This Is What I Think.

Sunday, April 27, 2025

Today is 04/27/2025, Post #2





Continues

https://hvom.blogspot.com/2025/04/today-is-04272025.html









by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/27/2025 (later, showering in the shower)

numb-ers

What does numb-ers have to do with anything?









https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Identification_(literature)

Identification (literature)

From Wikipedia

Identification refers to the automatic, subconscious psychological process in which an individual becomes like or closely associates themselves with another person by adopting one or more of the others' perceived personality traits, physical attributes, or some other aspect of their identity. The concept of identification was founded by psychoanalyst Sigmund Freud in the 1920’s, and has since been expanded on and applied in psychology, social studies, media studies, and literary and film criticism. In literature, identification most often refers to the audience identifying with a fictional character, however it can also be employed as a narrative device whereby one character identifies with another character within the text itself.









"Requiem For Methuselah" [ Star Trek ]

Original Airdate: 14 Feb, 1969

(from internet transcript)

SPOCK: How many other names shall we call you?

FLINT: Solomon, Alexander, Lazarus, Methuselah, Merlin, Abramson. A hundred other names you do not know.

SPOCK: You were born?

FLINT: In that region of earth later called Mesopotamia, in the year 3834 BC, as the millennia are reckoned. I was Akharin, a soldier, a bully and a fool. I fell in battle, pierced to the heart and did not die.

MCCOY: Instant tissue regeneration coupled with some perfect form of biological renewal. You learned that you were immortal and

FLINT: And to conceal it. To live some portion of a life, to pretend to age and then move on before my nature was suspected.









From 2/14/1969 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Star Trek"::"Requiem for Methuselah" ) To 4/27/2025 ( Today ) is 20526 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 1/13/2022 ( ) is 20526 days










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From 6/8/2010 ( "The Passage: A Novel" by Justin Cronin, book 1 of The Passage Trilogy ) To 4/27/2025 ( Today ) is 5437 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/21/1980 ( the Intelligence Oversight Act of 1980 enacted ) is 5437 days










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"The Passage: A Novel" (Book One of The Passage Trilogy)

by Justin Cronin, author

page 225 of 881 (Amazon Kindle Version)

"Main Lab, report. Somebody tell me what the fuck is going on down there."

A terrified voice came through: Fortes? "They let them out!"

"Who? Who let them out?"

A blast of static, and Richards heard the first screams coming over the audio, and gunshots, and more screams - the screams men made when they died.

"Holy fuck!" Another blast of static. "They're all loose down here! The fucking sweeps let them all go!"









"The Twelve: A Novel" (Book Two of the Passage Trilogy)

by Justin Cronin, author

Page 52 of 593 (Amazon Kindle Version)

So it was that Deputy Director Horace Guilder (were there any actual directors anymore?) had found himself sitting before the Joint Chiefs (enough stars and bars around the table to start a Girl Scout troop) to offer his official assessment of the situation in Colorado. (Sorry, we made vampires; it seemed like a good idea at the time.)










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From 5/8/1994 ( premiere USA TV miniseries "Stephen King's The Stand"::miniseries premiere "The Plague" ) To 4/27/2025 ( ) is 11312 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/22/1996 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Frontline"::"Why America Hates the Press" ) is 11312 days









The Stand - complete edition, by Stephen King

(from internet transcript)

excerpts, Chapter 19

“Where are you? Nobody’s seen you, Larry.”

“Well, I’m on the East Coast,” he said cautiously. “Somebody told me there were bloodsuckers on me and I ought to get out of the pool until they dropped off.”

“Something about a big party?”

“Yeah.”

“I heard about that,” she said. “Big spender.”

“Is Wayne around, Arlene?”

“You mean Wayne Stukey?”

“I don’t mean John Wayne—he’s dead.”

“You mean you haven’t heard?”

“What would I hear? I’m on the other coast. Hey, he’s okay, isn’t he?”

“He’s in the hospital with this flu bug. Captain Trips, they’re calling it out here. Not that it’s any laughing matter. A lot of people have died with it, they say. People are scared, staying in. We’ve got six empty tables, and you know Jane’s never has empty tables.”

“How is he?”

“Who knows? They’ve got wards and wards of people and none of them can have visitors. It’s spooky, Larry. And there are lot of soldiers around.”

“On leave?”

“Soldiers on leave don’t carry guns or ride around in convoy trucks. A lot of people are really scared. You’re well off out where you are.”

“Hasn’t been anything on the news.”

“Out here there’s been a few things in the papers about getting flu boosters, that’s all. But some people are saying the army got careless with one of those little plague jars. Isn’t that creepy?”

“It’s just scare talk.”

“There’s nothing like it where you are?”









The Stand - complete edition, by Stephen King

(from internet transcript)

excerpts, Chapter 4

Len Creighton nodded. “Billy. This… Christ, I don’t know how to tell you.”

“I think one word at a time might go best, soldier.”

“Those men who handled Campion’s body are through their prelims at Atlanta, and the news isn’t good.”

“All of them?”

“Five for sure. There’s one—his name is Stuart Redman—who’s negative so far. But as far as we can tell, Campion himself was negative for over fifty hours.”

“If only Campion hadn’t run,” Starkey said. “That was sloppy security, Len. Very sloppy.”

Creighton nodded.

“Go on.”

“Arnette has been quarantined. We’ve isolated at least sixteen cases of constantly shifting A-Prime flu there so far. And those are just the overt ones.”

“The news media?”

“So far, no problem. They believe it’s anthrax.”

“What else?”

“One very serious problem. We have a Texas highway patrolman named Joseph Robert Brentwood. His cousin owns the gas station where Campion ended up. He dropped by yesterday morning to tell Hapscomb the health people were coming. We picked him up three hours ago and he’s en route to Atlanta now. In the meantime he’s been patrolling half of East Texas. God knows how many people he’s been in contact with.”

“Oh, shit,” Starkey said, and was appalled by the watery weakness in his voice and the skin-crawl that had started near the base of his testicles and was now working up into his belly. 99.4% communicability, he thought. It played insanely over and over in his mind. And that meant 99.4% excess mortality, because the human body couldn’t produce the antibodies necessary to stop a constantly shifting antigen virus. Every time the body did produce the right antibody, the virus simply shifted to a slightly new form. For the same reason a vaccine was going to be almost impossible to create.

99.4%.









The Stand - complete edition, by Stephen King

(from internet transcript)

excerpts, Chapter 54

And a queer certainty stole over her, as numbing as some creeping anesthesia, that they would finish by wading in blood. The thought made her place her hands protectively over her belly, and she found herself thinking for the first time in weeks of her dream: the dark man with his grin… and his twisted coathanger.

As well as hunting for Mother Abagail with a picked group of volunteers in his spare time, Harold Lauder was on the Burial Committee, and on August 21 he spent the day in the back of a dump truck with five other men, all of them wearing boots and protective clothing and heavy-duty Playtex rubber gloves. The head of the Burial Committee, Chad Norris, was out at what he referred to, with an almost grisly calm, as Burial Site #1. It was ten miles southwest of Boulder in an area that had once been stripmined for coal. The site lay as bleak and barren as the mountains of the moon under the burning August sun. Chad had accepted the post reluctantly because he had once been an undertaker’s assistant in Morristown, New Jersey.

“There’s no undertaking about this,” he had said this morning at the Greyhound Bus Terminal between Arapahoe and Walnut, which was the Burial Committee’s base of operations. He lit a Winston with a wooden match and grinned at the twenty men sitting around. “That is, it’s an undertaking but not an undertaking undertaking, if you get my meaning.”

There were a few strained smiles, Harold’s largest among them. His belly had been rumbling constantly because he hadn’t dared eat breakfast. He hadn’t been sure he could keep it down, considering the nature of the work. He could have stuck with finding Mother Abagail and no one would have murmured a word of protest, even though it had to be obvious to every thinking man in the Zone (if there were any thinking men in the Free Zone besides himself—a debatable question) that looking for her with fifteen men was an exercise in comic relief when you considered the thousands of square miles of empty forest and plain around Boulder. And, of course, she might never have left Boulder, none of them seemed to have thought of that (which didn’t surprise Harold at all). She could be set up in a house just about anywhere beyond the center of town and they’d still never find her without a house-to-house search. Redman and Andros hadn’t raised a word of protest between them when Harold suggested that the Search Committee be a weekend and evening sort of thing, which told Harold that they accepted it as a closed case, too.

He could have stuck with it, but who gets to be best-liked in any community? Who is most trusted? Why, the man who does the dirty job, of course, and does it with a smile. The man who does the job you couldn’t bring yourself to do.

“It’s going to be like burying cordwood,” Chad told them. “If you can keep it on that level in your mind, you’ll be okay. Some of you may have to vomit here at the start. There’s no shame in that; just try to go someplace where the rest won’t have to look at you do it. Once you’ve puked, you’ll find it easier to think that way: cordwood. Nothing but cordwood.”

The men were eyeing each other uncomfortably.

Chad broke them up into three six-man crews. He and the two odd men out went to prepare a place for those who were brought. Each of the three crews were given a specific area of town to work. Harold’s truck had spent the day in the Table Mesa area, working their way slowly west from the Denver-Boulder Turnpike exit ramp. Up Martin Drive to the Broadway intersection. Down Thirty-ninth Street and then back up Fortieth, suburban houses in a tract area now about thirty years old, dating back to the start of Boulder’s population boom, houses with one floor aboveground and a second below.

Chad had provided gas masks from the local National Guard armory, but they didn’t have to use them until after lunch (lunch? what lunch? Harold’s consisted of a can of Berry’s apple pie filling; it was all he could bring himself to eat), when they entered the Church of Latter-Day Saints on lower Table Mesa Drive. They had come here, filled with the plague, and they had died there, over seventy of them, and the stink was enormous.

“Cordwood,” one of Harold’s mates had said in a high, revolted, laughing voice, and Harold had turned and stumbled out past him. He went around the corner of the handsome brick building that had once been a polling place in election years and up came the Berry’s apple pie filling and he discovered that Norris had been right: He really felt better without it.



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 4:54 PM Pacific-timezone USA Sunday 04/27/2025

Today is 04/27/2025





by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/27/2025 11:43 AM

See, if the past is an illusion then nothing is real

Except for this present moment, and now that's gone

Today CAUSED me to think of Novocain

Now I am wondering if I will see anything interesting today

Reality shifts to match

The entire content of this note is because today I suddenly, unexpectedly thought of Novocaine









Procaine

From Wikipedia

Procaine is a local anesthetic drug

It is most commonly used in dental procedures to numb the area around a tooth

Owing to the ubiquity of the trade name Novocain (without the "e" in the original German patent) or Novocaine (with the "e" in the US patent), in some regions, procaine is referred to generically as novocaine.









Star Trek Generations (1994)

(from internet transcript)

[Veridian III mountaintop]

PICARD: You don't need to do this, Soran. ...I'm sure we could find another way of getting you into this Nexus.

SORAN: I've spent eighty years looking for another way. Believe me, this is the only one.

(Soran presses some buttons on a keypad and a rocket reveals itself on the launcher)

PICARD: What you're about to do Soran, is no different from when the Borg destroyed your world. They killed millions too, ...including your wife ...and children.

SORAN: Nice try. ...You know, there was a time when I wouldn't hurt a fly. Then the Borg came. And they showed me that if there is one constant in this whole universe. ...It's death. ...Afterwards I began to realise it didn't really matter. We're all going to die sometime. It's just a question of how and when. You will too, Captain. Aren't you beginning to feel time gaining on you? ...It's like a predator. It's stalking you. ...Oh, you can try and outrun it with doctors, medicines, new technologies, but in the end time is going to hunt you down, ...and make the kill.

PICARD: It's our mortality that defines us, Soran. It's part of the truth of our existence.

SORAN: What if I told you I've found a new truth.

PICARD: The Nexus?

SORAN: Time has no meaning there. The predator has no teeth.









From 11/17/1994 ( premiere USA film "Star Trek Generations" ) To 4/27/2025 ( Today - Sunday ) is 11119 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 4/12/1996 ( premiere US TV series episode "Space: Above and Beyond"::"R & R" ) is 11119 days









Space: Above And Beyond

"R & R"

12 April 1996

Episode 15

Paul Wang: Got a bogey about 10K klicks out.

Shane Vansen: I.F.F. says... it's the Bacchus.

Paul Wang: Bacchus. It's like Vegas, New York City and Oz all rolled into one.

Vanessa Damphousse: Right now, I'd settle for a night in Buffalo.

Shane Vansen: Hold the chatter. We're still on patrol.



Shane Vansen: West! West! West, look alive!

Nathan West: Damn! Damn. I don't know how that happened.

Vanessa Damphousse: I do. Six back-to-back sorties at four hours a shot.

Cooper Hawkes: Man, it's getting weird. I'm seeing rabbits and squirrels and stuff hopping around my wings.

Shane Vansen: Keep your head screwed on.



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 11:55 AM Pacific-timezone USA Sunday 04/27/2025

Saturday, April 26, 2025

Today is 04/26/2025, Post #2





If you care about the fiction of tv-series Stargate then watch "Epiphany", year 2006 season 2 episode 12 of Stargate: Atlantis, before reading this blog-post by me.

In general, their stories are not serialized, meaning that you do not need a lot of prior understanding of the previous episodes.

Sure, some of it you need to understand first. Seems to me, most of that understanding comes from simply reading the Wikipedia page about Stargate. Then watch the episode.









IMDb

Reign of Fire (2002)

Quotes

Denton Van Zan: Envy the country that has heroes, huh? I say pity the country that needs them.









read also:

https://hvom.blogspot.com/2025/04/today-is-04262025.html









Stargate: Atlantis

"Epiphany"

TV-series season 2 episode 12, 01/13/2006

(from internet transcript)

Dr. Elizabeth WEIR: OK, I think I've got it. (She turns away from the inscribed wall that she has been studying.) I am interpreting a bit, but it seems the field was designed as a sanctuary from the Wraith, but a place the last of the Ancients could travel to and hopefully ascend without fear of attack.

McKAY: Oh, of course. They could potentially spend entire lifetimes inside the field before the Wraith even discovered the place.









Stargate: Atlantis

"Epiphany"

TV-series season 2 episode 12, 01/13/2006

(from internet transcript)

TEER: You were right, John. We were afraid. The Beast was the final burden we had to shed, manifest from our own fears.









https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charlotte%27s_Web_(2006_film)

Charlotte's Web (2006 film)

From Wikipedia

Charlotte's Web is a 2006 fantasy film based on the 1952 novel by E. B. White.

Release dates December 15, 2006 (United States)

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Charlotte's Web (2006 film)

From Wikipedia

Charlotte's Web is a 2006 fantasy film based on the 1952 novel by E. B. White.

Release dates December 15, 2006 (United States)

while Wilbur, despite not winning the blue ribbon, is later given a bronze medal and celebrated by the fair's staff and visitors, making him too prestigious to justify killing him









From 4/19/1988 ( Ronald Reagan, 40th President of USA: Letter to the Speaker of the House of Representatives and the President Pro Tempore of the Senate on the United States Military Strike in the Persian Gulf ) To 12/15/2006 ( ) is 6814 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/29/1984 ( as me, Kerry Burgess, my official US Navy enlisted records includes: Part III - Record of Clearance ) is 6814 days



From 5/15/1964 ( premiere USA TV series episode "The Twilight Zone"::"The Brain Center at Whipple's" ) To 6/27/2005 ( in Seattle the Patty Murray press conference at the USA Puget Sound Veterans Affairs Health Care System hospital at the same moment as Kerry Burgess I was discharged from same United States of America Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital ) is 15018 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/15/2006 ( ) is 15018 days



From 3/8/1988 ( as me, Kerry Burgess, while enlisted paygrade E-5, designated Fire Controlman Petty Officer Second Class (FC2), my official enlisted US Navy documents includes: Terrier MK 152 guided-missiles Fire Control Computers Complex Operator (UNIVAC digital-computers Mk152 Terrier System for, primarily, SM2-ER {Extended Range} Standard Missiles ordnance) - CF-division, Missile Plot, {1987-1990} USS Wainwright CG-28, US Navy, following my graduation Naval Missiles School, Dam Neck, Virginia ) To 12/15/2006 ( ) is 6856 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 8/10/1984 ( premiere USA film "Red Dawn" ) is 6856 days



From 5/15/1984 ( as Kerry Wayne Burgess I began active service for an enlistment period of six years as a US Navy enlisted sailor ) To 12/15/2006 ( ) is 8249 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/3/1988 ( as me, Kerry Burgess, while enlisted paygrade E-5, designated Fire Controlman Petty Officer Second Class (FC2), with my personal participation and commendation my official enlisted US Navy documents includes: Armed Forces Expeditionary Medal 88Feb13 88Jun03, CF-division, Missile Plot - guided-missiles Fire Control Computers Complex (UNIVAC digital-computers Mk152 Terrier System for, primarily, SM2-ER {Extended Range} Standard Missiles ordnance), USS Wainwright CG-28, US Navy, Operation Earnest Will, Middle East Force, including Operation Praying Mantis ) is 8249 days



From 5/15/1984 ( Ronald Reagan, 40th President of USA: Proclamation 5194 - Missing Children Day, 1984 ) To 12/15/2006 ( ) is 8249 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/3/1988 ( as me, Kerry Burgess, while enlisted paygrade E-5, designated Fire Controlman Petty Officer Second Class (FC2), with my personal participation and commendation my official enlisted US Navy documents includes: Armed Forces Expeditionary Medal 88Feb13 88Jun03, CF-division, Missile Plot - guided-missiles Fire Control Computers Complex (UNIVAC digital-computers Mk152 Terrier System for, primarily, SM2-ER {Extended Range} Standard Missiles ordnance), USS Wainwright CG-28, US Navy, Operation Earnest Will, Middle East Force, including Operation Praying Mantis ) is 8249 days



From 10/18/1993 ( the launch of the US space shuttle Columbia orbiter vehicle mission STS-58 includes me Kerry Wayne Burgess the United States Marine Corps commissioned-officer and United States STS-58 pilot astronaut and my 2nd official United States of America National Aeronautics Space Administration orbital flight of 4 overall ) To 12/15/2006 ( ) is 4806 days

4806 = 2403 + 2403

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/1/1972 ( referenced here, below ) is 2403 days



https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0413895/releaseinfo/

IMDb

Charlotte's Web

Release info

United States December 15, 2006









The New York Times

REPORT ON SPYING RELEASED BY C.I.A.

By NICHOLAS M. HORROCK JULY 9, 1975

WASHINGTON, July 8—The Central Intelligence Agency made a major build-up of its domestic intelligence operation during the Administration of President Nixon, according to documents released by the C.I.A. for the first time tonight.

In an unexpected disclosure, the C.I.A. made public a report that its director, William E. Colby, made to President Ford last Dec. 24. This report is a portion of an internal analysis of the agency's involvement in illegal domestic intelligence operations and other wrongdoing compiled at the request of Mr. Colby's predecessor, James R. Schlesinger, in May, 1973. Mr. Schlesinger is now the Secretary of Defense.

Symington Briefed

According to these newly released documents, two Congressional figures, Senator Stuart Symington, Democrat of Mis souri, and Representative Lucien N. Nedzi, Democrat of Michigan, were briefed on the details more than two years ago.

This new material contained several disclosures:

According to a memorandum dated June 1, 1972, the major increase in the staff and facilities of the Special Operations Group came after Mr. Nixon had taken office on Jan. 20, 1969. The unit was the core of a domestic C.I.A. intelligence operation that has come under criticism for violating the agency's legal charter, which forbids the C.I.A. to engage in spying within the United States.









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Red Dawn (1984)

Quotes

Prologue/Opening Narration: Soviet Union suffers worst wheat harvest in 55 years... Labor and food riots in Poland. Soviet troops invade... Cuba and Nicaragua reach troop strength goals of 500,000. El Salvador and Honduras fall... Greens Party gains control of West German Parliament. Demands withdrawal of nuclear weapons from European soil... Mexico plunged into revolution... NATO dissolves. United States stands alone.









from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

From: Kerry Burgess {me}

Sent: Sunday, May 21, 2006 11:04 AM

To: Kerry Burgess {me}

Subject: Re: Journal May 21, 2006

Kerry Burgess wrote:

I think it was my first thought after waking up this morning that I used to date Julia Roberts a long time ago.

I also have these unexplained thoughts that I was a fighter pilot in the U.S. military, although I'm not sure which service, but I may have been in two different branches over time. I am also confused about thoughts that I may have been a helicopter pilot. What's next? A space shuttle pilot? Seems like a lot for someone that is only 40. And, while I am not sure when this divergence happened, I am reasonably certain it was before I turned 33. So I must have been a pretty busy guy. Especially because I have thoughts that I was some kind of mathmetician too. I have these thoughts too that I was captured by enemy forces at some point and tortured while in captivity.



by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journal: 9/26/2006 3:06 PM

As I was trying to go to sleep last night, I had a thought that I have a doctorate in computer science from Princeton.

and I had thoughts that I studied music as well at Princeton.



from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journals: 9/28/2006 7:13 PM

This sounds very interesting. In my memory of taking Physics my Senior year at Ashdown, I remember being very interested in the class, but we didn t cover such an interesting topic.

http://www.princeton.edu/main/about/present/

Ayan Chatterjee (left) and Mark Daly measure piano strings as part of a lab project for professor Pierre Pirou 's freshman seminar on "Sound, Music and ... Physics."

9/28/2006 7:37 PM

I think I even have memories of the graduate degree process. I am not sure of the terms to describe the process.

9/28/2006 7:47 PM

I actually do remember... something... I can t explain it. It feels that I am holding an unmarked, undistinguishable book that I don t know the name of or the contents but I know I have read it already.

9/28/2006 8:34 PM

A few minutes ago I started thinking that maybe I started at Princeton University in 1972. I would have been 13 at the time as Thomas Ray. I remember that Kerry Burgess started first grade in 1972. But then I decided that I probably started Princeton earlier than 1972 and maybe 1972 was the year I completed my first major degree. Or 1972 doesn t really mean anything in particular to Thomas Ray; rather it is there for continuity sake for the life of Kerry Burgess.



by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: H.V.O.M at 3:06 AM Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Salesman

Also, "Salesman." I saw that in a dream while sleeping recently. I saw myself going through an induction process in the United States Marine Corps and I woke up understanding that I was dreaming of my actual experience in 1990. I saw a document that indicated I was being inducted to the United States Marine Corps with the officer grade of Chief Warrant Officer 2. I saw in the dream another document associated with my induction and that document indicated I had been assigned the informal name "Salesman."









IMDb

Red Dawn (1984)

Quotes

Darryl Bates: [Pouring a can of soup in the pot] That's the last of it... except for the olives.

Matt Eckert: We still got plenty of meat left.

Danny: Just stuff you shot.

Matt Eckert: So tell me, dork, where do you suppose hamburgers come from?

Danny: Nobody shoots them.

Darryl Bates: We need food.









IMDb

Red Dawn (1984)

Quotes

Col. Andy Tanner: You think you're tough for eating beans every day? There's half a million scarecrows in Denver who'd give anything for one mouthful of what you got. They've been under siege for about three months. They live on rats and sawdust bread and sometimes... on each other. At night, the pyres for the dead light up the sky. It's medieval.









IMDb

Red Dawn (1984)

Quotes

[last lines]

Erica: [closing narration] I never saw the Eckert Brothers again. In time, this war - like every other war - ended. But I never forgot. And I come to this place often, when no one else does.

[we see "Partisan Rock," with its memorial plaque, which she reads for us]

Erica: "... In the early days of World War 3, guerillas - mostly children - placed the names of their lost upon this rock. They fought here alone and gave up their lives, so that this nation should not perish from the earth."










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Stargate: Atlantis

"Epiphany"

TV-series season 2 episode 12, 01/13/2006

(from internet transcript)

BECKETT: And if they ever attacked, their ships would get torn apart just as the probe did.

TEYLA: And so it has remained for ten thousand years.

WEIR (turning back to the wall): This writing here -- this serves as a sort of welcome, as well as a warning for any of the humans under their protection looking for sanctuary; but I think it was left there for anyone who wanted to seek the path to ascension on their own.

DEX: And what's the warning?

WEIR: That once you cross the threshold, there's no return.

McKAY (smugly): That is, unless you have the exact location of the power source and the expertise to turn it off.









Stargate: Atlantis

"Epiphany"

TV-series season 2 episode 12, 01/13/2006

(from internet transcript)

AVRID: We contemplate on the experience that is life each day.

SHEPPARD: I'm talking about living it. (He looks round at everyone.) Haven't any of you got things you wanna do as flesh and blood human beings first? I mean, you-you talk about moving on to a plane of existence beyond your own mortality, but you haven't even really lived.

TEER: Our lives are full.

SHEPPARD: Well, I've spent a long time with you folks, and I don't think "full" means what you think it means.

AVRID: To ascend, one must meditate.

SHEPPARD: You're not meditating, you're hiding.

AVRID: From what?

SHEPPARD: You know the answer to that.

(Avrid looks at him, not understanding. Teer, however, realises what he's talking about.)

TEER: He means the Beast.

SHEPPARD: Yes, I do. Now I don't know how any of you expect me to feel like I belong here, but every time that thing comes around, I'm out there alone.









Stargate: Atlantis

"Epiphany"

TV-series season 2 episode 12, 01/13/2006

(from internet transcript)

SHEPPARD: What the hell took you so long?!

WEIR: Believe it or not, you were only gone a couple of hours.

SHEPPARD: Try six months!

McKAY: You don't understand -- you've been trapped in a time dilation field.

SHEPPARD: What?!

BECKETT: What was that bloody thing?

SHEPPARD (to Carson): I don't know. (To Rodney) What's a time dilation field?









12/06/06 11:59 AM

HOW MUCH MORE GODDAMNED OBVIOUS DOES THIS HAVE TO GET!!!!!!!!!!!!









by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 9:30 PM October 18, 2024

The channel 4 KOMO tv news studio is across the street from the Space Needle in downtown Seattle

On May 9, 2006, as I watched the tv from a few miles away, the weather guy gesturing to a video image on the sidewalk below where he was standing and there was a guy standing there on the sidewalk with a canvas on an easel and he seemed to be painting a picture of the Space Needle across the street from him

The next morning, May 10, 2006, I awoke in that grungy homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle and I knew with absolute certainty everything I remember about my past was wrong.









by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journals: 10/19/2006 12:43 PM

My thoughts suggest that some micro-meteroids hit my ship

while I was outbound to intercept the comet that threatened the inner planets.

I lost a lot of oxygen before I got it fixed. Ground control told me to turn around and they had an alternate plan to try again. I rejected that plan because I was already out there and with that comet getting closer every day, there was no guarantee that a second attempt would fare any better. I might have told them that I was lucky to even have any oxygen left at that point and what if on the second trip, something even worse happens.

They brought in my family, to say goodbye and even to try to talk me into returning but I wasn't coming back. I have thoughts that I even disabled the electronics that would allow ground control to automatically control the ship.









2010: The Year We Make Contact (1984)

(from internet transcript)

MAN 1 [ON TV]: With convenient nonstops
to the moon and all major space stations.
On Pan Am, the sky is no longer the limit.
MAN 2: Secretary of State Caulfield
met with the president...
...this morning at the White House.
Afterward, he had no comment
for reporters.
The president has scheduled
a conference this evening at 9:00...
...Eastern Standard Time.
We will, of course,
carry that conference live...
...followed by a special report
immediately afterward.
We have an unconfirmed report...
...that the president is going to announce
a full-scale military alert tonight.
White House sources have refused
to confirm or deny that report--
[STATIC BUZZING OVER TV]
MAN 3 [OVER TV]:
Hello, Betty.
Hello, Betty.
-What is this?
-Please talk to me.
Dave?
Dave, is that you?
I'm not sure.
I remember Dave Bowman
and everything about him.
Dave is dead.
All Dave Bowman really was...
...is still a part of me.
Why are you here?
I don't know why.
I think to say goodbye.
You're married again?
Yes.
Is he a good man?
-Yes, he is.
-I'm glad.
I love you.
-Oh, Dave, I love--
-Goodbye, Betty.
Don't go.
I'm already there.
I don't understand.
Something is gonna happen...
...and I wanted to say goodbye.



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 5:25 PM Pacific-timezone USA Saturday 04/26/2025

Today is 04/26/2025





by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/26/2025 12:58 PM

Wilbur: [looking at Charlotte's new web, at the fair] It's a great word. It's just...

Charlotte A. Cavatica: Just what?

Wilbur: Is it the right word?










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by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/26/2025 10:41 AM

Still sitting here at this same stupid desk.

Weary.

Thinking.

Cold.

Thinking of brewing a strong pot of black coffee. Knowing it will only make me drowsy enough to fall asleep for an hour or so. At more than 20 years now, only just recently succumb to the urge of a short-sleep. Seems to make me feel better. More research needed to feel certain.

Intend to assemble and develop content for a blog-post and to present it in the sequence of my cognitive-process. Not a single idea in my head right now of what this potential blog-post will be about today, 04/26/2025










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by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/26/2025 10:55 AM

Thinking now more about "The Peripheral", that novel by William Gibson that I mentioned yesterday

Hilarious.










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by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/26/2025 11:03 AM

There are many ideas that form in my conscious-mind that I reject, in terms of this process, this process of searching for patterns in my original-work code-pattern. These notes present the notions I accept and then look closer into, developing into this code-pattern that I describe









From 5/6/1955 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Flash Gordon"::"The Matter Duplicator" ) To 10/28/2014 ( "The Peripheral" by William Gibson ) is 21725 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 4/26/2025 ( Today - Saturday ) is 21725 days










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by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/26/2025 11:27 AM

Brewing up that pot of coffee.

Thinking.

Rather, trying to shift the mode of thinking in my conscious-mind, into something else









by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/26/2025 11:35 AM

Accepted the impulse in my conscious-mind to look back at my previous observations of "Dark Matter", that streaming-video series from AppleTV+. Still don't know when season 2 debuts









by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/26/2025 11:38 AM

Drinking a cup of black coffee

Became cognizant moments earlier of a subtle change to my conscious state of mind

Cannot articulate it well enough, a sort of balancing effort in my consciousness

Trying not to think, must remain aware of my surroundings









by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/26/2025 11:41 AM

Continues drinking coffee.

Opened my files of my past observations of "Dark Matter" to see if anything stands out from my review

Distracted:










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by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/26/2025 11:45 AM

Must. Concentrate.









by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/26/2025 11:51 AM

"In the Fires of Dead Stars"

Looking at that now and examining the results










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by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 03:55 AM

Number 878: The Farthest Man From Home

I am Kerry Burgess. This is what I think.

If this is the first blog-post by me you're reading then you are galactically uninformed.

Monday, January 13, 2025

Today is 01/13/2025, Post #1

What a great ending to episode 7

I have been so immersed the past few hours in creating and assembling the content that follows here, I feel I have just woken from a sleeping-dream, and the disappointment of reality returns to me









by me, Kerry Burgess, 01/13/2025 12:09 AM

And now, "Superposition" season 1 episode 6 "Dark Matter" streaming-video serial on AppleTV+

Possibly, followed here with episode 7









From 1/13/2025 ( ) To 4/26/2025 ( Today - Saturday ) is 103 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 2/13/1966 ( ) is 103 days









February 1966

From Wikipedia

February 13, 1966

The Washington Post ran a story headlined "Car Safety Critic Nader Reports Being 'Tailed'", by reporter Morton Mintz, a revelation that would eventually propel consumer advocate Ralph Nader to national fame and turn his recent book Unsafe at Any Speed into a bestseller. Nader's crusade against General Motors had largely been overlooked, until "the company did not recognize the value of public relations and opted instead to use intimidation and harassment to shut down Nader... The result was the media coverage and attention GM had hoped to avoid." Though the Post story ran on page 43, and did not get attention right away, other magazines and newspapers would soon investigate the story and make Nader's name a household word.

In what one author has described as "the single largest contribution made by drones during the Vietnam War", a Firebee 147E unmanned aircraft with electronic intelligence monitors was sent on a one-way mission to be shot down by the SA-2 antiaircraft radar and missile defense system being used by North Vietnam. The drone was picked up by the radar and destroyed, but not before "finally acquiring the long-mysterious command uplink and downlink signals" that were used in the SA-2 operation, and relaying the data back to a nearby DC-130 transport aircraft; acquisition of the signal led to developing methods to jam it as well.









by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/26/2025 11:59 AM

Typically, that sort of pattern, CAUSED by my choices completely at random, is where I would stop my examination

Today, I feel there is more for me to find

So, I am finishing off that pot of black coffee and trying to (not) think










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by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/26/2025 12:22 PM

Now I am thinking again, suddenly, about a notion I have described before

As a stretch of the imagination, I would call it a "time dilation" effect. Scientists use the term differently, if I have learned anything from popular science-fiction, and I use it now for my own personal effect

Seems like I have worked on this for over 20 years now. What if, instead, the duration has been only 20 minutes of real-world time. Just seems to my conscious-mind, this moment, the Present, that has been 20 years









by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/26/2025 12:26 PM

Not sure yet if the actual date means anything for today, because I have not yet examined the pattern

But it 01/13/2006

I made a reference two days ago to that same calendar-date

There is ANOTHER reference to that calendar-date that I did not remember nor re-discover when I looked at it 2 days ago









BATTLESTAR GALACTICA

2X12 - RESURRECTION SHIP (2)

Original Airdate (SciFi): 13-JAN-2006

(from internet transcript)

Pegasus - Brig

Helo: Oh, looky here. Sunshine boys are here.

Gage: you miserable fraks.

Helo: Hey. You. You call me sir.










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by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/26/2025 12:32 PM

As I was thinking minutes ago of my so-called "time dilation", I was thinking specifically of the 1999 "The Thirteenth Floor" - Jinx! - and then I had to - HAD TO! - abandon that line of conscious-thought and look at a specific episode of Stargate: Atlantis.

When SGA formed in my mind, I did not know the name of the episode, I certainly did not know the premiere date. Had to look it up. That's when I noted it premiered on 01/13/2006. So now I am looking closer at that detail in my original-work code-pattern.









From 1/13/2006 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Stargate: Atlantis"::"Epiphany" ) To 4/26/2025 ( Today - Saturday ) is 7043 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 2/13/1985 ( premiere USA TV series episode "ABC Afterschool Specials"::"I Want to Go Home" ) is 7043 days









Stargate: Atlantis

"Epiphany"

TV-series season 2 episode 12, 01/13/2006

(from internet transcript)

Sheppard finds himself on a planet where time passes more rapidly, with no way to contact his team or return to Atlantis.









Stargate: Atlantis

"Epiphany"

TV-series season 2 episode 12, 01/13/2006

(from internet transcript)

McKAY (consulting his device): Whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa. There's something there.

SHEPPARD (stopping short of the doorway): What?

McKAY: Some kind of an energy barrier around the threshold.

(John looks at the doorway for a moment, then turns and finds a large pebble on the ground. He picks it up and tosses it towards the doorway. As the pebble reaches the doorway, a blue light glows around it as it goes through the energy field and then the pebble vanishes in mid-air.)

TEYLA: It disappeared.

SHEPPARD: Or it went right through a cloak.

McKAY (looking at his device): It has many of the same properties as a cloaking field.

SHEPPARD: Yeah, and the Ancients did tend to hide all the really cool stuff.

McKAY: Yeah -- I would just like to be able to explain these readings better before we step through. (He clicks his fingers several times and turns to Teyla and Ronon.) Get me a branch. (As they walk away, he turns to John.) You got tape? (John squats down and starts to rummage in his backpack.) Because ... (he reaches into his jacket) ... I got a camera! (He pulls the camera out, then looks up in despair as Ronon presents him with the branch he found.) I didn't ask for a log! (He glares at Ronon, who turns and walks away with his log as Teyla comes in with a much thinner branch.) Thank you! OK, so ... (he holds the camera against the end of the branch that Teyla is holding) ... tape it to the stick ... (John unwraps the end of the duct tape he has taken out of his pack and starts to wrap it around the camera and the branch) ... we extend the camera through, record for a few minutes, pull it back, play the recorder.

SHEPPARD: Yeah! M.A.L.P. on a stick!

(Rodney looks at him in exasperation.)

McKAY: Yes, M.A.L.P. on a stick(!) Very clever. Are we done?

(John finishes taping the camera to the branch.)

SHEPPARD: Yep!

(Rodney takes the branch from Teyla and carefully feeds the camera end into the field. The part of the field surrounding the branch glows blue as he feeds it through. As it passes through the field, it disappears from view. Teyla walks over to the cave wall near the doorway and looks at writing carved on the wall.)

TEYLA: I am not fluent in Ancient but I do recognise a few words: "welcome" and "ascension".

DEX: Ascension?

McKAY (still holding the branch with the camera end through the doorway): To a higher plane of existence. The race of people who built the Stargates -- they eventually evolved to a point where they ascended to a state of pure energy.

DEX: That'd be great!

McKAY: Yeah, well, sadly it's a matter of, uh, evolution. (He looks up at Ronon, who stares back at him. Rodney looks away again.) Anyway ... I'm sure we've got more than enough now. (He pulls the camera back through the doorway.) There we go. And ... have a look, shall we?

(Everyone gathers around him as he activates the camera. The screen shows the other side of the doorway. It looks exactly the same as they can see through the doorway anyway. Rodney looks up.)

McKAY: OK, then! Any volunteers?

SHEPPARD: I'll go. (He walks towards the doorway.)

McKAY: Just, um, back out if you encounter anything problematic.

(John stops and looks back at him.)

SHEPPARD: Problematic?

McKAY: Yeah, like poisonous atmosphere, acid atmosphere, no atmosphere. Hey, (he points to the camera) it's a M.A.L.P. on a stick; only shows you so much.

(John grimaces at him nervously.)

SHEPPARD: OK. (He takes a deep breath.) Here goes.









Stargate: Atlantis

"Epiphany"

TV-series season 2 episode 12, 01/13/2006

(from internet transcript)

McKAY: It is a time dilation field, which means that time is passing much faster on the other side of the portal than it is here for us. I'm not sure of the exact ratio, but I need to go now.

DEX: Why?

McKAY: I don't have time to explain temporal compression theory to you when every moment we stand here debating this, literally hours could be going by for Colonel Sheppard relative to us. Look, hours equate to days, and days for us could mean years for him. Do you get it now? Teyla -- I need you to follow me back as far as the Puddle Jumper and I'll explain what I need you to do on the way. (He and Teyla start to leave, then Rodney turns and points at Ronon.) And you, stay here.

DEX: And do what?

McKAY: Don't go through, if that's what you're thinking. (He suddenly realises something.) Whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa. (He points to Teyla's back.) Give me the knapsack.

INSIDE THE BARRIER. John is on his feet by the doorway, talking into the radio. He has a couple of days' growth of beard.

SHEPPARD: Rodney, Teyla, Ronon? Come in? (There's no reply.) You guys are starting to worry me a little bit here.

OUTSIDE THE BARRIER.

McKAY: Empty your pockets -- everything you think he might need to survive.

(Ronon takes various items out of his pockets. Teyla is taking energy bars out of her own pockets and they put everything into her knapsack.)

McKAY: We might just buy him a little more time there.









McKAY: OK, the-the-the portal must somehow dampen [must somehow damp the] the extreme tidal forces that would normally occur in the event horizon of a time dilation field, and we were keeping him from passing through it.

BECKETT: So part of his body is experiencing time at a different pace than the other? Who knows what that could do to him?

McKAY (sarcastically): I have no idea, but I suspect he could use a doctor.

WEIR: So you don't know if he's even alive?

McKAY: The most time-efficient approach was to assume that he was alive but stranded.

WEIR: And why not assume that he'll make his own way back through the portal?

McKAY: Because Colonel Sheppard would have already had hours to try to make it back through the portal in the time I wasted explaining the situation to Conan and Xena!

BECKETT: Now, Rodney, that's not very ...

McKAY: No. No, I suppose it isn't. (He activates his headset radio.) This is McKay. Supplies been loaded aboard yet?

VOICE OVER RADIO: Almost there, sir. Just a few more cases.

McKAY: Alright. When you're done with that, make sure you assist Zelenka in securing the descent probe into the launch compartment. (He picks up a large bag and tosses it to Carson.) Let's move. (He leaves the room. Carson, Elizabeth and the others follow him.)

INSIDE THE BARRIER. John is sitting by a small fire. He now has a full beard. He activates his radio.

SHEPPARD: This is Sheppard. I'm pretty sure you can't hear me, but I don't have a volleyball to talk to, so what the hell. I've rationed what little I have for as long as I could but I have enough left for maybe one more day. (He sighs.) I've gotta get myself something to live on while I find my own source of food and water. (Sarcastically) Not that I didn't appreciate the three canteens of water and the whole handful of power bars. (He sighs again.) There's nothing in the immediate area. I'm gonna have to go further out. Um, I'm giving you an indication of where I go, as I go. (He looks frustrated.) Sheppard out. (Angrily, he throws the radio across the cave, then picks up his P90 and starts to kick the fire out. Once it's out, he cocks his gun, switches on the light on top of it and, aiming it cautiously, heads out.)









INSIDE THE BARRIER. John has left the forest and is now walking across a grassy field. Suddenly a man runs out of the woods nearby.

AVRID: Help! Help! Help me, please!









INSIDE THE BARRIER. A pair of hands wrings out a cloth in a bowl of water and the owner of the hands starts to mop John's brow. He is either asleep or unconscious in a bed in what appears to be a wooden house.









SOME TIME LATER. John comes out of the house. He is wearing a white shirt, a sleeveless light beige waistcoat, dark trousers and long beige suede-looking boots. He still has the beard. The house is in a small village with houses and barns made of wood. It's another simple Pegasus society. Avrid comes over to greet him.

AVRID: I'm glad you're feeling better. (He gestures around the village.) Welcome to your new home.

SHEPPARD: Avrid, uh, I'm happy to visit and I'm grateful for the food and the whole healing thing, but, uh, do you know the way out of here? (He starts to walk across the centre of the village.)

AVRID: There is no way to leave, John, other than to ascend.

SHEPPARD (stopping): What exactly do you mean by "there's no way"?

AVRID: That is the sole purpose of this place -- to meditate upon ascension and one day join those who created the Sanctuary.

SHEPPARD: The thing is, I've got other plans. (He starts to walk again.)

AVRID (following him): Then why did you enter the portal?

SHEPPARD: Well, call it a mistake. I tried to stop it but the damned thing sucked me in.

(They have reached the centre of the village where there's a large stone reservoir, about knee-high, filled with water. John stops and looks at it.)

AVRID: Those that came before us made certain that there could be no indecision. Once you set foot within the Sanctuary, your path was chosen.

SHEPPARD: Not by me!

AVRID: Once you cross the threshold, you are committed to be here for the remainder of your days.









INSIDE THE BARRIER. John and Teer are walking across a flowery meadow. Teer has gathered some flowers and is carrying them, while John is chewing on a long grass stalk.

TEER: I'm glad I finally got you outside. You've been alone in your room for so long.

SHEPPARD: I'm being depressed.

TEER: Is it so terrible here?

SHEPPARD: No, you folks have been great. It's just, I've got responsibilities back home -- people I care about, and who care about me. At least I thought they did.

(Teer bends and picks another flower.)

SHEPPARD: Why'd you come here?

TEER: Well, I was born here.

SHEPPARD: No, I mean your people.

TEER: Well, they came generations ago. I'm from a race of people who revered those who came before us, those who created this place.

SHEPPARD: We call them Ancients.

TEER: To follow in their footsteps, to ascend, was the greatest goal among our forefathers. Many centuries ago, some of our people sensed it was within them to do so. It took them many years to discover the location of this world and once they found it, they came to this world as a pilgrimage. We are their descendants.

SHEPPARD: Not many of you left.

TEER: No. We are the last.

SHEPPARD: So what's holdin' you back?

TEER: Journeys such as ours can take a lifetime.

SHEPPARD: You afraid it might not happen?

(Teer smiles.)

TEER: I'm not afraid of anything.

SHEPPARD: Well, I'd be pretty afraid of that Beast thing.

TEER: As long as we stay in the Cloister, we're safe.

SHEPPARD: And what kind of life is that?









THE CLOISTER. A montage of scenes follows, indicating a passage of time for John.

(A long table has been set out in the middle of the village. John and the villagers are sitting around it, eating a meal.)

(In what is presumably their version of a monastery, several of the villagers are either seated crossed-legged or are kneeling on the floor, their eyes closed as they mediate. John sits amongst them, his eyes open and a bored expression on his face.)









TEER: He is meditating with the others.

SHEPPARD: He's always meditating. Everyone's always meditating.









THE CLOISTER. NIGHT TIME. John opens the door to his house and walks in, stopping at the sight of Teer sitting on the floor waiting for him. He looks around nervously as she smiles up at him.

SHEPPARD (walking in and closing the door): You don't have to wait up for me.

TEER: You've been gone over a day.

SHEPPARD: Yeah, well, after I found my weapons, I decided to take a run all the way back to the portal, and look what I found. (He brings a knapsack across to Teer.) I don't know what took em so long, but my friends finally sent some supplies through. (He opens the knapsack and investigates what's inside.)

TEER: There are people here who care for you.

SHEPPARD: Sorry, I should've told somebody. (He takes the knapsack across to the table and starts taking items out of it.)

TEER: I knew. (John looks at her.) I was following your journey in my mind. I was with you since you left the Cloister.

SHEPPARD: Is that some special power of yours you haven't told me about?

TEER: Yes.

SHEPPARD: Oh!

TEER: I've been with you each time you've searched for a means to leave us. As Hedda has the power to heal, I am able to see images in my mind. It's not uncommon for those on the path to ascension to gain such abilities.









SHEPPARD: I wish you woulda told me -- I could've used you out there. It took me forever to find this stuff! (He continues taking items out of the knapsack.)

(Teer smiles.)

TEER: Before my mother ascended, she could move things with her mind. You can imagine how wondrous that would be for a child. Sit with me.

(John looks at the items he's taking out of the knapsack, then drops them on the table and walks across to sit on the floor with Teer.)

TEER: I was the one who sent Avrid to find you.

SHEPPARD: You did?

TEER: Because I knew you were coming that night, and I knew where you would be in the field; and I have known since I was a child that you would sit here with me as you do now. (John looks shocked.) I've been able to close my eyes and see your face my entire life, John. You are the one.

(John stares at her rather wide-eyed.)

SHEPPARD: The one what?

TEER: The one who will lead us to ascension.

SHEPPARD: Oh!









From 6/23/1947 ( from Wikipedia: Labor Management Relations Act, 1947 becomes law in the USA ) To 12/15/2006 ( premiere USA film "Charlotte's Web" ) is 21725 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 4/26/2025 ( Today - Saturday ) is 21725 days









IMDb

Charlotte's Web (2006)

Quotes

Charlotte A. Cavatica: Goodbye... my sweet, sweet Wilbur.

Wilbur: Goodbye, Charlotte. I love you.



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 1:30 PM Pacific-timezone USA Saturday 04/26/2025

Friday, April 25, 2025

Today is 04/25/2025, Post #4





by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/25/2025 11:05 PM

It only gets worse

That was always going to happen.

That is a simple fact of life everyone knows

People cope differently with that fact of life

So, I factor in that notion to try to understand how and why I got here to this point.

This campaign of mine is delivered in this public forum so that must mean something also. Because it started here.

So that suggests to me that whatever I discover - my grand theory - will be delivered here for anyone to read for themselves

And that's true. My code-pattern of my original-work can be adapted to any specific individual. So I guess that is what this grand scheme of things was always meant to convey.

BECAUSE, I mean, none of this existed for me before May 10, 2006.

I like to think of the human-brain as similar to the garden tomato. It ripens over time.

I have been thinking for a while that what I am supposed to discover will because of my physical age. Physically aging to a point where a certain change to my physical brain chemistry occurs.

I wanted to elaborate something else here but it eludes me



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 11:15 PM Pacific-timezone USA Friday 04/25/2025

Today is 04/25/2025, Post #3





by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/25/2025 10:25 PM

I am sitting here at my desk, not all very sleepy, looking through a few sources for a new video I might want to stream on my desktop-computer

I am resisting it because I know - FOR FACT - that any choice I make is just going to make more work for me.

I cannot just simply watch a video or simply read the text of a book and just simply enjoy the entertainment. No, it becomes more work for me and I have to - HAVE TO - create blog-post(s) because I simply made a random choice

Now, my thinking is completely systematized by "Dark Matter", that streaming-video series from AppleTV, based on novel of the same name by Blake Crouch.

I make a random-choice and somewhere out there, wheels start turning and cogs begin spinning and reality shifts to match my random choice.

And I am sitting here tonight and I am thinking: why those things and not other things?

I look a image on the internet of an automobile I like and: nothing.

I have got nothing forming out of nothing associated with an automobile. Sort of like the assemblers in "The Peripheral" by William Gibson

Sure, I can guarantee you - GUARANTEE - that if I did have the money for an automobile, then the day I make the actual purchase, then there would be something interesting about that day, *after* the fact.

I mean, look at Evelyn and Hope.

That really happened. No questions about authority.

I don't really actually want an automobile again. I have not owned a car since I lost my Jeep Wrangler back in year 2005. I could have purchased one again a few years ago, but it's just a constant drain of money and I don't really need it. All it would give me is the opportunity to drive over the Coeur d'Alene and enjoy astrophotography because of their light-pollution awareness week.

The question is: how do I flip this thing around?

How do I make it work for me personally to do something I want to do, other than being just general annoyance.

Making something for me out of nothing. Nothing like stealing or anything dishonest. Just a new type of experience that I discover and use to my personal benefit.

I am thinking: what have I really lost? I turn 60 years in a few months. There is not much hope left at this point in life. It gets only worse. Why am I so constantly annoyed with being forced to live like this? Sure, I know they're out there. They watch every single thing I do. They will never stop. Because they can. Because they don't have to stop. That's how everything got to this point.










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- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 10:44 PM Pacific-timezone USA Friday 04/25/2025