This Is What I Think.

Sunday, March 30, 2025

Today is 03/30/2025





This is a really good story.

The progress of this note, as you read it on this page, does not match the cognitive process in my mind to develop and assemble the content for this note.

"Someone is using our doors that should not"

That makes a hell of a lot of sense, considering my personal observations the past day, well before I even knew this title exists in the world

People being directed by person(s) to do stuff that I would recognize because of a completely, absolutely 100% random choice I would make hours later, this video, the reason for this blog-post.










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by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 2:07 PM

Number 878: The Farthest Man From Home

I am Kerry Burgess. This is what I think.

If this is the first blog-post by me you're reading then you are galactically uninformed.

Monday, March 24, 2025

I do not speak for that organization or any organization. Everything here posted by me in this blog site is purely my own personal opinion. I am literally in direct or indirect communication with none









https://www.imdb.com/title/tt27491225/releaseinfo/

IMDb

Things Will Be Different (2024)

Release info

United States October 4, 2024

In order to escape police after a robbery, two estranged siblings lie low in a farmhouse that hides them away in a different time. There they reckon with a mysterious force that pushes their familial bonds to unnatural breaking points.

Streaming: Hulu









From 6/4/2017 ( premiere "The Book of Nora" - the final episode of "The Leftovers" HBO tv-series ) To 3/30/2025 ( Today ) is 2856 days

2856 = 1428 + 1428

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/30/1969 ( premiere USA TV series "The Immortal" ) is 1428 days



From 7/26/1990 ( effective date of the Americans with Disabilities Act of 1990 ) To 3/30/2025 ( ) is 12666 days

12666 = 6333 + 6333

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/6/1983 ( premiere USA TV "Baby Sister" ) is 6333 days









From 3/3/1959 ( later, the spouse of Phoebe Cates - the birthdate in Hawaii of my biological genetic brother Thomas Reagan ) To 7/4/1976 ( at extreme personal risk to himself my biological brother Thomas Reagan the civilian and privately financed astronaut in his privately financed atom-pulse propulsion spaceship successfully intercepts the comet nicknamed "Lucifer" - threatening extinction by death and destruction of all life on this planet Earth - in the outer solar system beyond planet Saturn and diverts it away from our planet Earth ) is 6333 days









From 5/10/2006 ( referenced in text here: Kerry Burgess - journal, Wednesday, May 10, 2006 ) To 3/30/2025 ( ) is 6899 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/22/1984 ( premiere USA TV series "Partners in Crime" ) is 6899 days









From 2/21/1908 ( ) To 3/30/2025 ( ) is 42772 days

42772 = 21386 + 21386

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 5/22/2024 ( debut "The Corridor" s1e4 "Dark Matter" streaming-video series AppleTV+ ) is 21386 days









From 6/7/1938 ( from Wikipedia: National Doughnut Day started in the United States ) To 11/2/1997 ( ) is 21698 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/30/2025 ( ) is 21698 days









From 5/27/1907 ( ) To 3/30/2025 ( Today ) is 43042 days

43042 = 21521 + 21521

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/4/2024 ( ) is 21521 days










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From 5/20/1929 ( premiere US film "An Oklahoma Cowboy" ) To 4/21/1988 ( as me, Kerry Burgess, my official enlisted US Navy documents includes: Qualified M-14 Rifle, USS Wainwright CG-28, US Navy, primary-duty: CF-division, Missile Plot - guided-missiles Fire Control Computers Complex (UNIVAC digital-computers Mk152 Terrier System for, primarily, SM2-ER {Extended Range} Standard Missiles ordnance), while enlisted paygrade E-5, designated Fire Controlman Petty Officer Second Class (FC2) ) is 21521 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/4/2024 ( ) is 21521 days



From 4/26/1988 ( premiere USA TV series "China Beach" ) To 10/4/2024 ( ) is 13310 days

13310 = 6655 + 6655

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 1/22/1984 ( premiere USA TV series "Airwolf" ) is 6655 days



From 9/29/1985 ( premiere USA TV series "MacGyver" ) To 10/4/2024 ( ) is 14250 days

14250 = 7125 + 7125

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 5/6/1985 ( as Kerry Burgess my official US Navy documents includes: "Navy Occupation/Training History: PHONE TALKER/MESSENGER", USS Taylor FFG-50, US Navy ) is 7125 days



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Things Will Be Different (2024)

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"The Cartridge Family" The Simpsons

Original Airdate on FOX: 02-Nov-97

(from internet transcript)

Later, at the Kwik-E-Mart, Homer walks in, twirling his pistol on his finger.

Apu: Oh! Don't shoot! Just take the money and get out!

Homer: What? Oh, Apu, I would never...or would I? I've already gone this far. I wonder what my life would be like if I robbed the Kwik-E-Mart...

Homer imagines himself sitting in a rocking chair on the porch of a beautiful mansion, dressed in a top hat and suit with a sash reading "Senator". He smokes a cigar and twirls his gun on his finger. As music plays, Marge dances in a pink bikini. Convinced, Homer makes his decision.

Homer: I'll do it. I'll rob the Kwik-E-Mart. All right, put your...

Homer realizes that he's already left the store, having somehow purchased a sandwich and gotten into his car. Although frustrated, he lightheartedly promises himself that he'll rob it next time.









by me, Kerry Burgess, Feb 18, 2023

Carefully documented in my journal, the one that was private, was that this all started for me on May 10, 2006

The fantastic stuff I've described all these years never existed in my mind before that day

NASA, USMC, Princeton, Thomas Reagan, the Phoebe Cates you don't know










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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Book_of_Nora

The Book of Nora

From Wikipedia

"The Book of Nora" is the series finale of the HBO drama television series The Leftovers.

It aired in the United States on June 4, 2017.

She enters the machine's event chamber, where she is slowly submerged in a metallic fluid. Nora is heard screaming out as the liquid reaches her head.

The episode cuts to a farmhouse in rural Australia years later, where an older Nora









from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journals: 02/25/10 3:33 PM

but other times I think he was organic and then that leads me to thinking about how I wonder what is the real difference which then leads me to think about how that devalues life itself, or at least, those of use who have been duplicated. So the clone of me the clone shows up and he gives me instructions that he types out on a non-internet and non-wireless equipped computer and from those instructions I know where to find the teleportation device that will transport me into the virtual world that belongs to me, which I have been thinking for a while, contains no mirrors and there is nothing in there where I can see my reflection. So I go to that transportation device and I read through the instructions for activating it and a new aspect of the process, which I now think of from "The Terminator" is that I have to take off all my clothes before I am transported and then I am transported to my virtual world. The reason for the clothes is simply that, for me, there are factors constructed into the virtual world that creates a minor sense of hardship and indeed when I transport I am in the same location where the device is stored but there are no clothes there, or any people for that matter, and I have to walk outside in the freezing rain to find shelter. I am transported to the same location I remember but many of the buildings and structures that I would see at that location are gone in the virtual world. The road is still there but there are power lines or gas stations or many other structures that are useless in that virtual world. There are automobiles but only in new car lots and they don't require gasoline.









by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me - H.V.O.M at 7:55 AM Monday, October 11, 2010

I was thinking extensively about that again last night.

The existence is okay for a while but then it becomes tormenting enough to look for a way back to the real world. There is always something important missing that eventually becomes unbearable.









by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: July 15, 2017 11:11 pm

The Leftovers - The Book of Nora - television series episode Season 3 Episode 8 - Aired Sunday 10:00 PM Jun 04, 2017 on HBO (Comcast On Demand 15 July 2017)

Answers are elusive in the series finale.



Nora Durst: I knew there was a chance it would kill me, but I made my peace with that. And I said goodbye to my brother and I climbed right in.

Kevin Garvey: And then you changed your mind.

Nora Durst: No. I didn't change my mind. I went through. I was in the parking lot, naked curled up like a baby. It was the same parking lot I'd just been in, except there were no trucks no people, no nothing. It was cold, so I started to walk. I walked by empty houses abandoned buildings. And I found a store, so I went in and there were clothes there-- clothes hanging on racks-- so I got dressed and I got back to walking. I walked long enough to convince myself that I was the only thing alive in that place. And then night came, and I saw lights, so I went to them. It was a house, and there was a man and a women there. They were kind and they told me the man told me that seven years earlier, he was in a supermarket and every single person disappeared except for him. And the women told me that she lost her husband, her three daughters, and all eight of her grandchildren. And that's when I understood. Over here, we lost some of them. But over there, they lost all of us.



Nora Durst: They were happy. And I understood that here in this place, they were the lucky ones. In a world full of orphans, they still had each other. And I was a ghost. I was a ghost who had no place there. And that, Kevin, is when I changed my mind. The physicists who sent me through told me the first person to use the machine was the guy who invented it. His name was Dr. Van Eeghen. I'm pretty sure they were making fun of me, but they said when I went over that I should look him up, so I did. That took a long time, too. But I found him and I asked him to make another machine because he already knew how. And he asked me if I had come all that way, why in God's name did I wanna go back? And I told him it's because I didn't belong there. So, he built it. And I came back through. I came back here. Did I think about you? Did I wanna call you? Did I wanna be with you, Kevin? Of course I did. But so much time had passed. It was too late. And I knew that if I told you what happened that you would never believe me.

Kevin Garvey: I believe you.









by me, Kerry Burgess: 21 June 2015

She went before I did but I was already there.

I thought about that extensively. I think I wrote here before about how I tried to find again what I thought I wrote in my journal about it but could not find anything.

I had been there for months or longer. One day, I was passing through New York and I had the urge to drive through New York City. I was thinking that my mind was laboring with the notion I would be leaving there on that day going back to the real world and so I had taken out of my luggage my dress white US Navy uniform I was wearing that day months and months ago I found myself there in my new world. I had parked somewhere in the massive urban city and was walking along when I saw her there on the sidewalk, thinking she was a mannequin. I thought extensively of how only certain new vessels remained and I operated one US Navy ship to cross the Atlantic. We parted at a doorway after stating I would return to Charleston and I walked through a doorway before I even thought to say goodbye turning to find myself alone again.









The Leftovers (2014) s03e08

"The Book of Nora"

Nora Durst: And that's when I understood. Over here, we lost some of them. But over there, they lost all of us. So, I went and did what I came there to do. I went to find my kids. Planes don't really fly over there. They have enough resources, just not enough pilots. So, I found a boat that would take me. No boats go directly from Australia to New York, so it took me a long time to get there.









"The Book of Nora" - The Leftovers

Nora Durst: The physicists who sent me through told me the first person to use the machine was the guy who invented it. His name was Dr. Van Eeghen.



"The Book of Nora" - The Leftovers

Nora Durst: I'm pretty sure they were making fun of me, but they said when I went over that I should look him up, so I did. That took a long time, too. But I found him and I asked him to make another









From 10/19/1954 ( premiere USA TV series "The Halls of Ivy" ) To 5/21/2006 ( by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journal: Re: Journal May 21, 2006 ) is 18842 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/4/2017 ( ) is 18842 days



From 2/25/2010 ( by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpt from my private journal ) To 6/4/2017 ( ) is 2656 days

2656 = 1328 + 1328

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/22/1969 ( Judy Garland dead from drug overdose ) is 1328 days



From 11/4/1986 ( as me, Kerry Burgess, my official enlisted US Navy documents includes: Date Completed - US Navy Fire Control Technician Class "A", Service School Command, Naval Training Center, Great Lakes, Illinois, - leading to permanent assignment until 1990 to CF-division, Missile Plot - guided-missiles Fire Control Computers Complex (UNIVAC digital-computers Mk152 Terrier System for, primarily, SM2-ER {Extended Range} Standard Missiles ordnance), USS Wainwright CG-28, US Navy, while enlisted paygrade E-5, designated Fire Controlman Petty Officer Second Class (FC2) ) To 6/4/2017 ( ) is 11170 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/2/1996 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Space: Above And Beyond"::series finale "...Tell Our Moms We Done Our Best" ) is 11170 days



From 7/19/1989 ( the United Airlines Flight 232 crash in Sioux City Iowa and from the thoughts in my conscious mind, coinciding with United States of America Veterans Affairs hospital psychiatric doctor medical drugs: the end of Kerry Burgess - *me* - the natural human being cloned from another human being {Thomas Reagan} ) To 6/4/2017 ( ) is 10182 days

10182 = 5091 + 5091

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/11/1979 ( premiere USA TV series episode "In Search of..."::"UFO Australia" ) is 5091 days



https://www.imdb.com/title/tt5338044/

IMDb

The Leftovers

The Book of Nora

Episode aired Jun 4, 2017

S3 E8

HBO's synopsis for this episode is: "Nothing is answered. Everything is answered. And then it ends."










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- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 03:56 AM Pacific-timezone USA Sunday 03/30/2025