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Monday, June 13, 2022

Today is 06/13/2022






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So far, I'm finding other, mildly compelling reasons to make a blog-post centered on that fact that *today* the idea formed in my conscious mind to watch that 1979 film

I'm thinking about it because I need to think about working it all into a post

That "Inception" blog-post a couple days ago was very difficult for me to put back together after blasting away about it here on Twitter

Only the dimmest of you shaved-ape-monkeys cannot grasp there was obviously something deliberate about leaving me here like this

3:11 AM Jun 12, 2022









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2:27 AM Jun 12, 2022

a/

Scanning through the mainstream-media internet news sites, here's another little gem of my original work that I was reminded of

b/

Puzzling enough the *why*

But I suspect the reason why is clear

The 8 billion shaved-ape-monkeys infesting this planet Earth have no intellectual curiosity

Only *after* the fact - whatever this is - will any of you monkeys start to question *why* this exists

c/

I'm not entirely sure why, but I always have a positive feeling about her when I see her photo

I'm not sure why that is. Her followers, in my assessment, are mindless-drones who just want to feel as though they are part of something - anything - and have no real commitment

d/

They have no real commitment to the *issue* and it is just some fashionable fad they are hip-hopping tik-tokking to, without causing meaningful change.

No, I don't believe she's secretly my biological-genetic-daughter

e/

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Greta_Thunberg

Greta Thunberg

From Wikipedia

Greta Tintin Eleonora Ernman Thunberg (born 3 January 2003) is a Swedish environmental activist who is known for challenging world leaders to take immediate action for climate change mitigation.

2:27 AM Jun 12, 2022









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2:39 AM Jun 12, 2022

12/8/2003.

I remember that so well.

I was living in that apartment in Redmond, Washington

In the spare bedroom, I had my computer setup similar to here in the living-room of this smaller apartment

My 27-inch cathode-ray-tube Mitsubishi tv from year 1990 sat on a file cabinet



I was enthusiastic about that 2-part Battlestar Galactica miniseries and was entertained

Two months later, after I had suddenly surprised any one knowing me at my full-time-employment at Microsoft Corp., I was at the Crossland here in Spokane Valley and...



"I'm here a week now... waiting for a mission... getting softer. Every minute I stay in this room, I get weaker, and every minute Charlie squats in the bush, he gets stronger. Each time I looked around the walls moved in a little tighter."




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From 9/11/2001 ( ) to 2/6/2004 ( as me, Kerry Burgess, my final day full-time employment Microsoft Corporation in Seattle beginning 12/07/1998 ) is 878 days

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I'm not even getting paid for any of this

This has been my unpaid life since the VA hospital over 15 years ago

That's *where* it all started for me

Before then, none of this existed for me

3:13 AM Jun 12, 2022









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Earlier, when I wrote about trying to create reports that are more precise to a subject, then that's where I currently stand

Seems to be at this point, the point seems to be in me finding subtle patterns in my daily choices

3:17 AM Jun 12, 2022









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Ugh.

Spaghetti O's

What the hell was I thinking?

Why did I have to purchase twelve cans of that stuff?

6:01 AM Jun 12, 2022









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Invariably, now that I am about to begin watching the video, the content will cause me to search for associations in my original-work code-pattern

I'm posting now what I've developed so far this morning

6:10 AM Jun 12, 2022




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For my blog-post, I will include a few of the Twitter posts that led me to work on this topic today

My draft blog-post also contains references to 03/01/2004 and is mostly all content I've posted already from my original work

Possible that will update today also



Time here now: 06/12/2022 06:10 AM

And now: the update to the 1979 film, released in 2001: "Apocalypse Now Redux

6:10 AM Jun 12, 2022









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Battlestar Galactica - tv miniseries - 12/08/2003, 12/09/2003

(from internet transcript)

Gaeta: I'm sorry to disturb you, sir, but we have a Priority 1 alert message from Fleet Headquarters. It was transmitted in the clear.

Adama: In the clear? What does it say?

Gaeta: "Attention all Colonial units. Cylon attack underway. This is no drill."

Adama: I'll be right there.

(Colonel Tigh is looking at a picture of a blonde woman and pushing a lit cigar through her face. Alarms go off throughout the ship.)

6:25 AM Jun 12, 2022









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Apocalypse Now (1979)

0:34:11

Lt. Colonel Kilgore: Charlie don't surf!



https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Operation_Praying_Mantis

Operation Praying Mantis

From Wikipedia

Surface Action Group Charlie

On Scene Commander: Commanding Officer, USS Wainwright, US Navy

USS Wainwright CG-28 – guided missile cruiser



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From 9/11/2001 ( ) to 2/6/2004 ( as me, Kerry Burgess, my final day full-time employment Microsoft Corporation in Seattle beginning 12/07/1998 ) is 878 days

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Author: WLTXWeb Staff

Published: 9:26 PM EST February 10, 2004

press secretary Scott McClellan told reporters. "And it's just really a shame that people are continuing to bring this up."

7:34 AM Jun 12, 2022




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from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

From: Kerry Burgess

Sent: Sunday, May 21, 2006 11:04 AM

To: Kerry Burgess

Subject: Re: Journal May 21, 2006

Kerry Burgess wrote:

I think it was my first thought after waking up this morning that I used to date Julia Roberts a long time ago.

I also have these unexplained thoughts that I was a fighter pilot in the U.S. military, although I'm not sure which service, but I may have been in two different branches over time. I am also confused about thoughts that I may have been a helicopter pilot. What's next? A space shuttle pilot? Seems like a lot for someone that is only 40. And, while I am not sure when this divergence happened, I am reasonably certain it was before I turned 33. So I must have been a pretty busy guy. Especially because I have thoughts that I was some kind of mathmetician too. I have these thoughts too that I was captured by enemy forces at some point and tortured while in captivity.









by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journal: 9/26/2006 3:06 PM

As I was trying to go to sleep last night, I had a thought that I have a doctorate in computer science from Princeton.

and I had thoughts that I studied music as well at Princeton.









Posted by me, Kerry Burgess - H.V.O.M at 3:06 AM Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Salesman

Also, "Salesman." I saw that in a dream while sleeping recently. I saw myself going through an induction process in the United States Marine Corps and I woke up understanding that I was dreaming of my actual experience in 1990. I saw a document that indicated I was being inducted to the United States Marine Corps with the officer grade of Chief Warrant Officer 2. I saw in the dream another document associated with my induction and that document indicated I had been assigned the informal name "Salesman."










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Apocalypse Now (1979)

Quotes

Chef: I didn't come here for this! I don't fuckin' need it, I don't want it! I didn't get out of the goddamn Eighth grade for this kinda shit! All I wanted to do was fuckin' cook! I just wanted to learn to fuckin' cook, man!

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Apocalypse Now (1979)

Quotes

Willard (voice-over): Charlie didn't get much USO. He was dug in too deep or moving too fast. His idea of great R&R was cold rice and a little rat meat. He had only two ways home: death, or victory.

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Apocalypse Now (1979)

2:22:08

Chief: You got us in this mess and now you can't get us out because you don't know where you're going, do you?



I Am Legend (1954)

by Richard Matheson

Chapter 7

The cross. He held one in his hand, gold and shiny in the morning sun. This, too, drove the vampires away.



I Am Legend (1954)

by Richard Matheson

Chapter 7

Why? Was there a logical answer, something he could accept without slipping on banana skins of mysticism?

There was only one way to find out.

11:09 AM Jun 12, 2022









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Apocalypse Now (1979)

Quotes

[last lines]

Kurtz: [voiceover] The horror... the horror...

12:48 PM Jun 12, 2022









From 11/18/1994 ( premiere US film "Star Trek Generations" ) To 6/12/2022 ( Sunday ) is 10068 days

10068 = 5034 + 5034

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 8/15/1979 ( premiere US film "Apocalypse Now" ) is 5034 days



From 7/19/1989 ( the United Airlines Flight 232 crash in Sioux City Iowa and from the thoughts in my conscious mind, coinciding with United States of America Veterans Affairs hospital psychiatric doctor medical drugs: the end of Kerry Burgess - *me* - the natural human being cloned from another human being {Thomas Reagan} ) To 6/12/2022 ( ) is 12016 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/26/1998 ( premiere US TV series "Fantasy Island" ) is 12016 days



From 3/8/1964 ( premiere US film "The Last Man on Earth" ) To 6/12/2022 ( ) is 21280 days

21280 = 10640 + 10640

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/20/1994 ( from the thoughts in my conscious mind, coinciding with United States of America Veterans Affairs hospital psychiatric doctor medical drugs: in non-aviator related duties boots on the ground in Bosnia as Kerry Wayne Burgess the United States Marine Corps captain this day is my United States Navy Cross medal date of record ) is 10640 days



From 6/8/1993 ( commencement, Princeton University Class of 1993 ) To 6/12/2022 ( ) is 10596 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 11/6/1994 ( premiere US TV series "Earth 2" ) is 10596 days



From 3/16/1938 ( from The Daily Princetonian publication, Princeton University: C. A. KREY DISCUSSES POSITION OF HISTORY IN HUMANISTIC STUDY ; Minnesota Professor Traces Evolution Of Subject In Concluding Trask Lecture. FORUM ON SERIES SCHEDULED ; Symposium To Debate Issues Raised By Speakers ) To 10/24/1994 ( premiere US film "Stargate" ) is 20676 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/12/2022 ( ) is 20676 days



From 8/3/1998 ( "Rainbow Six" by Tom Clancy ) To 6/12/2022 ( ) is 8714 days

8714 = 4357 + 4357

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/7/1977 ( premiere US film "Oh, God!" ) is 4357 days



From 12/9/2003 ( premiere US TV miniseries finale episode "Battlestar Galactica" ) To 6/12/2022 ( ) is 6760 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 5/6/1984 ( premiere US TV series "V: The Final Battle" ) is 6760 days



From 11/6/1948 ( premiere US film "So You Want to Be on the Radio" ) To 6/16/2005 ( as me, Kerry Burgess, my official records United States of America Veterans Affairs hospital includes: Date of Admission, psychiatric unit ) is 20676 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/12/2022 ( ) is 20676 days



From 12/6/1979 ( premiere US film "Star Trek: The Motion Picture" ) To 6/12/2022 ( ) is 15529 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 5/9/2008 ( by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journals ) is 15529 days









from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journals: 05/09/08 9:57 PM

When I was asleep a few hours ago for a nap, just before I awoke, I clearly saw a tsunami rising above Seattle as I was riding as a passenger in that burgundy Buick car I used to have.

It remained high above the city as it progressed well into the city, meaning that it was going to travel very far inland.

05/09/08 10/06 PM

It seemed to be on the wrong side of the city though. I feel certain I was on the Alaskan Way viaduct and the tsunami seemed to rise from the east side of the city.










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Hans Driesch

From Wikipedia

Hans Adolf Eduard Driesch (28 October 1867 – 17 April 1941) was a German biologist and philosopher from Bad Kreuznach. He is most noted for his early experimental work in embryology and for his neo-vitalist philosophy of entelechy. He has also been credited with performing the first artificial 'cloning' of an animal in the 1880s, although this claim is dependent on how one defines cloning.










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Battlestar Galactica

"Saga of a Star World" Part 1

Television series Season 1 episode 1

17 September 1978

00 hours 05 minutes 45 seconds

Lieutenant Zac (Adama): I forget how different it is out here.

Captain Apollo (Adama): This is nothing. When the war's officially over we may get back to deep star exploration. That's the challenge, Zac.










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Battlestar Galactica - television miniseries premiere episode - Monday 08 December 2003 USA, finale 12/9/2003

People: You can't just leave us here!










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Galactica 1980

"The Super Scouts - Part 1"

Television series Season 1 episode 4 - 16 March 1980

00 hours 05 minutes 08 seconds

Captain Troy: Study period is over. At least for the instructor.

Lieutenant Dillion: What's the sudden hurry?

Captain Troy: Something's happened. We've come to a complete stop.










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Captain Troy: Children, we won't be going back to the fleet. You're about to be the first children from the stars to set foot on the planet Earth.

(ALL CHEERING)









From 12/20/1994 ( from the thoughts in my conscious mind, coinciding with United States of America Veterans Affairs hospital psychiatric doctor medical drugs: in non-aviator related duties boots on the ground in Bosnia as Kerry Wayne Burgess the United States Marine Corps captain this day is my United States Navy Cross medal date of record ) to 3/1/2004 ( for me personally as Kerry Burgess: my lease expires contractually fulfilled at my Redmond apartment and in the dark of night I make my escape from Redmond and to the other side of the state I travel and arrive at Spokane Valley for the Crossland ) is 3359 days



From 12/10/1896 ( Alfred Bernhard Nobel dead ) To 8/7/1973 ( premiere US film "Jesus Christ Superstar" ) is 27998 days

27998 = 13999 + 13999

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/1/2004 ( ) is 13999 days



From 1/17/1991 ( from the thoughts in my conscious mind, coinciding with United States of America Veterans Affairs hospital psychiatric doctor medical drugs: the date of record of my United States Navy Medal of Honor as Kerry Wayne Burgess chief warrant officer United States Marine Corps circa 1991 officially the United States Apache attack helicopter pilot ) To 3/1/2004 ( ) is 4792 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/16/1978 ( premiere US TV movie "Who'll Save Our Children?" ) is 4792 days



From 10/25/1958 ( premiere US TV series episode "Frontier Doctor"::"The Apache Uprising" ) To 2/21/1997 ( the landing of the US space shuttle Discovery orbiter vehicle mission STS-82 includes me Kerry Wayne Burgess the United States Marine Corps officer and United States STS-82 pilot astronaut and my 4th official United States of America National Aeronautics Space Administration orbital flight of 4 overall ) is 13999 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/1/2004 ( ) is 13999 days



From 4/17/1941 ( Hans Adolf Eduard Driesch dead ) To 8/15/1979 ( premiere US film "Apocalypse Now" ) is 13999 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/1/2004 ( ) is 13999 days



From 7/4/1976 ( at extreme personal risk to himself my biological brother Thomas Reagan the civilian and privately financed astronaut in his privately financed atom-pulse propulsion spaceship successfully intercepts the Comet "Lucifer" - threatening extinction of all life on this planet Earth - in the outer solar system and diverts it away from the planet Earth ) To 3/1/2004 ( ) is 10102 days

10102 = 5051 + 5051

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/1/1979 ( the closest approach of the United States Pioneer 11 spacecraft to the planet Saturn ) is 5051 days



From 3/16/1980 ( premiere US TV series episode "Galactica 1980"::"The Super Scouts - Part 1" ) To 3/1/2004 ( ) is 8751 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/18/1989 ( the United States unmanned spacecraft Galileo launched from orbit of the planet Earth for the planet Jupiter ) is 8751 days



From 6/2/1978 ( premiere US film "Capricorn One" ) To 3/1/2004 is 9404 days

9404 = 4702 + 4702

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/17/1978 ( premiere US TV series "Battlestar Galactica"::series premiere episode "Saga of a Star World" ) is 4702 days



From 7/13/1984 ( premiere US film "The Last Starfighter" ) To 3/1/2004 ( ) is 7171 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/21/1985 ( premiere US film "Cocoon" ) is 7171 days









Battlestar Galactica - television miniseries - 12/08/2003, 12/09/2003

(from internet transcript)

Voice on radio: Colonial One, please respond.

Apollo: Four...

Voice on radio: May the Lords of Kobol protect those souls we leave behind.

Apollo: Three...

(Cylon ships appear.)

Voice on radio: I've got DRADIS contact. Inbound targets, heading this way.

Apollo: Two...

Voice on radio: I see them too. Are they Colonials?

Apollo: One.

Voice on radio: Oh my god, they're Cylons.

Apollo: Mark.

Voice on radio: I hope you people rot in hell for this.

(Most of the Colonial ships jump. The Cylons fire. Cammy is still playing with her doll. The screen fades to white.)










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"The point is not who built them; the point is when they were built."

-- Doctor Daniel Jackson, 1994

5:21 AM Jun 12, 2022



https://theprince.princeton.edu/princetonperiodicals/?a=d&d=Princetonian19380316-01.2.2&e=-------en-20--81-byDA-txt-txIN-------

Daily Princetonian, 16 Mar 1938

C. A. KREY DISCUSSES POSITION OF HISTORY IN HUMANISTIC STUDY Minnesota Professor Traces Evolution Of Subject In Concluding Trask Lecture. FORUM ON SERIES SCHEDULED Symposium To Debate Issues Raised By Speakers



https://theprince.princeton.edu/princetonperiodicals/?a=d&d=Princetonian19380316-01.2.8&e=-------en-20--81-byDA-txt-txIN-------

Daily Princetonian, Volume 63, Number 30, 16 March 1938

Debaters To Discuss Isolation



https://theprince.princeton.edu/princetonperiodicals/?a=d&d=Princetonian19380316-01.2.16&e=-------en-20--81-byDA-txt-txIN-------

Daily Princetonian, Volume 63, Number 30, 16 March 1938

THE REASON FOR TRAINING



- posted by me, Kerry Burgess 12:48 AM Pacific-time USA Monday 06/13/2022