This Is What I Think.

Sunday, April 06, 2025

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Continuing 03/25/2025









by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/06/2025 7:46 PM

Had two choices in my original-work code-pattern for this Event Date variable

A Search Date variable of 01/24/2006 or 06/10/2016.

Had to - HAD TO - in my mind ignore 06/10/2016 and begin looking for a pattern with only 01/24/2006

The result









by me, Kerry Burgess, 04/06/2025 8:43 PM

The compulsion was actually not about specific dates. I wrote those here only after looking up the calendar-dates. The compulsion was for titles, not dates. I had to look up the dates and then begin my examination of the results in my original-work code-pattern

Not the first time that's happened. Seems obvious to me but today had the new sense of certainty that other people - professionals, scientists, other such people - may not understand the distinction










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From 9/3/1946 ( ) To 1/24/2006 ( ) is 21693 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/25/2025 ( ) is 21693 days










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1946-09-03_1

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_N._Abrams









BBC

ON THIS DAY 17 January

1991: 'Mother of all Battles' begins

In Baghdad, Saddam Hussein remained defiant. He said the "Mother of all Battles had begun".










1914-09-15_1

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Creighton_Abrams









of my original-work code-pattern

Event Date variable: 03/25/2025

Search Date variable: 03/24/1996

Result









From 3/24/1996 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Space: Above and Beyond"::"Pearly" ) To 3/25/2025 ( ) is 10593 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 11/3/1994 ( Susan Smith admits to killing her two children in her car in John D. Long Lake near Union South Carolina and the car had been days earlier discovered by me the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and reported to other officials and in order to maintain investigation ) is 10593 days









From 1/17/1991 ( Operation Desert Storm begins, destroying Iraq radar-picket vehicles AND from the thoughts in my conscious mind, coinciding with United States of America Veterans Affairs hospital psychiatric doctor medical drugs: the date of record of my US Navy Medal of Honor as Kerry Wayne Burgess chief warrant officer United States Marine Corps circa 1991 officially the United States Apache attack helicopter pilot ) To 3/25/2025 ( ) is 12486 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 1/9/2000 ( premiere USA TV "Death of a Salesman" ) is 12486 days









From 1/17/1991 ( ) To 3/25/2025 ( ) is 12486 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 1/9/2000 ( premiere USA TV series "Malcolm in the Middle" ) is 12486 days










El auto (001) .jpg, from internet
susan-smith-photo-and-memor .jpg, from internet










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Space: Above and Beyond

Season 1, Episode 19

"Pearly"

Air Date

Sunday March 24, 1996

Quotes

Hawkes: You and your APC are out of simpatico.

Fox: TANK!

McQueen: No need to get ugly, Sergeant.

Fox: Pearly is not an armoured personnel carrier, she's a tank! You call her an APC one more time, I'll use your guts to grease her treads!









from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

From: Kerry Burgess

Sent: Monday, March 6, 2006 2:16 PM

To: Kerry Burgess

Subject: Re: Sleep journal 3/6/06

Kerry Burgess wrote:

I walked down to a lake, but the lake was fenced off. There was a chain link fence surrounding the lake and I could only look at it. The lake looked familar, Greason maybe, but I also recognized some CDA features. Some other stuff happened around the lake I can't quite remember. There were a few people there I didn't know, the people I think of as familiar strangers, they look like they know me but I don't know them.









by me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: H.V.O.M at 3:00 PM Thursday, August 25, 2011

Alex and Michael

I woke up this morning and I guess I had just then been dreaming about a story I was writing about those two. I was feeling as though the details were something I had been thinking of before I awoke. I awoke thinking about how if there were ever in this world two little kids that needed firearms then those are the two. I thought about how little Alex had an Uzi and he opened up on Susan Smith with that Uzi and he ripped a full clip at her and that stupid kid only hit the cat nearby on the floor which exploded into a big splatter of blood and hair over the wall and he got Susan in the foot with one bullet from that full magazine but that isn't surprising because 15-month-old kids can't aim firearms very well and Michael was banging away at her with a pair of Colt .45 semiautomatic pistols and he emptied both clips and only got her in the leg one time. So I don't know what I was dreaming of. Maybe that was something from part of something I wrote a long time ago after I found those kids in the lake.









The Twilight Zone (1959) s05e10

"The 7th is Made Up of Phantoms"

Too bad they couldn't have brought the tank up. It would have helped.

Beg pardon, sir?

Nothing, lieutenant. I didn't say anything.










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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sioux

Sioux

From Wikipedia

The Sioux or Oceti Sakowin are groups of Native American tribes and First Nations people from the Great Plains of North America. The Sioux have two major linguistic divisions: the Dakota and Lakota peoples









from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

From: Kerry Burgess {me}

Sent: Sunday, May 21, 2006 11:04 AM

To: Kerry Burgess {me}

Subject: Re: Journal May 21, 2006

Kerry Burgess wrote:

I think it was my first thought after waking up this morning that I used to date Julia Roberts a long time ago.

I also have these unexplained thoughts that I was a fighter pilot in the U.S. military, although I'm not sure which service, but I may have been in two different branches over time. I am also confused about thoughts that I may have been a helicopter pilot. What's next? A space shuttle pilot? Seems like a lot for someone that is only 40. And, while I am not sure when this divergence happened, I am reasonably certain it was before I turned 33. So I must have been a pretty busy guy. Especially because I have thoughts that I was some kind of mathmetician too. I have these thoughts too that I was captured by enemy forces at some point and tortured while in captivity.



by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journal: 9/26/2006 3:06 PM

As I was trying to go to sleep last night, I had a thought that I have a doctorate in computer science from Princeton.

and I had thoughts that I studied music as well at Princeton.



from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journals: 9/28/2006 7:13 PM

This sounds very interesting. In my memory of taking Physics my Senior year at Ashdown, I remember being very interested in the class, but we didn t cover such an interesting topic.

http://www.princeton.edu/main/about/present/

Ayan Chatterjee (left) and Mark Daly measure piano strings as part of a lab project for professor Pierre Pirou 's freshman seminar on "Sound, Music and ... Physics."

9/28/2006 7:37 PM

I think I even have memories of the graduate degree process. I am not sure of the terms to describe the process.

9/28/2006 7:47 PM

I actually do remember... something... I can t explain it. It feels that I am holding an unmarked, undistinguishable book that I don t know the name of or the contents but I know I have read it already.

9/28/2006 8:34 PM

A few minutes ago I started thinking that maybe I started at Princeton University in 1972. I would have been 13 at the time as Thomas Ray. I remember that Kerry Burgess started first grade in 1972. But then I decided that I probably started Princeton earlier than 1972 and maybe 1972 was the year I completed my first major degree. Or 1972 doesn t really mean anything in particular to Thomas Ray; rather it is there for continuity sake for the life of Kerry Burgess.



by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: H.V.O.M at 3:06 AM Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Salesman

Also, "Salesman." I saw that in a dream while sleeping recently. I saw myself going through an induction process in the United States Marine Corps and I woke up understanding that I was dreaming of my actual experience in 1990. I saw a document that indicated I was being inducted to the United States Marine Corps with the officer grade of Chief Warrant Officer 2. I saw in the dream another document associated with my induction and that document indicated I had been assigned the informal name "Salesman."










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- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 8:59 PM Pacific-timezone USA Sunday 04/06/2025