This Is What I Think.

Monday, May 05, 2025

Today is 05/05/2025, Post #3





WAVE THE BULL

When will I be back?
Man, I don't even know
But if you wanna know more
I just might leave a note:









by me, Kerry Burgess, 05/05/2025 7:36 PM

NOW that, now, that's out here now in the world-wide global internetwork, I am wondering about 'why'

WHY is "Run: A Novel" by Blake Crouch, showing up in my research

If you have read my previous posts about Blake Crouch - the person - and *if* - and this is a VERY big "if" - you can think for yourself - then you must agree with me that there is uncertainty as to how much of "Run" and "Dark Matter" are the creations solely of Blake Crouch, the author. Clearly - seems to me - there is a corporate-agenda in effect. And I believe it is more about simply telling you people out there right now a good story.

So, why am I seeing it *now*. First, I look back at the calendar-day it was republished on Amazon Kindle, knowing I won't find anything that is a definitive evidence of proof

I am looking at the calendar-day 10/22/2024 to see what I published that same day, COMPLETELY oblivious - until only in recent days - that it was republished on that day









https://www.amazon.com/Run-Novel-Blake-Crouch-ebook/dp/B0CTT4Z47S

amazon

You purchased this edition on May 2, 2025.

Run: A Novel

by Blake Crouch (Author)

Format: Kindle Edition

No time to think. No time to ask why. Only time to run.

Publication date October 22, 2024









excerpts

https://hvom.blogspot.com/2024/10/today-is-10222024-post-1.html

by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 03:38 AM

Number 878: The Farthest Man From Home

I am Kerry Burgess. This is what I think.

Tuesday, October 22, 2024

Today is 10/22/2024, Post #1

by me, Kerry Burgess, 10/22/2024 12:53 AM

Weary as hell but cannot fall asleep

Looking through titles to watch

THEY won't let me watch a lot of stuff I look at

Can't watch "The Walking Dead"

THEY won't let me

BECAUSE you know the routine: I find interesting pattern in my original-work code-pattern

SO if I watch it and the pattern doesn't match then the synchronization is thrown off, that THEY create as THEY are working to establish some sort of hive-mind collective-consciousness among the 8 billion humans infesting and so shamefully and selfishly polluting this beautiful planet

Scanning through a list of titles I rarely if never watch, my attention was piqued when I reached an episode of The Outer Limits from 2001

I know I have seen before the title "Think Like a Dinosaur" but I don't remember much about it. Reading the summary, I definitely have seen it before but must have been a very long time ago

And it was forgettable. The dinosaur creatures were just too silly to take seriously. It's from a short story someone wrote in 1995, I have also just read

I decide to watch it now

And first I looked around at the numbers in my original-work code-pattern

What's compelling to me is an association with an actor in a recent video serial: Orphan Black: Echoes

I wrote once recently about thinking about watching the first episode. Have not. Haven't watched any of the episodes of that story

What catches my attention is that the 06/15/2001 premiere of this "Think Like a Dinosaur" episode is the same I had referenced when looking at that woman starring in that "Orphan Black: Echoes" serial

The association I noticed is from the day I ordered "Lucy" on Amazon and I have made several blog-posts about that and all that makes me want to think more about this because of the relevance

I find myself debating whether to even make this post, about it diluting some sort of effect that my blog-posts might have, about trying to focus on the most compelling of observations. And then compelled with working on this trying to find the ending to this story that has eluded me for 20 years

As it relates to today in my original-work code-pattern, the Event Date variable is 10/22/2024









by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journals:

02/25/08 9:57 AM

The Outer Limits (Repeat)

58 SCIFIP: Monday, February 25 10:00 AM

Anthology, Science fiction

Think Like a Dinosaur

A space station technician lives with aliens to learn the secrets of long-distance space travel.

Original Air Date: Jun 15, 2001



02/25/08 10:10 AM

It also reminds me of thoughts that I discovered a lifeform on Earth, the predates Humans, that exist in a similar form and that is the basis for lifeform of "Odo" on "Star Trek: Deep Space Nine."

02/25/08 10:13 AM

This episodes plot element reminds me of what I observed before about something about living many years in the space of a very short span in this reality.



02/25/08 3:39 PM

I guess it was as I was starting to fall asleep last time I slept, either today or yesterday, I was composing in my mind an email message to Phoebe. I was feeling that I could send her an email now if I wanted to but then as I was thinking about it and composing the message, I just could not get right the message I wanted to write. I could send her just a basic email because I wanted to say hello to her but yet I was feeling that there was something else I wanted to write that I could not get right. I am not certain why that is important, as I just now think about it. As I just wrote that, I wondered why I feel that uncertainty, for lack of a better description. I again think there is something specific I am supposed to remember and these thoughts I describe now are part of the multiple step process to unlock what ever it is in my mind I am supposed to remember. It does not actually relate to my communication to my wife but just the process of regaining control of certain memories I need so I can move to some higher level of recovery of my true memory.









From 3/7/1949 ( ) To 2/25/2008 ( ) is 21539 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/22/2024 ( ) is 21539 days










1949-03-07_1

https://papersofprinceton.princeton.edu/princetonperiodicals/?a=d&d=Princetonian19490307-01.1.2&e=-------en-20--1--txt-txIN-------









From 12/8/1939 ( ) To 11/27/1998 ( premiere USA TV series episode "The Outer Limits"::"The Origin of Species" ) is 21539 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/22/2024 ( ) is 21539 days










1939-12-08_1-1

https://papersofprinceton.princeton.edu/princetonperiodicals/?a=d&d=Princetonian19391208-01.1.2&e=-------en-20--1--txt-txIN-------










1921-07-03_1

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Susan_Peters










1939-12-08_1-2









From 7/16/1963 ( Phoebe Cates ) To 7/5/2022 ( ) is 21539 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/22/2024 ( ) is 21539 days










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google-streetview_lake-greeson-ar_7522_2 .jpg, illustration by me, Kerry Burgess, posted 07/05/2022










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- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 9:37 PM Pacific-timezone USA Monday 05/05/2025