This Is What I Think.

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Go/Don't Go

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United States February 12, 2021









by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: February 12, 2021 Astro_Spook @Kerry_W_Burgess

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The Outer Limits - Season 1 Episode 9

Corpus Earthling

Aired Nov 18, 1963

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The two rocks in the cabinet pulse and telepathically "talk", saying that the time is there. Paul hears them in his mind as they wonder



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The Outer Limits - Season 1 Episode 9

Corpus Earthling

Aired Nov 18, 1963

if it's safe to communicate with someone present. Paul looks around, puzzled at who is talking, as the rocks discuss which humans to take over.



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The Outer Limits - Season 1 Episode 9

Corpus Earthling

Aired Nov 18, 1963

They realize that something is wrong with Paul's head, and figure that he's injured. The rocks discuss how once they control the humans, they can control the planet.



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The Outer Limits - Season 1 Episode 9

Corpus Earthling

Aired Nov 18, 1963

Paul staggers to his feet and calls out to whoever is talking, and the rocks realize that they can hear him and figure that they must kill him.









From 11/29/1914 ( ) To 6/21/2025 ( ) is 40382 days

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From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 2/12/2021 ( ) is 20191 days









https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/November_1914

November 1914

From Wikipedia

The following events occurred in November 1914:

November 29, 1914

Kerry defeated Wexford to win the All-Ireland Senior Football Championship title at Croke Park, Dublin.









From 5/10/2006 ( referenced in text here: Kerry Burgess - journal, Wednesday, May 10, 2006 ) To 6/21/2025 ( ) is 6982 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/14/1984 ( premiere USA film "Starman" ) is 6982 days









by me, Kerry Burgess, Feb 18, 2023

Carefully documented in my journal, the one that was private, was that this all started for me on May 10, 2006

The fantastic stuff I've described all these years never existed in my mind before that day

NASA, USMC, Princeton, Thomas Reagan, the Phoebe Cates you don't know









From: Kerry Burgess

Sent: Saturday, August 11, 2007 8:35 PM

To: Nancy Pelosi

Subject: Fw: Sleep journal 5/13/06

I wasn't writing very much as this point about my new thoughts, although I did start writing a lot in my journal about it around this time. I think back and I was primarily puzzling over my memories of the places I "remembered" that I used to live. I think it was actually Wexford Drive that got me thinking that my memories were completely false. I started searching on the internet for something about Wexford and I found something right away and even before I began reading about John Barry, I knew that the detail about Wexford was going to have some profound meaning to me. I also think there is some part of my true identity that is very bored and has been locked into a room with only a small window to try to yell through. The people who locked me in there are at least now standing outside the door and listening to me as best they can but I don't understand why they won't let me out.









from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journals: 03/31/08 4:48 PM

The part that worries me, I guess, is the notion that crept into my mind recently that the person I have started to remember was actually killed a few years ago and the details I am relating about him are details that I gained through hypnosis a few years ago. I guess that is what really worries me.

03/31/08 4:50 PM

I guess I just don't want that person I have started to think I am....I don't want to find out that person is dead and that I have the artificial memory of a dead person, although it is the notion that I do not want that person to be dead that troubles me more than the notion I have the memory of a dead person.

03/31/08 4:53 PM

And that is just because I want to go back home to my wife.

03/31/08 4:58 PM

My thoughts today remind me of that period after 5/9/2006, although nothing I have really seen so far has intriqued me as much as when I read about Wexford.

The notion that troubles me is whether I assumed the identity of Kerry Burgess some time in 1998 or whether I simply hypnotized Kerry Burgess, who is me, with these details.

I am confused because as I look back over the details I know of Kerry Burgess, I see how this other person, Thomas Ray, was directing the life of Kerry Burgess so that I would ask these very questions I am not asking myself.

I have no idea which person I am. I think he and I are clones.









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Starman (1984)

Quotes

Starman: As the Secretary General of the United Nations, an organization of 147 member states who represent almost all of the inhabitants of the Planet Earth

[Jenny faints]

Starman: I send greetings.









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Starman (1984)

Quotes

Jenny Hayden: You really are some kind of - Martian or something, aren't you? What do you want here? What are you - doing? What do you want with me? Where are you taking me? Why do you look so much like Scott?









https://tubitv.com/movies/592399/go-don-t-go

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Go/Don't Go

2021 · 1 hr 32 min

Thriller · Drama · Sci-Fi

The last human on earth feels his sanity slipping away when he becomes obsessed with the idea that someone is trying to make contact with him.









From 6/6/2021 ( ) To 6/21/2025 ( ) is 1476 days

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From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 11/10/1967 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Star Trek"::"Metamorphosis" ) is 738 days










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excerpts, read also:

https://hvom.blogspot.com/2025/05/today-is-05222025.html

by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 01:53 AM May 22, 2025

BACKSTORY: "Fast Times at Ridgemont High"



From 11/10/1967 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Star Trek"::"Metamorphosis" ) To 7/22/1992 ( ) is 9021 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 7/15/1990 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Dream On"::"Death Takes a Coffee Break" ) is 9021 days









by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: February 12, 2021 Astro_Spook @Kerry_W_Burgess

by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpt from my private journal: 01/03/07 10:55 PM

I might just need some coffee. I crave that dark blend they have across the street at the 7-11 but I don't need to establish a pattern there, as I have too many as it is.



by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/18/08 11:39 PM

I can see the Space Needle just about the same perspective when looking through my window here



by me, Kerry Burgess, 06/15/08 5:07 AM

Can't even get a decent cup of coffee any more.



by me, Kerry Burgess, 06/27/08 4:22 PM

I could sure use a good cup of coffee.



by me, Kerry Burgess, 07/04/08 2:13 AM

damnit, I could certainly go for a good cup of coffee.










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From: me, Kerry Burgess

Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 1:29 AM

To: Chad Trammell (Trammell Piazza Law Firm) (a buddy of mine from high-school in Arkansas)

Subject: The Time Machine



How many human beings existed before you, Chad?

A hundred billion?

They didn't have to worry actually about Armageddon. Why should you?



I've given a lot of thought in recent years to the real possibility of immortality.

The conclusion I have reached, regardless of immortality, is that human beings are not much more than light bulbs.

We have a sense of consciousness but so does a light bulb.

I think that I am immortal but I think it is a matter of perception. A copy of a copy is not the original copy and why does that matter to a human being? We take for granted that we lose consciousness while asleep every day so why is that different from being dead? That doesn't seem to be a new concept but I think of a line of thought that is new to me. That is why I was convinced for a while that I exist only in reality artificial. I think of my basic understanding of the human brain and the human brain is subject to only a certain degree of high technology. The human brain is capable of being duped by high technology. Our eyes sense the world and if not for senses we would have no idea about the world real.

The possibility that immortality is the equivalent of a light bulb that lasts forever doesn't seem very comforting to me. And yet we as human beings fall asleep every day and we welcome that transition every time.



Compare the difference of the 1898 book with the 1960 film and the 2002 film "The Time Machine."

Consider the possibility that proof of existence that a time-traveler exists.

Consider that I as the time-traveler influenced those works because of what you are aware of today in this year 2012.

Consider the fact that as I time-traveled always backwards I had no idea - no way of knowing for certain - that my actions were not causing the future to change.










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From 7/16/2004 ( premiere US TV series "Stargate: Atlantis" ) To 1/10/2023 ( ) is 6752 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 4/28/1984 ( US Navy recommissions the battleship USS Iowa ) is 6752 days









Stargate Atlantis - "Rising" - tv series premiere 07/16/2004

(from internet transcript)

(Almost immediately, readouts appear superimposed over the front windshield.)

FORD: Did you do that?

SHEPPARD: I-I was just wondering where we go from here.









by me, Kerry Burgess, posted online by me: 1:49 PM January 10, 2023

Kerry Wayne Burgess @hvom2022

Oh, and I should clarify to you students that this sort of research is about favoring choices by me that are new or very rare choices by me.









From 3/21/1941 ( ) To 1/10/2023 ( Today, Tuesday ) is 29880 days

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From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/28/2006 ( ) is 14940 days










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Stargate Atlantis - "Rising" - season 1 episode 1, tv-series premiere 07/16/2004

(from internet transcript)

PUDDLE JUMPER. The ship is through the Gate and in orbit around the Wraith planet. It cloaks.

SHEPPARD: Wow, this is cool.

FORD: Looks like you got the hang of it.

SHEPPARD: Tell you what, Lieutenant, a lot of fighter pilots would kill to fly this thing. It's like it reads your mind.









From 1/17/1991 ( ) To 3/17/2003 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Style Star"::"Julia Roberts" ) is 4442 days

From 11/2/1965 ( ) To 12/31/1977 ( premiere US TV series episode "In Search of..."::"The Man Who Would Not Die" ) is 4442 days









Stargate Atlantis - "Rising" - season 1 episode 1, tv-series premiere 07/16/2004

(from internet transcript)

SHEPPARD: Well I've been thinking about that too ... (On the wall beside him, a panel opens to reveal a small hand-sized device with a screen on it. He takes the device off the wall, looks at it and then puts it into his jacket pocket.) Now I'm thinking about a nice turkey sandwich.

(Sheppard and Ford look around the cabin but nothing else materialises.)

FORD: Worth a try.










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From 11/18/1996 ( premiere USA film "Star Trek: First Contact" ) To 1/10/2023 ( ) is 9549 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/25/1991 ( ) is 9549 days









by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: H.V.O.M at 11:15 PM Sunday, May 08, 2011

I have thought several times about a dream I had before waking up earlier today in the morning. I think about it again now, especially considering how my dreams are relevant to observations I made later in the day after having the dream, after watching on television the scene I reference now. The scene only lasted for probably a second or two of dreaming but I have thought of it several times today because of the good feeling I had during the dream. I cannot recall how it started out but the part I remember is that I seemed to be entering an office building and I got a pass to clip to my uniform shirt and I had full access to the building. What I did though is sit in a chair in the lobby, which I can only partially visualize and I could have gone on in but I was just sitting there watching people enter and leave and I think that is what I wanted to do. I looked at my watch. I cannot recall the precise time I saw in the dream but my watch might have read 12:38 PM. I sat there for a while and if I would have wrote about this dream back in early 2006 I would have wrote about how the narrator was talking to me in the dream but in the dream, no one spoke to me during that series of scenes. There almost seemed to be comments about why I was sitting there when I could go in to the office area and I had full access to that building. I was wearing a United States military uniform in the dream and after waking up I decided I was wearing a dress white United States Marine Corps officers uniform that is no longer in service. The uniform was very similar to the United States Navy officers ceremonial dress uniform but what I read earlier today is that uniform was phased in 1998, or maybe 2000. So anyway I was clearly wearing a United States military uniform and I got up from the chair in the lobby and I started walking through the office section and I was very glad to be there. I have been left with the sense all day about how I was back home. I have also been thinking that was some kind of office that I worked out of and that is here in the United States and I had been gone for a while and I was glad to be back and I was walking around and no one had realized yet that I was back. That was how the dream ended. I was walking around through the office and I noted that someone I knew didn't work in the same place. I was going somewhere specific but that was where the dream ended and I woke up and I think that was when I got up out of bed.

But anyway, as I read back through the scene I remember that before that scene was something about me being trapped in someplace that seemed to be a deep well. I was aware that I was perched on a surface and there was very dark water just below me in reach and I was worried about what was under that surface. But I was definitely trapped in a well, a long vertical cylinder of a wall made of stones and there seemed to be just enough lighting to see my surroundings. At one point I caught a frog. I was keeping it because I might have had to use it for food. But I didn't have to because I was only trapped down there for eight days without food and water and I didn't want to eat the frog, which was the only source of possible food that presented itself to me during that time I was trapped in the well. So then the part in the office building seemed to happen.









From 11/10/1967 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Star Trek"::"Metamorphosis" ) To 1/10/2023 ( ) is 20150 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 1/2/2021 ( ) is 20150 days









by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: 7:56 PM June 3, 2023

I have in the past made a few forgettable references to the 1960 "Inherit the Wind" but I have never before watched it

Thinking about it tonight because it's in the tv-listings for the PBS station in nearby Coeur d'Alene, Idaho.

Then I discovered it on Pluto TV On Demand

So I think I will watch it later tonight

Seems sort of funny they cast the actor Dick York

His face resembles a monkey so much that it's spooky.

So there's your proof.

Your low self-esteem won't let you accept that human's are primates and evolved from a common ancestor









by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: 5:35 PM January 2, 2021 Astro_Spook @Kerry_W_Burgess

The was no first human walking this planet Earth.

Sure, perhaps, one day, the first human - homo sapiens - was born somewhere on this planet Earth a few hours before others

What makes the most sense - unavailable to you dim-wit dullards because *you* cannot think independently - is that two monkeys were the parents of the first human

They were *almost* human, but not quite

Perhaps they were 90% human

A series of increments over thousands of years that ultimately led to the first human offspring

There would have been thousands of the first humans appearing about the same time

You dim-wit dullard Jesus Christ bible-thumpers cannot accept that theory

Because it does nothing for you and your low self-esteem









by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: 5:29 PM January 2, 2021 Astro_Spook @Kerry_W_Burgess

Watching the last hour of the 2014 "Noah" I think it makes sense that you Jesus Christ bible-thumpers are descended from a long line of inbreeding imbeciles.

Because you're an imbecile, too!

You're morons equal to the imbecile cavemen who invented your ridiculous Gods










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From 6/15/2016 ( ) To 1/10/2023 ( ) is 2400 days

2400 = 1200 + 1200

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 2/14/1969 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Star Trek"::"Requiem for Methuselah" ) is 1200 days









Wayward Pines

"Exit Strategy"

Season 2 Episode 4

Aired June 15, 2016

EPISODE RECAP

Xander makes his way to a stream and drinks. Something moves up behind him and grabs him from behind, holding a knife to Xander's throat. It's Adam Hessler, and he asks if Xander is a nomad. Xander assures him that he isn't and says that Pilcher is dead. He asks Adam to lower the knife, and Adam does so. He asks if Pam is in charge, and Xander says that Pam killed Pilcher. He explains that Jason is in charge and asks where they are. Xander wonders if Abbie put people in pits, and Adam says that they do a lot of things.

As they walk through the woods, Adam says that a bunch of them were sent out to look for other communities. He tells Xander that he's the only one he found.



The next morning, Sean and Ramsey are playing cards when the fence alarm goes off. The soldiers go to investigate and Mario sees Xander and Adam. They open the gate and realize who Adam is, and escort them inside. At the hospital, Theo examines Adam and says who he is. He asks Adam how far he got, and if they're alone.









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Noah (2014)

Quotes

Noah: You know why I've come?

Methuselah: Yes. Before he walked on, my father Enoch told me that one day, if man continued his ways, The Creator would annihilate this world.

Noah: So what I saw is true? All life blotted out because what man has done? Can it not be averted?

Methuselah: Noah, you must trust that He speaks in a way that you can understand. So you tell me. Can this destruction be averted?

Noah: No.

Methuselah: Oh.

Noah: He sent me here. Why send me if there's nothing I can do to stop it?

Methuselah: Well, perhaps He simply sends you here to share a cup of tea with an old man.









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Noah (2014)

Quotes

Og: Watchers have learned to fear men.

Young Ham: Then why are you helping us?

Og: The Creator formed us on the second day. They day He made the heavens. We watched over Adam and Eve. Saw their frailty and their love. And then we saw their fall. And we pitied them. We were not stone then, but light. It was not our place to interfere. Yet we chose to try and help mankind. and when we disobeyed The Creator, He punished us. We were encrusted by your world. Rock and mud shackled our fiery glow. Still, we taught mankind all we knew of Creation. With our help they rose from the dust, became great and mighty. But then they turned our gifts to violence. Only one man protected us. Your grandfather Methuselah.










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Posted by me, Kerry Burgess, November 05, 2018

That's because of the disparate sources I discover EVERY DAMN TIME I READ A BOOK AND WATCH A TELEVISION PROGRAM.









Posted by me, Kerry Burgess, 08:46 AM Oct 4, 2020

Can't read a book or watch a video without it becoming more work for me









by me, Kerry Burgess, posted online by me: 06:56 AM December 27, 2020 Astro_Spook @Kerry_W_Burgess

I've seen that 2014 production of "Noah" one time before.

I sort of wanted to watch it again this morning but wasn't sure if I would.

I like it because I don't see it as some sort of creepy, bible-thumper production.

All that bible-thumper crap is creepy and the product of sick-minds.

So, last time I watched it, I must not have tried to find documentable relevance to me personally because there's nothing in my journal beyond a few images I captured at the time and posted, for some particular reason I now forget.

I don't know who, if anyone is reading my posts, these notes that bless you with my superior genius, for the masses of you dim-wits out there, nothing you see in the theatres or tv, the "movies" or "motion-pictures", "films" has NOTHING to do with you personally.

Your life is pointless and pathetic and meaningless and ANYTIME you try to find meaning is only your pathetic wishful-thinking.

So shut the hell up because you're a dumbass and you're a moron.









From 2/28/2019 ( debut of "Space Engineers" by Keen Software House ) To 12/27/2020 ( ) is 668 days

668 = 334 + 334

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/2/1966 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Voyage to the Bottom of the Sea"::"The Day the World Ended" ) is 334 days



From 12/21/2016 ( premiere USA "Passengers" ) To 12/27/2020 ( ) is 1467 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 11/8/1969 ( premiere USA TV series pilot "Night Gallery" ) is 1467 days









posted by me, Kerry Burgess, June 08, 2017 7:54 pm

"Noah's Ark".

Sheesh. Just when I though I had heard the most idiotic garbage today somebody deliberately dumps that garbage in my Facebook newsfeed.

There is truly nothing more idiotic than grown adults who believe that bible-thumper garbage is real.

Those are the truly pathetic people who are so moronic as to need such idiotic false hope that they actually believe fairy-tales are real.

Truly pathetic people.










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From 8/8/1918 ( ) To 5/23/2015 ( ) is 35352 days

35352 = 17676 + 17676

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/26/2014 ( premiere USA "Noah ) is 17676 days









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https://www.defensemedianetwork.com/stories/semper-fi-women-marine-corps/

Defense Media Network

Semper Fi: Women in the Marine Corps

BY CRAIG COLLINS MAY 23, 2018

When the United States entered World War I in April 1917, the deployment of young men overseas left thousands of stateside positions, most of them office jobs, unfilled. The Marine Corps – the most pugnacious of the service branches, an organization that proudly considers itself the nation’s elite fighting force, with “first to fight” amphibious capabilities – was initially unenthusiastic about filling these positions with women. On Aug. 8, 1918, close to the end of the war, it became the last of the branches to enroll women by creating the enlistment of Marine Reservist (F).









Star Trek Generations (1994)

(from internet transcript)

RIKER: All hands make sail! T'gansuls and courses. Stand by the braces!

PICARD: Will, ...just imagine what it was like. No engines. No computers. Just the wind and the sea and the stars to guide you.

RIKER: Bad food, brutal discipline. ...No women!










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From 10/19/1899 ( from other sources and Wikipedia on the global-internetwork: Robert H. Goddard receives his inspiration to develop the first rocket capable of reaching outer space, after viewing his yard from high in a tree ) To 11/27/1998 ( premiere USA TV series episode "The Outer Limits"::"The Origin of Species" ) is 36198 days

36198 = 18099 + 18099

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 5/23/2015 ( ) is 18099 days



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 05:27 AM Pacific-timezone USA Sunday 06/22/2025