>>>>>From: Kerry Burgess
To: THEDA
Sent: Wednesday, September 2, 2009 5:33:50 AM
Subject: Re:
I certainly do not want to discount anyone that wants to be a friend.
I don't know what you know.
I was thinking recently with a certain level of new awareness about when I was in Antlers in 1999 . I was thinking recently, especially in the context of my memory from that time of when I first saw and spoke to him, that most or all of you knew that I am not really this person I cannot shake off in my mind. I still exist as Kerry Burgess but I also have a new understanding, or I think I do, that I am a different version of Kerry Burgess. A lot of details I know in my mind about Kerry Burgess are literal, but then a lot of it is fiction. It is part of a fiction I created before 1998 to create a completely new identity. Today I started thinking that even the military records I have with Kerry Burgess printed on the forms have significant details that were fabricated so that technically, I was not even revealing classified information, if that information even was classified. So anyway, I am very confused but yet I feel comfortable in trying to sort all this out in mind.
But then, I am also very annoyed.
You see, everything going on around me is because of some kind of pre-court martial because I did not allow Seattle and King County to be destroyed with strategic nuclear weapons as a pre-emptive strike because we had a reasonable suspicion that this is the place where it all started. I felt as though our defense forces would stop - and should have stopped - the 9/11/2001 attacks and so what would then be the point of pre-emptively destroying this area and killing a million or so people.
So, I don't know. I don't know what you know. Maybe you know the real Kerry Burgess was killed in a aircraft crash in 1994 as another attack on me by the terrorists that are entrenched here where I am posted now to watch them. Maybe I told you in the past to never even tell me under direct questioning what you knew before I assumed this identity in 1998.
I am thinking this through now and writing to you about it because I am thinking that if you did not know any of this until now then you might be trying to hold on to the past and that past is dead. I struggle with it now because I don't even know the truth and I am struggling to put it all back together now as I remain under duress here behind the enemy lines of the insurrection against the United States that I have worked for decades to prevent.
So, anyway, maybe this is more for me than about trying to explain anything to you about something that is a puzzle in my mind. I am never going to get to leave this place but there is just something about all this that I have to figure out so that I can finish whatever it is I am here to do. These people here are irredeemable. There is no honesty or human decency or anything here that is worth protecting. There is nothing but hate and spite and evil to these people and the world is better off without these people.
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090829-N-1429M-008 CASSINO TOWN, Italy (Aug. 29, 2009) Chief (Sel.) Master-at-Arms Carrie Wesby, a member of the Naples-area chief selects, reads a wartime broadcast about the battle of Monte Cassino. The Naples-area chief selects are learning about the Monte Cassino battle and the challenges military leaders face during wartime. The Naples-area chief petty officers have incorporated military heritage education into the 2010 induction curriculum for chief selects. (U.S. Navy photo by Chief Mass Communication Specialist Jason Morris/Released)
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Battle_of_Monte_Cassino
Battle of Monte Cassino
The Battle of Monte Cassino (also known as the Battle for Rome and the Battle for Cassino) was a costly series of four battles during World War II, fought by the Allies with the intention of breaking through the Winter Line and seizing Rome.
In the beginning of 1944, the western half of the Winter Line was being anchored by Germans holding the Rapido, Liri and Garigliano valleys and certain surrounding peaks and ridges, together known as the Gustav Line. The Germans had not occupied the historic hilltop abbey of Monte Cassino, founded in AD 524 by St. Benedict and which dominated the town of Cassino and the entrances to the Liri and Rapido valleys, although they manned defensive positions set into the steep slopes below the abbey walls. On February 15 the monastery, high on a peak overlooking the town of Cassino, was destroyed by 1,400 tons of bombs dropped by American bombers. The bombing was based on the fear that the abbey was being used as a lookout post for the German defenders (this position evolved over time to admit that German soldiers were not garrisoned there but that the risk of the monastery becoming occupied justified the action). Two days after the bombing, German paratroopers poured into the ruins; paradoxically, the destruction caused by the bombing and the resulting jagged wasteland of rubble gave these ground troops improved protection from air and artillery attack making it a more viable defensive position.
