Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Utah 2002

As I was reading Claire's "Raid On The Sun," I was reminded of a triathlon I participated in back in 2002. The date of the long-course triathlon was 6/8/2002. I do not believe it is a coincidence that it was scheduled for 6/8 nor that is was located in Utah. Not only did the Osirak pre-emptive strike on the non-fueled nuclear reactor occur on 6/7/81, the pilots trained in their new F-16s in Utah prior to the strike, according to Claire. I looked it up recently and the training base was just outside of Salt Lake City, Utah. I stayed in a hotel in SLC and the triathlon was in a little town to the south. The race organizers made a point of pointing out why the couldn't schedule the race on Sunday the 9th as they usually schedule those races on Sunday's. I think the race directors explanation of why the race was held on 6/8 instead of the traditional Sunday, was just a cover up, a deflection of their real plans.

The date of 6/8 means something else to me that I can't remember. I still don't actually remember any of this, but I am thinking that while the other pilots made it back to base on the same day, I did not. They either picked me up on 6/8/81 or I managed to make it back to base that next day on my own. That may also be a reason why the terrorists attempted to attack the USS The Sullivans DDG-68 on 1/3/2000. I believe they chose that ship specifically for the '68.'

Investigation revealed that the USS Cole bombing followed an unsuccessful attempt on January 3, 2000, to bomb another U.S. Navy ship, the USS The Sullivans. In this earlier incident, the boat sank before the explosives could be detonated; however, the boat and the explosives were salvaged. The boat was then refitted and the explosives were tested and reused in the USS Cole attack.

It is my opinion that the organizers of the long-course triathlon wanted to schedule that inaugural triathlon for 6/7/02 but that day was a Friday so they chose 6/8 instead because it was a Saturday. I heard about the new triathlon in Utah a year earlier, back in summer 2001. I had just completed a long-distance bicycling course of 200-miles in one day and decided that I was ready to train for and complete a long-distance triathlon. If they announced the 6/8/02 triathlon in the summer of 2001, they were probably planning it for some time before that. All this has been going on for almost a decade and I have been oblivious to it until a few months ago.

I believe the 6/8/02 race in Utah was planned specifically because I had been part of the pre-emptive strike on Iraq on 6/7/81. The race was part of some Microsoft plan to hijack that historical event in order to gain a competitive advantage for Microsoft. I consider the following events to reflect Microsoft's plans, which was in progress as early as 1999, but probably as far back as 1996, following a 6-month temporary job I had with them in the Charlotte office. As I wrote earlier, I do not believe it is a coincidence that Microsoft gave me a starting salary on December 7, 1998, of $53,000. I believe they did that because I was part of the failed rescue attempt in 1980 of the 53 hostages in Iran. I don't remember being there in 1980, but I believe that I was part of the U.S. team that went into Iran.

I believe also that Microsoft has been trying to exact revenge on the U.S. government. Their motivation is that if anybody points out Microsoft's criminal activities, Microsoft is going to make their life a living hell.

I do not believe it is a coincidence that Microsoft bought the makers of the game "Halo" just after the judgment in the antitrust lawsuit. It is part of their plan to hijack historical events to give them a competitive advantage.

June 7, 2000
United States of America v. Microsoft Corporation

Memorandum and Order
Final Judgment

June 19, 2000 — Microsoft Corp. today announced it acquired Chicago-based Bungie Software Products Corp., ... As a result of this acquisition, Microsoft gains exclusive publishing and distribution rights to select Bungie-developed titles, including the highly anticipated sci-fi action epic "Halo."

October 12, 2000 - the bombing of the USS Cole [DDG-67]

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

domestic terrorism

(5) the term “domestic terrorism” means activities that—

(A) involve acts dangerous to human life that are a violation of the criminal laws of the United States or of any State;

(B) appear to be intended—
(i) to intimidate or coerce a civilian population;

You're a standup kind of guy, Dick

August 26, 2002
Vice President Speaks at VFW 103rd National Convention
On the nuclear question, many of you will recall that Saddam's nuclear ambitions suffered a severe setback in 1981 when the Israelis bombed the Osirak reactor. They suffered another major blow in Desert Storm and its aftermath.

February 3, 2003
Is the President grateful that in 1981 this officer, as an F-16 pilot, helped demolish Saddam Hussein's nuclear plant at Osirak, near Baghdad?

MR. FLEISCHER: I think that many people expressed, after 1991, when the United States realized that, contrary to the intelligence information suggesting that Iraq was years away from the development of a nuclear weapon, they actually were only six months away. Had that mission not taken place at that time, the military mission in 1991 would have been made far, far more difficult. I just leave that as a statement of fact.

to show you how it all began

And one of the songs that seems to haunt me lately has been a song from Coldplay. The first one from them that haunted me was "Clocks." Still haven't figured that one out but I connect it with the cable channel Showtime and then with Patrick Stewart's movie on Showtime "Safe House."

Anyway, these seem to be the operative lyrics:

All that noise, and all that sound,
All those places I got found.
And birds go flying at the speed of sound,
to show you how it all began.
Birds came flying from the underground,
if you could see it then you'd understand,
ah when you see it then you'll understand?

And then I did see something. I saw that this song, "Speed of Sound" is on the Coldplay album "X&Y," which was released in the U.S., according to this article, on June 7, 2005. That pre-emptive strike to Iraq was June 7, 1981.

This all must surely be what it is like to suddenly find yourself afflicted with Alzheimer's Disease. It is fascinating yet maddening.

Rodger Claire's "Raid On The Sun"

As soon as I found out about Claire's book, I felt compelled to go out and buy it. I found it curiously disturbing, as I was walking back to the homeless shelter gulag, that so many people on the downtown sidewalks were trying to see what was the book I was carrying.

As I was reading the book, there were several parts that hit my mind with a strong feeling I describe as a painless lightning bolt. It is hard to really describe that feeling. It is not unlike trying to describe another indescribable feeling I have about missing my family, people that I cannot actually remember, but yet I still miss them. It is probably a new type of loneliness that only I have discovered.

Anyway, there was the one part that really hit me. It is the part about the F-16 pilot named "Raz." As soon as I saw that name, I decided it represents all or part of me, as Thomas Ray. At some point, I established the pattern of using names and places that are one-letter off from the real name. The only difference between "Ray" and "Raz" is "y" and "z" and they are sequential.

I also noticed a couple other things. One that seemed unusal was the way one of the pilot's in the group photo was looking off to one side. Another is that in the photo of the 8 pilots that went on the strike, there is a 9th person off to one side. I may write about this later as I have symbolic memories on this topic. Another is the pilot named "Hagai Katz". I matched numbers for letters and discovered something interesting. If you take the numbers "6 7 1 9 8 1" which was the date of the strike, you get the anagram "F G A I H A." I turned that into "Hagai F." Hagai's last name is listed as Katz so I think the "F" is for "Feline" or "Katz."

Even more interesting is this information I got from micro-film:

Iraqi press agency reported there were 9 aircraft
New York Times June 9, 1981 page A-1

At 1837 a formation of nine planes raided the nuclear installation
New York Times June 9, 1981 page A-8 Iraqi press statement

The part that really struck me was about a maneuver "Raz" made over the target. Claire describes it as a "360-degree back-flip", and also as a "circus-like loop-de-loop" which seems a highly improbable maneuver. But yet, I remember something about that. Or more properly, I think I have recurring dreams about something similar. They are not so much nightmares, just tense and anxious dreams. As with most of my recurring dreams, the details tend to change, but there is always a common theme. In this case, it was about being in a vehicle, either a pickup or a Jeep. I am sometime on a hill or some similar surface, covered with sand or some similar surface. And I am always traveling backwards. I either am stepping on the brake as hard as I can or I am pressing the accelerator as hard as I can. But I can't stop moving backwards. I just keep going backwards and backwards no matter how hard I try to start moving forwards. I believe these are recurring dreams of being in an aircraft and of those few seconds when my forward motion is carrying me backwards because I just flipped the plane over and I am still moving backwards trying to build up forward momentum. I believe I am reliving those tense moments in my dreams and I can't even remember the real life experiences that trigger those dreams. There are others too, others of life and death situations where I can't move fast enough.

Here is an actual entry I made in my journal one night when I was asleep in the Pioneer Square gulag. I was completely oblivious at the time to the possibilty that I was a pilot in the military.

Sleep journal 2/13/06
In this latest dream, there is a recurring theme, lately it always seems to involve sand. Today I was driving a pickup along a road on a sandy hill. I was trying to stop to talk to someone that was walking along. But then I was traveling backwards, down the hill I think. I put on the brakes but I still keep traveling down the hill and away from the person I wanted to talk to. Then I put the transmission in Drive and pressed the accelerator, but all the wheels did was spin and I kept moving fast backwards, I felt frustrated. I eventually stopped and the person I wanted to talk to caught up with me but I don't remember anything after that. There was some other stuff going on, possibly it was dream manipulation to respond to my metaphor about being in an H-bomb experiment. But the recurring theme has something to do with traveling backwards and not being able to stop where I want to. It actually reminds me of controlling a ship, in that it takes time and space to stop one.

Monday, August 28, 2006

Judge blocks Microsoft 'end-run'

I wrote earlier about something suspicious with the volume of the MSFT stock, of which I was used to own shares. I created a list that covers the volume of every single trading day for MSFT since 1986. From that list of over 5000 days, I discovered a period of 6 days earlier this year that rank very high in terms of the amount of volume on any given day. The first days ranks as the third highest since 1986. The lowest volume from that 6 day period ranks as the 282nd highest. Today I was looking back through my journal and I noticed something else unusal about the timing and I am listing some notable events below:

Judge blocks Microsoft 'end-run'
Published: April 21, 2006
The judge also noted that granting Microsoft's subpoena request would undermine a statute relating to sovereignty concerns involving U.S. government authorities and foreign courts.

"Microsoft's (subpoena) application constitutes a blatant end-run around 'foreign proof-gathering restrictions or other policies of a foreign country,'" the judge stated in her order.

And the court also found that Microsoft's subpoenas would be "unduly intrusive and burdensome."

April 28, 2006: MSFT volume ranks 4th highest since 1986
May 1, 2006: MSFT volume ranks 110th highest since 1986
May 2, 2006: MSFT volume ranks 73rd highest since 1986
May 3, 2006: MSFT volume ranks 47th highest since 1986
May 4, 2006: MSFT volume ranks 114th highest since 1986
May 5, 2006: MSFT volume ranks 281st highest since 1986

There are over 5000 trading days since MSFT began trading.

Gates stepping down from full-time Microsoft role
Published: June 15, 2006

Martin Taylor, a key adviser to Microsoft CEO Steve Ballmer, has left the software maker.
Published: June 20, 2006

Buffett donates his billions to Gates foundation
Published: June 26, 2006

Seems to me that Buffett is bailing out Bill Gates.

Sunday, August 27, 2006

"The Cole Protocol"

I was debating whether to title this posting as "The Cole Protocol" or to title it as "WTF!"

I've never played this "Halo" game or read the books so I am assuming this wiki article is correct. I find this to be too much of a coincidence, this detail about "The Cole Protocol." It is too much of a coincidence that I have over the past few months began to realize that I am living proof of some kind of "Cole Protocol." I have wrote about how I believe Thomas Ray was assigned to the USS Cole because of the '67' symbolism. And, as described in the excerpt below, I am living this concept:

Halo: Combat Evolved begins just after the player's ship has executed the Cole Protocol placing that ship in an unknown part of space and setting the scene as the player must explore an unknown world.

I am believing that my memory of my military service, including serving on the USS Cole was erased just before I went to work at Microsoft.

The Cole Protocol is a military term used in the science fiction storyline of the Halo series of computer and video games by Bungie Studios.

The protocol lists a number of steps that any starship at risk of being discovered by the Covenant (a group of extraterrestrial races at war with humanity) must do to prevent the enemy from discovering human military intelligence or the location of any human population centers - particularly Earth itself.

Well, at least they know what treason means.

The Cole Protocol
Violation of this directive will be considered an act of TREASON, and pursuant to UNSC Military Law Articles JAG 845-P and JAG 7556-L, such violations are punishable by life imprisonment or execution.

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Civil action for deprivation of rights

42 U.S. Code, Section 1983

Section 1983. Civil action for deprivation of rights

Every person who, under color of any statute, ordinance, regulation, custom, or usage, of any State or Territory or the District of Columbia, subjects, or causes to be subjected, any citizen of the United States or other person within the jurisdiction thereof to the deprivation of any rights, privileges, or immunities secured by the Constitution and laws, shall be liable to the party injured in an action at law, suit in equity, or other proper proceeding for redress, except that in any action brought against a judicial officer for an act or omission taken in such officer's judicial capacity, injunctive relief shall not be granted unless a declaratory decree was violated or declaratory relief was unavailable. For the purposes of this section, any Act of Congress applicable exclusively to the District of Columbia shall be considered to be a statute of the District of Columbia.

Friday, August 25, 2006



Law. The deliberate, willful giving of false, misleading, or incomplete testimony under oath.

Title 9A Washington criminal code
Chapter 9A.72 RCW

RCW 9A.72.080
Statement of what one does not know to be true.

Every unqualified statement of that which one does not know to be true is equivalent to a statement of that which he knows to be false.

not modified, limited, or restricted in any way; without reservations

U.S. Code
TITLE 18 > PART I > CHAPTER 79 > § 1621
§ 1621. Perjury generally
(1) having taken an oath before a competent tribunal, officer, or person, in any case in which a law of the United States authorizes an oath to be administered, that he will testify, declare, depose, or certify truly, or that any written testimony, declaration, deposition, or certificate by him subscribed, is true, willfully and contrary to such oath states or subscribes any material matter which he does not believe to be true; or

(2) in any declaration, certificate, verification, or statement under penalty of perjury as permitted under section 1746 of title 28, United States Code, willfully subscribes as true any material matter which he does not believe to be true;

is guilty of perjury and shall, except as otherwise expressly provided by law, be fined under this title or imprisoned not more than five years, or both. This section is applicable whether the statement or subscription is made within or without the United States.

Criminal conspiracy.

Title 9A Washington criminal code
RCW 9A.28.040
Criminal conspiracy.

(1) A person is guilty of criminal conspiracy when, with intent that conduct constituting a crime be performed, he or she agrees with one or more persons to engage in or cause the performance of such conduct, and any one of them takes a substantial step in pursuance of such agreement.
(3) Criminal conspiracy is a:
(a) Class A felony when an object of the conspiratorial agreement is murder in the first degree


an evil, unlawful, treacherous, or surreptitious plan formulated in secret by two or more persons; plot.

Law. an agreement by two or more persons to commit a crime, fraud, or other wrongful act.

Obstruction Of Justice

obstruction of justice

the crime or act of willfully interfering with the process of justice and law esp. by influencing, threatening, harming, or impeding a witness, potential witness, juror, or judicial or legal officer or by furnishing false information in or otherwise impeding an investigation or legal process <the defendant's obstruction of justice led to a more severe sentence>

TITLE 18 > PART I > CHAPTER 73 > § 1513
§ 1513. Retaliating against a witness, victim, or an informant
(b) Whoever knowingly engages in any conduct and thereby causes bodily injury to another person or damages the tangible property of another person, or threatens to do so, with intent to retaliate against any person for—
(1) the attendance of a witness or party at an official proceeding, or any testimony given or any record, document, or other object produced by a witness in an official proceeding;
or attempts to do so, shall be fined under this title or imprisoned not more than ten years, or both.

§ 3553. Imposition of a sentence
(a) Factors To Be Considered in Imposing a Sentence.— The court shall impose a sentence sufficient, but not greater than necessary, to comply with the purposes set forth in paragraph (2) of this subsection. The court, in determining the particular sentence to be imposed, shall consider—
(1) the nature and circumstances of the offense and the history and characteristics of the defendant;
(2) the need for the sentence imposed—
(A) to reflect the seriousness of the offense, to promote respect for the law, and to provide just punishment for the offense;
(B) to afford adequate deterrence to criminal conduct;
(C) to protect the public from further crimes of the defendant; and
(D) to provide the defendant with needed educational or vocational training, medical care, or other correctional treatment in the most effective manner;
(b) Application of Guidelines in Imposing a Sentence.—
(1) In general
Except as provided in paragraph (2), the court shall impose a sentence of the kind, and within the range, referred to in subsection (a)(4) unless the court finds that there exists an aggravating or mitigating circumstance of a kind, or to a degree, not adequately taken into consideration by the Sentencing Commission in formulating the guidelines that should result in a sentence different from that described.

Political Prisoner Of War

Just today I understood something that happened earlier this year on March 3rd. There was a U.S. Navy destroyer waiting for me to arrive at a place I used to walk to when I needed to get out of the Pioneer Square gulag for a while. The gulag follows me everywhere I go but at least out there the air was cleaner. Anyway, I was looking back through my journal a few minutes ago and just made the connection. March 3rd, I recently began to believe, is Thomas Ray's birthday. I think the CO or XO of that particular destroyer is someone that knew Thomas Ray and they were there to identify me. I have good reason to believe that is true. I don't understand all the deception around me with the people I interact with though. After almost a decade, it is wearing on my nerves. At least I know they are looking for me. For the longest time, I felt as though I was floating in the middle of the ocean, hoping someone would find me but not even knowing if they were searching.

Thursday, August 24, 2006

9/11 was retaliation

9/11 was retaliation

I'm stating the obvious, but something just flashed into my mind a short time ago to reinforce that concept.

Consider the following incidents:

USS Stark was "accidentally" hit by Exocet anti-ship missiles from an Iraqi jet on May 17, 1987, in the Persian Gulf.

USS Roberts struck a submerged anti-ship mine in the Persian Gulf on April 14, 1988.

USS Cole was struck by terrorists in the port of Aden, Yemen, near the Persian Gulf on October 12, 2000.

The World Trade Centers towers were demolished by terrorists with great loss of civilian life on September 11, 2001.

There is a difference of 333 days between the Stark attack and the Roberts attack.

There is a difference of 334 days between the Cole attack and the WTC attack.

Also, I wrote earlier that the USS Cole (DDG-67) was struck because of the symbolism with the number 67. I believe the Cole was struck in retaliation for the preemptive strike against the non-fueled Osirak nuclear reactor. I also wonder if the terrorists planned to hit Cole on the previous day but they were unable to. One possibility is that the Cole arrived in port a day late.

All of this happened because Microsoft was trying to steal my identity.

The reason Microsoft and conspirators have been trying to steal my identity is well illustrated on last night's rerun of Conan O'Brien. There was a sketch where someone portraying Socrates was talking to Conan. The sketch ended with Socrates asking Conan if he wanted to buy some naked photos of Socrates. This illustrates the purpose of Bill Gates ownership of Corbis. Bill Gates, well-versed in The Art of Shih Tzu War, watches for people that may become famous, gathers as much information on them as possible, thanks in part to his design of Microsoft Paparazzi.Net software, also know as Windows, and then asks if you want some naked photos of that person. If you don't have any, he asks if you want to buy some. I've described some of the reasons why Bill Gates has been stalking me, but recently I started to remember another reason: I was sent to Mars in 1975, landed on the planet in 1976 and returned in 1977. It was around the time of the Viking landings and those were the cover for my secret mission. I have been thinking that I discovered life on Mars and that is why the mission has been kept secret all this time. There was also a lot of uncertainty about whether I would return alive. I believe all that is true, although I still don't remember it. But that is also the reason I have been so betrayed these past few years. Because they believed that if I was dead, no one would know to even ask these questions.

Tuesday, August 22, 2006



One who makes use of or reproduces the work of another without authorization.

One that operates an unlicensed, illegal television or radio station.

To take (something) by piracy.

To make use of or reproduce (another's work) without authorization.

to take or appropriate by piracy; especially : to copy, distribute, or use without authorization esp. in infringement of copyright


Title 9A RCW
Washington criminal code

RCW 9A.56.020
Theft — Definition, defense.

(1) "Theft" means:

(a) To wrongfully obtain or exert unauthorized control over the property or services of another or the value thereof, with intent to deprive him or her of such property or services; or

(b) By color or aid of deception to obtain control over the property or services of another or the value thereof, with intent to deprive him or her of such property or services; or

(c) To appropriate lost or misdelivered property or services of another, or the value thereof, with intent to deprive him or her of such property or services.



one who intentionally and voluntarily participates with another in a crime by encouraging or assisting in the commission of the crime or by failing to prevent it though under a duty to do so

a person who joins with another in carrying out some plan (especially an unethical or illegal plan)

Saturday, August 19, 2006



the state of being under the control of another person

work done under harsh conditions for little or no pay

Slavery is the social and legal designation of specific persons as property, for the purpose of providing labor and services for the owner without the right of the slave to refuse, or gain compensation.


a condition in which an individual lacks liberty esp. to determine his or her course of action or way of life; specifically : the state of being a slave —see also Amendment XIII and Amendment XV to the Constitution



Close observation of a person or group, especially one under suspicion

close observation of a person or group (usually by the police)


To pursue by tracking stealthily

To follow or observe (a person) persistently, especially out of obsession or derangement



Infliction of severe physical pain as a means of punishment or coercion.

Excruciating physical or mental pain; agony: the torture of waiting in suspense

Civil Rights

civil rights

The rights belonging to an individual by virtue of citizenship, especially the fundamental freedoms and privileges guaranteed by the 13th and 14th Amendments to the U.S. Constitution and by subsequent acts of Congress, including civil liberties, due process, equal protection of the laws, and freedom from discrimination.

13th. Amendment to the U.S. Constitution

Section 1. Neither slavery nor involuntary servitude, except as a punishment for crime whereof the party shall have been duly convicted, shall exist within the United States, or any place subject to their jurisdiction.

Section 2. Congress shall have power to enforce this article by appropriate legislation.

14th. Amendment to the U.S. Constitution

Section 1. All persons born or naturalized in the United States, and subject to the jurisdiction thereof, are citizens of the United States and of the State wherein they reside. No State shall make or enforce any law which shall abridge the privileges or immunities of citizens of the United States; nor shall any State deprive any person of life, liberty, or property, without due process of law; nor deny to any person within its jurisdiction the equal protection of the laws.

United States Constitution
Article V

The Congress, whenever two thirds of both houses shall deem it necessary, shall propose amendments to this Constitution, or, on the application of the legislatures of two thirds of the several states, shall call a convention for proposing amendments, which, in either case, shall be valid to all intents and purposes, as part of this Constitution, when ratified by the legislatures of three fourths of the several states, or by conventions in three fourths thereof, as the one or the other mode of ratification may be proposed by the Congress; provided that no amendment which may be made prior to the year one thousand eight hundred and eight shall in any manner affect the first and fourth clauses in the ninth section of the first article; and that no state, without its consent, shall be deprived of its equal suffrage in the Senate.



To set apart or cut off from others

Solitary; alone

set apart

Make noticeable

set apart from others

free will

the power of making free choices unconstrained by external agencies

Criminal Negligence


Law. Failure to exercise the degree of care considered reasonable under the circumstances, resulting in an unintended injury to another party.

failure to act with the prudence that a reasonable person would exercise under the same circumstances

criminal negligence: a gross deviation from the standard of care expected of a reasonable person that is manifest in a failure to protect others from a risk (as of death) deriving from one's conduct and that renders one criminally liable. called also culpable negligence

gross negligence: negligence that is marked by conduct that presents an unreasonably high degree of risk to others and by a failure to exercise even the slightest care in protecting them from it and that is sometimes associated with conscious and willful indifference to their rights —see also RECKLESSNESS

Friday, August 18, 2006



At once; immediately

The present time or moment

without delay or hesitation


The condition of being free from restriction or control

The right and power to act, believe, or express oneself in a manner of one's own choosing

The condition of being physically and legally free from confinement, servitude, or forced labor. See Synonyms at FREEDOM.

freedom from external (as governmental) restraint, compulsion, or interference in engaging in the pursuits or conduct of one's choice to the extent that they are lawful and not harmful to others

enjoyment of the rights enjoyed by others in a society free of arbitrary or unreasonable limitation or interference


United States Code
TTTLE 18 > PART I > CHAPTER 115 > § 2381
§ 2381. Treason

Whoever, owing allegiance to the United States, levies war against them or adheres to their enemies, giving them aid and comfort within the United States or elsewhere, is guilty of treason and shall suffer death


§ 421. Protection of identities of certain United States undercover intelligence officers, agents, informants, and sources

(a) Disclosure of information by persons having or having had access to classified information that identifies covert agent

(b) Disclosure of information by persons who learn identity of covert agents as result of having access to classified information

(c) Disclosure of information by persons in course of pattern of activities intended to identify and expose covert agents

Unlawful imprisonment.

Revised Code of Washington

RCW 9A.40.010
(1) "Restrain" means to restrict a person's movements without consent and without legal authority in a manner which interferes substantially with his liberty. Restraint is "without consent" if it is accomplished by
(a) physical force, intimidation, or deception, or
(b) any means including acquiescence of the victim, if he is a child less than sixteen years old or an incompetent person and if the parent, guardian, or other person or institution having lawful control or custody of him has not acquiesced.

(2) "Abduct" means to restrain a person by either
(a) secreting or holding him in a place where he is not likely to be found, or
(b) using or threatening to use deadly force;

RCW 9A.56.010
5) "Deception" occurs when an actor knowingly:
(a) Creates or confirms another's false impression which the actor knows to be false; or
(b) Fails to correct another's impression which the actor previously has created or confirmed; or
(c) Prevents another from acquiring information material to the disposition of the property involved

RCW 9A.16.010
(2) "Deadly force" means the intentional application of force through the use of firearms or any other means reasonably likely to cause death or serious physical injury.

RCW 9A.40.040
Unlawful imprisonment.
(1) A person is guilty of unlawful imprisonment if he knowingly restrains another person.
(2) Unlawful imprisonment is a class C felony.

RCW 9A.40.020
Kidnapping in the first degree.
(1) A person is guilty of kidnapping in the first degree if he intentionally abducts another person with intent:
(a) To hold him for ransom or reward, or as a shield or hostage; or
(b) To facilitate commission of any felony or flight thereafter; or
(c) To inflict bodily injury on him; or
(d) To inflict extreme mental distress on him or a third person; or
(e) To interfere with the performance of any governmental function.

(2) Kidnapping in the first degree is a class A felony.

Forced Labor

RCW 9A.40.100

(1)(a) A person is guilty of trafficking in the first degree when:

(i) Such person:

(A) Recruits, harbors, transports, provides, or obtains by any means another person knowing that force, fraud, or coercion as defined in RCW 9A.36.070 will be used to cause the person to engage in forced labor or involuntary servitude; or

(B) Benefits financially or by receiving anything of value from participation in a venture that has engaged in acts set forth in (a)(i)(A) of this subsection; and

(ii) The acts or venture set forth in (a)(i) of this subsection:

(A) Involve committing or attempting to commit kidnapping;
(B) Involve a finding of sexual motivation under RCW 9.94A.835; or
(C) Result in a death.

(b) Trafficking in the first degree is a class A felony.

Management misconduct

August 18, 2006
Microsoft Corp. is switching tactics
Stock buybacks generally boost a company’s share price because they lower the number of outstanding shares available on the market.

Date................Close Price.........Volume



Thursday, August 17, 2006

Blocking me from going home

You are blocking me from going home because you know I will remember. You know I will remember when I go home and I will be able to explain clearly what it is that you did to get a lot of Americans killed.



the use of express or implied threats of violence or reprisal (as discharge from employment) or other intimidating behavior that puts a person in immediate fear of the consequences in order to compel that person to act against his or her will

1: the act of compelling by force of authority 2: using force to cause something

Laura Longcore was very clear when I told her that something was wrong at Microsoft that I needed to quit talking. For instance, earlier I had complained to her that Microsoft was overcharging customers with the Microsoft Premier service contracts. A standard service contract included 4 annual subscriptions to the software package Microsoft Developer Network (MSDN) and it was a popular feature of the contracts among my customers. I pointed out to her that she was not offering the renewal discount of $500 per subscription. I estimated that Microsoft Premier was overcharging its customers by at least one million dollars per year. I expected an immediate correction to that policy because Microsoft Premier Support for Developers was marketed as a service that was supposed to save these customers money. But yet, if those same customers went to another Microsoft website and purchased the MSDN separately, they could get a $500 discount for each subscription. We added absolutely no value for the extra $500. I thought it was just a simple oversight that would be quickly corrected. It was also the kind of suggestion I thought she would appreciate. Not much earlier, she had given me the so-called "Bulldog Award," the second I had received in that group, and referred to me as a "rising star." I was also one of the lowest-level persons, in terms of pay grade, so I expected to at least receive a promotion for my due diligence. Instead, she told me to keep my mouth shut. I put in my notice after that and quit about 2.5 weeks later. I was hoping she would tell me that they were going to make the necessary corrections and I then would not have quit. I felt like I had a future at Microsoft.

Bill Gates - Queen Borg

The reason behind all this is clear. The message from Microsoft is this: If Microsoft does something wrong to you and you complain, they are going to make your life a living hell.

How many people are now going to think twice about complaining about Microsoft after seeing what they have been doing to me all these years?

When people have a choice of ignoring Microsoft's criminal activity or having to spend years living in the gulag as I have, which option do you think they will take?

The message from Microsoft is just as clear today as it was when Laura Longcore said it to me just before I quit in protest of the fraud that was occuring in the group she was in charge of: Keep your mouth closed.

Extreme Indifference

It is actually only by luck that I did not die that one time last year in particular in my Kent apartment. I tested them one time, these people that have been stalking me all these years, with something I wrote in my journal about my car. If they could use something against me to make me look bad, as I documented in my journal, they would jump all over it. But when I was starving, and I was really starving as opposed to fasting because I had no idea it was going to end, they did nothing. And it is not like they had to make a split-second decision to save my life and in that split-second, made the wrong decision, they had 9 days to do something. They could have had a freaking pizza delivered to my house. They did nothing.

Revised Code of Washington (RCW)
RCW 9A.32.030
Murder in the first degree.

(1) A person is guilty of murder in the first degree when:
(a) With a premeditated intent to cause the death of another person, he or she causes the death of such person or of a third person; or
(b) Under circumstances manifesting an extreme indifference to human life, he or she engages in conduct which creates a grave risk of death to any person, and thereby causes the death of a person

Felony Murder Doctrine

a rule of criminal statutes that any death which occurs during the commission of a felony is first degree murder, and all participants in that felony or attempted felony can be charged with and found guilty of murder. A typical example is a robbery involving more than one criminal, in which one of them shoots, beats to death or runs over a store clerk, killing the clerk. Even if the death were accidental, all of the participants can be found guilty of felony murder, including those who did no harm, had no gun, and/or did not intend to hurt anyone.

I'm not sure when this dawned on me but was probably during the year I was rotting away down in the Pioneer Square gulag. I began to wonder about something. They had people outside my apartment making noises that would have been recorded by the listening devices in my apartment all that time. Then I wondered about something unusal about that last two apartments I lived in, one in Kent and one in Redmond. I chose the first apartments that showed me and in both cases, there was a day care center right in front of my apartment. I remember a time in Kent when I had the unmistakeable feeling that someone was making those kids one day yell as loudly as they could yell. What did that mean?

May 2006

I wrote earlier about how May 9th seems to be a divergence point in my mind. It is when I started thinking that my identity as Kerry Burgess may not actually be reality. I was still in the gulag at Pioneer Square at the time as was keeping a journal on the computer when I could get one, and in my hand-written notes when I could not. I feel fortunate that I made it back here to this better homeless shelter and I feel about 4% less oppressed. Anyway, I don't think it is a coinicidence that this new perception started happening me in May. Someone has been blocking me from going home all these years because when I go home, I will remember and I will know what they have done. That explains those recurring memories I have had over the past two or three years. The details change in the dream but the theme is always the same. In the dream, I suddenly find out that I still own a home somewhere. I say suddenly because it startles me to learn that I can go home at that very minute, if I can find a way to get there. These feelings have been especially strong lately. I know without a doubt that I have a home somewhere, I just can't remember where it is.

Anyway, again, I was thinking again about all this as I was examining some unusal details about the Microsoft stock. Right around the first of May this year, there is this whopper sales volume spike on one day. It is almost 600 million shares that seem to have been dumped on the market on 4/28/06. I am not sure if there is some SEC trial going on and I am some kind of hostage-witness in that process. They not only have been listening to every sound I make for almost a decade, they were also willing to sit there and listen while I was starving those 9 days because they got me effectively blacklisted from any kind of employment and were extremely indifferent to whether I lived or died. Anyway, I started examining the numbers and those 6 days at the first of month are notable in their transactions volumes. Yahoo! has a great stock history tool and I determined that the nearly 600 million shares that traded on 4/28/06 represents the 4th highest volume of transactions since Microsoft went public in 1986. The highest volume day seems to be the first day of trading with just over 1 Billion shares. There are only two other days that were higher than 4/28/06 and those were in 1989 and 1994, respectively. Below is a list I created as an illustration. It's interesting to note that the lowest volume of that week is still ranks at 282 out of 5,155 trading days.

Volume Rank Date Close Volume
1 March 13, 1986 28 1,031,788,800
2 March 07, 1989 53.5 788,688,000
3 June 06, 1994 54.5 764,504,000
4 April 28, 2006 24.15 591,052,224
47 May 03, 2006 23.17 211,527,104
73 May 02, 2006 24.01 190,533,504
110 May 01, 2006 24.29 174,800,896
114 May 04, 2006 23.44 171,257,408
281 May 05, 2006 23.8 131,604,304
5155 June 11, 1986 32.75 2,304,000

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Punk Cowards

I can hear the punk cowards crying to their mommies at this very moment. They haven't said a word to me because they know I will bitch-slap the motherfucking cowards.

Identity Thieves

Bill Gates and George W. Bush are nothing if not excellent identity thieves.

Bill Gates is nothing but a dumb crook with a lot of legal muscle and one too many corrupted politicians in his pocket. Bill Gates needed to steal the identity of Thomas Ray because, well, Bill Gates is Bill Gates. He is essentially the Jethro Bodine from The Beverly Hillbillies of the computer world with lawyers for strength. Bill Gates wanted to associate Microsoft with Thomas Ray's image to improve investor confidence in Microsoft and to, among many reasons, increase sales of the "Halo" video game. As for identity images, Bill Gates image is better suited for a viagra-type drug. Smilin' Bill and Melinda ask if you want to swim in their pool today!

Anyway, I'm not sure what all was said in the background, but this speech transcript I found the other day is suspicious, especially because it occurred only about 2 months after I started working at Microsoft as Kerry Burgess.

Remarks by Secretary of Defense William Cohen and Bill Gates
Thursday, February 18, 1999
Redmond, Washington
So I wanted to come here to talk just a little bit about what the military is doing in our lives, even though you may not see it except on a -- perhaps a CNN broadcast when we have to take on a Saddam Hussein or perhaps even have a deployment to either Bosnia or Kosovo or some other region. But you should be aware of how completely dedicated these men and women are who are serving us, how proud you should be of them, how proud I am to be in this position, to at least express my support for what they're doing, and to call upon each and every one of you to spread the word.

George W. Bush needed to steal Thomas Ray's image to justify his desire to invade Iraq. His motivation is from a lifelong need to look smarter than his father. Instead of simply being someone trying to improve on the accomplishments of an elder who was a great man, there are people who just have to prove they are smarter and it's not about accomplishment. It's ironic to hear George blame people for allowing him to send our troops into Iraq when it was Bush that convinced them of the need to send the troops there in the first place.

This is a speech I found recently that demontrates that the Osirak raid of 6/7/81 has value to Bush and Cheney's plans for Iraq, which would also mean the identity of Thomas Ray is important to their plans. I am guessing that Bush and Cheney turned on me after they realized their incompetence triggered 9/11 and other terroristic events.

August 26, 2002
Vice President Speaks at VFW 103rd National Convention
On the nuclear question, many of you will recall that Saddam's nuclear ambitions suffered a severe setback in 1981 when the Israelis bombed the Osirak reactor. They suffered another major blow in Desert Storm and its aftermath.
I am familiar with the arguments against taking action in the case of Saddam Hussein. Some concede that Saddam is evil, power-hungry, and a menace -- but that, until he crosses the threshold of actually possessing nuclear weapons, we should rule out any preemptive action. That logic seems to me to be deeply flawed. The argument comes down to this: yes, Saddam is as dangerous as we say he is, we just need to let him get stronger before we do anything about it.

Around the time of the invasion, on the same day I think actually, there was an email thread I responded to. There was an email forum at Microsoft for email discussion with some name similar to Veteran's At Microsoft. I think it was the day of the invasion that I responded to a thread and said that saddam is a threat to global peace and I also wrote something about that the Iraqis are smart. I have wondered for a long time if it was that comment about the Iraqis being smart that triggered someone in the Defense Dept. to suggest that the invasion would be a "cakewalk." That quote is generally attributed to Rumsfeld, but I read recently that he denies saying that. I also remember, not sure if it was the same email, that they shouldn't forget about the USS Stark. I believed for the longest time that saddam struck Stark deliberately to increase the presence of the U.S. military in the Gulf to give him a strategic advantage over the Iranians. I still believe he hit the Stark deliberately, but as I wrote the other day, I am beginning to think he had other reasons. Who really knows though. That is the problem with criminals and psychopaths; you can never get the truth out of them without a lot of effort.

The George W. Bush School Of Cowardice

I am certain that Dave Reichert is shaking in his shoes like the frightened little girl he is.

Dave Reichert is a notable graduate of the George W. Bush School Of Cowardice.

The George W. Bush School Of Cowardice: Proudly Choking American Government With Cowards Since 1946!

Monday, August 14, 2006

June 7, 2000

This ruling must have surely turned Microsoft against me personally. Bill Gates still had plans to profit from the life of Thomas Ray with his Corbis collection, but I suspect that he can't start profiting from the details he has collected on Thomas Ray until I am dead. As long as I am alive, and have credibility, he can't profit from my identity, at least not without the risk of me complaining.

I also suspect he is trying to exact revenge on the government through me for what happened to him with the antitrust investigation.

It was only recently that I connected June 7 with the Osirak strike. I started off thinking it meant something to me personally because it was precisely 18 months after my start of employment on 12/7/98. I did a Google search of the phrase "18 months investigation" and found that it had the most hits, when you compared it with "3 months investigation," 4 months investigation," etc.

But now I know why that happened. As Jackson was investigating Microsoft, he saw that they had exposed my covert activities. As a well-placed defense contractor, Microsoft has too much information to government secrets. I also learned recently, from an April 2001 article, that Bill Gates is a major shareholder of the ship yard that constructed the newest aircraft carrier, USS Ronald Reagan. Gates owns not just 8% of Newport News Shipyard, he owns 7.8%, an important number to Thomas Ray. I believe that Thomas Ray entered the U.S. Naval Academy in 1978.

Relevant excerts from the linked document:

Statement of Beneficial Ownership · Schedule 13G



(1) Cascade Investment LLC, a limited liability company organized under the laws of the State of Washington.
(2) William H. Gates III.

(1) 2365 Carillon Point, Kirkland, Washington 98033.
(2) One Microsoft Way, Redmond, WA 98052.


filed with the Securities and Exchange Commission on April 19, 1999, SEC File Number 005-52635


Not long after my May 9th revelation, I began to think of all this in the framework of the Star Trek: The Next Generation episode, "Tapesty." I think that is the primary blueprint for bringing me back around. It is brilliant. There is also some elements of the blue pill/red pill from "The Matrix," except it is sort of in reverse in certain aspects. I took the red pill about two weeks ago. I think that was the meaning of something that happened. The "red pill" will begin another phase of bringing back the identity of Thomas Ray.

As for "Tapestry," everything matches up. In my memory of Kerry Burgess, the farthest rank I attained was E-5, which is the second level of Petty Officer, a non-commissioned officer. In "Star Trek," they traditionally don't write much about Petty Officers, so in "Tapesty," they had Picard as a Lieutenant junior grade, which is the second level of commissioned officer.

Then I remembered something someone asked me at work one day. She asked me what I would do if I could chose an alternate career. I told her I would become an astronomer. She responded, "Oh, because of..." and trailed off. After I started thinking of "Tapestry," I started to wonder if she knew about all this.

Another part that reinforced my belief in this concept is my memory of my Navy performance reviews. I was described as a highly-competent technician and sailor in the details sections of the reviews. But the front part of the review always had a lower rating for "Initiative" among the other characteristics.

With "Tapestry" as a guide, Thomas Ray seemed to be a highly-motivated person. I remember Kerry Burgess being motivated too, but he must have only 10% the motivation of Thomas Ray.

I also made that same crucial choice long ago and I wouldn't do anything different other than try to do the same things better.

Another episode that I connected with early on, with me as the character of "Riker" is "Frame Of Mind." I haven't seen that episode in a long time, but from what I remember, it accurately symbolizes the past few years in many ways, at points even in the literal sense. I feel as though I am about 45 minutes into the episode. I don't remember what actually happens in the episode at the 45 minute point so that may not be accurate. I feel as though I have at least progressed past the worst parts. I have been at this point many times before though over the years. I have expressed it several times where I am adrift in the ocean. I completed my mission and now I am hoping that someone will pick me out of the water. But I don't even know if they are looking for me. The change lately is that I have recognized the obvious signs of rescue. I just don't know if the sharks are going to get me before they get here. Either way, I completed my mission. But I still hope they will haul me aboard so that I can serve many more years in the Navy.

Master Cowards

I had another revelation the other day. I understand why Bank of America gave me a supposedly random pincode when I opened an account with them in 2002. I was living in Issaquah at the time, having moved there from Bellevue to be closer to my new office there in Issaquah, and to get away from the craziness I thought was localized to Bellevue at the time. I soon began to suspect that someone was trying to look through the curtains. I had some clues from early on at Microsoft that it was someone at Microsoft. So anyway, after I opened that account, they gave me a pincode of 7938 to an account I don't use anymore. A few days ago, I read that Brian Dennehy's birthday is 7/9/1938. I immediately understood why they did that. In the 1982 movie "Rambo," Brian Dennehy portrays the corrupted Sheriff that is tormenting "Rambo." They were telling me that Bill Gates and Microsoft got their lackey, Sheriff Dave Reichert, to stalk me around the county. The purpose was to gather information that Bill Gates could add to his Corbis collection, details about my life that are essentially money in the bank.

I will be pressing charges against all of them. They will receive a fair trial before they are found guilty.

Ironman Utah 2002

The first Ironman triathlon that Kerry Burgess participated was Ironman Utah 2002, which was the inaugural year for that location. I think Thomas Ray has been in other Ironman triathlons, including the first one, in Hawaii in 1978. I think Thomas Ray was living in Hawaii before that year and his family still lived there. I think he is related somehow to Tom Selleck, perhaps step-father. Tom Selleck's journey across the desert in the 1990 movie "Quigley Down Under" may represent a journey that Thomas Ray took across the African desert in 1987 or 1986.

Anyway, Ironman Utah was on June 8th, or 6/8. I remember the race organizer made it a point to point out why they weren't having the race on Sunday the 9th. The USS Cole was commissioned on a June 8th. The USS The Sullivan's DDG-68 survived a failed terrorist attack in early 2000. I am thinking that 6/8 is am important date to Thomas Ray from years earlier but I'm not sure what it was. One theory is that he, as the 9th F-16 pilot on 6/7/81, did not make it back with the other pilots after the raid and was rescued or returned to the base on 6/8/81. There are some clues I found that I might write about later.

As I read recently in Claire's book, the Iraeli pilots trained in Utah in their new F-16s. I looked it up and decided that they were at the Air Force base in Ogden, Utah, just north of Salt Lake City. I stayed in Salt Lake City when I went down there for Ironman Utah 2002, which was held to the south in Provo.

I got the idea to participate in Ironman Utah in 2001. I had just completed the Seattle-to-Portland bicycle course of 200 miles in one day and felt that I could complete an Ironman course. That was in July 2001 when I heard about Ironman Utah. They had probably been planning it for some time before that. And I believe it was all related to Thomas Ray's covert military activities.

78 Years Later

After Kirk disappears from the Enterprise-B and is presumed dead, the timeline jumps ahead 78 years to the time of Captain Picard. '78' is a recurring theme in my memory and of the life I imagine of Thomas Ray. I believe he started the USNA in 1978. The year 1987, '7' and '8' transposed is the year that I believe he returned from dead, so to speak. I don't know if ST:TNG had been planned because they thought he was dead or because he returned alive. Or if any of this even happened at all. I am proceeding on faith that the controllers of this treatment program let me retain these thoughts over the past few weeks because it is all true. As for one topic I wrote about in my journal recently, for example, I wrote that I don't think about it anymore because it didn't happen to Thomas Ray, that I am not supposed to think about it at all, or that I am not ready to think about it yet.

When Kirk shows up in the movie again, he is shown chopping wood. That seems important for some reason. I remember two occurrences of people saying something about "lumberjack" around me at Microsoft. Once in a class and another time at the company picnic. These seem like trivial details but I think I have retained them all because it is evidence. I am not consciously aware of what it means, but my subconscious knows precisely what those details mean. The controllers of this treatment program are not so much as putting thoughts into my head as they are letting my real presonality, the identity of Thomas Ray, reassert himself. He seems to show up most times in stress. I while back I wrote something in my journal, not really believing it, that I was going to suddenly find myself able to speak and read several different foreign languages. Now I do believe it although I have not regained those skills. I also started thinking that I have martial arts skills, possibly even highly skilled. I started thinking I am trained in aikido. That realization reminded of a woman that made a point to introduce herself to me at work one day. Her name was Akiko, which is spelled kind of the same.

That in turn reminds me of something else from my last few years at Microsoft. There was a guy in my group named Tom Devey and he was working on a virtual team that I was leading. When I started looking at photos of Ilan Ramon recently, I realized they resemble each other very well.

As for Generations, I felt some comfort from this extreme isolation over almost a decade a few days ago when I thought more about that scene where Picard is telling Riker that he learned long ago to not underestimate Klingons, in reference to Worf. Then he got the call that his nephew and brother had been killed in that fire. I think those two details represent, in something like reverse order, his own experience where I had been in that Ten-Eleven accident of 6/27/94. I am thinking that Patrick Stewart got a call that Thomas Ray had crashed and burned with his aircraft. I have this feeling that "Captain Picard's" brother is a representation of the real-life Patrick Stewart. In my symbolic memory, I have started thinking that my father actually represents me and that is how he died, in the crash of his freight truck which then burned. I think the character "Worf" represents Thomas Ray in several aspects. Early on as I started to understand a few months ago, I started to think that Thomas Ray was a graduate of Van Nuys High School in Los Angeles. As I looked up, the mascot of the school is the Wolf. I think "Worf" is a variation of that word. Then I started to think that they put in the "r" to represent "Our Wolf." Then I started to think it meant "Reagan's Wolf."


Recently, I started thinking that the Star Trek movie, Generations was relevant to the life of Thomas Ray. I think other events that occurred to Thomas Ray in the months before the movies release have some bearing on the movie. I started thinking about this more when I saw the recent "Superman Returns." After I saw that recent movie, I realized how similar were some scenes to some thoughts I had been having. I had been exploring a train of thought were Thomas Ray was the military pilot for an aircraft that launches rockets into orbit. The aircraft was a Lockheed L-1011 and the rocket was called Pegasus. The aircraft was nicknamed "Stargazer" after the first starship of "Captain Picard" in ST:TNG. I believe that Patrick Stewart is Thomas Ray's father and his mother is the late Maureen Reagan.

Similar to "Superman Returns," there was problem when the Ten-Eleven was about to launch the spacecraft it was carrying. My theory is that in Thomas Ray's life, the Pegasus rocket was attached to the underside of the aircraft. Something went wrong though and I am not sure yet what are the details. Sometimes I think the Pegasus rocket dropped off and exploded, which knoocked out the engines and part of a wing while the aircraft was at 40,000 feet. This theory was reinforced a few days ago when I read a transcript of the pilot episode of "Lost" and the character "Jack" explained the aircraft was at 40,000 feet when it began breaking apart. Another theory is that the rocket fired, but was still attached to the plane, taking both of craft higher into the atmosphere, possibly as high as 23 miles, before the rocket exploded or came loose, leaving the Ten-Eleven to plummet to Earth. My theory is that Thomas Ray was the only survivor of the crash, possibly on some island or rain forest. The scene is similar to the opening of "Unbreakable" where Bruce Willis' character is the only survivor of the train wreck. I believe Bruce Willis is one of Thomas Ray's brothers. I have wrote more about this in my journal, but it seems to leave me feeling more upset than I can explain.

As for "Generations," I think the opening sequence on the Enterprise-B represents Thomas Ray's experiences on the Columbia on April 14, 1981. 4/14/81 was a Tuesday, a detail that shows up in the movie. In my journal, I compared how the Columbia could be considered the Enterprise-B because the first space shuttle to travel through the atmosphere and land on Earth was actually the space shuttle Enterprise. It had 5 flights in the atmosphere according to this list, before the Columbia was launched into space on 4/12/81. I also wrote of how the shuttle heat tiles could symbolize a primitive "Deflector Array" in the Star Trek sense. The purpose is to deflect heat away from the shuttle. My theory, based on some information I found, is that Thomas Ray repaired a problem with the shuttle's landing gear that had been caused by heating and melting during re-entry on 4/14/81, some problem with the tiles around the landing gear. In the movie, Kirk disappeared just after fixing the problem and saving the ship. I think the same thing happened to Thomas Ray. He fixed some kind of problem with an uplock roller, but when the door opened, he fell through. I assume he had some kind of static line rigged up which deployed his parachute. I found this video from NASA that is interesting. About 17 seconds into the mpeg version of the video, just before the landing gear starts going down, I can see something flash underneath the shuttle. It looks like smoke, but I am wondering if that was Thomas Ray's parachute deploying. I don't know. I wish I knew what it all meant.

By the way, in my last year at Microsoft, they had a woman named Ramona working with me. There was Ilan Ramon from the Osirak strike. There was even a guy on my team who told me he used to work for NASA. I can't remember his name. He told me something about our manager telling him that he was brave for traveling all the way across country to take that job on our team. Later, that guy Jeremy Rule, who looks like "Wesley Crusher" became our "Acting Manager."


Lately I have also started to understand that scars on my body are not what I remember.

There is the scar on my hand that I used to think was from scraping it on concrete one night when I was drunk and could not drive so I had to go through a bad neighborhood while walking to my apartment 7 miles away from the bar I had been at. I have started thinking that the reality is that I was tortured as a POW and the scar is from someone using a power drill on my hand.

The scar on my right wrist isn't the burn I recieved from someone dropping hot apple pie on it when I was a kid in a day care center, rather...I'm not really sure what it is. I have been thinking it is a shrapnel wound from anti-aircraft artillery. When I think of this I think of two scenes from two movies. One is that scene in "Memphis Belle" where the tomato soup container explodes and they wonder who was hit. The other is the scene in "Air America" where they talk about the "golden BB." I have been thinking lately that Mel Gibson is my older brother. And actually a third movie is from "Mission To Mars" where that one guy has a meteroid go through his hand and I wondered if it is common in space for meteroids to look like ball bearings.

The big scar on my lower left leg is not the bug bite I remember. Rather it is a bullet wound that would seem to have remarkably missed by a fraction of an inch from shattering the bone. Just above that is a diagonal scar that looks like a knife scar. As soon as I thought of that, I remember a memory of someone injured where my mother worked and that the skin had been sliced down the bone of her shin and I remember thinking of how that must have hurt. I think that was actually a deflection mechanism to get me to forget that it was actually my shin that happened to and it was actually from me or someone else using a knife to cut out the bullet.

There are several other scars that I think are bullet wounds and other injuries. I started thinking that a missile exploded near my aircraft one time, shattering the canopy and my helmet and I' not sure why I didn't crash as I must have had at least a concussion. I think another time I was shot in the back with a shotgun but I was wearing a bullet proof vest. I have been wondering too if I was hit in the chest one time when wearing a vest.

I don't know if it will be harder to relive those experiences again than it was to first experience them.


The years 1986 and 1987 for Kerry Burgess have been on my mind a lot lately. It began with a memory that turned out to be a contradiction and I think that was the point. They put these tiny little ideas into my head somehow which in turn causes me to think more and more about it. I compare and contrast and analyze every little detail until I arrive at a conclusion or theories that I explore and investigate.

The particular memory in question is about the "accidental" strike on the USS Stark in the Arabian Gulf on May 17, 1987. For a long time, I have had this memory of that event that, I see now in hindsight, seems unusal, almost as though something in my mind keeps telling me to look closer at this memory. I remember quite clearly standing in my barracks room with my roommate, TM3 Preston Lee, and watching the news report about the strike on the Stark. The problem is that I was in school on the Orlando Navy base in 1986, not 1987. I was in school in Virginia in 1987. I should remember standing in my barracks room in Virginia and watching it there, but we didn't even have a tv in that room. I thought about that for a while and recently I started having some new thoughts.

The basic theory is that Thomas Ray was shot down on February 14, 1986, somewhere over Africa, probably Libya or Chad. Kerry Burgess had a buddy in high school, who went on to be a lawyer in the Air Force, named Chad Trammel. I think the aircraft Thomas Ray was flying in on 2/14/86 was an A-6(TRAM). As I have explored this train of thought, a lot of details have lined up in the form of symbolism. I believe that Thomas Ray was initially a POW but then escaped when the compound was bombed by U.S. aircraft. I believe he was sometimes missing in action, sometimes being assisted while on the ground and trying to evade capture. The period ended around the time the Stark was struck by saddam.

The time period is consistent with Kerry Burgess's time in school during 1986 and 1987. I started Basic Electricity and Electronics School in Orlando in February 1986. I traveled down there in my 1978 Ford Explorer pickup. The Stark was hit in May 1987, I finished my third school in the Fire Controlman computer complex training program sometime in June 1987.

I am thinking that I escaped from captivity and then made it across Africa to Djibouti where I met a U.S. Navy warship. I don't know if that was the Stark or if the Stark was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. I believe, if any of these thoughts I am having are true, that Reagan was happy that I had been found alive and saddam ordered the strike on the Stark. He chose Stark because they found me or because they were just in the wrong place at the wrong as saddam tried to dampen the mood.

Also, it seems important that my step-brother was killed in a car wreck, in his small red Dodge pickup, when I was home on leave in 1986. It was 11/25/86. He had just dropped me off at Theda and Denzil's house and was driving back that night. A few days later, I would feel guilty because I had not driven that night as I usually did. If I had driven that night, he would not have even been on the road where he had the wreck and died. Early in the evening before he died, we were traveling down the highway and he almost wrecked in order to make a quick turn into a cemetary. I asked him what he was doing. He slowly turned the truck around so that the headlights slowly illuminated the gravestones and told me: "It's a cemetary. Get used to it." I wondered for a long time what the hell all that was supposed to mean. In the past few days, I think I figured it out.

I believe this memory symbolizes several details about Thomas Ray in 1986. First, he was the bombadier/navigator in a A-6(TRAM) when he and the pilot were shot down. I found an article on the internet that discusses an A-6 pilot pilot being killed and the b/n being imprisoned for a year, but I haven't found anything else about. After I thought again about that night Micheal died and he drove into the cemetary, I remembered something else from 1986. After Orlando, I traveled to Chicago for my second school. I had a girlfriend who lived in a suburb named Arlington Heights. I decided that this detail represents Arlington National Cemetary. I think it means that my step-brother, Micheal, actually represents the pilot of that A-6. He died in the crash while I was able to eject. After thinking of that, I remembered a scene from "Flight Of The Intruder" that seems relevant. That part where Grafton and Cole are talking about ejecting. My guilt was that either that if I had been the pilot that night, we would have evaded the missiles. Or I felt guilty because the enemy had concentrated their forces on our aircraft because they knew I was in it and I was a special target because they knew I was Reagan's grandson.

My theory centers around several speeches by Reagan that I found. These seem relevant to me for reasons I can't fully explain. But I think one of the first clues that got me to believing is this part about being shot down on 2/14/86. My younger sister, Melissa, was born 2/14/68. I have noticed a consistency in the way numbers are transposed sometimes and I'll write more about that later. But I believe this is a strong clue, suggesting this is all true.

Public Papers of Ronald Reagan February 1986
February 14, 1986
Message to the House of Representatives Returning Without Approval a United States Coast Guard Bill

Executive Order 12548 -- Grazing Fees

Message on the Observance of Brotherhood/Sisterhood Week, February 16 - 22, 1986

And then in 1987, there are these clues. In one speech, he is making a speech, and a joke, about someone's funeral. According to the time stamps on the speechs, he made a statement about the Stark a few minutes. This is all theory and speculation on my part, but I am starting to believe it. I just wish I could remember so I will know what all this means.

Public Papers of Ronald Reagan May 1987
May 18, 1987

Remarks at the Presentation Ceremony for the ``E'' and ``E Star'' Awards

Statement on the Attack Against the U.S.S. Stark

When I started looking at it from this new perception, I started thinking of that Gene Hackman/Danny Glover movie that came out in 1988: BAT*21. That movie is supposedly based on actual events in Vietnam, but I am wondering if my personal and similar experiences in 1986 and 1987 prompted the production of that movie in 1988. The wiki article on that movie describes that one of the people on the rescue team was named Nguyen. I had a roommate in 1986 named Nguyen. Everyone pronounced him named as "new gen" but he told me it was pronounced as "win" or maybe "when."

'67 Ford

As with these painless bolts of lighning that strike me sometimes, this one clue has been there in front of my face for what literally feels to be my entire life. It is in the form of my 1967 red Ford F-100 pickup. It was Kerry Burgess's first vehicle. The model year of '67' is now obvious for its symbolism.

I think the first clue I had that this vehicle represented a fighter jet was when I suddenly remember something my mother said one day outside our house in the country. She said, "Remember what happened last time you took out the seat" or words to that effect.

I have puzzled over that recently although I am not sure how long it puzzled me. At one point, it struck me: This is representative of an ejection seat. The memory is something about me ejecting from an aircraft, probably an F-16.

In my memory as Kerry Burgess, I had this used Ford pickup that I was very proud of. I thought is was very sleek and cool, although it needed a new coat of paint. I think it is symbolized as red because that color is typically associated with high-performance. It was a pickup to represent how an F-16 can carry ordnance. The engines of an F-16 are Pratt & Whitney F100 models. This 1967 Ford was a single-exhaust engine just as the F-16 is a single engine, with a single exhaust.

This memory of my mom cautioning me about the seat actually occurred when I had my second vehicle, which was a 1967 blue Chevrolet long-bed pickup. It had a V-8 engine with dual-exhaust. I am not sure what it is also a 1967, but maybe just to get me to think more about the symbolism so I can find my way back to my life as Thomas Ray. The other attributes are consistent with the red Ford, in that I think this vehicle represents an F-14 because it is a dual exhaust and the F-14 had two engines. The color blue may be because I was with the Blue Angels. That means it could also represent an F-18. I think Thomas Ray flew with the Blue Angels during two periods. First as a Midshipman, and then for a period in later years.

So the comments from mom occurred one day when I had the '67 Chevrolet. My step-father raised hunting dogs and we regularly attended these organized sporting event called "fox hunting." It is completely unlike the English version with the only exception being that the dogs did chase a fox, but we didn't ride around on horses. I was washing my truck in preparation to go up to the nearby town for the event. I was usually a field judge during the events. This day I was about to take out the seat from the cab of the truck so I could wash out the cab. My mom then called out to remind of what happened last time I did that.

The last time I took the seat out was with my red Ford. Shortly after that, I wrecked it. I was traveling to fast taking a turn on a gravel road and I started swerving and then hit a stump with flipped the truck completely over. I remember a lot more detail to all that, but I think most of those details are there for continuity and to deflect my attention away from reality. I believe that in reality, it represents a time when Thomas Ray had to eject from a F-16. I am not sure of the circumstances that forced him to eject.

Kerry Burgess in 1981

I started looking my life's memories as symbolism for Thomas Ray's life and it started making sense. The symbolism isn't 100% detailed and it's not supposed to be. Rather, it creates an 'impression.' Once I see the impressions created from certain details, I begin to understand.

One of those details connects my high school with Thomas Ray's Academy years. Specifically, as it connects to the Osirak raid, I remember the year 1981. In the summer of 1981, I had finished 9th grade and I went to a summer camp for a couple weeks. It was called Camp Couchdale and I took some classes on Hunter Safety and Defensive Driving. I met a girl named Phoebe. First I met a girl named Candy and that recent memory reminded me of a scene from "An Officer And A Gentleman," with Richard Gere and Debra Winger. I have started to think that Richard Gere is Thomas Ray's uncle. That is why he starred in that movie and why that movie premiered in 1982, the same year Thomas Ray graduated from the Academy.

The summer of 1981 for Thomas Ray, was the June pre-emptive strike on the non-fueled Osirak nuclear reactor. Thomas had just completed his third year at the Academy. I have started to suspect that Thomas participated in the raid as a Midshipman because the raid could not be postponed until after he graduated. If the raid had been postponed until 1982, the reactor would have been fueled and the radioactive fallout from the exploding reactor would have senselessly killed a lot of civilians.

This third year at the Academy is also symbolized in Kerry Burgess's life. Recently I was looking a work history and FICA earnings document and I saw another detail that is symbolic of Thomas Ray, I believe. Kerry Burgess had an after school job at a general store in a nearby town. The initials of the name of the store are M.S. and I noticed recently that could be representative of "Midshipman." That hunch was reinforced when I examined the 3rd year of my employment at that store. My employer and the owner of the store was elected mayor of the town around that time. In the summer of that 3rd year, along with my job at the store, he put me in charge of a summer youth work program that the city was sponsoring. Our primary job was to travel around the city streets and fix potholes. After putting in a days work on that, I took my charges home and went back to the store to work a few more hours. On my earning statement, I have two line items, rather two employers that year. One is the name of the store, or M.S. The other is the name of the city that payed us to fix the potholes. The initials for that city as the name of the employer are C.W. I decided recently that the initials represent Casper Weinberger, the Secretary of Defense in 1981.

Here's a photo I found recently of George H. W. bush that I do not believe is a coincidence. I believe he was there at the US Naval Academy to give the commencement speech because he knew I was preparting for that pre-emptive strike against Iraq, which occured on 6/7/81.

Vice President GEORGE BUSH addresses the 1981 graduating class at the U.S. Naval Academy.
Date: 1 Jun 1981

I also understand now why Bill Clinton was at that Costco in July 2004. At that same time, I was attending a meeting with Microsoft HR telling them I wanted my job back. I quit because I had enough of management misconduct. Microsoft's lack of cooperation demonstrated to me they were comfortable with committing fraud. That Costco was close to my former office at the Microsoft Issaquah building. I could see it from my desk.

Sunday, August 13, 2006

May 9th. Of course.

Of course it started on May 9th. These things hit me like a painless flash of lightning sometimes. Just a few hours ago, after writing about May 9th, it dawned on me. Of course it was May 9th. It is one of the obvious things that has been there in front of my face for the past several weeks and I just now got it.

I figured out a few weeks or months ago that my birthday is actually 3/3/59. The genius of this program is that they made me think I was seven years younger than I really am. But all my memories are symbolic so I have been able to match my memory of being in the 10th grade in 1981 to being a midshipman in 1981. I'll write more about that later. The computer room here in this daycare center, also known as a homeless shelter, closes at midnight.

Soon after I tuned into 3/3/59, I was watching "Top Gun" on tv and at the beginning of the movie, they say that the school opened on 3/3/69, which would have been my tenth birthday.

I think Tom Cruise was chosen for that movie because he and I are related, maybe half-brother or step-brother, I'm not sure. Movies like "Top Gun," among other reasons, are essentially letters from home for Thomas Ray. I believe Thomas Ray was a "Top Gun" graduate back in the 80s and probably provided some consulting for the movie.

I first tuned into 3/3/59 as Thomas Ray's birthday by making a date difference calculation between Tom Cruise's publicised birthday of 7/3/62 and Kerry Burgess' birthday of 11/2/65. According to my calculations (using the Office datediff function) there are 1,218 days between those two dates. So I discovered that 3/3/59 is 1,218 days before Tom Cruise's birthday and I have consistently felt that is my birthday. I have discovered that any of these clues that I remain consistent on, seem to be true. As for this theory, I have been referring to it in my notes as the "April 16" theory. I'll write more about that later. It all started with Star Trek: Enterprise in September 2001.


A few weeks ago, I made another connection. I believe Thomas Ray, among other shuttle flights, was a covert crewmember aboard the Columbia space shuttle for STS-87. The mission was from 11/19/97 to 12/5/97. There are two key details about this flight that caught my attention.

First is that part of this mission was to deploy a spacecraft from the shuttle called the SPARTAN-201-04. "SPARTAN" is also a familar name in the Microsoft game "Halo."

The other notable detail was that astronaut Kalpana Chawla was aboard Columbia for this flight. As you know, Kalpana died along with the rest of the crew when Columbia disintegrated over Texas on 2/1/2003 during landing on STS-107.

I do not believe it is a coincidence that Ilan Ramon was also onboard Columbia when it was destroyed.

I believe Columbia was destroyed by sabotage as a terrorist act. Just as with the terrorist bombing of USS Cole DDG-67, Ramon was targeted for his participation on the Osirak nuclear reactor in 1981. They say that it was the foam that caused the damage to the shuttle, but I suspect it was sabotage. I do not have any proof, but I feel certain that it was a terroristic act that destroyed the shuttle.

I also do not believe it was a coincidence that I had an accident on my bicycle precisely a year earlier, on 2/1/02. I was riding in to work at the Microsoft Issaquah from my Bellevue apartment, and something caused my bike to crash and I went face first into the concrete. If I had not been wearing my helmet, I would have been killed or seriously injured. Other circumstances before this incident are suspicious.

About a year before that, sometime around February 2001, I caught the staff of my apartment building, Limestone Apartments, entering my apartment without proper notice. I suspect he was there to take something I wouldn't notice missing. My car had been stolen right around that time also and I had been half-suspecting for a while that someone was taking it out secretly out night for some reason, joy rides perhaps.

All kinds of weird things such as this have been happening to me over almost the past decade and recently it all began making sense.

Take for instance the illegal music swapping company that was formed in 1999: Napster. Recently, I began thinking that Thomas Ray, prior to entering the U.S. Naval Academy in 1978, was a cadet at the U.S. Naval Academy Preparatory School during 1977. Students of that school as referred to as NAPSters.

It is ironic that after 9/11, I wanted to rejoin the Navy, thinking I was Kerry Burgess. The irony is that by staying at Microsoft, I was actually on the frontlines of the so-called War on Terror. Microsoft started it all by exposing the covert military activities of Thomas Ray.

The Key

A while ago, since May 9th, I puzzled over my name, Kerry, and I decided it is one of many anagrams I had been working on while I was trapped in that Alcatraz homeless shelter in Pioneer Square for the past year. I finally got back to a better shelter where I at least have a private room and can sleep for more than an hour or two at a time. Anyway, I think my name is supposed to represent "RR Key" as in, Ronald Reagan is the key to all this. If he wasn't my grandfather, I wouldn't have been included on a lot of the missions that Thomas Ray participated in. Even being the test subject of this PTSD treatment program is something that not many others would have the experience necessary, I guess. The idea again is that if they could make me forget my life and my family, especially my kids, whom I still love but can't remember, then they could make this work on anyone. The idea is that you don't need to treat someone for a traumatic experience if they can't remember that traumatic experience.

My personal dilemma is that, because of Microsoft's treachery and treason, I have completely lost my private life. Once you lose your private life, you don't get it back. There will always be hidden cameras and hidden microphones every where you go. I guess I could go in for a second round of the PTSD treatment to forget all that, but my mind is scrambled enough as it is.

The real key, as I have been getting to, seems to be when I decoded the meaning behind the lottery number's of ABC's "Lost." I figured out almost right away that the numbers pointed to me, but soon after that, I became homeless and for the most of the time since then, I haven't had adequate computer time to really study it. Around May 9th, I zero'd in on the meaning.

The numbers form a triangle. One point is in the Pacific near Alaska and has the coordinates of N 48 15 W 162 34.2. I call that Point A.

Point B is the beach where they are filming Lost. The city name is Moluleia in Oahu, Hawaii. Since May 9th, I have been wondering if I was born in Hawaii. Anyway, I estimate those coordinates as 21.580787 -158.148644.

The distance from Point A to Point B is 1854.83 miles, according to this distance calculator.

After another flash of inspiration, I discovered Point C. It became Point C because it was 1854.08 miles from Point A. The coordinates are 47.606908 -122.181648

I found those coordinates, and thus Point C, because I started calculating the distance from Point A to places I used to live in Bellevue, WA. This was no coincidence. It pointed directly at the first place I stayed in Bellevue after I stepped off the plane in December 1998 to take that job with Microsoft. It points to the corporate apartment Microsoft put me in to that first month.