This Is What I Think.

Tuesday, April 08, 2025

Today is 04/08/2025, Post #4





Continuing 04/08/2025









Sleep is all but impossible

And painful, all those tiny muscles and tendons atrophying more and more with each passing day

When I did sleep, experienced many visions during my sleep

Doesn't seem important to describe. Still remember some of it. Clear visions of Stargate SG-1 from no episode I have ever seen before

In one series of scenes, several people around but there is only one part I remember well enough to describe

The Vatican Pope of that ridiculous Catholic-superstition, as ridiculous as any other form of superstition, all because you are weak and gullible, was there

I was saying to him "He's gonna get you" and he would turn to me and say to me "He's gonna get you". That went on for a few moments

Also, couldn't sleep because I continued thinking more about my original-work code-pattern for 04/08/2025

What I was doing that day. What they were doing that same day.

With some photos of outdoors activities with their weather-guy, her dialog also mentioned that she "likes to jump in the lakes"










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https://hvom.blogspot.com/2025/04/today-is-04082025-post-3.html









of my original-work code-pattern

Event Date variable: 04/08/2025

Search Date variable: 08/01/1971

Search Date variable: 05/21/2006

Result:










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the-omega-man-1971_00h-58m-46s
the-omega-man-1971_00h-58m-49s









From 8/1/1971 ( premiere USA film "The Omega Man" ) To 4/8/2025 ( ) is 19609 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 7/11/2019 ( ) is 19609 days









From 5/21/2006 ( by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journal: Re: Journal May 21, 2006 ) To 4/8/2025 ( ) is 6897 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/20/1984 ( premiere USA TV series "Who's the Boss?" ) is 6897 days









From 6/21/1955 ( Dwight Eisenhower, 34th President of USA: Executive Order 10616 - Suspension of Certain Provisions of the Officer Personnel Act of 1947, as Amended, Which Relates to Officers of the Marine Corps of the Grade of Brigadier General ) To 4/8/2025 ( ) is 25494 days

25494 = 12747 + 12747

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/26/2000 ( ) is 12747 days









http://www.microsoft.com/Presspass/press/2000/sept00/dclaunchpr.mspx

Microsoft Windows Datacenter Program - All Systems Go

Industry Partners Deliver Wide Range of Datacenter Products and Services Exceeding Customer Requirements

SAN FRANCISCO, Sept. 26, 2000 — Today at the Microsoft Enterprise 2000 Launch, Steve Ballmer, president and CEO of Microsoft Corp., together with industry partners kicked off the availability of the Windows® Datacenter Program. The launch marks the delivery of Microsoft's and industry partners' joint commitment to provide customers with reliability, scalability and the best business investment for mission-critical computing environments. Industry partners announcing solutions today include Compaq Computer Corp., Unisys Corp., Hewlett-Packard Co., Dell Computer Corp., IBM Corp., Stratus Computer Systems, Amdahl Corp., ICL, Fujitsu Ltd., Fujitsu-Siemens, Bull and Hitachi. Windows 2000 Datacenter Server, coupled with the Microsoft® .NET enterprise servers, represents a significant step toward the delivery of the .NET Platform.









http://community.seattletimes.nwsource.com/archive/?date=20000927&slug=4044773

The Seattle Times

Wednesday, September 27, 2000

Ruling gives Microsoft an edge

By John Hendren

Seattle Times Washington bureau

WASHINGTON - The U.S. Supreme Court decisively rejected a speedy review of the Microsoft antitrust case yesterday, leaving a lower court to decide whether to uphold a judge's landmark order to split the world's largest software maker in two.










2019-07-11_1

https://www.krem.com/article/news/spokane-public-schools-improving-safety-and-security-in-schools/293-1fb84275-e0b4-4112-b7d2-6f68fca52760










DSC02621 .jpg, by me, Kerry Burgess
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DSCN7548 .jpg, by me, Kerry Burgess, 07/11/2019
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DSCN7536 .jpg, by me, Kerry Burgess, 07/11/2019
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DSCN7526 .jpg, by me, Kerry Burgess, 07/11/2019
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DSCN7467 .jpg, by me, Kerry Burgess, 07/11/2019
DSCN7464 .jpg, by me, Kerry Burgess, 07/11/2019









From 11/18/1996 ( premiere USA film "Star Trek: First Contact" ) To 7/11/2019 ( ) is 8270 days

8270 = 4135 + 4135

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 2/27/1977 ( premiere USA TV series episode "The Six Million Dollar Man"::"The Privacy of the Mind" ) is 4135 days









From 5/16/2006 ( by me, Kerry Burgess, referenced here ) To 7/11/2019 ( ) is 4804 days

4804 = 2402 + 2402

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 5/31/1972 ( biographical - Walter Jackson Freeman II dead ) is 2402 days









from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

From: Kerry Burgess

To: Kerry Burgess

Sent: Tue, May 16, 2006 5:55:42 PM

Subject: Re: I don't know if I am winning or losing an effort by the Borg to assimilate my mind.

And what memories are real and what memories are manipulated?

Is any of this true?










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1996-11-18_10









Star Trek: First Contact (1996)

(from internet transcript)

BORG QUEEN: Why do you insist on utilising this primitive linguistic communication? Your android brain is capable of so much more.

DATA: Have you forgotten? I am endeavouring to become more human.

BORG QUEEN: Human! We used to be exactly like them. Flawed, weak, organic, but we evolved to include the synthetic. Now we use both to attain perfection. Your goal should be the same as ours.

DATA: Believing oneself to be perfect is often the sign of a delusional mind.

BORG QUEEN: Small words, from a small being, trying to attack what he doesn't understand.

DATA: I understand that you have no real interest in me. That your goal is to obtain the encryption codes for the Enterprise computer.

BORG QUEEN: That is one of our goals, one of many.










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8180213018_456ee7e3f6_k .jpg, from internet
shuttle_columbia_AP690146878537 .jpg, from internet
crash-debris-searchjpg-7f93991e6bde4f41 .jpg, from internet
01isbs-columbia_01_1348595g .jpg, from internet










Crew_of_STS-107,_official_photo .jpg, from internet









http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Malfunction_Junction

Malfunction Junction

Malfunction Junction is a derisive nickname given by motorists to a confusing, dangerous, or otherwise problematic interchange.

South Carolina

Interstates (26/126/20) and Bush River Rd. in Columbia, South Carolina.










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14_lg_web .jpg, from internet
astronaut-joseph-r-tanner-waves-toward-the-camera-during-a-space-walk-a8x17r .jpg, from internet
1997-02-19_0-a









https://www.yahoo.com/news/lori-vallow-became-doomsday-cult-214956380.html

How Lori Vallow became 'doomsday' cult mom: Police documents reveal her descent into a wacky world of zombies, teleportation, and an impending apocalypse

Michelle Mark

Fri, October 15, 2021, 2:49 PM

Vallow believed she was an "exalted Goddess" with visionary capabilities, and had been tapped alongside Daybell to lead 144,000 people who would survive when the world ended on July 2020.

Vallow and her siblings grew up Mormon, but she caused a rift in the family when she began "saying some really strange things" about the religion, Adam Cox told investigators. He said his sister would talk about speaking directly to Jesus, saying she had a "higher priesthood than others," and proclaiming she was married to the Mormon figure Moroni at the time that she was actually married to Charles Vallow.

Most alarming, Adam Cox said, was his sister's insistence that Charles Vallow was dead and a man named Ned Schneider was living in his body. He said their other sibling, Alex Cox, eventually got "sucked into Lori's ideas," too.

Adam Cox told police he had suggested that his sister see a psychiatrist, but their parents insisted that even if Lori Vallow seemed disconnected from reality, she wasn't hurting anyone. Text messages showed that Charles Vallow had a different view.

Pastenes told police that she eventually came to believe that Vallow and Daybell were trying to "groom them" by giving them small pieces of information at a time to keep them interested.

Gibb also said Vallow and Daybell had often referred to Vallow's ex-husband as "Ned," and said he had an unclean spirit - but that he was far from the only one.

The pair would often try to figure out how many "zombies" inhabited a given space, according to Gibb, who told investigators Vallow once pulled out a map of Arizona and said a prayer to try and determine how many zombies resided in the state. Gibb said Daybell would often explain that their prayers had eliminated the zombies and caused people to physically pass away.

Charles Vallow was shot and killed by Alex Cox on July 11, 2019.










1972-05-31_1

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Walter_Jackson_Freeman_II









Star Trek: First Contact (1996)

[ Opening scenes ]

[Picard's quarters]

(Picard is having a dream about his memories from end of "Best of Both Worlds, Part I.")

BORG QUEEN: Locutus.









by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: March 26, 2020

For a very long time, I associated my vague notions about 3/16/1991 with my vague notions about a professorship at the University of South Carolina in Columbia, all just vague notions that inexplicably formed in my mind at some point years ago

I have let go that association of 3/16/1991 and Columbia, SC

I think still there is some specific reason those ideas formed in my conscious mind with Columbia but I still do not know specifically the reason for any of that

All I know is the pattern keeps being consistent

It's all just so ridiculous









from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

From: Kerry Burgess {me}

Sent: Sunday, May 21, 2006 11:04 AM

To: Kerry Burgess {me}

Subject: Re: Journal May 21, 2006

Kerry Burgess wrote:

I think it was my first thought after waking up this morning that I used to date Julia Roberts a long time ago.

I also have these unexplained thoughts that I was a fighter pilot in the U.S. military, although I'm not sure which service, but I may have been in two different branches over time. I am also confused about thoughts that I may have been a helicopter pilot. What's next? A space shuttle pilot? Seems like a lot for someone that is only 40. And, while I am not sure when this divergence happened, I am reasonably certain it was before I turned 33. So I must have been a pretty busy guy. Especially because I have thoughts that I was some kind of mathmetician too. I have these thoughts too that I was captured by enemy forces at some point and tortured while in captivity.



by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journal: 9/26/2006 3:06 PM

As I was trying to go to sleep last night, I had a thought that I have a doctorate in computer science from Princeton.

and I had thoughts that I studied music as well at Princeton.



from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journals: 9/28/2006 7:13 PM

This sounds very interesting. In my memory of taking Physics my Senior year at Ashdown, I remember being very interested in the class, but we didn t cover such an interesting topic.

http://www.princeton.edu/main/about/present/

Ayan Chatterjee (left) and Mark Daly measure piano strings as part of a lab project for professor Pierre Pirou 's freshman seminar on "Sound, Music and ... Physics."

9/28/2006 7:37 PM

I think I even have memories of the graduate degree process. I am not sure of the terms to describe the process.

9/28/2006 7:47 PM

I actually do remember... something... I can t explain it. It feels that I am holding an unmarked, undistinguishable book that I don t know the name of or the contents but I know I have read it already.

9/28/2006 8:34 PM

A few minutes ago I started thinking that maybe I started at Princeton University in 1972. I would have been 13 at the time as Thomas Ray. I remember that Kerry Burgess started first grade in 1972. But then I decided that I probably started Princeton earlier than 1972 and maybe 1972 was the year I completed my first major degree. Or 1972 doesn t really mean anything in particular to Thomas Ray; rather it is there for continuity sake for the life of Kerry Burgess.



by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: H.V.O.M at 3:06 AM Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Salesman

Also, "Salesman." I saw that in a dream while sleeping recently. I saw myself going through an induction process in the United States Marine Corps and I woke up understanding that I was dreaming of my actual experience in 1990. I saw a document that indicated I was being inducted to the United States Marine Corps with the officer grade of Chief Warrant Officer 2. I saw in the dream another document associated with my induction and that document indicated I had been assigned the informal name "Salesman."



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 11:49 PM Pacific-timezone USA Tuesday 04/08/2025