by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: June 10, 2023
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Only because of those experiences almost 20 years ago do I now think more about my mental states
Whether it started then or was already there, I'm now not sure
HOWEVER, before the VA hospital, my life in the 1990s was certainly mediocre
I never aspired to the USMC before
For instance.
Never applied to NASA in the 1990s or before.
Never cared about a college-degree and got by fine without it, although I did have a lot of advanced tech training on my own personal initiative, but still, could have been much better
I'm thinking again today about how those thoughts form in my conscious mind.
Never voices though. Never.
But the description of those sick people is so eerily similar to the non-verbal notions that form in my conscious mind
For the longest time, and I still remember vaguely when it subsided, I attributed those thoughts to a specific woman
A woman whom I have never met in real-life and never spoken to and have never, ever, in my entire life ever communicated with, directly or indirectly
For so many years until recently, I was almost positive that *she* was the person *causing* me to have specific thoughts.
Now, even the most dim-witted of you dullards out there who have been following along (of which there are no dim-wits following along) ...
... know that I do not have a superstitious mind.
The real world is mysterious and can be a scary place but I am not some lameoid who points his timid, trembling finger at superstition causes when he is (so easily) frightened at anything he doesn't understand.
Only recently, maybe about a year ago, my powers of rationalization seems to have burned through the decoy screen and I began to understand that's not her. That's not the person in reality that I was thinking was the source of the information
That's still happening, and if I tried, I could go back and find subtle examples in my past work, but now the change is that I don't think of her specifically anymore
Too weird really to go into any real detail about it
She often laughs energetically after reading my posts here
All that matters here is that I suspect it's what's happening globally and 8 billion people are never going to understand that.
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt28246637/?ref_=ttep_ep5
From 6/22/1964 ( ) To 6/10/2023 ( ) is 21537 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/20/2024 ( Today - Sunday ) is 21537 days
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https://www.presidency.ucsb.edu/documents/executive-order-11929-incentive-pay-for-enlisted-members-the-uniformed-services-who-are
From 7/19/1989 ( the United Airlines Flight 232 crash in Sioux City Iowa and from the thoughts in my conscious mind, coinciding with United States of America Veterans Affairs hospital psychiatric doctor medical drugs: during temporary assigned duty, probably without direct knowledge of my permanent assignment commanding-officer while my ship was out at sea without me because of my doctor's appointment onbase, officially, while active-duty enlisted US Navy - the end of Kerry Burgess - *me* - the natural human being cloned from another human being {Thomas Reagan} ) To 10/20/2024 ( Today - Sunday ) is 12877 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 2/3/2001 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Cops"::"New Jersey" ) is 12877 days
by me, Kerry Burgess, APRIL 05, 2012
I mean sure, I think now remembering what I had wrote earlier in my blog about the cornfield. I was on that flight, while everyone else had ducked and covered and I was still sitting up so I could maintain custody of the prisoner, then everything went kind of fuzzy for a second, even more so, and then the quietness was staggering. I have written about that before, that sense in my mind of sudden quietness, and that was me sitting precisely as I had been on the airplane and there was nothing around me but tall stalks of corn and I was still sitting in the same airplane seat but I was all alone in that cornfield and it was suddenly blaring and maddenly blaring quietness. It drives me crazy now just trying to thing again about that.
From 6/8/1993 ( commencement, Princeton University Class of 1993 ) To 10/20/2024 ( ) is 11457 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/16/1997 ( premiere USA TV series episode "The Simpsons"::"Homer vs. the 18th Amendment" ) is 11457 days
"Homer vs. The Eighteenth Amendment" (The Simpsons)
Original Airdate on FOX: 16-Mar-1997
Rex overlooks the town of Springfield, musing.
Banner: You're out there somewhere, beer baron! And I'll find you.
Homer: [distant, barely audible] No you won't!
Banner: Yes, I will!
Homer: Won't!
Posted by me, Kerry Burgess, JUNE 03, 2018
Beyond Skyline (2017)
The whole point was to not check the numbers until I got back.
A few hours later I discovered that astronaut statue.
From 4/6/2020 ( by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts referenced here ) To 10/20/2024 ( Today - Sunday ) is 1658 days
1658 = 829 + 829
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 2/9/1968 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Star Trek"::"Return to Tomorrow" ) is 829 days
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0708445/
IMDb
Star Trek
S2.E20
Return to Tomorrow
Episode aired Feb 9, 1968
The Enterprise is guided to a distant, long-dead world where survivors of an extremely ancient race - existing only as disembodied energy - desiring the bodies of Kirk, Spock and astro-biologist Ann Mulhall so that they may live again.
excerpts, must read also:
https://hvom.blogspot.com/2024/10/today-is-10162024-post-1.html
by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 1:00 PM
Number 878: The Farthest Man From Home
I am Kerry Burgess. This is what I think.
Wednesday, October 16, 2024
Today is 10/16/2024, Post #1
From 12/7/1979 ( premiere USA film "Star Trek: The Motion Picture" ) To 4/6/2020 ( ) is 14731 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/3/2006 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Battlestar Galactica"::"Lay Down Your Burdens - Part 1" ) is 14731 days
by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: October 6, 2020
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Yesterday, stopping again to sit at a bench, completely exhausted already hours ago
by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: 7:41 PM Oct 5, 2020
Okay, that hurt like a sumbitch out there today, 10/05/2020
by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: 7:41 PM Oct 5, 2020
I am beat the hell down right now.
by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: 3:45 AM Sep 25, 2022
But I sure do miss that now, especially again this morning
Last time I went out there I wasn't certain I was going to make it back home
From 7/16/2004 ( premiere US TV series "Stargate: Atlantis" ) To 4/6/2020 ( ) is 5743 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 7/24/1981 ( premiere US film "Wolfen" ) is 5743 days
by me, Kerry Burgess, April 07, 2020
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Catchy title.
https://tripadvisor.com/LocationPhotoDirectLink-g35418-d6980063-i303168126-McEuen_Park-Coeur_d_Alene_Idaho.html
Photo: "The Great Escape Blue Heron" sculpture by Jerold Sheraton at McEuen Park
excerpt from my private journal as Kerry Burgess, 11/24/07 11:07 PM
It takes every ounce of resolve I have to not break this goddamned television into a thousand pieces.
You fucking goddamed lousy worthless motherfuckers.
https://hvom.blogspot.com/2024/08/today-is-08252024-post-2.html
2016-10-06_1-2
"Treehouse of Horror VII" [ The Simpsons ]
Original airdate in U.S.: 27-Oct-96
(from internet transcript)
Homer runs in.
Marge! Marge! There I was, I had just caught the largest fish you'd ever seen, when I was abducted by a flying saucer!
"Sure you were, rummy" replies Bart. Homer gasps when he sees Dole on the screen.
Kent: Senator Dole, why should people vote for you instead of President Clinton?
Kang: It makes no difference which one of us you vote for. Either way, your planet is doomed. DOOMED!
Kent: Well, a refreshingly frank response there from senator Bob Dole.
"Treehouse of Horror VII" [ The Simpsons ]
Original airdate in U.S.: 27-Oct-96
(from internet transcript)
The aliens link themselves to the tubes, and initiate a bio-duplication. In other words, Kang and Kodos take the shape of Dole and Clinton, respectively.
Oh, no! Aliens, bio-duplication, nude conspiracies... Oh my God! Lyndon LaRouche was right!
-- Homer, "Treehouse of Horror VII"
Kodos: What? Are you still here? I'm afraid we'll have to dispose of you...
[pushes a button]
[out of somewhere comes a cannon, which reveals a smaller cannon, which reveals an even smaller one, from which emerges a tube, spraying Homer]
Homer: What are you spraying me with?
Kang: Rum. So no one will believe your story.
[Kodos kicks Homer off the saucer]
Kodos: And don't come back.
IMDb
The Simpsons
Homer vs. the 18th Amendment (2001)
Quotes
Bart Simpson: [Bart has inadvertently ingested a large quantity of alcohol via his novelty horn. He soon finishes drinking.] Hey, what the...
[Bart lets out a groan of submission as the alcohol immediately overtakes Bart as he looks sick with messed up hair, droopy eyes, a dopey smile and is swaying back and forth before making a small burp.]
- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 11:10 PM Pacific-timezone USA Sunday 10/20/2024
