JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/09/07 3:37 PM
I must have dreamed of Lilly Jang again last night. I like that promo ad of her in the burgundy outfit.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/09/07 3:40 PM
I would have certainly rather have met her standing in the line at Starbucks after I have recovered from this bullshit assignment instead of during this bullshit assignment.
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/17/08 5:11 PM
[ same color as the sheets on my bed. Do this women think I am not going home to my wife when this deployment is over? ]
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http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/pinkfloyd/oneofmyturns.html
PINK FLOYD LYRICS
"One Of My Turns"
Day after day, love turns grey
Like the skin of a dying man
Night after night, we pretend it's all right
But I have grown older and
You have grown colder and
Nothing is very much fun any more.
And I can feel one of my turns coming on.
I feel cold as razor blade
Tight as a tourniquet
Dry as a funeral drum,
Run to the bedroom, in the suitcase on the left
You'll find my favourite axe
Don't look so frightened
This is just a passing phase
Just one of my bad days
Would you like to watch T. V.?
Or get between the sheets?
Or contemplate the silent freeway?
Would you like something to eat?
Would you like to learn to fly?
Would you like to see me try?
Would you like to call the cops?
Do you think it's time I stopped?
Why are you running away?
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Date: Sat, 4 Feb 2006 13:55:21 -0800 (PST)
From: "Kerry Burgess"
Subject: Re: stage of sleep
To: "Kerry Burgess"
I wonder if I will ever get the chance to talk with her, to see if my imagination matches reality? Not to mention it is almost embarassing to be a homeless guy with a crush on a pretty woman I see on TV. What am I saying, 'almost'?
http://brain.web-us.com/lucid/luciddreamingFAQ.htm
1.2. In what stage of sleep does Lucid Dreaming occur?
Lucid Dreaming usually takes place in REM (Rapid Eye Movement) sleep. There are five stages of sleep. Stage 1 being the one you first enter, then followed by stage 2, 3 and 4. As you descend into deeper sleep your brain frequency slows down. In stage 4 can it be slower than one cycle per second (delta sleep). After some time spent in stage 4, about 25 minutes, you return to stage 3 and 2, then straight into REM sleep. About 90 minutes has passed now since you started sleeping. 5-10 minutes is spent in this stage before you go all the way down to stage 4 again (also called non-REM sleep). When approximately 90 minutes have again passed, another REM-period start. This time the REM sleep lasts longer. And as time progresses less time in non-REM sleep is needed and more time is spent in REM sleep. After 4-5 hours you don't go lower than stage 2. Vivid dreaming takes place in REM sleep, so the more you sleep, the more time is spent in REM and the more likely it is that you may have a Lucid Dream.
[I don't know yet if my dream controls have been working as they try to manipulate me. But it looks like one sure way of eliminating this problem is to set an alarm clock to go off every hour or so, assuming that REM sleep is when they get in my head. I wonder though, if they have been communicating with me lately about Lily......I am not resistant to such activity, as I wouldn't even think of that as manipulation. How can you be manipulated into doing something you already want to do?
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http://www.divxmoviesenglishsubtitles.com/E/End_of_Days.html
End of Days
That man on the stairs, | what do you know about him ?
- Nothing. | - Come on. I saw your face.
- You recognized him. | - I don't talk about it.
[ Softly ] | Tell me. I need to know.
I've seen him before... | in my dreams.
- In your dreams ? | - They're-- They're nightmares really.
He takes me, and-- | and he makes love to me.
I've been making love | to him my whole life.
I thought I was crazy, | but he was never real before tonight.
Oh, he's real.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: ----- Original Message ----
From: Kerry Burgess
To: Kerry Burgess
Sent: Wednesday, May 10, 2006 2:45:01 PM
Subject: Re: Finally
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