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Sunday, November 12, 2017

Tapestry




From: Kerry Burgess

Sent: Monday, March 20, 2006 1:28 PM

To: Kerry Burgess

Subject: Re: 1959 days


Kerry Burgess wrote:
The best thing about living at Limestone is that I had that floor basically to myself for I don't know how long. I moved in on the first day the building opened and I remember later someone got on the elevator and was commenting about how it was the first time he had seen anyone else in the elevator. I sure do miss living like that. Of course, I had to endure some moron that apparently worked there walking into my apartment unannounced. I was walking through my living room one morning and he and another guy just unlocked my door and walked in. I asked him what he was doing. The guy behind him seemed to be laughing. Damn, I was pissed off.












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http://hvom.blogspot.com/2014/02/the-stand.html

Posted by Kerry Burgess

MONDAY, FEBRUARY 03, 2014

The Stand












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Posted by Kerry Burgess - H.V.O.M at 2:13 AM Sunday, February 05, 2012


All those codes locked away somewhere in my brain right now.





I had a dream this morning from which I woke up and then got out of bed and then sat down at my desk and started thinking about. I saw a woman tear off the front page to a pad of paper of the type I would call a scratchpad. The pad of paper was smaller than a regular notebook of paper. On the page she tore off and was looking at, as I observed her and the page she tore off, I saw some symbols that I did not recognize in the dream. I recognized something about it though.

Since waking up, I have been thinking of a method of encrypted communications involving scratchpads.

In that dream, I did not recognize the woman who tore off the paper, but another woman, of which I do not elaborate here, I did recognize and she took away the scratchpad note from the other woman and set it back on top of the scratchpad, which was next to a group of computers.

The first woman was then saying that she needed to change back the answering machine message because she had changed it also. She had changed it to "Broderick Corporation" and I cannot now recall what was the original message.

Earlier I had apparently seen myself crawling over the top of a high wall.

Also, I have been thinking for a while, recent weeks, not very long, that I would begin to start publishing complex algorithms on this website. I don't know if that will be the case or not. I mean, people here cannot even comprehend '2 + 2 = 4' so what is the point of publishing complex algorithms?










From: L1 - The Homestead [mailto:L1.homestead@riverstoneres.com]

Sent: Tuesday, August 27, 2013 2:07 PM

To: Kerry Burgess

Subject: Move date

Hi Kerry!

I received your email yesterday but it has been so busy that I haven't had a chance to read through it. I will keep working on it through the week :)

The person who is currently in B-304 only had a 3 month lease but they were hoping to extend it a little further into September for employment reasons. Would you be okay with moving your move date back a few days to September 27th? If not this person is okay with leaving early, it would just be ideal for them to stay that extra little bit.

Again either way is fine with us we just wanted to at least run it by you.

Thanks Kerry!

Desiree Vick

Leasing Consultant

l1.homestead@riverstoneres.com

509.928.3428 OFFICE

509.443.5871 FAX

The Homestead Apartments

15720 E 4th Ave

Spokane Valley, WA 99037





From: L1 - The Homestead [mailto:L1.homestead@riverstoneres.com]

Sent: Thursday, September 05, 2013 1:22 PM

To: Kerry Burgess

Subject: RE: Apt B-304

And I am going to send you over a new lease that has your move date as September 27th. Sorry to make you sign all over again. Though the current tenant is VERY grateful to have the extra few days. Thank you again!
Desiree Vick
Leasing Consultant

l1.homestead@riverstoneres.com

509.928.3428 OFFICE
509.443.5871 FAX

The Homestead Apartments
15720 E 4th Ave
Spokane Valley, WA 99037

www.thehomesteadapts.com
www.riverstoneres.com










Beyond (2014)

(from internet transcript)

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[First scenes]

(Cole listening to music on headphones) Sixteen summers since My last confession Bless me father, it appears that I've sinned Broken bones and hearts One great depression I loved and lost her like a leaf in the wind

(Cole watching and listening to televison broadcast) Washington has released a statement saying That the light, which has grown in size dramatically Over the last 48 hours, is most likely a large meteor or Asteroid, nearly 300 million miles from earth. However, Francois Deleruyelle, the amateur astronomist who first spotted the light, has already attracted a lot of Interest after his emphatic claim that the object is headed directly towards earth.

Robber: Empty the fucking till.

Grocery store clerk: Yeah, okay...

Robber: hurry up!

Grocery store clerk: Okay! Okay, okay!

Robber: Hurry the fuck up! For fuck's sake, hurry up! Is that everything?

Grocery store clerk: That's everything!

Robber: Are you sure?

Grocery store clerk: I swear.

Robber: You full of fucking shit?

Grocery store clerk: No! That's everything, I swear!

Robber: No it's not. And the rest.

Grocery store clerk: But I swear, that's all I've got!

Robber: Think I'm fucking stupid? Get some more!

Grocery store clerk: No!

Robber: You got more down there and I know it!

Grocery store clerk: But that's all I've got! That's all I've got! Please just take it And go!

Robber: Are you fucking kidding me?

Grocery store clerk: No!

Robber: Get your fucking safe!

Grocery store clerk: Look, I've not got a safe!

Robber: Aye, bullshit! Get your fucking safe.

Grocery store clerk: Look, I've not got a safe! Please, just take the money!

Robber: Get my bag and get the fucking safe open!

Grocery store clerk: I've not got a fucking safe!

Robber: You fucking lying to me?

Grocery store clerk: No, I'm not lying! Please, just take the money and go!

Robber: You're fucking lying to me.

Grocery store clerk: Look, please just take the fucking money!

Robber: Get down there and fucking get it!

Grocery store clerk: I've not got a safe, please go! Please...

Robber: i swear, I'll fucking do it!

Grocery store clerk: Please, please, just go!

Robber: It's a fucking gun in your fucking face.

Grocery store clerk: Please!

Robber: Fucking open it!

Grocery store clerk: I haven't got one!

Robber: For fuck's sake, hurry up! Move it!

Grocery store clerk: Haven't got a safe, mate!

Cole: What are you doing?

Robber: Get fucking back!

No one needs to get hurt.

We'll just calm down...

You. Wallet. Now.

Cole: And what if I don't? What are you going to do?

Robber: Put a bullet through your head. That's what.

Grocery store clerk: Fucking no, please, let me just fucking go please!

Cole: No you won't. You're not going to do that. What, things haven't worked out well for you so you think that gives you the right to come in here and wave a gun in people's faces?










From 2/5/2012 to 3/16/2013 ( the untimely demise of Kerry Burgess 2005 and I exist today as Kerry Burgess 2013 ) is 405 days

From 3/16/2013 ( the untimely demise of Kerry Burgess 2005 and I exist today as Kerry Burgess 2013 ) to 4/25/2014 is 405 days



From 10/14/1916 ( Charles Everett Koop ) To 9/27/2013 ( for me personally as Kerry Burgess: The Homestead Apartments Day 1 - Spokane Valley, Washington State, United States ) is 35412 days

35412 = 17706 + 17706

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 4/25/2014 is 17706 days



From 4/6/1965 ( US NASA launches the Intelsat I "Early Bird" satellite into orbit of planet Earth - the commercial telecommunications satellite ) To 9/27/2013 ( for me personally as Kerry Burgess: The Homestead Apartments Day 1 - Spokane Valley, Washington State, United States ) is 17706 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 4/25/2014 is 17706 days



From 4/6/1965 ( premiere US film "In Harm's Way" ) To 9/27/2013 ( for me personally as Kerry Burgess: The Homestead Apartments Day 1 - Spokane Valley, Washington State, United States ) is 17706 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 4/25/2014 is 17706 days



From 4/6/1965 ( Lyndon Johnson - Remarks at the Opening of the Federal Science Exhibit ) To 9/27/2013 ( for me personally as Kerry Burgess: The Homestead Apartments Day 1 - Spokane Valley, Washington State, United States ) is 17706 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 4/25/2014 is 17706 days



From 8/25/1944 ( Paris France is liberated during World War II ) To 2/15/1993 ( premiere US TV series episode "Star Trek: The Next Generation"::"Tapestry" ) is 17706 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 4/25/2014 is 17706 days



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Beyond (2014)

Release Info

UK 25 April 2014 (London Sci-Fi and Fantasy Film Festival)



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Beyond (2014)

Full Cast & Crew

Richard J. Danum ... Cole
Gillian MacGregor ... Maya










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Intelsat I

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Intelsat I (nicknamed Early Bird for the proverb "The early bird catches the worm") was the first commercial communications satellite to be placed in geosynchronous orbit, on April 6, 1965. It was built by the Space and Communications Group of Hughes Aircraft Company (later Hughes Space and Communications Company, and now Boeing Satellite Systems) for COMSAT, which activated it on June 28. It was based on the satellite that Hughes had built for NASA to demonstrate that communications via synchronous-orbit satellite were feasible. Its booster was a Thrust Augmented Delta (Delta D). After a series of maneuvers, it reached its geosynchronous orbital position over the Atlantic Ocean at 28° west longitude, where it was put into service.

It helped provide the first live TV coverage of a spacecraft splashdown, that of Gemini 6 in December 1965. Originally slated to operate for 18 months, Early Bird was in active service for four years, being deactivated in January 1969, although it was briefly activated in June of that year to serve the Apollo 11 flight when the Atlantic Intelsat satellite failed. It was deactivated again in August 1969 and has been inactive since that time (except for a brief reactivation in 1990 to commemorate its 25th launch anniversary), although it remains in orbit.

The Early Bird satellite was the first to provide direct and nearly instantaneous contact between Europe and North America, handling television, telephone, and telefacsimile transmissions.










Beyond (2014)

(from internet transcript)

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Maya: See anything?

Cole: No.

Maya: I think they're following you.










Beyond (2014)

(from internet transcript)

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Maya: So I know you don't work with Richie. What do you do?

Cole: Well, h-how do you know that I don't work with Richie?

Maya: Because your hands don't feel like you've been counting money your whole adult life.

Cole: Well, I'm just doing a bit of manual labor at the moment.

Maya: Geez, don't bore me with the details, will you?

Cole: I work on a building site.

Maya: A building site.

Cole: Yep.

Maya: I notice you're avoiding using the word "builder."










http://www.presidency.ucsb.edu/ws/index.php?pid=26875

The American Presidency Project

Lyndon B. Johnson

XXXVI President of the United States: 1963-1969

170 - Remarks at the Opening of the Federal Science Exhibit.

April 6, 1965

Mr. Macy, ladies and gentlemen:

I am very proud to come here this evening to participate in opening this very distinguished and significant exhibit here in this very beautiful hall. It was just 2 nights ago, I think Sunday evening, that Mrs. Johnson and I were returning from Camp David to the White House by helicopter. The approach to the South Lawn gave us an unusually impressive view of this beautiful building. Mrs. Johnson, who I am sure you know is devoted to the beautification of this Capital City, pointed out this beautiful building and said, "Now that is a perfect example of the kind of beautiful architecture we ought to have here in Washington, and I want you to take notice of it."

Her comment gave me the kind of opportunity that every husband probably dreams of, at least now and then. I turned and looked her straight in the eye and said gently and as sweetly as I knew how, "Yes, my darling, I know because I helped to build it."

I am very proud of my association with the Smithsonian--just as I am proud of the close association I have been privileged to have with many of our Federal Government programs in the field of science and engineering.

Throughout our entire history, American respect for science and our devotion to the freedom of the scientific community has had much to do with our evolution as a Nation and our success and our happiness as a people.

From Lewis and Clark to Grissom and Young, the Government of the United States has been a partner of major efforts to extend man's knowledge of this earth and the realms above it.

All along, there has been one distinguishing feature of this relationship between the state and science, and that distinguishing feature is our unwavering determination that the end of science shall be the betterment of man rather than the aggrandizement of the state. Likewise, it is our determination that benefits of our gains in human knowledge shall serve all of mankind and, above all else, shall contribute to the cause of peace in the world.

We cannot foresee tonight what the future may bring for any of us. We can believe, however, that we are at the edge of an era of history when science and technology may well revolutionize life on earth not for only a few nations but, we all hope, for all people. I hope and I pray every day that the time may come when nations will lay aside aggression and war as instruments of national policy and turn to joint endeavors of compassion and construction to make life richer and happier for all men, East and West.

And so I want to leave this thought. I hope that we may have the wisdom and the foresight and the sense of responsibility in the field of political science to realize to the fullest the advantages that will open to us all from the works that are being done now in the fields of physical science and technology.

Our American commitment remains firm. We shall use our science and our technology only in the service of peace and in devotion to the cause of man. This is our vision-"The Vision of Man" to which this exhibition is dedicated.

I think it is appropriate then for us to remember the words of the man who--before his time--foresaw the meaning and the potential of space, Dr. Robert Goddard. For it was Dr. Goddard who said, "It is difficult to say what is impossible, for the dream of yesterday is the hope of today and it is the reality of tomorrow."

So it is our vision that we can and that we must make the dreams of both yesterday and today into the realities of tomorrow for all mankind.

The reality of today that brought me here alone was that Mrs. Johnson had to be in New York tonight for another appearance and my two daughters, who I thought I'd sandbagged and were ready to go, both informed me at the last minute they had midterm exams. But here I am and I am so happy to see all of you and I look forward to the chance to visit here for a little while. Thank you so much.

Note: The President spoke at 6:55 p.m. at the Smithsonian Institution's Museum of History and Technology. His opening words referred to John W. Macy, Jr., Chairman of the Civil Service Commission. The exhibit, held April 7 to May 14 and sponsored by the Civil Service Commission in cooperation with the Smithsonian Institution and 10 other Government agencies, illustrated the productive partnership of science and Government.










Beyond (2014)

(from internet transcript)

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Radio announcer: Ladies and gentlemen, I am very sorry to bring you the news that the final attempt to divert the Deleruyelle has failed. If nothing changes, then, we'll all be hit within the Next couple of hours. We'll be playing your requests as long as we possibly can. Good luck everyone.

Cole's answering machine: Welcome to voicemail 1571. The person you are calling is not available. Please leave a message after the tone.

Maya: Hi, it's me.










from the private journal of Kerry Burgess: year 2006

All that would be consistent with Tapestry, in that my experience in the Arctic, compared with my memories on the Wainwright, is much more dramatic in reality.





from the private journal of Kerry Burgess: July 23, 2006


Maybe those are "Tapestry" memories.





from the private journal of Kerry Burgess: July 24, 2006


I wondered why she asked me one day, something about the way she asked me, what I would do if I could choose another career. I told her I would be an astronomer. She said something similar to "Oh, because of" and then trailed off. I don't know what she was referring to by that last part. Maybe she knew about that Tapestry episode perhaps





from the private journal of Kerry Burgess: 9/26/2006 4:54 PM


I think that is a “Tapestry” style memory





from the private journal of Kerry Burgess: 10/3/2006 5:01 PM


I also remember minor occurrences of playing the piano. These must be “Tapestry” style memories. I remember one time when I bought a piano keyboard that connected to my computer and I was going to teach myself to play the piano. That was when I was living in the apartment off Dresden Avenue in Charlotte, which was just off Independence Boulevard. As with a “Tapestry” style memory, I never did follow through and learn how to play.










Beyond (2014)

(from internet transcript)

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[ Final scenes ]

Cole: Whoa, what, what, what are you doing?

Grocery store clerk: You keep quiet! They might hear you!

Cole: What do you want?

Grocery store clerk: I want my life back. Three years ago, you took it from me and I want it back.

Cole: Michael, I didn't take your life. It was him. You know it was him.

Grocery store clerk: It wasn't him!

Cole: Yes it was, and the fact that he's walking around breathing The same air as you is a cruel fucking travesty. It is, but it's not my fault.

Grocery store clerk: He would've just walked out of there if you'd just kept your mouth shut! You had that gun pointed in your face you and you still left that night with a second chance. And what have you done with it?










Beyond (2014)

(from internet transcript)

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[ Final scenes ]

Grocery store clerk: You've lost her Cole. You had everything. You had her, but you've lost her, and now it's time to Accept that. Shh. Just let it go. All that blame, contempt coursing through your veins. Just let it go.










Posted by Kerry Burgess - H.V.O.M 1:54 PM Pacific Time Seattle USA Monday 18 March 2013 - http://hvom.blogspot.com/2013/03/behind-enemy-lines-of-insurrection.html


Behind enemy lines of insurrection against the USA.



Three days after making the mistake of going to breakfast at McDonald's here nearby I still feel the effects of their attack against me.

A few weeks ago I documented to my friend in Texarkana how that severe racketeering production the NBC television series “Revolution” is Nazi propaganda from television's Will Smith The Fresh Butthole and his al Qaida homosexual pals violently against the United States.

I wrote a short while ago about how insurrection forces have targeted me here in King County Washington, because King County Washington State, and Washington State as a whole are 100% controlled by al Qaida violently against the United States, and they follow me around to get the food workers, who are probably ex-convicts and or drug addicts, to rage at me.

So anyway, I had a stomach ache all day afterwards and the next day and the stomach ache has lessened slightly but I still feel as though that must have poured Drano over the food that I ordered from McDonald's on Saturday morning.

I knew the way they were going on that something had riled them up and I suspected they were raging at me.

I suspect what I feel is similar to how someone feels who has been poisoned by cyanide.










posted by Kerry Burgess - H.V.O.M 4:20 PM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Wednesday 10 December 2014 - http://hvom.blogspot.com/2014/12/contagion.html


Contagion



For the past few days I have contemplated a discrepancy in a sort of daily journal I maintain. Beginning 01 October 2013 I began capturing a series of digital images of the environment outside my apartment windows. I don't have a routine for the time of day and I do it only at some point during the day when I remember it. I started doing mainly because in the heat of summer I like to go back and look at the images of those same places covered in snow.

What has been on my mind again but more recently is the day 01 January 2014. That day is missing from my collection. I went through the three months before that day and that day is the only one missing.

Anyone following my blog might remember that I described how the last days of 2013 I was sick with some kind of respiratory illness. That was notable to me because I have recorded that as only the 3rd time in the past 11 years I have been sick with a respiratory illness and in my life that is the only kind of illness I have ever known so when I think of myself as being sick then the illness popularly referred to as 'a cold' or 'the flu' is the illness afflicting me. I don't really know the difference between a "cold" and influenza other than I tend to think the latter has the same symptoms only more intense. In the last few days of 2013 I suspect I had only a cold, whatever is the basis for that description. I didn't have a thermometer so I didn't ever measure for a fever and I don't recall if I felt as though I had a fever.

I look back at my blog and see gaps in my posting and that is consistent with my sickness.

So I have been thinking that I simply forgot to capture digital images on that day because I had been sick. I don't recall that day very well now without anything to jog my memory and I didn't make a post that day.

What I have been wondering about lately is if I died - literally died - that day. Again.

So my theory about Kerry Burgess 2005 becomes Kerry Burgess 2014.

And then I wondered: Well, I would have found the body.

And then I considered that there is a crew out there to collect my corpse.

My physical body literally dies and there is a crew out there who knows that and they come in to steal my pants from my closet or just as easily to collect my corpse for disposal.

And then suddenly I materialize again at some point and have no conscious awareness anything even usual even happened to me. I just simply exist again.

In recent days I have been wondering if something similar happened to all those people who were tested for Ebola as I read in recent months in the news. Maybe they died too. Maybe they returned too. Maybe there are crews out there who knew the people to watch and they collected their corpses too.

Maybe they were tested negative for Ebola because they returned after dying and when they materialized or whatever they were still afflicted with the symptoms.

And that makes perfect sense. They would know they had been sick. They would have to feel sick after they materialized. But they had died from it and then reappeared but without the actual disease.

And I think about that crew is managing the news about it and there was something else I was going to note here but I forget now.



- posted by Kerry Burgess 12:42 PM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Sunday 12 November 2017