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Saturday, May 09, 2026

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Jigsaw puzzle

From Wikipedia

A jigsaw puzzle (with context, sometimes just jigsaw or just puzzle) is a tiling puzzle that requires the assembly of often irregularly shaped interlocking and mosaicked pieces. Typically each piece has a portion of a picture, which is completed by solving the puzzle.

Most puzzles are square or rectangular, with edge pieces with one straight side, and four corner pieces.









by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 9:30 PM October 18, 2024

The channel 4 KOMO tv news studio is across the street from the Space Needle in downtown Seattle

On May 9, 2006, as I watched the tv from a few miles away, the weather guy gesturing to a video image on the sidewalk below where he was standing and there was a guy standing there on the sidewalk with a canvas on an easel and he seemed to be painting a picture of the Space Needle across the street from him

The next morning, May 10, 2006, I awoke in that grungy homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle and I knew with absolute certainty everything I remember about my past was wrong.









excerpts:

The Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind

Kindle Edition

by Julian Jaynes

page 231

Demons

But angels were not enough to fill the initiative vacuum left by the retreating gods.









The Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind

Kindle Edition

by Julian Jaynes

page 231

For the common people, whose personal gods no longer help them, a very different kind of semidivine being now casts a terrible shadow over everyday life.









The Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind

Kindle Edition

by Julian Jaynes

page 231

Why should malevolent demons have entered human history at this particular time?









The Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind

Kindle Edition

by Julian Jaynes

page 231

Since there is no doubt whatever that the gods rule over us as they will, what can we do to appease their wishes to harm us, and propitiate them into friendship once again?









"The Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind"

Kindle Edition

by Julian Jaynes

page 231

Thus the prayer and sacrifice

and thus the virtue of humility before a god









"The Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind"

Kindle Edition

by Julian Jaynes

page 231

Protection against these evil divinities - something inconceivable in the bicameral age - took many forms.









From 2/21/2018 ( ) To 5/10/2026 ( IN THE FUTURE from today 05/09/2026 and from 02/21/2018 ) is 3000 days

3000 = 1500 + 1500

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/11/1969 ( premiere USA film "Marooned" ) is 1500 days









From 8/16/1957 ( Dwight Eisenhower, 34th president of USA federal government 1953-1961: Executive Order 10725 - Suspension of the Provision of Section 5751(b) of Title 10, United States Code, Which Relates to Officers of the Marine Corps of the Grade of Captain ) To 2/21/2018 ( ) is 22104 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 5/10/2026 ( see above ) is 22104 days









From 11/18/1959 ( premiere USA film "Ben-Hur" ) To 2/21/2018 ( ) is 21280 days

21280 = 10640 + 10640

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/20/1994 ( an aviator in non-aviator related duties boots on the ground in Bosnia as Kerry Wayne Burgess the United States Marine Corps captain this day is my US Navy Cross medal date of record ) is 10640 days









From 2/27/1920 ( Julian Jaynes ) To 6/17/1972 ( the Watergate burglary ) is 19104 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 2/21/2018 ( ) is 19104 days









https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Billy_Graham

Billy Graham

From Wikipedia

William Franklin Graham Jr. (November 7, 1918 - February 21, 2018) was an American evangelist and an ordained Southern Baptist [ Superstition ] minister










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https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0052618/releaseinfo/

IMDb

Ben-Hur

Release info

United States November 18, 1959 (New York City, New York, premiere)

Charlton Heston as Judah Ben-Hur









IMDb

Ben-Hur (1959)

Quotes

[last lines]

Judah Ben-Hur: Almost at the moment He died, I heard Him say, "Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do."

Esther: Even then.

Judah Ben-Hur: Even then. And I felt His voice take the sword out of my hand.









by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/05/2026 03:30 AM

I am not impressed.

I have to admit it makes for good sarcasm









by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/11/2026 11:17 PM

Possibly more on Artemis later by me. I started making a full blog-post on all of them, from earlier work by me and with new content I have discovered, still might do that later

I don't know where all this stuff is coming from. All that stuff out there in the real world and the baffling thoughts in my mind that never existed for me before May 10, 2006, conveniently at the same period time of my excursion to the USA VA psychiatric hospital. I dwell on certain details because I don't understand where it comes from and when I finally understand that then I can only hope it sets me free from whatever it is that put those thoughts in my mind, right or wrong









https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0064639/releaseinfo/

IMDb

Marooned

Release info

United States December 11, 1969 (Egyptian Theatre, Los Angeles, California)









IMDb

Marooned (1969)

Quotes

Aerospace Journalist: Are the results you gained worth the lives you lost?

Charles Keith: You're damn right they are! You want to know what they accomplished living up there in a tin can for five months? Because of men like these, we've taken the first step off of this little planet. A trip to the Moon is just a walk around the block. We're going to the stars. To other worlds! To other civilizations... Men will be killed in this effort, just as they're killed in cars, in airplanes, in bars and in bed.









https://www.mynavyhr.navy.mil/Career-Management/Retirement/Officer-Retirements/Officer-Retirement-Laws/

The summary below identifies the basic criteria an officer must meet to qualify for a Regular retirement from the Active Component or from Full-Time Support (FTS) active service for many frequently encountered situations. It does not address non-regular or disability retirements or all the specific laws/policies that may apply to a particular officer’s situation.

Voluntary Retirement for Active-Duty Officers (20 years)

For retirement as a CAPT or CDR:

- 20 years and 1 day of active service










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Stargate: Universe - "Air" - tv series premiere episodes 1 & 2 of 3 - 10/02/2009

(from internet transcript)

FLASHBACK. Colonel Young is in his kitchen with his wife.

EMILY (sarcastically): Well, it's always just one more year.

YOUNG: It's a command.

EMILY: Where?

YOUNG: Well, it's a lot safer than other tours I've done.

EMILY: You've put your time in, Everett.

YOUNG: When this tour's over, I promise ...

EMILY (interrupting): You know what? (She glares at him for a moment, then looks away.) Never mind. Don't bother. You always end up choosing somewhere other than here.

(Young walks over to her and turns her around to face him.)

YOUNG: I'm not choosing my job over you. How can you even say that to me?









From 10/2/2009 ( premiere USA TV series "Stargate Universe" ) To 5/10/2026 ( IN THE FUTURE from today 05/09/2026 and from 10/02/2009 ) is 6064 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/10/1982 ( premiere USA film "E.T.: The Extra-Terrestrial" ) is 6064 days










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https://www.imdb.com/title/tt1394933/

IMDb

Stargate Universe

S1.E1

Air: Part 1

Episode aired Oct 2, 2009

Part 1: When Icarus Base is attacked, its inhabitants are forced to flee through the Stargate. The base was created on a distant planet to take advantage of a powerful energy supply located there. Their goal is to try to determine the purpose of the mysterious ninth symbol of the Stargate, which they've never been able to lock in.









continues 12/24/2025

From 1/26/1906 ( ) To 5/10/2026 ( ) is 43934 days

43934 = 21967 + 21967

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/24/2025 ( ) is 21967 days










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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/La_Chica_o_El_Mundo

La Chica o El Mundo

From Wikipedia

"La Chica o El Mundo" is the ninth episode and first season finale of the American post-apocalyptic science fiction television series Pluribus. The episode was written by executive producers Alison Tatlock and Gordon Smith, and directed by Smith. It was released on Apple TV on December 24, 2025.

The series is set in Albuquerque, New Mexico, and follows author Carol Sturka, who is one of only thirteen people in the world immune to the effects of "the Joining", resulting from an extraterrestrial virus that had transformed the world's human population into a peaceful and content hive mind (the "Others"). In the episode, Manousos finally reaches Albuquerque, leaving Carol to debate whether to help him in making a plan to destroy the Others.

The episode received critical acclaim, with critics praising the scenes between Carol and Manousos, the performances and the cliffhanger.









Knickerbocker (surname)

From Wikipedia

Knickerbocker, also spelled Knikkerbakker, Knikkerbacker, and Knickerbacker, is a Dutch surname that dates back to the early settlers of New Netherland that was popularized by Washington Irving in 1809 when he published his satirical A History of New York under the pseudonym "Diedrich Knickerbocker". The name was also a term for Manhattan's aristocracy "in the early days" and became a general term, now obsolete, for a New Yorker. The term is also used to refer to the Anglo-Dutch "old line" families of New York City, as opposed to New England "Yankee" interlopers and other newcomers.










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From: Kerry Burgess

To: Kerry Burgess

Sent: Tuesday, May 9, 2006 3:01:41 PM

Subject: Re: ABCs Lost

I find myself thinking about this time a long time ago. I may have been in the 4th grade at the time, I don't remember. One of us, maybe me, accidentally made up the fold-out sofa bed with the dog still in it. She stayed in there all day. I came home from school and sat down on the sofa wondering where she was. Then I started hearing her faintly crying out, but I couldn't tell where the sound was coming from. This other neighbor kid was sitting on the couch too, we had to have been crushing her. Eventually I realized she was inside the couch and let her out. She jumped out and ran to the water bowl. I can certainly understand how that dog must have felt.



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 11:50 AM Pacific-timezone USA Saturday 05/09/2026