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Friday, November 29, 2024

Today is 11/29/2024, Post #1





by me, Kerry Burgess, 11/28/2024

What a load of crap

My blog-post from 11/20/2024 is still censored.

You would not recognize the significance unless that post by me was available to view right now and then you watch a scene with those weirdo guys in this episode 4









by me, Kerry Burgess, 11/29/2024 01:42 AM

For some reason, flooding this channel with too many of my blog-posts seems counter-productive

As if nobody will read more than one blog-post by me if I post too many in a short period of time

And maybe that's true.

I don't know who reads these

I DO NOT KNOW WHY I HAD TO WASTE the best years of my life to pursue this public campaign of mine

I have certainly gained nothing from it, still at this point

The content of this blog-post was fully assembled and discovered and developed by me, yesterday

I decided to wait until later in the day or the next day to post it

And then I fell asleep, for another night of restless sleep and several sleeping-dreams, as usual

One of those visions I woke from in the late evening and it stayed with me and I decided to look at it closer for possible inclusion in this blog-post

I have been looking at it now and it's immediate relevance was not obvious to me

And then it clicked: "Charlie". That's his kid's name. I decided first to include the scene about the car and then it seems to work together with that part

The sleeping-vision was simple.

Anyone following my posts has probably read about my recurring sleeping-dreams

Always the same, but the locations always vary

Hallways. Corridors. Passageways. Elevators. There are always people around as I am lost in the corridors and I am just walking around

Sometimes, rarely, very rarely, I reach a destination

Usually, however, I am merely wandering about through the building and the corridors

A few hours ago - *after* - after watching this episode 4 video, I saw myself again walking around through corridors

The location and setting are always different and as in this case, as all others, nothing about the location is recognizable from real life

This time, eventually I reached a counter in the building

I was aware of the US Navy uniform, winter version, I wore

I was there to check-in

Earlier, I had made the conscious decision to not search for my official identification and bring it with me as I walked through pedestrian corridors among the streets and highway traffic, before I reached the corridors of that building

I did see other identification cards in my wallet and I knew my driver's license was there as well

I asked the woman behind the counter if I needed my US Navy military identification to check-in and she said that I did not to present it

The building was a US Navy hospital. I was there to drop-off my medical records. Don't know what was my official purpose there.

This morning, after rising from bed to this desk, I think about those circumstances

Only time I was at a building on shore, away from the fleet, and in winter, was in 1987, when I arrived in Dam Neck, Virginia, (from the fleet, I was already an FC3 before I began the FC/A school curriculum) successfully trained as a computer-technician for the Guided Missiles Fire Control Computers Complex, preceding my assignment for same to USS Wainwright CG-28, US Navy

So, those details made me look, this morning, closer at details from those visions and now that small part is among the larger content of this blog-post by me










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From 3/11/1947 ( ) To 4/6/2006 ( ) is 21576 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 11/28/2024 ( Thursday ) is 21576 days










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from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

From: Kerry Burgess

Sent: Thursday, April 6, 2006 2:25 PM

To: Kerry Burgess

Subject: Re: Sleep journal 4/6/06

Kerry Burgess wrote:

Details about my recent sleep are very fuzzy today. Can't remember for sure when I woke up. 3 am maybe. Or maybe shortly after midnight, can't really remember as I usually can. Remember dreaming something about driving my Jeep. Then I returned to it where it was parked in a parking lot after I was traveling through some passageways, hallways in a transit facility maybe. The only part I remember clearly is where a woman, I assume was my imaginary girlfriend asked me out for drinks or something. I told her we needed to keep it really casual though because all I had to wear was sweatpants. Kind of the downside to dating a homeless person I reflect now as I write this. She told me she would wear something with holes in it. I hope that was her in my dream, although the woman in the dream seemed to be someone unfamilar though. But I have noticed that happening with other people I know. They are represented, somehow, by a different person, but I think of them as someone specific. I feel like that is part of the manipulation. I have noticed something similar in real dreams, but I don't think it is the same here. I think they are disquising themselves in my dream for some reason. Anyway, if it really was her, she actually doesn't have to worry about dressing down if we were to go out. Of course, if I have my way, it would be a moot point because why would I want to go out with her when I am in such an ugly situation? At the minimum, I would want to be back to work so that I have regained some independence. And hey, next time you are in my dreams, dear imaginary girlfriend, how about wearing a bikini? Red would be good, or yellow maybe. That would be sweet!









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From 3/22/1995 ( premiere USA TV series "Sliders" ) To 11/28/2024 ( Thursday ) is 10844 days

10844 = 5422 + 5422

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/6/1980 ( ) is 5422 days










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From 2/22/1966 ( ) To 11/28/2024 ( Thursday ) is 21464 days

21464 = 10732 + 10732

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/22/1995 ( premiere USA TV series "Sliders" ) is 10732 days










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From 2/3/2017 ( ) To 11/28/2024 ( Thursday ) is 2855 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 8/27/1973 ( ) is 2855 days










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USS Monitor was an ironclad warship built for the United States Navy during the American Civil War and completed in early 1862, the first such ship commissioned by the Navy.

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From 1/10/1945 ( ) To 2/6/2004 ( voluntarily, on my own personal, unexpected volition, as Kerry Burgess my final day full-time employment Microsoft Corporation in Seattle beginning 12/07/1998 ) is 21576 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 11/28/2024 ( Thursday ) is 21576 days









by me, Kerry Burgess , SEPTEMBER , 2018

And that's fascinating to me. Because I do not believe in 'love'.

"Love" is a fairy-tale, in my opinion, perpetuated by women who are in denial

I can love a car , I can love my camera, I can love my house , and my feelings for a person are really no different.










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From 3/21/1976 ( premiere USA TV series pilot "Charlie's Angels" ) To 11/28/2024 ( Thursday ) is 17784 days

17784 = 8892 + 8892

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/8/1990 ( as Kerry Burgess my official US Navy documents includes: "Armed Forces Identification Card" referenced here with 2016August24_Chloe55_DSC00619.jpg ) is 8892 days










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From 6/10/1982 ( ) To 11/28/2024 ( Thursday ) is 15512 days

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From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 1/27/1987 ( as Kerry Burgess my official US Navy documents includes: "Date Enrolled" Terrier Mk152 Guided Missiles Fire Control Computers Complex, Naval Guided Missiles School, Dam Neck, Virginia ) is 7756 days









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Quotes

Michael: Did you explain school to him?

Elliott: How do you explain school to higher intelligence?

Michael: Maybe he's not that smart. Maybe he's like a worker bee who only knows how to push buttons or something.

Elliott: [knowingly] He is too smart.

Michael: Okay, I just hope we don't wake up on Mars or something surrounded by millions of little squashy guys.










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- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 03:00 AM Pacific-timezone USA Friday 11/29/2024