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by me, Kerry Burgess, 06/07/2025 3:49 PM

Vaguely certain I have seen before - many years before now - this 1994 "The Puppet Masters" and did not like it very much.

Sitting here now, accepted the impulse in my conscious mind to watch it today.

That is not entirely accurate.

Sitting here now, I accepted the impulse in my conscious mind to examine for a pattern in my original-work code-pattern.

Did that. Found something interesting to me, decided to pursue further

If I did watch this before then was probably more than 20 years ago. So sitting here right now, the content is all but new to me. Don't know anything about the content, other what the title promises to deliver.

As I watch it, which I have yet to start, I intend to assemble and develop content to match the progress of this note on this page

So, you will see the point where I begin to watch it because I will mark that point with the title screen on Amazon

Content on this page before that point is before I began watching. As of this moment, I have not read anything about the content of the title.

The content after the 00:00:00 point marker represents observations and thoughts that, largely, form in my mind because of the content I observe today.

I intend to describe here the thoughts in my mind as I work on this topic.

None of this would matter if not for my original-work code-pattern.

Someday, I will finish the draft-note I started two days ago about a topic that now features "Feasibility Study". That makes me think to check this topic for it as well.









by me, Kerry Burgess, September 24, 2019

Religious scholars are experts only in circular reasoning.

I keep watch for the so-called "religious professor" - notable graduates of the clown-colleges infesting the United States of America - for those intelligent persons who learn enough about the subject to finally figure out that monkeys invented their god. Bible-thumpers are too weak- and lazy-minded to ever put in any serious effort at understanding *why* the human psyche *needs* a god.

So in their delusions they read such news article about discoveries and in their idiocy they think that somehow equates to proof of their delusions.









JULIAN JAYNES

THE ORIGIN OF CONSCIOUSNESS IN THE BREAK DOWN OF THE BICAMERAL MIND

Afterword

The third general hypothesis is that consciousness was learned only after the breakdown of the bicameral mind. I believe this is true, that the anguish of not knowing what to do in the chaos resulting from the loss of the gods









Bicameral mentality

From Wikipedia

Bicameral mentality is a hypothesis introduced by Julian Jaynes who argued human ancestors as late as the ancient Greeks did not consider emotions and desires as stemming from their own minds but as the consequences of actions of gods external to themselves. The theory posits that the human mind once operated in a state in which cognitive functions were divided between one part of the brain which appears to be "speaking", and a second part which listens and obeys—a bicameral mind, and that the breakdown of this division gave rise to consciousness in humans.

Jaynes uses "bicameral" (two chambers) to describe a mental state in which the experiences and memories of the right hemisphere of the brain are transmitted to the left hemisphere via auditory hallucinations. The metaphor is based on the idea of lateralization of brain function although each half of a normal human brain is constantly communicating with the other through the corpus callosum.









"The Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind"

Kindle Edition

by Julian Jaynes

excerpts, page 231

Because the personal gods are silent, they must be angry and hostile.









"The Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind"

Kindle Edition

by Julian Jaynes

excerpts, page 231

Such logic is the origin of the idea of evil which first appears in the history of mankind during the breakdown of the bicameral mind.









From 7/2/1967 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Insight"::"Why Does God Allow Men to Suffer?" ) To 6/7/2025 ( Today, Saturday ) is 21160 days

21160 = 10580 + 10580

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/21/1994 ( premiere USA film "The Puppet Masters" ) is 10580 days









https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0111003/releaseinfo/

IMDb

The Puppet Masters

Release info

United States October 21, 1994









From 11/11/2002 ( premiere USA TV series episode "The American Experience"::"Jimmy Carter (Part I)" ) To 6/7/2025 ( Today, Saturday ) is 8244 days

8244 = 4122 + 4122

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 2/14/1977 ( from Princeton Weekly Bulletin publication, Princeton University: New Book By Jaynes On Origin Of Consciousness Is Sure To Spark Controversy ) is 4122 days









of my original-work code-pattern

Event Date variable: 06/07/2025 (today, watching "The Puppet Masters")

Search Date variable: 04/13/1964










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From 4/13/1964 ( ) To 11/17/2023 ( by me, Kerry Burgess, illustrated here, above ) is 21767 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/7/2025 ( Today, Saturday ) is 21767 days









https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0667805/

IMDb

The Outer Limits

S1.E29

A Feasibility Study

Episode aired Apr 13, 1964

The inhabitants of a typical suburban street find that they've been abducted by a diseased alien race, which wants to discover if humans will make suitable slaves for them.









Stargate (1994)

(from internet transcript)

MYERS
Now there's two lines of hieroglyphs. The inner track has the classic figures, but the outer track is like the cartouche in the center. It's got writing unlike what we've ever found before.

[Daniel steps back to see better.]

DANIEL
Those aren't hieroglyphics. Might be some form of hieratic or maybe cuneiform.

SHORE
Yeah.

[Daniel moves to a blackboard, looking at where the hieroglyphs have already been partly translated into English.]

DANIEL
Well, the translation of the inner track is wrong. Must've used Budge. I don't know why they keep reprinting his books.









IMDb

The Outer Limits

A Feasibility Study (1964)

Quotes

Elder of Luminos: Naturally, we did not intend that you become aware of our experiment until it was concluded. Experiments are best conducted upon the blithely ignorant.









of my original-work code-pattern

Event Date variable: 06/07/2025 (today, watching "The Puppet Masters")

from my notes, Search Date variable: 09/24/2019









From 2/19/1960 ( premiere USA TV series episode "The Twilight Zone"::"Elegy" ) To 9/24/2019 ( ) is 21767 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/7/2025 ( Today, Saturday ) is 21767 days









by me, Kerry Burgess, September 24, 2019

Delphi

During my waking hours sitting here at this desk, I'm often scanning the news headlines on the sites I track on the internet.

One of the topics that I've seen come up a few times lately are articles from seemingly credible news sources that talk about the archaeological search for dwellings associated with Jesus Christ, that Imaginary Friend of your who lives in the clouds and who thinks you're the most special person in the entire galaxy and universe beyond that in your blithering idiocy you're completely and absolutely ignorant about.









IMDb

The Twilight Zone

Elegy (1960)

Quotes

Rod Serling - Narrator: [Opening Narration] The time is the day after tomorrow. The place: a far corner of the universe. The cast of characters: three men, lost amongst the stars, three men sharing the common urgency of all men lost - they're looking for home. And in a moment, they'll find home, not a home that is a place to be seen but a strange, unexplainable experience to be felt.









IMDb

The Twilight Zone

Elegy (1960)

Quotes

Rod Serling - Narrator: [Closing Narration] Kirby, Webber, and Meyers, three men lost. They shared a common wish, a simple one, really - they wanted to be aboard their ship, headed for home. And Fate, a laughing Fate, a practical jokester with a smile that stretched across the stars, saw to it that they got their wish, with just one reservation: the wish came true, but only in the Twilight Zone.









From 10/24/1994 ( premiere USA film "Stargate" ) To 6/7/2025 ( Today, Saturday ) is 11184 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/16/1996 ( premiere USA TV series episode "The Outer Limits"::"Paradise" ) is 11184 days









https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Identification_(literature)

Identification (literature)

From Wikipedia

Identification refers to the automatic, subconscious psychological process in which an individual becomes like or closely associates themselves with another person by adopting one or more of the others' perceived personality traits, physical attributes, or some other aspect of their identity. The concept of identification was founded by psychoanalyst Sigmund Freud in the 1920’s, and has since been expanded on and applied in psychology, social studies, media studies, and literary and film criticism. In literature, identification most often refers to the audience identifying with a fictional character









Star Trek - "Metamorphosis" - tv-series Season 2 Episode 9, 11/10/1967

Episode Summary

When their shuttle is diverted to a planetoid, Kirk, Spock, and McCoy encounter Earth's Warp Drive pioneer, Zefram Cochrane, who appears to have survived there alone for 150 years.

(from internet transcript)



Zefram COCHRANE: Is this what the future holds? Men who have no notion of decency or morality? Maybe I'm a hundred and fifty years out of style, but I'm not going to be fodder for any inhuman monster.









From 5/23/2021 ( ) To 6/7/2025 ( ) is 1476 days

1476 = 738 + 738

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 11/10/1967 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Star Trek"::"Metamorphosis" ) is 738 days









https://twitter.com/NASA/status/1396530118823194626

Twitter

NASA @NASA

It's time to peer into the universe…

This @NASAHubble image is swarming with galaxies housing an abundance of new worlds!

Let your mind wander... And get to know more about this galaxy cluster: https://go.nasa.gov/2SfHpou

11:15 AM May 23, 2021









Star Trek - "Metamorphosis" - tv-series Season 2 Episode 9, 11/10/1967

KIRK: Companion, try to understand. It is the nature of our species to be free, just as it is your nature to stay here. We will cease to exist in captivity.

COMPANION: Your bodies have stopped their peculiar degeneration. There will be nothing to harm you. You will continue, and the man will continue. This is necessary.

SPOCK: This is a marvellous opportunity to add to our knowledge. Ask it about its nature, its history.

KIRK: This isn't a classroom. I'm trying to get us out of here.

SPOCK: A chance like this may never come again. It could tell us so much.

KIRK: This isn't the time. Companion, what you offer us is not continuation. It is non-existence. We will cease to exist. Even the man will cease to exist.

COMPANION : Your impulses are illogical. This communication is useless. The man must continue. Therefore, you will continue. It is necessary.









The Day The Earth Stood Still (1951)

(from internet transcript)

(radio) There are no further developments, but police and the FBI are tracing every possible clue and rounding up all suspects...









From 5/9/2006 ( referenced in text here: Kerry Burgess - journal, Tuesday, May 9, 2006 ) To 5/23/2021 ( ) is 5493 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 11/16/1980 ( premiere US TV series episode "Cosmos"::"Journeys in Space and Time" ) is 5493 days










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by me, Kerry Burgess, 06/07/2025 6:19 PM

Within the first 2 minutes, we see the setting of Ambrose, Iowa. Seems to be a "ghost town" from now almost 100 years ago, here in the real world.

Nothing about it so far seems familiar to me.

Paused the video to make some notes.









From 7/19/1989 ( ) To 10/21/1994 ( ) is 1920 days

1920 = 960 + 960

From 11/2/1965 ( ) To 6/19/1968 ( ) is 960 days









https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Puppet_Masters_(film)

The Puppet Masters (film)

From Wikipedia

Release date October 21, 1994









by me, Kerry Burgess, 06/07/2025 6:43 PM

Still completely unfamiliar to me.

I like the woods. Seems I would have remembered these scenes.

Most likely explanation is that many years ago began watching it on television - The SciFi Channel probably - while it was in progress, watched a few scenes, got bored with and it, stopped watching it before the ending and never had interest after that of ever seeing it again.










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of my original-work code-pattern

Event Date variable: 06/07/2025 (today, watching "The Puppet Masters")

Search Date variable: 05/08/1994









From 5/8/1994 ( premiere USA TV miniseries "Stephen King's The Stand"::miniseries premiere "The Plague" ) To 6/7/2025 ( Today, Saturday ) is 11353 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/2/1996 ( ) is 11353 days










1996-12-02_1 - Star Trek: First Contact (1996)
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=esD90diWZds

Stravinsky: Petroesjka / Petrouchka Concertgebouw Orchestra Live concert HD

AVROTROS Klassiek









by me, Kerry Burgess, 06/07/2025 7:20 PM

Don't hear that score on the Amazon Prime video of the 1996 "Star Trek: First Contact"

At some point, years ago and multiple verifications, I decided that is the background music on that exterior scene

None of my desktop computers have DVD drive so I haven't gone back to verify and I am wondering about that because I cannot find a single reference to it on the internet, which proves nothing.










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From 7/13/1940 ( Patrick Stewart ) To 7/1/1969 ( Britain's Charles the Prince of Wales investiture to become the Heir Apparent United Kingdom monarchy - presently King Charles ) is 10580 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/21/1994 ( ) is 10580 days










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From 2/5/1956 ( premiere USA film "Invasion of the Body Snatchers" ) To 9/10/2015 ( ) is 21767 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/7/2025 ( Today, Saturday ) is 21767 days










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From 3/8/1988 ( as me, Kerry Burgess, while enlisted paygrade E-5, designated Fire Controlman Petty Officer Second Class (FC2), my official enlisted US Navy documents includes: Terrier MK 152 guided-missiles Fire Control Computers Complex Operator (UNIVAC digital-computers Mk152 Terrier System for, primarily, SM2-ER {Extended Range} Standard Missiles ordnance) - CF-division, Missile Plot, USS Wainwright CG-28, US Navy, following my graduation Naval Missiles School, Dam Neck, Virginia ) To 6/7/2025 ( ) is 13605 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 2/1/2003 ( ) is 13605 days










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excerpts, by me, Kerry Burgess, 06/07/2025 3:49 PM

Vaguely certain I have seen before - many years before now - this 1994 "The Puppet Masters"

Sitting here now, accepted the impulse in my conscious mind to watch it today.










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From 4/22/2019 ( ) To 6/5/2025 ( Thursday ) is 2236 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/17/1971 ( ) is 2236 days










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by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: April 23 2019 03:06:03 UTC

Back in the year 2004, that Higgens Point was the turnaround point of the Ironman Coeur d'Alene triathlon. The farthest east we traveled on the 112 mile bicycle course.










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From 9/11/2001 ( ) to 2/6/2004 ( as me, Kerry Burgess, my final day as full-time employee of Microsoft Corporation in Seattle beginning 12/07/1998 ) is 878 days



From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/29/1968 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Star Trek"::"Assignment: Earth" ) is 878 days










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From 1/29/1961 ( premiere USA film "Look in Any Window" ) To 1/17/1990 ( United States NASA announces the selection of the Group 13 Astronauts ) is 10580 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/21/1994 ( ) is 10580 days










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excerpts, by me, Kerry Burgess, 06/07/2025 10:05 PM

About 30 minutes left in the video

Still completely unfamiliar to me

There are actors I remember from other productions

The woman portraying the NASA scientist is familiar to me from this video. That seems to be the only part that is familiar, knowing she is a starring character in this production. Don't recall her from any other production.










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http://science.ksc.nasa.gov/shuttle/missions/sts-58/mission-sts-58.html

NASA

STS-58 (58)

COLUMBIA (15)

Pad 39-B (27)

58th Shuttle Mission

15th Flight OV-102

Launch: October 18, 1993 10:53 a.m. EDT.

Landing: November 1, 1993.









Intelligence

"Red X"

TV-series season 1 episode 2, 01/13/2014

(from internet transcript)

Phalanx Security is on the 15th floor.
This place would be a nightmare to evacuate.
You know, you're not the only one with a voice in your head.
Mine's a sentry that whispers in my ear when my protectee's in danger.
Is it whispering now? It's screaming at me.
You two want to keep arguing, or are we going in? Lillian: How quickly can you take all of the cell towers within range offline? Any signal that gets through could be the one that reaches the transceiver in the bomber's stomach.
You don't just flip a switch.
We first need to submit an emergency interruption claim to the national communications system -- Hack it.
If it's faster.
I love it when you talk dirty.
[ Keyboard clacking ] Agent Neal.
You received a call from my supervisor.
Uhthey wouldn't tell me what's going on.
Let's see what you've got here.
I really shouldn't have anybody back here.
Robert, don't you know your office password shouldn't be the same as your e-mail password? What are you talking about? I'm in.
No matches yet.
Did you see either of these two men come past this checkpoint? That guy kind of looks like the courier that just came through here.
What floor was he going to? That's him.
[ Elevator bell dings ] [ Buzzing ] Not again.
[ Sighs ] It looks like we're getting our exercise today.
Nice work.
That'll slow him down.
I'm going to the 15th floor.










by me, Kerry Burgess: 02/19/09 12:26 PM

There were several interesting dream sequences as I was asleep after waking up a while ago. The only scenes I can remember now are the ones I think happened just before I awoke. The details are vague now and I cannot remember which sequence of the two occurred first but in one sequence I seemed to have infiltrated an enemy facility and I was walking towards my destination. I can still visualize to some extent the walls and stairwells and walkways along the wall. Then I was fighting with someone and I can remember seeing my boot as the bottom of my black leather military boot struck him squarely on the chest and I am left with the sense that I had lunged at him and traveled through the air as I kicked him. I knocked him down and he was a large fellow and then I was walking away and again towards my destination which I do not now remember from the dream. I had traveled up to another level and was still walking and I was then fighting that other soldier again and I aware that I had several pistols and an assault rifle but I did not want to use them. One of my pistols even had a silencer but I did not want to shoot him. I subdued him again and I am left with the vague sense that I eventually did have to kill him with my weapon.









by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: August 31, 2017 3:32 pm

Oh, right. The Apache. Seems very unusual for me to have sleeping dreams about flying a helicopter. I had a vivid dream last time I was sleeping of me personally at the pilot controls of a United States military Apache gunship helicopter. I could feel the motion of the flight. I could hear the rotor blades chopping the air above me. I could hear myself speaking over the microphone in my helmet as I operated the aircraft controls and I was saying such notifications as "up 10 degrees". I could feel the front of the aircraft pitching upwards. Then I brought it down. I saw on the distant horizon the Moon rising and I asked for the reciprocal heading and I spun around the helicopter on that heading and flew for a while and then I turned around again and pointed it at the rising Moon. I could see the color of the trees below.









Posted by Kerry Burgess at 9:27 PM

Thursday, January 15, 2015

I dreamed of a "Red Badge" last night.

I had forgotten it and all the other sleeping dreams from the last time I was sleeping until just now before making this post. I don't recall the other many sleeping dreams I woke from but I do remember one. I was wearing a US Marine Corps uniform and that is very unusual for a sleeping dream. I have written before over several years about seeing myself wearing a US Marine Corps uniform but as best I can now recall here sitting here at my desk there have been only two sleeping dreams featuring me wearing a US Marine Corps uniform. And one of those occurrences would have been this past day.

Those of you following along at home remember what I wrote and what I still believe - that I have no actual direct memory - no practical memory in my conscious mind of any service in the United States Marine Corps.

Everything I write here that is not consistent with my factual memory is just the thoughts in my mind.

The dream this past day is something that I can now recall only of an actor I have seen before in film and television. He is that guy who recruits "Cooper Hawkes" in that "Space: Above and Beyond" episode I have referenced here many times.

The sleeping dream I had the past day doesn't seem connected to anything I have seen him in before on television or movie.

There is something that I can almost remember about that dream but just cannot remember.

Well, the operative detail is that I could not wear my US Marine Corps uniform because of what he did. I had to be somewhere. A duty assignment or something that is so damned frustratingly elusive in my mind.

He had punched me in the chest I vaguely recall. The impact of his fist wasn't that hard but he hit an object adorning my olive-colored uniformed shirt and there was an area obviously soaked with blood and I wasn't going to be able to go anywhere looking that way.

I write about it now only because of how that was one time so infrequent seeing myself wearing a US Marine Corps uniform in a sleeping dream. Now I just remember a possible third time. That time I saw myself wearing my US Navy Cross and working in an office building chasing down a person stealing classified documents. Now I just recall another time I wrote about wearing that same medal in an elevator and that person saying he was surprised "they" let me wear it and me saying in response I was proud of my service in Bosnia.









by me, Kerry Burgess, 06/25/10 5:17 AM

The line of thought about that passageway that was from the doorway I entered in a non-assuming building that seemed to be a large city area, such as downtown Seattle, progressed to where I went through a doorway at the other end of the passageway and there are several different and distinct lines of thought about what happened after that. In one line of thought, there was a person stationed there who put a fake disquise onto my face, such as a mustache and so, but the prevailing of thought is that no one else was around and I did that myself. I was left with the sense when the woman was there that she told me that I am doing a great job. The point of the fake disquise was because there was a car inside there and I would take the car and a lot of other necessary identification documents with me and drive away from the area. In one line of thought, there was a message there for me to wait at least three hours before I drove out and that was associated with how the zombies trailing me would be panicing because they lost me. I thought over about how I would drive off somewhere else, possibly Spokane, but then the thoughts were occurring to me, and I guess the notion was foremost, about how there was really no point to me leaving because they would just find me again somewhere else and so what was the point even to leaving the area. There was also a sense that I am not supposed to leave this area. So then the line of thought progressed along and I had a path of passageways and tunnels and elevators that would take me to another apartment in, I guess, another building, and I guess that is where I would stay for the future that was not defined in that extensive line of thought.









posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 6:02 PM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Sunday 27 July 2014

"Well, the windshield was broken but I love the fresh air you know."

Only after hearing this song again today on jango.com did I associate it with the last among many sleeping dreams I wearily dragged myself out of bed from today.

There wasn't really anything about a dashboard but there was a hammer. Oh, yeah, there was definitely a hammer. Three of us trying to get away and I have someone else's wallet in one pocket and the hammer in another.

Some guy in a white Mercedes laughing at me from behind bullet-proof glass at the drive-thru at a Starbucks. Then some kid working there comes outside and there is something comical about the way he opens the unlocked door to the Mercedes.

Then other details and then the elevators. Once again, elevators and hallways. Always it's the elevators and passageways and trying to find my way around in hallways.



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 12:20 AM Pacific-timezone USA Sunday 06/08/2025