This is about the day I arrive in the past after I time travel on a day in the future (relative to today) into the past to the day 3 March 2003.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Date: Thu, 6 Apr 2006 14:24:34 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Kerry Burgess"
Subject: Re: Sleep journal 4/6/06
To: "Kerry Burgess"
Kerry Burgess wrote:
Details about my recent sleep are very fuzzy today. Can't remember for sure when I woke up. 3 am maybe. Or maybe shortly after midnight, can't really remember as I usually can. Remember dreaming something about driving my Jeep. Then I returned to it where it was parked in a parking lot after I was traveling through some passageways, hallways in a transit facility maybe. The only part I remember clearly is where a woman, I assume was my imaginary girlfriend asked me out for drinks or something. I told her we needed to keep it really casual though because all I had to wear was sweatpants. Kind of the downside to dating a homeless person I reflect now as I write this. She told me she would wear something with holes in it. I hope that was her in my dream, although the woman in the dream seemed to be someone unfamilar though. But I have noticed that happening with other people I know. They are represented, somehow, by a different person, but I think of them as someone specific. I feel like that is part of the manipulation. I have noticed something similar in real dreams, but I don't think it is the same here. I think they are disquising themselves in my dream for some reason. Anyway, if it really was her, she actually doesn't have to worry about dressing down if we were to go out. Of course, if I have my way, it would be a moot point because why would I want to go out with her when I am in such an ugly situation? At the minimum, I would want to be back to work so that I have regained some independence. And hey, next time you are in my dreams, dear imaginary girlfriend, how about wearing a bikini? Red would be good, or yellow maybe. That would be sweet!
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Date: Thu, 6 Apr 2006 14:24:34 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Kerry Burgess"
Subject: Re: Sleep journal 4/6/06
To: "Kerry Burgess"
Kerry Burgess wrote:
It drives me crazy how I can still hear people around here speaking when I have on my headphones. It sounds like someone standing outside the room murmuring. It's driving me crazy.
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Date: Thu, 6 Apr 2006 14:24:34 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Kerry Burgess"
Subject: Re: Sleep journal 4/6/06
To: "Kerry Burgess"
Even more creepy is how things change sometimes. Humiliating and creepy beyond description. And I am certain that it is by design, some kind of social engineering on you spectators at my expense.
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http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/pinkfloyd/yetanothermovie.html
PINK FLOYD
"Yet Another Movie"
One sound, one single sound
One kiss, one single kiss
A face outside the window pane
However did it come to this?
A man who ran, a child who cried
A girl who heard, a voice that lied
The sun that burned a fiery red
The vision of an empty bed
The use of force, he was so tough
She'll soon submit, she's had enough
The march of fate, the broken will
Someone is lying very still
He has laughed and he has cried
He has fought and he has died
He's just the same as all the rest
He's not the worst, he's not the best
And still this ceaseless murmuring
The babbling that I brook
The seas of faces, eyes upraised
The empty screen, the vacant look
A man in black on a snow white horse,
A pointless life has run its course,
The red rimmed eyes, the tears still run
As he fades into the setting sun
1996 film "Star Trek: First Contact" DVD video:
Starfleet Captain Jean-Luc Picard - Starfleet USS Enterprise NCC 1701-E commanding officer: I can hear them.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: From: Katie
Sent: Thursday, April 06, 2006 8:35 PM
To: Kerry Burgess
Subject: Shoreline, etc
Kerry,
I've been working with Ellen and the folks at Shoreline to figure out what exactly it would take for you to be able to return there. I'll let you know when there is a definitive answer.
and anxiety secondary to your situation.
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http://www.cswap.com/1996/Star_Trek:_First_Contact/cap/en/25fps/a/00_31
Star Trek: First Contact
:31:04
Captain, I believe I'm feeling...
anxiety.
:31:09
It is an intriguing sensation.
:31:12
Data, perhaps you should deactivate
your emotion chip for now.
:31:19
Good idea, sir... Done.
:31:24
Data, there are times that I envy you.
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0117731/quotes
IMDb
The Internet Movie Database
Lily Sloane: You gotta go?
[Picard nods "Yes"]
Lily Sloane: I envy you... the world you're going to.
Captain Jean-Luc Picard: I envy YOU... taking these first steps into a new frontier. I shall miss you, Lily.
http://www.cswap.com/1996/Star_Trek:_First_Contact/cap/en/25fps/a/01_38
Star Trek: First Contact
1:38:16
Live long and prosper.
1:38:38
Thanks.
1:38:44
I think it's time
we made a discreet exit.
1:38:49
Stand by to beam us up.
1:38:59
You've got to go.
1:39:04
I envy you.
The world you're going to.
1:39:10
I envy you. Taking these first steps
into a new frontier.
1:39:18
I shall miss you, Lily.
1:39:34
Picard to Enterprise, energise.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: From: Kerry Burgess
To: Katie W
Cc: Kerry Burgess
Sent: Sunday, June 18, 2006 9:32:04 PM
Kerry Burgess wrote:
Katie,
My appointment at the VA is July 18th.
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MESSAGE ARCHIVE:
7-20-06
Kerry,
you have been
OK'd to move into
the vet. center
tomorrow at 11 a.m.
[MESSAGE ARCHIVE]
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: From: Kerry Burgess
To: Kerry Burgess
Sent: Fri, April 7, 2006 9:49:04 AM
Subject: Kerry's OOF
Hi Boss, I'm taking today off.
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