This Is What I Think.

Friday, May 23, 2025

Today is 05/23/2025, Post #2





If this is the first blog-post by me you're reading then you are the galactically uninformed.










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of my original-work code-pattern

Event Date variable: 05/19/2025

Search Date variable: 08/06/2024









From 8/6/2024 ( ) To 5/19/2025 ( ) is 286 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 8/15/1966 ( Aviation Week & Space Technology magazine "Advanced Eva Pressure Suits Gain New Emphasis" ) is 286 days









https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Identification_(literature)

Identification (literature)

From Wikipedia

Identification refers to the automatic, subconscious psychological process in which an individual becomes like or closely associates themselves with another person by adopting one or more of the others' perceived personality traits, physical attributes, or some other aspect of their identity. The concept of identification was founded by psychoanalyst Sigmund Freud in the 1920’s, and has since been expanded on and applied in psychology, social studies, media studies, and literary and film criticism. In literature, identification most often refers to the audience identifying with a fictional character









Star Trek - "Metamorphosis" - tv-series Season 2 Episode 9, 11/10/1967

Episode Summary

When their shuttle is diverted to a planetoid, Kirk, Spock, and McCoy encounter Earth's Warp Drive pioneer, Zefram Cochrane, who appears to have survived there alone for 150 years.

(from internet transcript)









(From the doorway, the three see a swirly thing which then disappears. Cochrane comes in with a tray of drinks.)

KIRK: What was that?

Zefram COCHRANE: Well, sometimes the light plays tricks on you. You'd be surprised what I've imagined I've seen around here sometimes.










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From 4/6/2006 ( ) To 5/19/2025 ( ) is 6983 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/15/1984 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Double Trouble"::"Dream Girls" ) is 6983 days









from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

From: Kerry Burgess

Sent: Thursday, April 6, 2006 2:25 PM

To: Kerry Burgess

Subject: Re: Sleep journal 4/6/06

Kerry Burgess wrote:

Details about my recent sleep are very fuzzy today. Can't remember for sure when I woke up. 3 am maybe. Or maybe shortly after midnight, can't really remember as I usually can. Remember dreaming something about driving my Jeep. Then I returned to it where it was parked in a parking lot after I was traveling through some passageways, hallways in a transit facility maybe. The only part I remember clearly is where a woman, I assume was my imaginary girlfriend asked me out for drinks or something.









of my original-work code-pattern

Event Date variable: 05/19/2025

Search Date variable: 11/10/1967

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From 5/4/2021 ( images captured from internet by me, Kerry Burgess, for illustration ) To 5/19/2025 ( ) is 1476 days

1476 = 738 + 738

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 11/10/1967 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Star Trek"::"Metamorphosis" ) is 738 days










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From 11/10/1967 ( ) To 5/27/2027 ( IN THE FUTURE from today, 05/23/2025: unknown, nothing I plan ) is 21748 days

From 11/2/1965 ( ) To 5/19/2025 ( ) is 21748 days









From 5/19/2025 ( ) To 6/3/2029 ( IN THE FUTURE from today, 05/23/2025: unknown, nothing I plan ) is 1476 days

1476 = 738 + 738

From 11/2/1965 ( ) To 11/10/1967 ( ) is 738 days









Star Trek - "Metamorphosis" - tv series Season 2 Episode 9 - 11/10/1967

(from internet transcript)

Zefram COCHRANE: I was an old man.

KIRK: You were what?

Zefram COCHRANE: Well, I don't know how it did it, but the Companion rejuvenated me, made me young again, like I am now.

SPOCK: I prefer to reserve judgment on that part of your story









From 6/27/2005 ( the Seattle Municipal Court Homeless Veteran's Court ) To 5/19/2025 ( ) is 7266 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/24/1985 ( premiere USA TV series "Growing Pains" ) is 7266 days



From 6/27/2005 ( as Kerry Burgess I was discharged from United States of America Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital in Seattle ) To 5/19/2025 ( ) is 7266 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/24/1985 ( premiere USA TV series "Growing Pains" ) is 7266 days










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by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: year 2019

Meanwhile, on the local tv news...

Something was compelling me to not record any details about the sleeping dream I had just before waking up today. But now that compulsion seems unimportant. I guess because of what I just saw on the local tv news.

There is a type of recurring sleeping dream that I have that I've mentioned before but is a type more difficult for me to describe.

There is a recurring element to it but that recurring element is much more abstract than the other types of recurring sleeping dreams I have, the most prominent being about corridors, hallways, passageways, elevators that won't stop on the correct floor.

This sleeping dream today is difficult for me to describe. But the recurring element is always about something that happens just before I wake up. Yesterday, it was about a battery that died. I forget the specific details now. A battery in an electronic device ran out of energy and then that was the moment I awoke.

I vaguely recall once it was a lightbulb. A lightbulb turned off and then suddenly I awoke. Another time, in my sleeping mind, I seemed to hear a woman saying "Shh, he's waking up" and then suddenly I was awake.



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 09:46 AM Pacific-timezone USA Friday 05/23/2025