look at that video supposedly is out there of the moment he was hit by gunfire

The images I have seen show him in a white, t-shirt-style of shirt. Not sure if that was the same day, but if so:

Possibly a blood-pack hidden in there?



"Con-job within a con-job"

Those nutjobs are already susceptible to that whole "Lazarus" nonsense

Those Turning Point USA grifters are maneuvered - by authentic confidence-artists - into believing an Apocalypse scenario is being set up

They participate, thinking that Charlie Kirk will soon emerge alive to an adoring public, more chaos ensues



More than 8 billion human monkeys infesting this planet Earth will never read here the truth.









https://www.yahoo.com/news/articles/turning-point-usa-spokesperson-says-134415395.html

Yahoo! News

Us Weekly

Turning Point USA Spokesperson Says Charlie Kirk Didn’t Have an ‘Exit Wound’: A ‘Miracle’

Miranda Siwak

Sun, September 21, 2025 at 6:44 AM PDT 3 min read









Continuing, original-work by me, Kerry Burgess - draft



From 10/15/1953 ( premiere USA TV series "Kraft Television Theatre" ) To 8/23/2013 ( ) is 21862 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/10/2025 ( ) is 21862 days









excerpt

From: Kerry Burgess

Sent: Friday, August 23, 2013 11:08 PM

To:

Subject: Low priority - background information

So anyway, the year was 2011 and I just cannot understand why I am not as tall as Thomas Ray and I just cannot understand why I don’t have a gunshot scar on my left shoulder. Back around the year 2000 or 2001 the medical doctor I used my Microsoft health insurance to visit for a general check-up told me I should have something examined on the back of my left shoulder.

Eventually I started thinking that Thomas and I would often substitute for each other. People who knew us could tell the difference but in many other instances, I have been thinking, we could trade places and no one would be the wiser. And so with those theoretical activities in mind I decided that back in the year 2006, for example, I was confusing his experiences with my similar personal experiences. See, I started thinking I was deliberately mimicking his earlier activities with my own later activities, such as with the wars in Iraq, which I have reported in detail on my public blog.

I started thinking that he had piloted an F-16 Falcon in an early strike on Iraq and I started thinking that I flew a United States Apache attack helicopter on the first Gulf War strike on Iraq. I started thinking he shot down an Iraqi fighter jet during his successful mission and that I also shot down an Iraqi fighter jet during my own successful mission. Those details, presumably, surface in my mind because of certain subtle similarities, especially because of the enemy aircraft and of how my conscious minds struggles to interpret those security-drug-memories, if they even exist. He was a US Navy SEAL, I started thinking, and we all worked together with top-tier special forces of the United States and we trained with similar forces of allied countries.

And finally, recently, back in the year 2011, the obvious suddenly dawned on my feeble mind: laser surgery.

I had the scar removed by laser surgery, I started thinking and that would explain the lingering aches and pains, compounded by the fact I don’t exercise anymore. I looked in the mirror at my back and I started to believe that the bullet’s exit wound scar is still there. The subtle genius in my mind probably deliberately went to see that Microsoft-funded doctor just so he would see that just so that he would probably tell somebody about it. Indeed, a few months later my (surrogate) mother visited and brought a young woman with her I had never met before, and just like that early scene of the October 2001 film “Training Day” I am 100% confident my mother was trying to get me to brag there in public about myself as a Deputy United States Marshal winning a gunfight duel with a criminal fugitive.










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by me, Kerry Burgess: 29 March 2013

I wrote once before in a private email about the question I posed to myself about whether the sudden realization that my life in DeQueen Arkansas would make me also resent my biological relations to the British monarchy and I was thinking again just today that I do not resent them.

I was thinking back today to my life growing up in DeQueen and really the only things I did not like about it was things I could have changed personally. So if I resent anybody then I should resent myself.

I think back to that trailer park we lived and why should I resent anything about that? Sure, we weren't wealthy by any means but so what? Why did I deserve to live a life of luxury?

I think back to that trailer we lived in and I think about the nights I would try to sleep at night and I would hear the rats that infested that place scratching on the walls and that wasn't very pleasant. I didn't have any control over that life as an eight year old but why should I blame Thedia for that? She was working to support two kids as a single mother and I never had any reason to complain about her.

Eventually we moved into a house in DeQueen residential areas, after she and the Vietnam veteran finally divorced, the guy whose birthdate was July 20th, and that house was bug-infested and rodent-infested but it was better than that trailer.

I've had a lot of thoughts in recent months about her that really disturb me, thoughts about truths I would discover in the 1990's and that were blocked from my conscious awareness sometime later. I still am not certain about the truth and I have not written anywhere about the really bad suspicions I have.

So anyway, we moved to DeQuincy Avenue to a rental house and that is when I got some payback against the dirty rats.

Ah, that was the big change there. The new Kerry, you sons-of-bitches wall-scratching rodents. You met you match now. Now I got a BB gun.

In the back room of that house is where the garbage was stored until the trucks carried it off. At some point I discovered a hole in the floor where the rats would come up from beneath the house to go for the garbage.

I would sit there for hours and wait for the sorry little bastards to raise their heads from the hole and I would shoot them with my BB gun. After a couple times, I was dissatisfied with that approach because I would either miss or they would see me and drop back in the hole without getting shot.

I wanted to cut notches in the wood of my BB gun for confirmed kills.

So that's when I got patient. I would wait for the little bastards to crawl all the way out of the hole and onto the floor and they would get hit by a copper ball bearing projectile from my air rifle. One time, I hit one but didn't kill and it ran towards me and into the bags of trash behind me and I had kick things out of the way so I could stomp it to death as it scurried around the room trying to find an escape.

After a while I starting leaving pieces of cheese next to the hole to bait them out so I could shoot them with my BB gun. I had quite a few notches cut into the wood of the shoulder stock.










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From 4/21/1988 ( as me, Kerry Burgess, my official enlisted US Navy documents includes: Qualified M-14 Rifle, USS Wainwright CG-28, US Navy, primary-duty: CF-division, Missile Plot - guided-missiles Fire Control Computers Complex (UNIVAC digital-computers Mk152 Terrier System for, primarily, SM2-ER {Extended Range} Standard Missiles ordnance), while enlisted paygrade E-5, designated Fire Controlman Petty Officer Second Class (FC2) - presently deployed US Navy Middle East Force, Armed Forces Expeditionary Force ) To 9/10/2025 ( ) is 13656 days

13656 = 6828 + 6828

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 7/13/1984 ( premiere USA film "The Last Starfighter" ) is 6828 days










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- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 4:19 PM Pacific-timezone USA Sunday 09/21/2025

Today is 09/21/2025, Post #3





Also, words you can use to make those First Worlder little people with their little donkeys of mediocrity brains categorize you into their neurotic categories, because of their neurotic need to categorize people, because they hate people.









by me, Kerry Burgess, 09/21/2025 1:53 PM

So when the *real* Thomas Reagan emerges, you will know the difference, right?

I shudder with dread that someday I will wake and understand finally that *I* am Thomas Reagan. Always have been.

Cannot happen.

Must not happen.

If He returns then I hope for all hopes that I have discovered how to travel to the other side of my proverbial delusions, of disbelief still not suspended this day, sitting here at this same stupid desk.









IMDb

12 Monkeys (1995)

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Jeffrey Goines: When I was institutionalized, my brain was studied exhaustively in the guise of mental health. I was interrogated, I was x-rayed, I was examined *thoroughly*.

[turns head and coughs]

Jeffrey Goines: Then, they took everything about me and put it into a computer where they created this model of my mind. Yes! Using that model they managed to generate every thought I could possibly have in the next, say, 10 years. Which they then filtered through a probability matrix of some kind to - to determine everything I was gonna do in that period. So you see, she knew I was gonna lead the Army of the Twelve Monkeys into the pages of history before it ever even occurred to me. She knows everything I'm ever gonna do before I know it myself.









by me, Kerry Burgess, 09/21/2025 2:20 PM

Today, later, might view the next episode from season-2 of "Travelers". Several episodes I have not viewed. The content was established a decade ago from today. But for me, the existing content remains completely unknown to me

Today, I have been thinking again about the element of that story of those people that have become their antagonists. The "Travelers" have made improvements to the future and now that has become more drama for them. People that did not exist are now their adversaries. They just suddenly came into existence









From 12/8/1995 ( premiere USA film "Twelve Monkeys" ) To 9/20/2025 ( ) is 10879 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 8/16/1995 ( premiere USA TV series episode ""Biography"::"Walter Winchell: The Voice of America" ) is 10879 days









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https://www.yahoo.com/news/articles/students-debated-charlie-kirk-goal-180020846.html

Yahoo! News

The Guardian

The students who debated with Charlie Kirk: ‘His goal was to verbally defeat us’

Alaina Demopoulos

Sat, September 20, 2025 at 11:00 AM PDT 13 min read










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The Quiet Earth (1985)

Quotes

Joanne: If we find anyone alive, what do you think they will be like?

Zac Hobson: We might find all manner of horrors. Politicians... Transvestites...



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 2:25 PM Pacific-timezone USA Sunday 09/21/2025

Today is 09/21/2025, Post #2





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https://www.yahoo.com/news/articles/students-debated-charlie-kirk-goal-180020846.html

Yahoo! News

The Guardian

The students who debated with Charlie Kirk: ‘His goal was to verbally defeat us’

Alaina Demopoulos

Sat, September 20, 2025 at 11:00 AM PDT 13 min read

Troutt found some merit in debating Kirk. “I think I became much better at articulating my viewpoints and defending my viewpoints, because one thing about Charlie is that as much as I disagree with – and at times hate – everything that he believed and stated in the past, the fact is he’s one of the only rightwingers who regularly puts themselves out there,” Troutt said.









From 8/30/2005 ( as Kerry Burgess the debut of my current and public blog Homeless Veteran of Microsoft - since renamed ) To 8/15/2025 ( ) is 7290 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/18/1985 ( premiere USA film "The Quiet Earth" ) is 7290 days










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- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 1:08 PM Pacific-timezone USA Sunday 09/21/2025