Saturday, March 31, 2007

Robert Gates, Secretary Of Defense


I believe this is the point in my assignment as a covert operative of the Defense Intelligence Agency to report my status to you.

Currently, I am operating under deep cover with the official covert identity of Kerry Wayne Burgess. I believe my real name is Thomas Allyn Ray. Among the identification activity associated with my covert identity, I received copies of the DD-214 for Kerry Burgess from the Military Personnel Records with a letter dated 7/14/2005. I received a United States passport, Type P, for Kerry Burgess with a Date of issue of 5/29/2002. My passport for Kerry Burgess indicates that I was admitted to Amsterdam Schiphol in The Netherlands on 1/23/2003 and I was re-admitted into the U.S. on 1/26/2003. Prior to that, I received a birth certificate from the State of Oklahoma and that copy was dated September 10, 2001. My mother's maiden name is listed as Thedia Newman. Her apartment address listed on my DD-214 is at Constitution Avenue and Highway 59.

The DD-214 for my cover as Kerry Burgess indicates that I was a Fire Controlman for the U.S. Navy and that my NEC was 1189. I believe that, for my real identity of Thomas Ray, my current billet number is 1130 and that I hold the rank of U.S. Navy Captain. The 1189 number was created by adding 59, reflecting my real birth date of 3/3/1959, to the 1130 billet number. The 1130 billet number represents a regular commissioned U.S. Navy officer in the special warfare specialty with USN SEAL qualification.

My objective when this operation began was to accept an employment offer from Microsoft and to observe what happened around me. I believe they knew my real identity from my first day of employment at Microsoft, which was further cause for concern. I had established probable cause in 1995 when I worked at the Microsoft Charlotte office. Basically, I wanted to know what details they knew about my real identity. After I started work at Microsoft on 12/7/98, among the many observations I made:

Microsoft assigned a woman named Laura Mason to me as a mentor after I began work as a Technical Account Manager with the Microsoft Premier Support for Enterprise group. She told me she was a Commander in the U.S. Navy Reserves and was a crewperson on the EA-6 Prowler aircraft. After I moved to a new role as an Applications Development Consultant with the Microsoft Premier Support for Developers group, they assigned an employee named Tom Burke as my mentor. The name Tom Burke reminds me of the Arleigh Burke-class destroyers such as USS Cole DDG-67. There was Wally Simpson who started work at Microsoft about the same time as I and told me he had a music degree, reminding me of the namesake of the USS Cole DDG-67, who was known as “The Fighting Field Musician.” I found out Wally Simpson was spreading rumors about me; something about me being a sniper. The suspicious activity by Microsoft related to USS Cole DDG-67 was occurring before the Cole was struck by terrorists on 10/12/2000. There would be other times I heard people, such as a guy named Clarence, spreading rumors that I was a U.S. Navy SEAL, of which I had made no such claims. There was the Microsoft employee named Tom Devey who resembled the late Colonel Ilan Ramon and I believe Microsoft had him working near me because I had been assigned, in my real life, by President Reagan to covertly lead the strike on the Osirak facility in Iraq on 6/7/1981. Microsoft also assigned a woman named Ramona Ramadas to work closely with me. Before that, they had a woman named A.J. working closely with me and I believe that was because my daughter's initials are A.J.

I am quite certain there are high-level traitors in the White House and the FBI, as well as in my locality, that have been protecting the terrorist activities of Microsoft.

I am currently regaining my real identity after 8.75 years of deep cover. My memories were suppressed and I believe contacting you is the next step in my assignment. I request transfer to an office at the Bremerton Navy facility for the next phase of this assignment. I believe I accomplished my mission but I do not believe I can accomplish anything else in this current capacity because my cover has been thoroughly compromised. I believe that the compromise of my covert identity has brought great harm to the United States.


Kerry W. Burgess
March 31, 2007

Friday, March 30, 2007

You’re not getting any less complicit

I wonder if George W. Bush will give his girly-salute to my Medals Of Honor when I arrest him.

As I wrote, the DD-214 copy I received from Military Personnel Records was created as part of my official cover. Many of the details on those official records represent that I am an agent of the U.S. Intelligence Community. My cover was created specifically for this investigation. One example I wrote of earlier is the NEC number of 1189 on the ‘Primary Specialty’ field of the DD-214. Subtracting 59 from 1189 produces the number 1130.

First Character: Q
AQD codes having the first character "Q" are used to modify 1130 billets and 113X officer designators when the billet requirements/officer qualifications pertain to the special warfare specialty.

QF1 Qualified for Commanding Officer of UDT/SEAL/ SBU/SDV Team
QG1 Qualified for command of SPECWARGRU

This has been a very long term investigation and my 8.75 years of involvement is only one part of it. There have been many U.S. agents involved in the investigation and the terrorists have been working to, at a minimum, marginalize us so that the terrorists at Microsoft-Corbis are not prosecuted. They have been stalking me all this time to find out who else has an official cover of the U.S. government and that is on my counter-terrorism team.

They would have backed off long ago if they were not actively trying to protect the terrorists I have been investigating. Even "Jethro Bodine" could have looked at my cover identity and figured out that I was working with an official covert identity.

Thursday, March 29, 2007


Karl Rove might think he is going to beat the rap on his treasonous activities, but he is going to find he has something else coming.

The notion of non-official cover, which seems to apply to my passport, has nothing to do with the official nature of my cover identity. Rather, it just means my passport does not indicate that I am an agent, or official, of the U.S. government. But my covert identity is quite official in terms of being an agent of national security. I am quite certain that the Netherlands government was aware I was there with a non-official cover and that they approved of my visit.

The official investigation is still in progress and I am still working with an official covert identity from the Defense Intelligence Agency. I have not received the proper instructions to discontinue my investigation, although I did receive proper instructions to begin identifying my real identity. Apparently, it doesn't matter anymore. My covert identity was completely blown long ago. I am lucky to still be alive at this point and that has been the real objective of the traitors. If they can get me killed, then they won’t be prosecuted for their treasonous activities, which continue to this day.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

It's over, don't you get that?

The release date for this song was 3 years, 3 months, 18 days, after 4/14/77. Multiplying 30 times 0.59 equals 17.7, meaning that it could be a 3 year, 3.59 month, clue. It was also a few months after we tried to rescue the hostages in Iran, suggesting I was addicted to trying to save people. 3 years, 3.59 months, earlier, I had returned to Earth after saving the planet. Why else would I be going out to try to save our people being held hostage in Iran?

Released 1 August 1980

Melancholy and introspective, "Ashes to Ashes" featured Bowie’s reinterpretation of "a guy that’s been in such an early song", namely Major Tom from his first hit in 1969, "Space Oddity". Described as "containing more messages per second" than any single released in 1980,[2] the song also included plaintive reflections on the singer’s moral and artistic journey:

I’ve never done good things
I’ve never done bad things
I never did anything out of the blue

Instead of a hippie astronaut who casually slips the bonds of a crass and material world to journey beyond the stars, Bowie now saw Major Tom as a "junkie, strung out in heaven's high, hitting an all-time low". The last line was interpreted by some critics as a play on the title of Bowie’s 1977 album Low, which charted his withdrawal inwards following his drug excesses in America a short time before, another reversal of Major Tom’s original withdrawal 'outwards' or towards space.[2]

The final lines, "My mama said, to get things done, you better not mess with Major Tom", have been compared to the verse from a nursery rhyme:[3]

My mother said
That I never should
Play with the gypsies in the wood

Bowie himself said in an interview with NME shortly after the single's release, "It really is an ode to childhood, if you like, a popular nursery rhyme. It's about space men becoming junkies (laughs)."

I think of the quarter-dollar coin every time I look at the image of the Prisoner Of War Medal. I believe that President Reagan had that medal commissioned in 1986 because I was a captive of the Libyans in 1986.

I wonder if pay telephones had already switched over to quarter-dollar coins by 1986.

The notion of the quarter-dollar has come up before in the past few years. Especially - as I noted in my journal around the time - during that time when they were starving me out. There is some kind of notion about calling someone who cares. I don’t think Ronald Reagan ever really believed I had been killed on 4/14/86. He probably just thought I couldn’t get in touch with them. He never lost hope that I was gone.

In the United States, the coin rate for a local direct-dialed station-to-station call from a payphone has been 50¢ in most areas since mid-2001, for an unlimited number of minutes. Previously, the charge had been per minute, or per number of minutes. During the 1960s and 1970s, the same call in the United States and Canada typically cost 10¢. In inflation adjusted terms, in 2006 USD, this was 68¢ in 1960, and 28¢ in 1979. While some areas only cost 5¢, smaller companies occasionally charged as high as 15¢ to 20¢. In the late 1970s and early 1980s, this price gradually changed to 20¢, and again rose to 25¢ in some areas between 1985 and 1990

I find myself thinking about this speech for several reasons. One is that I realize certain elements have shown up in my writing. Another is just because this was the time when I think my family thought I had been killed in Africa. But as I wrote earlier, I am not certain all of them had completely given up home. Especially President Reagan. I am thinking he was quite certain that I was still alive; he just didn't know where I was. The Libyan's had probably told him I was dead and I had been killed on 4/14/86, but I think he might have discussed with me later about how he always had doubts and that, as in 10 years earlier, I would show up and beat the odds.

Address Before a Joint Session of Congress on the State of the Union

January 27th, 1987

Mr. Speaker, Mr. President, distinguished Members of Congress, honored guests, and fellow citizens:

May I congratulate all of you who are Members of this historic 100th Congress of the United States of America. In this 200th anniversary year of our Constitution, you and I stand on the shoulders of giants—men whose words and deeds put wind in the sails of freedom. However, we must always remember that our Constitution is to be celebrated not for being old, but for being young—young with the same energy, spirit, and promise that filled each eventful day in Philadelphia's statehouse. We will be guided tonight by their acts, and we will be guided forever by their words.

Now, forgive me, but I can't resist sharing a story from those historic days. Philadelphia was bursting with civic pride in the spring of 1787, and its newspapers began embellishing the arrival of the Convention delegates with elaborate social classifications. Governors of States were called Excellency. Justices and Chancellors had reserved for them honorable with a capital "H." For Congressmen, it was honorable with a small "h." And all others were referred to as "the following respectable characters." [Laughter] Well, for this 100th Congress, I invoke special executive powers to declare that each of you must never be titled less than honorable with a capital "H." Incidentally, I'm delighted you are celebrating the 100th birthday of the Congress. It's always a pleasure to congratulate someone with more birthdays than I've had. [Laughter]

One time at Six Flags in Dallas, we had an old-style photograph made. I can still visualize Randy Romine in it. I can also "remember" that I had been hit by a baseball a few days earlier and I still had a wound on my chin, which was visible in the grainy photo. We were dressed at a Confederate family and Randy and I were in Confederate uniforms. I was holding a sword and I had one hand on the handle and the other hand actually on the blade, which puzzled me over the past few years when I "remembered" that "memory."

That "memory" most certainly represents that I fought for the South Vietnamese military. The wound on my chin probably represents that I had been wounded in combat. I have puzzled several over that "memory" about how the doctors had told Randy he would never walk again because he had stepped on a landmine. I am thinking he stepped on three landmines. I can "remember" finding his three Purple Hearts stored away on the top shelf of the closet in my bedroom. I wonder if that "memory" about him never walking again actually represents something about me being in danger of not getting to walk on the Moon because I was getting involved in combat operations during the Vietnam War.

It could be that I was indeed wounded three times in the Vietnam War. Why else would I have that “memory”? None of my “memories” are real. The notion of the Confederacy is because I served with the South Vietnamese as they fought against being over run. That notion was reinforced as I was watching parts of “Butch Cassidy and The Sundance Kid” this morning. I have no memories of seeing that movie over the past 8.74 years. I believe that I was asked to input certain parts of the script and they didn’t know the source I was pulling from for that input. The part about the bicycle has something to do with me first flying a jet aircraft about two years earlier. The part about the miner being desperate and that “Sundance Kid” “could shoot” represents that South Vietnamese officials offered me an officer’s commission to help them resist being over run by the invaders.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

George W. Bush: Traitor and National Disgrace

Was George W. Bush was recruited by the Soviets back in the 70‘s? He probably isn’t working for them anymore but is he still an agent? Is his mission to cause as much destruction and mayhem as possible to our country and our allies? Is he trying also to cause damage to the office of the President in that the precedents that will be established by Congress and the Judiciary in order to remove that lunatic from office will only serve to weaken the country?


§ 421. Protection of identities of certain United States undercover intelligence officers, agents, informants, and sources

(a) Disclosure of information by persons having or having had access to classified information that identifies covert agent

Whoever, having or having had authorized access to classified information that identifies a covert agent, intentionally discloses any information identifying such covert agent to any individual not authorized to receive classified information, knowing that the information disclosed so identifies such covert agent and that the United States is taking affirmative measures to conceal such covert agent’s intelligence relationship to the United States, shall be fined under title 18 or imprisoned not more than ten years, or both.
(d) Imposition of consecutive sentences

A term of imprisonment imposed under this section shall be consecutive to any other sentence of imprisonment.


Following one after another without interruption

You have no defense for revealing my covert identity and for the pattern of activities associated with the exposure of my covert identity.


§ 422. Defenses and exceptions

(a) Disclosure by United States of identity of covert agent

It is a defense to a prosecution under section 421 of this title that before the commission of the offense with which the defendant is charged, the United States had publicly acknowledged or revealed the intelligence relationship to the United States of the individual the disclosure of whose intelligence relationship to the United States is the basis for the prosecution.

(b) Conspiracy, misprision of felony, aiding and abetting, etc.

(1) Subject to paragraph (2), no person other than a person committing an offense under section 421 of this title shall be subject to prosecution under such section by virtue of section 2 or 4 of title 18 or shall be subject to prosecution for conspiracy to commit an offense under such section.

(2) Paragraph (1) shall not apply

(A) in the case of a person who acted in the course of a pattern of activities intended to identify and expose covert agents and with reason to believe that such activities would impair or impede the foreign intelligence activities of the United States, or

(B) in the case of a person who has authorized access to classified information.

(c) Disclosure to select Congressional committees on intelligence

It shall not be an offense under section 421 of this title to transmit information described in such section directly to either congressional intelligence committee.

(d) Disclosure by agent of own identity

It shall not be an offense under section 421 of this title for an individual to disclose information that solely identifies himself as a covert agent.

(4) The term “covert agent” means—

(A) a present or retired officer or employee of an intelligence agency or a present or retired member of the Armed Forces assigned to duty with an intelligence agency—

(i) whose identity as such an officer, employee, or member is classified information, and

(ii) who is serving outside the United States or has within the last five years served outside the United States;

Official Cover Identity

I wrote about how I have received an official birth certificate from the State of Oklahoma. The copy was stamped September 10, 2001. A few months later, I received a passport from the U.S. government dated 5/29/2002. Microsoft later sent me to Amsterdam on business and the entry stamp for Amsterdam Schiphol is dated 1/23/03.

About 2 years ago, I received embossed copies of the U.S. military DD-214 - Certificate Of Release Or Discharge From Active Duty - for Kerry Burgess. The letter from the National Personnel Records Center is dated July 14, 2005.

The is no reason my official cover identity would include service in the U.S. Navy unless I was currently on active duty with the U.S. Navy. I have not received proper instructions to return to my real identity so that means I am still officially undercover. My cover identity seems to be quite meaningless at this point, however, other than to pursue the traitors that are complicit treasonous activity.

8.74 years

8.74 years.

I am still using an official cover identity.

You are not getting any less complicit in your treasonous activity.

George W. Nixon

George W. Bush has been impeached since 5/17/2004.

It's been almost 5 years since that passport under the name Kerry Burgess was issued to me.

Am I the owner of Bertelsmann? What about Sony, BMG Music Publishing, Sony BMG, and TriStar Pictures? Are those among the companies I have major control of?

LOS ANGELES (AP) - British music company EMI Group PLC and German media conglomerate Bertelsmann AG said Monday they have agreed to settle a copyright infringement lawsuit over Bertelsmann's connection with the original Napster online file-sharing service.

Terms of the settlement were not disclosed.

The agreement resolves legal claims brought by EMI's recorded music and music publishing units against Bertelsmann. The German company did not admit any liability as part of the settlement.

In a statement, EMI Group Chief Executive Eric Nicoli said, "We can now put this matter behind us and continue to pursue the development of new legitimate digital music business models."

EMI, Vivendi's Universal Music Group and a group of music publishers sued Bertelsmann in 2003 in federal court in San Francisco, alleging Bertelsmann was liable for copyright infringement because it invested in Napster at a time that the popular service was openly allowing computer users to share music illegally.

Napster allowed users to browse each other's MP3 music collections stored on their computers and pluck liberally from them, sharing and swapping for free.

The original Napster went offline in 2001 after a series of court rulings.

Last fall, Universal settled with Bertelsmann for $61.22 million.

Several music publishers still have pending claims against Bertelsmann.

Pink Floyd lyrics - “The Wall”

Outside the Wall (Waters)

All alone, or in two's,
The ones who really love you
Walk up and down outside the wall.
Some hand in hand
And some gathered together in bands.
The bleeding hearts and artists
Make their stand.

And when they've given you their all
Some stagger and fall, after all it's not easy
Banging your heart against some mad bugger's wall.

"Isn't this where...."

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/6/2006 1:13 PM

I was also thinking that is seems I have 2 sons and a daughter after going to Mars and then all daughters after returning from Mars. I guess there could be some sons I don’t know about.
9/10/2006 7:34 PM

Maybe I did have one or more sons after returning from Mars. I’m not so sure now.

How about every one that is a famous celebrity, athlete, etc. start wearing T-shirts that proclaim they are or are not my offspring so that I will be able to take note from your media exposure.

9/10/2006 7:38 PM

When I start seeing them congregating, I start wondering if it is a family reunion of new found siblings.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/12/2006 12:30 PM

That’s why I felt compelled to record in my journal last year that I was an FCCM conducting counter-terrorism operations. It was supposed to be an alarm for the people monitoring my computer. Except at the time, I had no idea that I was an officer. I was still deep into the mindset of the Kerry Burgess identity. Writing that I was a commissioned officer would have been giving away too much. My controller needed to signal that something needed to change because I was close to having to live out on the street. I am thinking now that I was part of the counter-terrorism group of Delta Force, maybe hostage rescue too. What did George W. Bush say when I made that journal entry; something about “unacceptable”?

Sunday, March 25, 2007

"....we came in?"

It’s no coincidence that Scott Bakula, well-known for his starring role in “Quantum Leap” was appointed to portray “Captain Jonathan Archer” in “Star Trek: Enterprise.”

The first episode of “Enterprise” was titled “Broken Bow.” I have written about how Broken Bow, OK, was in the middle of the route between Antlers, OK, and Ashdown, AR. It was from that episode I developed my “April 16” theory.

The precise mid-point between the fictional date of the first episode "Quantum Leap" and the actual air date of that first episode is 12/19/72 - the day Apollo 17 returned to Earth. The Apollo 17 flight was the last known mission to land on Earth’s moon.

From 9/13/1956 to 3/26/1989 is: 11882 days
11882 / 2 = 5941
From 9/13/1956 to 12/19/1972 is: 5941 days

"Quantum Leap"
Genesis - September 13, 1956
Original Air Date:26 March 1989 (Season 1, Episode 1)

Apollo 17

Apollo 17 was the eleventh manned space mission in the NASA Apollo program. It was the first night launch and the final lunar landing mission of the Apollo program.

Launch: December 7, 1972
Landing: December 19, 1972

Quantum Leap is an American science fiction television series that ran for 95 episodes from March 1989 to May 1993 on the NBC network. Each episode of the series begins with a spoken introduction which explains the series' premise:

Theorizing that one could time-travel within his own lifetime, Dr. Sam Beckett led an elite group of scientists into the desert, to develop a top-secret project known as Quantum Leap. Pressured to prove his theories or lose funding, Dr. Beckett prematurely stepped into the project accelerator, and vanished...

He awoke to find himself trapped in the past, facing mirror images that were not his own, and driven by an unknown force to change history for the better. His only guide on this journey is Al, an observer from his own time, who appears in the form of a hologram that only Sam can see and hear. And so Dr. Beckett finds himself leaping from life to life, striving to put right what once went wrong, and hoping each time that his next Leap...will be the Leap home...

Originally shown on Easter Sunday, 1989, the pilot was a two-hour movie simply known as Quantum Leap. When the show returned for new episodes in September of that year, however, NBC aired a severely edited (90-minute) version of the pilot called "Genesis."

Original airdate

A man wakes up in a bed, thinking, "I did it!" His next thought is, "Did what?" His name is Tom Stratton. It's 1956. He works for the Air Force flying planes, and he's got a beautiful wife and a nice son. There's just one problem: he's pretty sure that his name's not Tom Stratton, it's Sam. But he can't even remember his last name. In fact, he's also pretty sure that the year shouldn't be 1956. And worst of all, he's never flown a plane in his life. (OK, make that more than one problem.)

Help (such as it is) comes along in the form of a man named Al. There's just one problem with Al: he's not really there. He's just a hologram. And holograms didn't exist back in 1956. And Al has the tendency to walk through invisible doors. Sam -- whoever he is -- is having a very bad day.

Eventually, Al explains to Sam that he's a part of a time-travel experiment from the future. He "leaped" into the past, but somehow wound up as Tom Stratton. But Tom Stratton died when attempting to fly the Mach-2...which, for Sam, is coming up in just a couple of days. If Sam can survive that, he'll change history, Al says, and hopefully "leap" again.

However, the leap doesn't take Sam home, as he hopes. Instead, he winds up as a minor-league baseball player back in 1968, trying to win his last game for his team.

Sam is really fed up with Al, and wants to know whose hairbrain idea this whole project was in the first place. Al tells him: it's Sam himself. Project Quantum Leap was his idea. "If anyone can figure out how to get you home," Al tells Sam, "it's you."

Official Cover Identity - 8.74 years

The point when I started shaving my head signifies that I had been promoted to U.S. Navy Captain. That would have been back in 2000..

a Navy or Coast Guard captain is equivalent in rank, responsibilities, and grade to an Army, Air Force, or Marine colonel, all of which are of the sixth officer grade, or O-6. Thus, Army, Air Force, and Marine colonels together with Navy and Coast Guard captains wear the silver eagle insignia

The Bald Eagle (Haliaeetus leucocephalus), also known in North America as the American Eagle, is a bird of prey found in North America, most recognizable as the national bird of the United States.
This sea-eagle gets both its common and scientific names from the distinctive appearance of the adult's head.

Before that, I was a U.S. Navy Commander, which is the equivalent of a Lieutenant Colonel in the other U.S. military branches. The rank of U.S. Navy Captain is the equivalent of the Colonel in the other branches. When I return to my real identity, I will be promoted to the rank Rear Admiral (lower half), which is also known as a one-star Admiral. It is possible that because of my particular accomplishments, I will eventually attain the rank of Admiral of the Navy, which is a six-star Admiral. The only person who has held that honor so far was George Dewey for his victory in 1898. Typically, the highest officer rank in the U.S. Navy is the Admiral, which is signified by 4 stars. There is the 5 star Fleet Admiral, but that rank was only been used in World War 2.

In this speech by President Reagan, it seems kind of an unusual context for mentioning Gettysburg, a speech Lincoln made to dedicate a national cemetery for soldiers. My theory is that the speech reflects this day was my 27th birthday and I was being held POW by the Libyans. They had me captive, but I was breaking the bones of anyone that got near me. The only way the could control me was to drug me. It reminds me of when I went to the police for assistance and all they did was take me to the hospital and all the hospital did was secretly drug my food. The police didn't even ask me any questions and the doctors didn't care about any thing I had to say.

Remarks at a Dinner Honoring Senator Paul Laxalt of Nevada

March 3rd, 1986

Thank you, Senator Armstrong. Thank you all. Ladies and gentlemen, it's wonderful to be here tonight and to celebrate with you the longstanding friendship that Nancy and I've had with Paul and Carol.
Well, Paul, Senator, I hope you'll forgive me for having a little fun here tonight. The truth is, ladies and gentlemen, this isn't the easiest set of remarks that I've ever been asked to give. And that comes from someone who's had to give a fair number of speeches. Come to think of it, Paul, you've probably had to sit through more of them than either one of us wants to admit. And I know that finding the right word or expression can oftentimes mean the difference between hurting or helping, between doing this job well or not so well. But sometimes the words just aren't there. The task is really impossible. I guess that was what Lincoln felt at Gettysburg. He knew there are occasions when words must be brief because the feelings are so deep, and this evening is one such occasion.

The Gettysburg Address is the most famous speech of U.S. President Abraham Lincoln and one of the most quoted speeches in United States history. Historian James McPherson has called it "the world’s foremost statement of freedom and democracy and the sacrifices required to achieve and defend them." It was delivered at the dedication of the Soldiers' National Cemetery in Gettysburg, Pennsylvania, on November 19, 1863, during the American Civil War, four and a half months after the Union armies defeated the Confederates at the decisive Battle of Gettysburg.

I also find myself wondering about V.C. and NV. There are also some other interesting details in the speech that I haven't included here. He refers to Virginia City, NV, in the speech and the V.C. and NV make me think of Viet Cong and North Vietnam. That would be an appropriate clue to suggest that I was being held in Libya at the time as a POW. As for Nevada, I have another theory that I launched from Jackass Flat, Nevada, on 11/2/75 on my way to intercept the comet, along with stops at Mars, Phoebe/Saturn, and Callisto/Jupiter. I’m not sure about that launch site though. I might have left from Cape Canaveral. The launch activity would have been explained away as connected to the Mars Viking space craft, where Viking 1 landed on Mars on 7/21/76. I don’t know if I launched from Jackass Flats, Nevada, but I found that location on the internet as I was reading about the Project Orion space craft.

I found this speech interesting because I think it was May 13, 1987, when I completed my escape back to the Navy. I also find it very interesting the first question that was asked of him and I think that it was planned that way to let, primarily to let the rest of my family know I was coming home. They probably thought I had been mortally wounded in that bombing raid on the place where the Libyans were torturing me back on 4/14/86.

Remarks and a Question-and-Answer Session With Southeast Regional Editors and Broadcasters

May 15th, 1987

The President. Thank you all, and welcome to the White House. I'm delighted we could have a few moments together today, and I'm anxious to get to your questions. But first I thought I'd begin by giving you a little report on two stories that have been coming over the wires. They're what those of you in the newsroom would call developing stories that will be, I hope, a source of increasing focus and interest.
And with that said, let's make it a dialog instead of a monolog. All right?

Iran Arms and Contra Aid Controversy

Q. Mr. President, Bill Sharp from WCSC in Charleston, South Carolina. Mr. President, to those people who might say your Presidency and you have been mortally wounded by the Iran-contra affair, how would you answer those people?

The President. Well, sometimes before I've used a line from an old Scottish ballad to the effect that, yes, I'd been wounded-"I'll lie me down and rest a bit, and then I'll fight again."

I didn’t think so

I am definitely using an official federal government cover identity. I wouldn't have gotten that birth certificate from the State Of Oklahoma or that passport from the federal government otherwise in the time after I began investigating the terrorists and their accomplices operating in Microsoft-Corbis, such as Bill Gates, Steve Ballmer, and Jim Allchin.

I think it was sometime in July 2002 when I got the passport, having applied for it sometime earlier. When I went to the passport office to pick it up, I went back to the Microsoft office and went to the office of my manager, Kirk Tavener. I flipped open the cover and held it up to show him my photo in the passport and I said something to him about illegal activity in his office. I went back to my desk and it was probably not more than 24 hours later someone announced he was being replaced as manager by Jerry Boesch. Jerry is the guy who resembled the father of the protagonist character from the 1986 movie “Iron Eagle.”

Microsoft then sent me to Amsterdam for a meeting with a corporate customer in January 2003 to see if the passport was real. It was. I guess that is when they started to see they were in really deep shit. I am quite certain I was routinely poisoned while I was there and it didn’t stop until I left the company.

I counted back 5933 days from 5/29/2002, the day listed on my passport as the Date of issue. From 3/1/1986 to 5/29/2002 is: 5933 days. This speech occurred when I believe I was being held as a POW by the Libyans.

Radio Address to the Nation on the Defense Budget

March 1st, 1986

My fellow Americans:

Last Wednesday I addressed the Nation on the state of our national defense. I spoke of our commitment to an historic rebuilding program that has lifted America up out of weakness and given us the strength and confidence to reassume our role as leader of the free world. In a world too often prey to the forces of violence and tyranny, America is once again a bulwark for peace and freedom. We've come far, I said, in building the solid foundations of a strong and secure national defense, but we have not finished the job. We must not let all that we've accomplished in the last 5 years be undermined by careless slashing at the defense budget. America must never again slide back into helpless insecurity. America must never become, as it looked like it was becoming in the late seventies, a paper tiger.
Last summer I appointed a bipartisan commission to study ways that we can redesign defense appropriations and management to make every defense dollar go as far as it possibly can. To head the Commission, I chose Dave Packard, an entrepreneur and self-made man who started Hewlett-Packard in a garage in the 1930's and built it into one of our country's leading high-tech computer and electronics companies. Dave is world famous for his management skill, and his company is renowned for its efficiency and modern management techniques. The initial recommendations came in this week. They are a tremendous example of American know-how applied to an extremely complex and difficult problem. Their application, I'm convinced, would make every defense dollar more effective and make America stronger. I won't go into all the details here—just give you some of the highlights.

I assume this reflects that President Reagan was working on getting me out of Libya because my family on my father’s side was wondering where I was. I think my family in England considers my birthday to be March 4th.

Nomination of Robert M. Gates To Be Deputy Director of Central Intelligence

March 4th, 1986

The President today announced his intention to nominate Robert M. Gates to be Deputy Director of Central Intelligence. He would succeed John N. McMahon.

Robert Michael Gates, Ph.D. (born September 25, 1943) is currently serving as the 22nd United States Secretary of Defense. He took office on December 18, 2006.[1] Prior to this, Gates served for 26 years in the Central Intelligence Agency and the National Security Council

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Adolph W. Bush

I might have lived in New York City for a while. I might have stayed there several times on leave from the Navy, including the recovery period following my escape from Libya. I think I might have gotten married once before that in the World Trade Center; maybe 1983. I think I lived in Seattle in my youth, too, although I don’t have any conscious memories of that. I noted earlier in my journal that the Seattle Monorail opened on a day that was 3 years, 3 weeks, after my birth, which I think means I was there for the opening. There is also a nearby town named Allyn, Washington, and there was a period a few years ago when I spent hours studying that location with mapping software, where I saved notations in computer files. I used that same mapping software to map out a route through the city streets of Spokane so that the people secretly following me in my Jeep Wrangler would know that “Bush Sucks” as they traced out my path on the map.

The animated television series Futurama premiered on 3/28/99, which was about 111 days after I started at Microsoft. It is well established that I was watching that series when it premiered, especially as it relates to the name Thomas. Listed below is an excerpt from the second episode, “The Series Has Landed,” which premiered on 4/4/99. I thought the reference to Neil Armstrong’s foot print was funny. I think it is a clever reference to how “Fry’s” foot was bigger than the Apollo 11 footprint because that Apollo 11 footprint was actually made by me as a 10 year old on the surface of the Moon. I looked up that image about the “MTV flag” and compared it with the real image, which is illustrated below. I think most of those photos from the surface of the Moon on Apollo 11 are of me. The first episode “Space Pilot 3000,” as the transcript excerpt illustrates, reflects the past 8.72 years for me. I have been wondering for a while if one of my kids wrote some or all of the script for that series. I think one of my kids calls me Pops.

Episode 102
Over there! Look! It's the moon landing
site! We found it!

[They run towards it. Leela climbs the ladder and pushes over
the hatch.]

Quick, get in.

[Fry sees the American flag.]

It's that flag from MTV! And Neil Armstrong's
footprint! Hey! My foot's bigger! Leela,
isn't this the greatest thing you've
ever seen?

Futurama "Space Pilot 3000" Script

Episode Air Date : March 28, 1999
Its my old neighbourhood. Man, this
brings back a lot of memories.

Keep 'em to yourself, pops.

[Cut to: Ruins of Rockefeller Center Skating Rink. Fry leans
over a wall.]

This is where I brought my girlfriend
on our very first date.

[Flashback. Fry skates with Michelle on the crowded ice.]

[Flashback ends. The ice is gone, replaced with murky green waters
inhabited by a green tentacled creature.]

My God! She's gone. Everyone I ever
knew or cared about is gone.

Friday, March 23, 2007

American Freedom

Imagine all the time I could have spent just the past three years training our sailors and soldiers.

If you are preventing my family from contacting me directly, then you are undeniably a domestic terrorist.

The difference in the photos of Aldrin and Armstrong works out to about a height difference of a foot. As other images below illustrate, Buzz Aldrin and Neil Armstrong are just about the same height. It could be the photo from the Moon surface is distorted causing a difference in height, but I don’t believe that is the issue, as I did not see any such indications. You might have to download and open the image in a photo viewer to see the illustrations I made to the images.

I made some calculations about the height and noted that in my journal. I also noted in my journal about the average height of a 10 year and compared that to the illustrations I made in that one Apollo 11 photo. Based on that rough measurement of the photo, I determined that one astronaut is about 1 foot taller than the other one. I'll note some other clues in my next blog post. As it is now, I am about average height, but I wonder if I would have grown a few more inches if I had led a normal life, so I might have been taller than other 10 year olds. That 530 days in space starting when I was 16 years old may have had some influence on my height, but I think there might have been a greater reason. I have been thinking for a while that I had some kind of eating disorder for a long time. It’s now more of just a shadow of something that probably bothered me a lot in the past before that whole string of memories was suppressed. My hunch is that it started when I was a captive in Vietnam. My hunch is also that I was held captive over two periods. The first time they captured me, I pretended to be a regular kid - separated and lost from my family who were there as tourist’s - and they threw me in with other civilians into some kind of re-education camp. I led a revolt and many of us escaped.

My theory is I went back to school at Princeton University and then returned to Vietnam the following summer. They captured me again, and knowing who I was then, they threw me in with U.S. Navy pilots at Hoa Loa Prison, the so-called Hanoi Hilton. That is why for a few years, I was only buying Hewlett-Packard computers for home use: the H-L-P. I bought the first one shortly after I started working at Microsoft and that was all I bought from then on. We knew King County, especially Dave Reichert, was corrupt so I was without a doubt going into hostile territory - against an armed force - because King County wasn’t going to lose their cash cow no matter how much domestic and international terrorism Microsoft-Corbis was responsible for.

So anyway, it was only because I was held there for so long, I was then overdue to return to school and it was only then that Governor Reagan found out that I had been going over there. My hunch is some people in my family had found out earlier I had been flying with the South Vietnamese and thought I must have lost my mind to do something so crazy. I lied to them that I wouldn’t go back over there into combat.

I believe President Reagan would remember all that when he made his Freedom Fighters reference to the Afghan’s that were resisting the Soviet invaders. I think I had flown the F-5 Freedom Fighter jet in Vietnam, among my other activities over there. I think also that he had me working a lot with the Afghan Freedom Fighter’s, teaching them what I learned in Vietnam. From what I can tell, George H.W. Bush dropped support for those same fighters after he took office and that led to the rise of the Taliban.

So anyway, when I saw a photo of an F-5 Freedom Fighter jet the other day, with South Vietnamese Air Force markings, I was reminded of a “memory” from my symbolic youth. I “remember” a day at the lake in Arkansas and I had a toy airplane that I liked a lot and I dropped it in the water and couldn’t find it. I started thinking that in reality, I had been flying combat operations for the South Vietnamese Air Force and I was shot down by enemy forces somewhere over a lake.

Statement on the Situation in Afghanistan

December 27th, 1981

Our current concern regarding Poland should not cause us to forget that 2 years ago today, massive Soviet military forces invaded the sovereign country of Afghanistan and began an attempt to subjugate one of the most fiercely independent peoples of the world. Despite the presence of 90,000 Soviet combat troops, a recent increase of some 5,000, the courageous people of Afghanistan have fought back. Today they effectively deny Soviet forces control of most of Afghanistan. Efforts by the Soviets to establish a puppet government in the Soviet image, which could govern a conquered land, have failed. Soviet control extends little beyond the major cities, and even there the Afghan freedom fighters often hold sway by night and sometimes even by day. The battle for Afghan independence continues.

Remarks on Signing the Afghanistan Day Proclamation

March 10th, 1982

Coincidentally, the day after Afghanistan Day, this country plans to launch the third Columbia space shuttle. Just as the Columbia, we think, represents man's finest aspirations in the field of science and technology, so too does the struggle of the Afghan people represent man's highest aspirations for freedom. The fact that freedom is the strongest force in the world is daily demonstrated by the people of Afghan. Accordingly, I am dedicating on behalf of the American people the March 22d launch of the Columbia to the people of Afghanistan.

The F-5A may have been the first jet I later flew on 5/1/67 and in 1965, I was already training for that flight. The year 1965 is when I think I started at Princeton University, whose mascot is the Tiger. There is also something about the use of the Japanese code name. I think one of my close relatives is of Japanese heritage and I think one of my instructors at Princeton University was from Japan and was teaching me aikido. I think that is why they had a woman named Akiko introduce herself to me at Microsoft and something seemed odd about that. That would also explain why Microsoft-Corbis had Vince Maraia sitting in the cubicle next to me all that time. Across the aisle from me was the guy who resembled the lead cartoon character from “Family Guy.” Vince Maraia was the guy who wrote that book that has the Knight in shining armor on the cover and that reflects the date 3/3/2059 in the ISBN number. Vince Maraia once told me that his father is an American and veteran of the U.S. Navy. He said that his mother is Japanese.

The F-5A/B Freedom Fighter, and F-5E/F Tiger II are part of a family of widely used light supersonic fighter aircraft, designed and built by Northrop in the United States, beginning in 1960s.

The USAF made a combat evaluation of the F-5A under the Skoshi Tiger ("skoshi" is derived from the Japanese word sukoshi, meaning "little," thus the program was "Little Tiger") program in 1965.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005 10:08 PM

The meaning of the Knight

Hi, I've been asked this a few times about why we chose to have a Knight on the cover of The Build Master. Here is my explanation that for some unknown reason was left out of the book:

By definition a Knight is a nobleman or noblewoman, a seeker of virtue, defender of the crown (metaphor would be corporate or group culture), a protector of faith or philosophy. Knights carry themselves with chivalrous conduct and can be a very formidable warrior if needed. The suit of armor is a good defense for the unjust attacks they may receive (from non-build team members).

Knights are also known to have been seated at the round table (WAR meetings) with the King to discuss peace and the well-being of the common folks (the employees doing the work). I see Build Masters or SCM personnel as the modern-day-high-tech Knight.

Speak softly but always carry a big sword!

Build Master, The: Microsoft's Software Configuration Management Best Practices
Published by: ADDISON-WESLEY
Author: Maraia, V
Number of pages: 248
ISBN: 0321332059/9780321332059

As for the time I think I was a POW in Libya in 1986, I noted this announcement about "Pan America Week" a while back in my journal. I noted that it might have something actually to do with Pan Am airlines. The day 4/14/86 is when U.S. forces bombed Libya and I think that is the day I escaped by running into the desert. Just now I noted that Pan Am Airlines was formed on 3/14/1927, which was 59 years, 31 days, before 4/14/86. The announcement also includes 59 in the title.

Pan American World Airways, commonly known as Pan Am, was the principal international airline of the United States from the 1930s until its collapse in 1991.
Pan American Airways Incorporated was founded on March 14, 1927, by Major Henry H. "Hap" Arnold and partners.

Proclamation 5459—Pan American Day and Pan American Week, 1986

April 14th, 1986

By the President of the United States of America

A Proclamation

The peoples of the Western Hemisphere are bound together by a shared belief in peace, prosperity, justice, and freedom.

Address to the Nation on the United States Air Strike Against Libya

April 14th, 1986

My fellow Americans:

At 7 o'clock this evening eastern time air and naval forces of the United States launched a series of strikes against the headquarters, terrorist facilities, and military assets that support Mu'ammar Qadhafi's subversive activities. The attacks were concentrated and carefully targeted to minimize casualties among the Libyan people with whom we have no quarrel. From initial reports, our forces have succeeded in their mission.

Several weeks ago in New Orleans, I warned Colonel Qadhafi we would hold his regime accountable for any new terrorist attacks launched against American citizens.

Transcript - Futurama “Space Pilot 3000” - March 28, 1999

Well that's your job, whether you like it or not and it's my job to make you do your job whether I like it or not - which I do - very much! Now get to work! Life is good!

Thursday, March 22, 2007

“and we'll ask ourselves, What next”

Prisoner of War Medal

The Prisoner of War Medal is a military decoration of the United States armed forces which was authorized by Congress and signed into law by President Ronald Reagan in 1986.

The medal was designed by Jay C. Morris of the Institute of Heraldry. On the obverse of the medal is an American eagle, wing folded, and completely enclosed (imprisoned) by a ring of barbed wire following the outline of the medal.

I noted earlier the relationship of 2/14/68 and 2/14/86. I noted President Reagan’s speech about Brotherhood/Sisterhood on 2/14/86, the day I think I became a POW in Libya. I noted the date 12/23/91 was Admiral Stockdale’s 68th birthday and how that date seems to have been cleverly encoded into the DD-214 of my cover identity. That was also the day in 2001 when I had the first of two suspicious accidents riding my bicycle.

I might have noted earlier this announcement from President Reagan. I probably recognized that 8/28/86 was 4 months, 14 days, after April 14th. There might be another reason for this date, or that could be it. He could have selected this date for the announcement because he was thinking of how I returned to Earth on 4/14/77. As for the 9/19/86 date, I calculate that was 0.59 year after 2/14/86, the day I think I was shot down over the nation of Chad in Africa and became of POW of Libya.

Proclamation 5520—National P.O.W./M.I.A. Recognition Day, 1986

August 28th, 1986

By the President of the United States of America

A Proclamation

Courage and sacrifice are no strangers to America. In every war since our first struggle for independence, America's prisoners of war have endured terrible hardships and have been called upon to make extraordinary sacrifices. The bravery, perseverance, and profound devotion to duty of our POWs and MIAs have earned them a place of honor in the hearts of all Americans. Their heroism is an inspiration to future generations. Their spirit of hope and their commitment to the defense of freedom are a claim on our loyalty to them.

All Americans are also deeply moved by the pain and suffering endured by the families and friends of those who remain missing or unaccounted for. We share both their burden and their commitment to secure the release of any U.S. personnel who may still be held against their will, to recover the missing, to resolve the accounting, and to relieve the suffering of our missing servicemen. Until the P.O.W./M.I.A. issue has been resolved, it will continue to be a matter of the highest national priority. As a symbol of this national commitment, the P.O.W./M.I.A. Flag will fly over the White House, the Departments of State and Defense, the Veterans' Administration, and the Vietnam Veterans Memorial on September 19, 1986. It will also fly over the Vietnam Veterans Memorial on Memorial Day and Veterans Day.

The 1991 movie “Flight Of The Intruder” features the character “Virgil ‘Tiger’ Cole” calling in air strike on his position because the enemy was using him as a shield. I think that reflects that the Libyans were trying to use me as a bargaining tool against President Reagan and I told them to bomb my location to eliminate that advantage. Fortunately, I was able to escape as a result of the bombing and ran into the open desert. I suspect this is also why Microsoft-Corbis has been revealing who all is in my family. They want to create a similar situation.

I’m thinking I was present at both of the engagements described below. I think we had a traitor on board the carrier that was reporting my movements and the Libyans were sending up their best to try to shoot me down. For the first engagement, I think there is a 33 week clue to it in relation to the beginning of the year. My hunch also is that I was on exercises with the fleet after the Osirak strike but before I returned to class at the U.S. Naval Academy for my fourth year.

I think the second incident with Libya reflects they were trying to shoot me down as sort of a “going away present” for Ronald Reagan as he left office in his final term. I think I was sent up there to just wait to see if they were going to get aggressive simply because I was there. It is basically the same reason my real memories were suppressed 8.72 years. This has been a case of establishing hostile intent against me, which was established long ago in this case. If you are someone still opposing me in some form that is blocking me from going home, then you have clearly established incontrovertible hostile intent. Others have made significant contributions that block me from going home after I established that terrorists are in control of Microsoft-Corbis, such as George W. Bush, Norm Maleng, and Dave Reichert.

The first Gulf of Sidra incident, August 19, 1981, was an incident in which two Libyan Sukhoi Su-22 Fitter fighter jets engaged two US F-14 Tomcats off of the Libyan coast.

The second Gulf of Sidra incident, January 4, 1989, occurred when two US F-14 Tomcats shot down two Libyan MiG-23 Flogger Es that appeared to be attempting to engage them, as had happened previously in the first Gulf of Sidra incident (1981).

The first Gulf of Sidra incident presents a possible “33” clue and the second incident occurred 59 days, inclusive, before my 30th birthday

This was a few days before President Reagan left office:

Proclamation 5933—America Loves Its Kids Month, 1989

January 12th, 1989

By the President of the United States of America

A Proclamation

Now, Therefore, I, Ronald Reagan, President of the United States of America, do hereby proclaim February 1989 as America Loves Its Kids Month, and I call upon all Americans to observe this month with appropriate ceremonies and activities.

In Witness Whereof, I have hereunto set my hand this twelfth day of January, in the year of our Lord nineteen hundred and eighty-nine, and of the Independence of the United States of America the two hundred and thirteenth.


Homeless Veteran

As I regain my real identity, I assembled a list of the military badges and medals that I may possess. I think I have many more, but I believe these are the ones I most value:

Navy Police Officer Badge

Special Warfare Badge

Astronaut Badge

Naval Aviator Badge

Naval Command-at-Sea Pin

I think I have at least two of the Medal of Honor, Navy Cross, Silver Star, Bronze Star, and Prisoner of War Medal. I am thinking I have at least 15 Purple Hearts.

Medal of Honor

Navy Cross

Silver Star

Bronze Star Medal

Purple Heart

Prisoner of War Medal

Antarctica Service Medal

Marksmanship Medal

F.B.I.: Federals Becoming Insurgents

51 days ago I noted that the serial killer Joseph Duncan is 3 years, 359 days, older than I am.

Joseph Duncan kidnapped a child named Shasta and killed her family in Coeur d’Alene, Idaho.

I noted the USS Shasta (AE-33)

Duncan Idaho” is the name of a character from the novel “Dune” who, along with the “Gurney Halleck” character, trained the protagonist character of that 1965 novel. In the 1984 movie, Patrick Stewart portrayed the character “Gurney Halleck” and I believe that was because Patrick Stewart is my father and because the protagonist character of “Dune,” “Paul Atreides,” represents me. I believe it was 1965 when I started at Princeton University at the age of 6.5 years.

The son of Duke Leto Atreides I and the Lady Jessica, Paul Atreides is the heir of House Atreides, a nuclear-armed aristocratic family that rules the planet Caladan. Jessica is a Bene Gesserit and an important key in the Bene Gesserit breeding program. According to the breeding program, she was to produce a daughter, who would marry Feyd-Rautha, a nephew of Baron Vladimir Harkonnen. However, Jessica falls in love with Leto and grants him a son.

Although Paul is a boy, he receives a Bene Gesserit training, giving him among other things, great control over his metabolism, heightened senses and knowledge of martial arts. He is also trained in weapon use by Gurney Halleck and Duncan Idaho

The character “Gurney Halleck” was portrayed by Patrick Stewart in the 1984 movie, “Dune”:

Gurney Halleck is a fictional soldier in the Dune universe created by Frank Herbert. He is a major character in Dune and Children of Dune.

Gurney Halleck was a ruthless, noble, and romantic warrior of enormous talent. He was the most loyal of friends to those he loved, and to those he hated there were few enemies more terrifying. He was a talented minstrel who was skilled in the use of the baliset. His jawline bears a scar from an inkvine whip wound inflicted by Beast Rabban in the Harkonnen slave pits. In a fight against Gurney with sword or knife few opponents lasted more than a few seconds. Gurney was also skilled at various other weapons, and astonished Fremen later saw that he taught himself to ride sandworms as they did.

Release date(s) December 14, 1984 (premiere)

Dune is a 1984 science fiction film directed by David Lynch, based on the 1965 Frank Herbert novel of the same name. The film stars Kyle MacLachlan as Paul Atreides, and includes an ensemble of well-known American, Latin American, and European actors in supporting roles, including Sting, Jose Ferrer, Virginia Madsen, Linda Hunt, Patrick Stewart, Max von Sydow, and J├╝rgen Prochnow, among others. It was filmed at the Churubusco Studios in Mexico City and included a soundtrack by the band Toto. As in the novel, the central plot concerns a young man foretold in prophecy as the "Kwisatz Haderach" who will protect the titular desert planet from the malevolent House Harkonnen and save the universe from evil.

I have been wondering if I actually wrote that book in 1965 and Frank Herbert was my representative for the publisher, but I don‘t know. But I am certain that Patrick Stewart portrayed “Gurney” in that movie because the lead character was based on aspects of my real life.

The terrorists at Microsoft-Corbis have been enlisting the efforts of these killers such as Joseph Duncan to hijack my families identities through extortion. George W. Bush is assisting those terrorists in their extortion and he has taken an active role in assisting them, knowing full well what they were doing. It is just like how Microsoft-Corbis had that look-alike of Colonel Ilan Ramon working with me at Microsoft, as well as the woman named Ramona Ramada. Laura Mason, who told me she was a U.S. Navy Commander. Wally Simpson with his “band degree.” Jeff Johnson who looked like the financial news anchor. Those are just the ones I can remember because George W. Bush and the FBI have been protecting those terrorists all this time.

8.72 years.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

“Can’t Someone Else Do It”

My role in this circus of traitors was supposed to end when I walked out of Microsoft on 2/6/2004. That’s why I communicated with the Navy a few weeks later. But apparently there was more work to be done and I think I was put on loan to investigative elements of the U.S. Congress at that point. My hunch is that I am remembering a contingency plan we established before I entered deep cover.

To put into perspective the length of this current deployment, the number of days from 6/28/98 to today is 3188 days. The number of days from 4/30/82 to when this movie released was 3003 days. It’s no coincidence I was driving around in that black Jeep Wrangler for a period of time when the domestic terrorists at Microsoft-Corbis-Al Qaeda were stalking me.

Release date(s) July 20, 1990

Navy SEALs (film)
While rescuing an American air crew kidnapped by terrorists, Lieutenant Curran (Biehn) and his team of Navy SEALs discover evidence that the terrorists have come into possession of Stinger anti-aircraft missiles. They then proceed to track down the location of the missiles with the help of reporter Claire Varrens (Whalley). The final scenes, in Beirut, Lebanon, revolve around an ultimately successful mission to destroy the weapons before they can be used against any possible targets.

From 3/3/1959 to 11/11/1966, the date I think I first launched into space on Gemini 12, was 2810 days. From 6/28/1998 - the date I think my memories were suppressed - to 3/21/2007 is 3188 days

From 2/14/86 to 5/13/87 was 453 days. That represents the time it took from being shot down and then held POW by the Libyans to the day I completed my escape back to the Navy. From 6/28/98 to 3/21/2007 is 3188 days. Dividing 3188 by 453 equals 7.03. That means this deployment has lasted 7 times longer than it took me to escape across Africa from the Libyans.

From 11/2/75 to 4/14/77 was 529 days. Dividing 3188 by 529 equals 6.02. That means this deployment has been 6 times longer than my mission to the outer solar system to destroy the comet threatening the Earth.

This is a link to a photo from Operation Frequent Wind in the final days of the Vietnam War. That was the operation to evacuate people from Vietnam after the South was being overrun by the North. As soon as I saw this photo, I was immediately reminded of a similar photo I had of a Seahawk landing on a U.S. Navy ship I was assigned to. The Seahawk, though, was traveling in the other direction. But I wonder about it and whether I was there as part of that Operation Frequent Wind. I have been thinking for a while that I might have been the pilot on some of those helicopter flights during the fall of Saigon. I feel like there is something else there I should remember but I just can't remember it.

Operation Frequent Wind was the emergency evacuation by helicopter from Saigon, South Vietnam, in April 1975 during the last days of the Vietnam War.

1,373 U.S. citizens and 5,595 Vietnamese and third country nationals were evacuated by military and Air America helicopters to U.S. Navy ships off-shore in an approximately 24-hour period on April 29-30, 1975, immediately preceding the fall of Saigon. Protecting the evacuation force on the ground in South Vietnam were combat elements of the 9th Marine Amphibious Brigade, including the 2nd Battalion, 4th Marines and 2nd Battalion 9th Marines (which would two weeks following be engaged in the rescue of the SS Mayaguez).

During the operation so many South Vietnamese helicopters landed that some were pushed overboard to make room for more.[1]

"Frequent Wind" was the second code name chosen when the original code name "Talon Vise" was compromised

When North Vietnamese forces overran South Vietnam in 1975, Air America helicopters participated in evacuating both South Vietnamese and American civilians from Saigon. The photograph that most individuals remember vividly from the final evacuation, which showed a helicopter taking people off of the CIA apartment building, was actually an Air America aircraft.

Vietnam civilians try to board an Air America helicopter on an apartment rooftop in Saigon, April 29, 1975. This is perhaps the most famous image from the Fall of Saigon. It was taken by Hubert van Es, a Dutch photographer working for United Press International. The building in the photo is frequently referred to as the US Embassy, but in fact is an apartment building several blocks away that was one of several pick-up points for the American evacuation.

The possibility increases that I was here, too. I wrote earlier in my journal that I doubted I was there for that battle because I thought it was in 1964. Now that I read it was in November 1965, I think the possibility increases that I was there. Why I was there, I do not know. And that conflicts with my theory about Hue City being my first battle. Maybe I am finding clues that represent lack of knowledge on the part of the creator of the clue. For example, whoever created the clue about Hue City didn't know I had been at La Drang in '65, if I even was there. This is also an aspect of the current trap I find myself in. The terrorist protectors don't want me to remember and they do want me to be confused. It's their only hope of avoiding prosecution for their domestic terrorism.

The book released on a day, according to the article, when I was 33 years, 33 weeks, old.

Released October 20, 1992

We Were Soldiers Once ... and Young is a 1992 book by Lt. Gen. Harold G. Moore (Ret.) and war journalist Joseph L. Galloway about the Vietnam War. It focuses on the role of the 1st Battalion of the 7th Cavalry Regiment in the Battle of Ia Drang. This battle was the first large-unit battle of the Vietnam War; previous conflicts involved small units and patrols (squad, platoon, and company sized units).
In November 1965, some 450 men of the 1st Battalion, 7th Cavalry, under the command of Lt. Col. Harold G. Moore, were dropped into a small clearing in the Ia Drang Valley. They were immdediately surrounded by 2,000 North Vietnamese soldiers. Three days later, only two and a half miles away, a sister battalion was chopped to pieces. Together, these events constituted one of the most savage and significant battles of the Vietnam War.

Mel Gibson's movie "We Were Soldiers" was based on that book. His movie premiered on Friday, 3/1/2002, according to the article. My 43rd birthday was two days later on Sunday.

Release date(s) 2002-03-01 (USA)

We Were Soldiers is a 2002 war film that dramatized the Battle of Ia Drang which took place in November 1965, the first major engagement of American troops in the Vietnam War. It was directed by Randall Wallace and stars Mel Gibson. It is based on the book We Were Soldiers Once ... And Young by Lieutenant General (Ret.) Hal Moore and reporter Joseph L. Galloway, who were at the battle.

So if I've got this figured out correctly, I have been deployed this time - without going back home on leave at anytime - for over half of Michelle Wie's life. She was 8.71 years old on 6/28/98 and is 17.44 now. At her current age of 6370 days, I was - at the same age - about 3 months, 2 weeks, 2 days, away from landing on Callisto at Jupiter. For a while, as my memory was slowly returning to my conscious awareness, I was thinking she was my youngest daughter, but now I am thinking I have another one. It’s hard as hell to miss all these adorable children I don’t get to spend enough time with. Sometimes I think they have them pass me out on the street or on the bus and it’s difficult to not be able to talk to them. It follows that I even have grandchildren now - quite a few of them - that I haven’t even met.

But it has to be like that for a while yet. I have to start remembering them all in the conventional sense. I just can’t figure out what is blocking my real memories. I think they are following instructions I gave them before my memories were suppressed from conscious awareness and they have to wait for me to......something.....I don't know how to finish that sentence.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

8.72 years

I have been out here for 8.72 years. If I was not being forced to work on this operation, I would have remembered how to get back home by now. I have given much, much more than my fair share to you people.

8.72 years. 3187 days since 6/28/98.

Microsoft Campus of domestic terrorists

As a natural result of my military career, I developed a reputation among the bad guys as someone you didn't want showing up at your site. That made for a very effective investigative tool.

I can’t actually remember this in the conventional sense, but it is my theory that I won my first Olympic gold medal at the 1964 Winter Olympics in Innsbruck, under assumed names. I am thinking that I won another gold medal as part of a team in another sport during that Olympic gathering. I think that is why Microsoft constructed their campus in an effort to hijack my life, as the image below illustrates. It is that Building 9 that was constructed to align with 33 and 59. At it most simplest form, Microsoft-Corbis is engaged in a complex scheme to steal my identity. We figured out they were setting a trap for me, one they would spring in the future.

The images illustrate how the Microsoft campus in Redmond - their primary training ground for domestic terrorism - aligns with the streets 33rd and 159th. The new terrorist facility Microsoft is constructing in Issaquah aligns with 59th and 233rd, as illustrated with the hyperlink. You might have to save the images I created to fully see the effect of the illustration.

Saturday, October 16, 2004
Microsoft's Issaquah campus plan shrinks
Company won't buy more property in the Highlands


Microsoft Corp. has significantly scaled back its long-term plans for a massive Issaquah campus, informing the city that the project will be less than half the size once envisioned.

Microsoft's decision "was not a particular surprise," said Issaquah Mayor Ava Frisinger, citing the company's slow progress on the project in recent years. Despite receiving approval in 2002, Microsoft hasn't announced a timeline for starting construction in Issaquah.

It was because of such past results as my Olympic accomplishments that President Reagan would leverage me as a strategic asset during his term. But the notion is not so much about the coach putting his grandson in as quarterback; rather I was supposed to create the impression that we not only had superior technology, we had superior operators of that technology. If my identity was traced to specific activities, then that reduced the effectiveness of his strategic objectives. The objective, I believe, was to create the impression of an unbeatable team.

Monday, March 19, 2007

George W. Bush - History’s successor to Benedict Arnold

My team isn’t going to let me torture anybody, so you got that going for you.

I just determined that the address of the house I “remember” owning in County Club Estates in Greer, SC, is clearly not the same place I “remember” living in. I probably have never even been there. Everything I “remember” about it is from photos and video that was shown to me following the medical process that erased conscious awareness of my real memories. Those photos and videos were shown to me to create new “memories.“ I found a color satellite photo of that street and I was able to determine the house I “remember” living in by the circle driveway, as well as some other features, such as a bend in the street. But while I “remember” that my address was number 30, the address of that house seems to be 76.

If I have this all figured out correctly, then it seems that as a U.S. Navy officer, I was a strategic asset in President Reagan’s diplomacy efforts during the final days of the Cold War. I was reminded of that as I was reading this following article. I was also reminded of something I wrote in my journal about 3 years ago. I wrote basically the same thing but from a slightly different perspective because I was the one our former adversaries seemed to be trying to use to symbolize their winning strategy. I think it was a few months earlier when my F-14 was hit by a missile as I described the other day.

Ronald Reagan’s Best Scene

My favorite Ronald Reagan story is one he told me himself. It was his account of his private conversation with the Soviet leader Mikhail Gorbachev on the occasion of their first summit meeting in Geneva in November 1985.

Their formal talks were to be held in a palace on the heights overlooking the lake, but before the official sessions were to begin, the president wanted to have an informal chat with Gorbachev, with only their interpreters present. President Reagan chose a little-used boat house by the lake as the site for this chat. He directed that a fire be lit in the fireplace to take the seasonal chill off the old place.

The two men sat by the fire, at first making small talk and exchanging pleasantries. Then, President Reagan turned the conversation to talk of children. As he had hoped, it seemed to establish some common ground between them. After a time, he turned and stared thoughtfully at the fire. When he turned back to Gorbachev, Reagan looked directly into his eyes and—in what he later described to me as his “most plaintive, wistful tone”—said, “I do hope for the sake of our children that we can find some way to avert this terrible, escalating arms race . . .”

As Reagan paused, Gorbachev—thinking the president had completed his thought—smiled slyly, unable to mask a sudden look of triumph in his eyes. After several seconds, Gorbachev opened his mouth to respond, but before he could, Reagan continued, “. . . because, if we can’t, America will not lose it, I assure you.”

As he waited for the interpreter to translate his words into Russian, the president continued looking into Gorbachev’s eyes—just as he was looking into mine when, years later, he told me this story. Gorbachev met his gaze, but the brief look of triumph had gone from his eyes. He nodded his understanding. After a few moments of silence, President Reagan, assuming the air of genial host, put a friendly hand on Gorbachev’s shoulder and said, “Well, I’ve really enjoyed our conversation, but now I guess we had better get ready for dinner.”

Researching the speeches of President Reagan, I read about his requests to tear down the Berlin Wall. I have been trying to determine the date of that famous taped speech where he as “Mr. Gorbachev, tear down this wall.” I haven’t determined the precise date of that speech, but I did find a couple that had curious connections to dates I recognize. This one was 454 days after 11/25/86. That was the day I think they had a funeral for me. The period 2/14/86 to 5/13/87 was 453 days, or 454 days, depending how you count it.

Address to the Citizens of Western Europe

February 23rd, 1988

This is Ronald Reagan, speaking to you, the citizens of the North Atlantic alliance, over the satellite channels of WORLDNET and the Voice of America. In just a few days, I'll be flying to Europe to meet with the heads of the governments of our North Atlantic allies, and this will be our first meeting since General Secretary Gorbachev and I signed the Intermediate Nuclear Forces agreement in Washington in December. That agreement represented a step toward world peace and world freedom, and it was a major victory for the Atlantic alliance. So, at next week's meeting we'll celebrate the success of a policy we launched over 8 years ago, and we'll ask ourselves, What next? Today I'd like to share with you some thoughts we in America have about the alliance, the INF agreement, and the road ahead.
Let's remember the issue for NATO is not today or tomorrow; it's what will Europe look like in 15 years? The Soviets talk about openness in international affairs. Last year at the Berlin Wall, I noted that there are simple ways for them to demonstrate that they are serious about openness. They can begin on the border of East and West. They can allow expanded commercial air service to Berlin so it can become one of the chief aviation hubs of central Europe. They can join Britain, France, and the United States in bringing more international meetings to Berlin. They can allow young people from East Berlin to visit the Western sectors and take part in cultural events there. They can join the Western sector powers in allowing and encouraging international sports events to take place throughout the city.

And they can tear down the Berlin Wall. To the Soviets today I say: I made my Berlin proposals almost 9 months ago. The people of Berlin and all of Europe deserve an answer. Make a start. Set a date, a specific date, when you will tear down the Wall. And on that date, bring it down. This would be an impressive demonstration of a true commitment to openness.

From 5/13/1987 to 4/10/1988 is: 333 days. The date 5/13/87 was when I think I returned from Africa after being shot down on 2/14/86. I don’t know if the Soviets had anything to do with that and it doesn’t really matter now.

Remarks at the Annual Convention of the National Association of Broadcasters in Las Vegas, Nevada

April 10th, 1988
Mr. Gorbachev and I have already addressed each other's people on television, and this was helpful. But I challenge Mr. Gorbachev to open the Soviet Union more fully to Western media. Western newspapers and journals should become freely available to Soviet citizens. Soviet airwaves should be opened to Western broadcasts. And, yes, the Soviets should open their country to books, all books. Here I have a specific first step to suggest. Mr. Gorbachev, open the Soviet Union to the works of a great man and an historic author. Open the Soviet Union to the works of Solzhenitsyn. We have been too long divided, East from West. Tear down this wall, Mr. Gorbachev, that our peoples might come to know one another and together build the world anew.

Well, I made a promise to myself, as Henry the Eighth said to each of his six wives, that I wouldn't keep you long. [Laughter] So, thank you all, and God bless you all.

About 4 days after that speech that was 333 days after my return from Africa, the USS Samuel B. Roberts hit the anti-ship mine in the Persian Gulf and I think I was onboard that ship at the time. I think this was my first deployment after my recovery period from 15 month trek across Africa. I think I was deployed in the Persian Gulf this time as a leader of a SEAL platoon.

Statement by Assistant to the President for Press Relations Fitzwater on the United States Military Strike in the Persian Gulf

April 18th, 1988

Acting under his authority as Commander in Chief, the President has directed United States forces at 1 a.m. eastern daylight time today to strike Iranian military targets in the southern Persian Gulf. Our forces attacked oil platforms at Sirri and Sassan in the southern Gulf. These platforms are used as command and control radar stations for the Iranian military. The attacks are underway at this time. These actions were taken in response to Iran's recent resumption of mine-laying in international waters and its mine attack on the U.S.S. Samuel B. Roberts. The Government of Iran has been repeatedly warned about the consequences of such hostile acts.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Re: Sleep journal 2/21/06
In addition to those song lyrics this morning, I do remember a scene from one of my dreams. I was in a house, I didn't recognize it but it was really fancy and I guess I didn't recognize it because I had never lived in any place like it, or something like that. I was moving across the floor passing a staircase and I had a blanket over me, with an opening at the front so I could see where I was going. As I was moving towards a hallway, a pair of feet appeared in front of me. I think it was my mother. I was trying to make it to the hallway because I was hunting a deer, which made no sense because I was inside, and the hallway gave me a perfect shot to a deer that was at the other end of the hallway. I don't remember what my mother said, if anything, but sometime around that point, I remember someone telling me I was clever. I don't remember anything else happening in the dream after that.