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by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: November 25, 2020

"Somebody or Some Thing *HAS* to be in control of the Universe!", shrieks idiotically the Jesus Christ bible-thumper, too ignorant to ever grasp his own vast, stupendous ignorance.









by me, Kerry Burgess, 06/19/2025 11:01 PM

Today, this calendar-day 06/19/2025, in the late evening before midnight, I woke from visions in a sleeping-dream

I see many visions while sleeping, the vast majority I do not discuss or document

Some nights, however, the visions cause me to examine the code-pattern of my original-work to see if there is anything I find interesting

Tonight, I am looking around at details the sleeping-dream CAUSED me to think after waking

The details I describe here are what I thought of after waking.



I am not a parrot of that UFO-bunker nonsense

Those people are desperate to escape their lives - pathetic and pointless and meaningless - and E.T. is going to transport them to the luxury of the Starship Enterprise where they no longer have menial jobs paying minimum wage that hardly covers the rent.

So, when I write about "mind control", do not let your ridiculous, uninformed mind - whoever you are - think I am influenced by those morons. *I* am capable of independent-thought.

I detail this notion here because - sometimes - I think I see food in sleeping-dreams because it represents some sort of external influence that is - through some mechanism we will probably never understand, if it is actually even happening this way as I theorize - paging through the chemical-molecules that physically exist in my human-brain and for the purpose of discerning the information stored there.

The brief scene that started my sleeping-visions tonight features me sitting at the counter of a diner. Details are vague but I was consuming food. A woman, passing by and into my vision at least twice, was looking at me and she obviously wanted to speak with me. Then she sat down at a seat at the counter on the section that connected at 90 degrees with the section where I was seated. Another women then sat at a stool between us and on the section of the first woman.

Details have become vague but from the dialog they aspired to be writers. Hollywood was mentioned, tv, movies, film. I asked about emulsion photography

Not much else than that

What made me make this note is one very small, inconsequential detail

On the counter, lay a notebook of paper with a black cover

One of the edges of the cover was folded over. I could very clearly visualize the very small crease in the material. I continued to visualize that detail and that caused me to think of other details and then to examine my archive for anything that seems compelling.










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Knowing (2009)

(from internet transcript)

Caleb, when I said it was just us out there, you know I was talking about space, right? I didn't mean heaven, or anything. I'm sure wherever Mom is...

Dad, you don't even believe in heaven.

I never said that, Caleb. I just said we can't know for sure, that's all.









"The Origin of Consciousness in the Breakdown of the Bicameral Mind"

by Julian Jaynes (Author)

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The gods are now what we call hallucinations. Usually they are only seen and heard by the particular heroes they are speaking to.









by me, Kerry Burgess: April 22, 2023

Trying to recall what got me on this track I've been on today.

I am struck by the profound sense of connection to the series finale of "Star Trek: Picard"

And thinking of the notion, ridiculous to you, of E.T. mind-controlling all *you* as He did 4000 years ago to cavemen

That was it.

That article I read earlier today. It's dated 04/19/2023.

"Scientists identify mind-body nexus in human brain"

That led me, indirectly, to Julian Jaynes and his fascinating research about the bicameral brain of the early humans, from that ancient time when those cavemen invented your god(s), which are your superstitions.









by me, Kerry Burgess: Dec 8, 2020

There are a lot of monkeys infesting and crapping on the surface of this planet Earth and who claim to believe that ridiculous fairy-tale about Jesus Christ.

Other's claim to not believe that garbage

But - I suspect - many of those correctly rejecting that idiotic nonsense about Jesus Christ, and other "spiritual" cowardice, are doing so for the wrong reasons.

Their reasons, I suspect, are the same as reasons people are political

They're for or against a specific person

SO WHEN the aliens arrive in their spaceships in the skies above your monkey-foreheads and you are crapping your pants then you're going to be on your knees begging for the FALSE HOPE of Jesus Christ to save you from the Space Lizards.









IMDb

Knowing (2009)

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Rev. Koestler: [hugging John] This isn't the end, son.

John Koestler: I know.









by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: February 11, 2019

Nope. That is most definitely The End for you, fictional bible-thumping coward of mortality. The chemical molecules that made you think you were the most special, self-centered animal in the Universe - THAT YOU ARE COMPLETELY IGNORANT OF - is just so much meaningless vapor now









https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hans_Gerhard_Creutzfeldt

Hans Gerhard Creutzfeldt

From Wikipedia

Hans Gerhard Creutzfeldt (June 2, 1885 – December 30, 1964) was a German neurologist and neuropathologist.

He helped to recognize a neurodegenerative disease, with Alfons Maria Jakob, Creutzfeldt–Jakob disease in which the brain tissue develops holes and takes on a sponge-like texture. It is now known it is due to a type of infectious protein called a prion. Prions are misfolded proteins which replicate by converting their properly folded counterparts.









From 12/30/1964 ( ) To 8/16/2024 ( ) is 21779 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/19/2025 ( ) is 21779 days









From 3/20/2009 ( premiere USA film "Knowing" AND premiere USA TV series episode "Battlestar Galactica"::series finale "Daybreak" ) To 6/19/2025 ( ) is 5935 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 2/1/1982 ( ) is 5935 days









From 9/21/1934 ( ) To 5/8/1994 ( premiere USA TV miniseries "Stephen King's The Stand"::miniseries premiere "The Plague" ) is 21779 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/19/2025 ( ) is 21779 days










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by me, Kerry Burgess, 06/19/2025 11:19 PM

I suspect that is how they find each other.

Those clergy guys have the perfect camouflage for speaking of his perversion desires.

If a person does not want to speak of "sin" then it means they might complain to police if harassed by clergy guy, seeking victims of his sexual perversions, if you believe anything from the mainstream-media about those guys.










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by me, Kerry Burgess, 10/05/2018

Sin Is For Perverts.










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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Samuel_Davies_(clergyman)









by me, Kerry Burgess, September 24, 2019

During my waking hours sitting here at this desk, I'm often scanning the news headlines on the sites I track on the internet.

One of the topics that I've seen come up a few times lately are articles from seemingly credible news sources that talk about the archaeological search for dwellings associated with Jesus Christ, that Imaginary Friend of yours who lives in the clouds and who thinks you're the most special person in the entire galaxy and universe beyond that in your blithering idiocy you're completely and absolutely ignorant about.

I've heard those moronic Jesus Christ bible-thumpers - cowards terrified of mortality as are all religious, "spiritual" types - talk about proof.

Proof that they don't know anything about anything.

Religious scholars are experts only in circular reasoning.

I keep watch for the so-called "religious professor" - notable graduates of the clown-colleges infesting the United States of America - for those intelligent persons who learn enough about the subject to finally figure out that monkeys invented their god. Bible-thumpers are too weak- and lazy-minded to ever put in any serious effort at understanding *why* the human psyche *needs* a god.

So in their delusions they read such news article about discoveries and in their idiocy they think that somehow equates to proof of their delusions.









Knowing (2009)

(from internet transcript)

(Professor John Koestler and his clergyman father, telephone:)

We haven't spoken in so long, I don't really even know why anymore. I need to tell you something.

Yes?

That sermon you preached every year at Pentecost, about the gifts of the Spirit, one was the gift of prophecy.

1 Corinthians 12. Yes, I remember it. The church should respect the prophet.

I have a prophecy. It's about to be proven accurate. I need you to respect it and receive it as the truth. This heat we're experiencing isn't going to get better. It's going to get worse, much worse. I need you to get Mom and Grace and any supplies you can, and get below ground tonight. The basement, the sewer, the T. Just get as deep as you can and as fast as you can.

And that will keep us safe from this heat?

I don't know that, but we have to try, right?

I'm sorry, John, but I'm afraid I'm not going anywhere tonight or any night. I appreciate your concern, but if it's my time, it's my time. I'm ready whenever the good Lord calls me.









https://www.krem.com/article/weather/forecast/krem-2-weather-forecast/293-a0f43ff2-aa37-4afc-bcfc-b661849f38c1

KREM Channel 2 CBS Spokane

Temperatures cool down and rain moves in as summer officially starts Friday

Cooler, wetter weather returns to the Inland Northwest this weekend.

Author: KREM2 Weather Team

Updated: 8:28 AM PDT June 19, 2025

SPOKANE, Wash. — A big pattern shift and cool down is beginning. Small at first, with temperatures simply sliding back into the mid 70s for today, but for the first days of Summer (starting Friday) it'll be quite cold for the season.

A big atmospheric trough digs into the Northwest and provides well below average temperatures, as low as the 60s and even 50s for highs! Saturday being the coolest of our upcoming days.









IMDb

Knowing (2009)

Quotes

John Koestler: I found evidence of a series of super-flares from a star in the outer-Pleiades's region.

Phil Bergman: Right. Ratings were off the chart.

John Koestler: We were both wrong. The numbers are a warning, but not just to me or any random group. They're a warning to everyone.

Phil Bergman: Okay. You're officially scaring the shit out of me right now.

John Koestler: The super-flare, in our own solar system. A 100 microtesla wave of radiation that would destroy our ozone layer, killing every living organism on the planet.

Phil Bergman: We have to let everyone know. We have to call the NOAA.

John Koestler: They already know. The announcement will come anytime now. I thought there was some purpose to all this. Why did I get this prediction if there's nothing I can do about it? How am I supposed to stop the end of the world?










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by me, Kerry Burgess 08/16/2024 10:47 PM

Sleeping.

A very simple visualization

Reading a visualization referencing the date 11/18/1996

Then read a statement and then woke from sleep

I dreamed of information. Information so simple I had to write it down.

And most importantly, so unusual for me to think of while sleeping, and really any other time. I just don't think of things like that.

The information I saw while sleeping:

Matter uses energy to form gas



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by me, Kerry Burgess, 05/07/2025 01:52 AM

Can't sleep. Was feeling more lousy than my normal feeling-lousy and I slept more that usual, so I am watching more of this because I can't sleep. Probably something I ate yesterday. I am such a lousy food cook, even basic stuff.

There are specific reasons I am making this note.

One reason: That is "Lucy MacLean", a significant element of several blog-posts I made here and that you won't understand if you have not read those, which is my personal contribution to what must only be some sort of larger historical initiative.

Secondly, TODAY is the day the red-dress arrives. Accepted the conscious impulse in my mind when I saw it on Amazon and I thought it would look good on Hope-J_164, INSTEAD of the photos I made of her months ago with the soccer and uniform. Exclamation point.

So I am looking that more closely.

Of all the possible days I could have chosen to watch that video, of content established years ago but that has remained completely unknown to me, I am again making this choice that causes me to see it only today










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And our paths in the world diverged so wide,
Each was nought to each, must I be told?
We were fellow mortals, nought beside?

- Robert Browning



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 01:34 AM Pacific-timezone USA Friday 06/20/2025