From 10/28/1994 ( premiere USA film "Stargate" ) To 6/20/2025 ( ) is 11193 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/25/1996 ( premiere USA film "Independence Day" ) is 11193 days
Independence Day (1996)
:25:35
Hey! Come on!
:25:37
He's just trying to impress you.
:25:40
If you wanna impress me, you need to get
a job and stop slobberin' all over my shoes.
by me, Kerry Burgess, 06/20/2025
She was the only person that could actually see me.
I am invisible, undetectable.
This is why the train is weird.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rev-9
Often, I resist, or regret, elaborating these details.
For many years, I labored with notions of time-traveler details and what I called my "counter-paradox effect" before deciding finally that humans cannot cause any sort of time-paradox.
Now, my thinking has become systematized by "Dark Matter" by Blake Crouch
And if you have made even the slightest attempt to rationalize my theories then you can grasp why *I* have legitimate reason to speculate.
Today, I decided to describe a few details about why the train seems weird to me.
I am not a writer so I am not going to try to write this like it is a story.
Just a few facts and even if *you* speculate then that's all it is: your ignorance.
This story begins with my normal daily routine. Shower, clean clothes, walk into the living-room and sit at this stupid desk.
This line of thought - a waking sequence of imaginative thought that suddenly forms in my conscious mind and feels completely normal - has me walking in here and stopping
As I stop walking, I realize that a version of me, without breaking stride, has just emerged directly in front of me from the precise space I occupy
He continues on and enters the kitchen area
He doesn't realize I am standing there looking at him
Then he sits at this desk and does something on the internet
He leaves the apartment
I follow him and I know something else is unusual because I can walk through doors without opening the door, same with windows, and I can never become trapped somewhere and that's the exception to the fact that I cannot walk through walls.
Other stuff happens and I know no one can see me. I know he is taking a metro-bus to downtown and so I follow him because I am not sure the bus will stop if only I am at the outpost.
Arrive downtown. I decide I am not following him and I am going my own way. Decide to walk over to the train station. Want to travel east, a place I have been thinking about for awhile and that I have been actively avoiding on the internet so I generate no traffic about it. It's not Bozeman.
Does not really matter if anyone stealing my privacy in this real world knows that city I am thinking of, but still. I am deliberately avoiding studying it on Google Maps.
So, I am still walking behind him for a few more moments along the sidewalk and that's when I see her and she sees me, us
"There really are two of you"
That's when I know she can see me.
He continues on.
I tell her that he was me until about an hour ago and tell her more details and that, for the past hour or so, she is the first person I have encountered that can see me visibly. And hear me speaking.
She tells me she was given a message to arrive at that precise location and that she would see *me* there and to talk to me if I wanted to talk to her. That's why she didn't try to speak to that version of me that I had been following.
The line of thought continues that she is just there as an observer.
She tells me that she began vacation from work just that day and that she was thinking of driving to San Diego.
I told her where I going and she decided to go there also, as an observer, and could drive me there
I told her about the train and she decided to travel on that, also.
So, she had about a week off from work. And she was just going to observe my new life as an undetectable. I cautioned her about talking or looking directly at me because that would draw attention to herself.
What does all this mean? Well, nothing. That's why I regret describing details of things I would like to happen, as in the absolute freedom of becoming undetectable.
AND I HAVE GOOD REASONS for thinking that such fantastic developments are possible for me.
There is nothing here for me. I have reasons to think that I will get to go someplace that makes me happy. And it would have to be something fantastic. Otherwise, I have to cope with the reality of ageing out miserably, as does everyone else.
And because my public-campaign began 20 years ago with this blog then there must be a reason I am compelled to describe this nonsense to any of you with the intellectual-curiosity to try to understand.
Capacity for independent-thought being the most likely explanation for THEIR interest in other people. Because I believe other people are affected, as well.
These are not things I am going to speak of or communicate directly with any of you.
Anything I have to communicate will be only here in a blog-post.
Now some random stuff I thought of to include with this blog-post
of my original-work code-pattern
Event Date variable: 06/20/2025
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From 5/8/2024 ( debut "Dark Matter" AppleTV+ streaming-video series ) To 6/20/2025 ( ) is 408 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/15/1966 ( ) is 408 days
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Balance_of_Terror
Balance of Terror
From Wikipedia
For the Cold War policy, see Balance of terror.
"Balance of Terror" is the fourteenth episode of the first season of the American science fiction television series Star Trek.
first aired on December 15, 1966.
"Balance of Terror" introduces the cloaking device and the Romulans.
"Balance of Terror" [ Star Trek ]
Original Airdate: 15 Dec, 1966
(from internet transcript)
SPOCK: I have a blip on the motion sensor. Could be the intruder.
KIRK: Go to full magnification.
SULU: Screen is on full mag, sir.
KIRK: I don't see anything. I can't understand it.
SPOCK: Invisibility is theoretically possible, Captain, with selective bending of light. But the power cost is enormous. They may have solved that problem.
UHURA: Continuing to challenge, sir. Still no response.
KIRK: Discontinue. Contact remaining outposts. Have them signal us any sightings or sensor readings in their area.
UHURA: Yes, sir.
SPOCK: Blip has changed its heading. And in a very leisurely manoeuvre. They may not be aware of us.
KIRK: Their invisibility screen may work both ways. With that kind of power consumption, they may not be able to see us.
SPOCK: His heading is now one eleven mark fourteen. The exact heading a Romulan would take, Jim, for the Neutral Zone and home.
KIRK: Parallel course.
STILES: Don't you mean interception course, sir?
KIRK: Negative. You and Mister Sulu will match its course and speed with the object on our sensors exactly, move for move. If he has sensors, I want him to think we're a reflection, an echo. Under no circumstances are you to cross into the Neutral Zone without my direct orders.
SULU: Acknowledged, sir.
KIRK: Cancel battle stations. All decks, standby alert.
SULU: Cancel battle stations.
STILES: Captain, may I respectfully remind the Captain what has happened? The Romulans have crossed the Neutral Zone, attacked our outposts, killed our men.
KIRK: Mister Stiles.
STILES: Add to that the fact it was a sneak attack.
KIRK: Mister Stiles, are you questioning my orders?
STILES: Negative, sir. I'm pointing our that we could have Romulan spies aboard this ship.
SULU: I agree, sir. Respectfully recommend all decks maintain security alert.
KIRK: Very well. All decks, security alert.
SULU: Security alert, sir.
UHURA: Picking up communication. It's from their ship.
KIRK: Pipe it in.
UHURA: Sounds like code, sir.
SPOCK: I have a fix on it, Captain. I believe I can lock on it, get a picture of their Bridge.
KIRK: Put it on the screen.
(Up shimmers an image of a group of four humanoids around a console. One leaves his post and salutes the figure with his back to us. That figure then turns, and we see someone who looks just like - a Vulcan. Both Spock's eyebrows hit the ceiling. There's a long silence and a lot of stares.)
KIRK: Decoding?
UHURA: Cryptography is working on it, sir.
IMDb
Memoirs of an Invisible Man (1992)
Quotes
Nick Halloway: Now you listen to me, you son of a bitch. I've lost everything, but my soul, and you're not gonna take that away from me. Whatever I become, it's gonna be my choice, not yours. Is that clear?
David Jenkins: Listen, we're prepared to give you anything you want. Everything you need. But you have to understand, if you won't work with us, I can't let you live.
From 11/23/1872 ( ) To 2/28/1992 ( premiere USA film "Memoirs of an Invisible Man" AND Microsoft Project for Windows 3.0 ) is 43560 days
43560 = 21780 + 21780
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/20/2025 ( ) is 21780 days
https://emuseum.colgate.edu/objects/3226/our-artists-occupation-gone-from-harpers-weekly-novembe
https://x.com/random_walker/status/1936066290843578538
https://hvom.blogspot.com/2025/05/today-is-05062025.html
From 6/4/2017 ( "The Book of Nora" s3e8 final episode of the HBO series "The Leftovers" ) To 6/20/2025 ( ) is 2938 days
2938 = 1469 + 1469
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 11/10/1969 ( premiere USA film "Marooned" ) is 1469 days
- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 12:03 PM Pacific-timezone USA Friday 06/20/2025
