Today is 02/05/2025, Post #3

by me, Kerry Burgess, 02/05/2025 8:32 PM

Day after tomorrow, marks 21 years of seclusion

I noted in a recent blog-post, this upcoming day 02/07/2025

I quit my job as a full-time employee of Microsoft Corporation on 02/06/2004, of which I have made many references here in my blog-posts

Since that following day, through today, I have not worked as an employee for anyone, not one single day

The point of this note

Very, very, very rarely I interact in person with people

Few weeks ago, spurious thoughts in my conscious mind

Nothing about me, just as though someone was telling me something

I don't hear voices in my head, never have. I don't even hear voices in my sleeping-dreams. I cannot even actually replay another person's voice - the sound of their voice - in my conscious mind. I can recall what people say, but it's not actual voice I hear. Their voice becomes encoded in my memory simply as information

I am thinking now this evening of observations I made of stuff other people have done out beyond

And it makes me think is why I was forced into this seclusion of living in this small apartment in the city

People are doing their stuff and thinking there is something logical to it

I am seeing it from a different perspective

It's not Mother Abigail telling me what Stu Redman hears in his mind from her

I am making choices - purely at random - that makes it consistent with the stuff other people are doing, which I am not describing here in detail

I am certainly seeing a pattern those other people are not seeing

And there's no point in me trying to explain

Typed in all the above, opened Blogger and created a draft post, and then - at that same moment - (sure, everyone says this happens to them, because *your* life is pathetic and pointless and meaningless and you're desperate to feel special) this song started playing on one of random FM-antenna radio stations I tune around to:











https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WziA88-n02k

Matchbox Twenty - Unwell (Official Video) [HD Remaster]

Matchbox Twenty



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 8:47 PM Pacific-timezone USA Wednesday 02/05/2025