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Pastronaut









by me, Kerry Burgess, 03/13/2025 07:55 AM

First, the title formed in my conscious-mind. Then, a specific song became information in my mind

Next, started looking around for content for this blog-post

Re-discovered several topics I already posted about

Wanted to find some new content for this blog-post

Made several posts about this episode of "The Expanse" but not in this sort of depth

So, here we go now









by me, Kerry Burgess, February 22, 2017 7:34 pm

Kerry Burgess updated his status.

Among the myriad sleeping dreams I tossed and turned over last night was one that has stuck with me throughout the day. Something about help with my grammar. Can't recall anything else other than that notion.

And the grand finale. The whopper of unimaginable violence in open warfare and that I should have felt freaked out about during the dream and during the day since waking.









by me, Kerry Burgess, February 22, 2017 5:34 pm

Kerry Burgess updated his status.

http://nasawatch.com/archives/2017/02/spitzer-discove.html

NASA WATCH

Nearby Star Has 7 Earth-Sized Worlds

By Keith Cowing on February 21, 2017 9:43 AM.

NASA to Host News Conference on Discovery Beyond Our Solar System

"NASA will hold a news conference at 1 p.m. EST Wednesday, Feb. 22, to present new findings on planets that orbit stars other than our sun, known as exoplanets. The event will air live on NASA Television and the agency's website. Details of these findings are embargoed by the journal Nature until 1 p.m."

Keith's update: I have now learned that tomorrow's NASA news announcement is not about Alpha Centauri as I had been guessing (darn) but it is is something even more cool - or "warm" to be precise. Instead, the NASA announcement on Wednesday will be about a nearby star that has at least 7 Earth-sized planets.

The individuals attending this press event at NASA have been looking for planets circling other stars. Last year one of the participants, Michael Gillon, was lead author on a paper "Temperate Earth-sized planets transiting a nearby ultracool dwarf star" in Nature detailing how his team had confirmed 3 small terrestrial (Earth-sized) planets circulating a cool dwarf star 2MASS J23062928-0502285 (now known as TRAPPIST-1), a M8V class star which is only 39.5 light years away.

It will be announced tomorrow by NASA that Gillon et al have confirmed 4 more Earth-sized planets circling TRAPPIST-1. It is possible that most of the planets confirmed thus circling far TRAPPIST-1 could be in the star's habitable zone. The inner 6 planets are probably rocky in composition and may be just the right temperature for liquid water to exist (between 0 - 100 degrees C) - if they have any water, that is. The outermost 7th planet still needs some more observations to nail down its orbit and composition.

Astronomers are clearly excited about these planets (see below). The article will appear in Nature magazine, as noted by NASA in its media advisory.

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Stargate: The Movie (1994)

DANIEL
(surprised)
Two years?

General WEST
Any time.









by me, Kerry Burgess, February 22, 2017 10:11 pm

Kerry Burgess updated his status.

The Expanse (New)

676 SYFYHDP: Wednesday, February 22 10:00 PM [ 10:00 PM Wednesday 22 February 2017 Pacific Time USA ]

Drama, Science fiction, Fantasy, Adventure

Home

The Rocinante chases an asteroid as it hurtles toward Earth.

Original Air Date: Feb 22, 2017









by me, Kerry Burgess, February 23, 2017 1:28 am

Kerry Burgess updated his status.

The Expanse - Home - Season 2 Episode 5 - Aired Tuesday 10:00 PM Feb 22, 2017 on Syfy

Alex, how are we doin' on that target lock?

Target is still painted, Chief.

Let's try the S-band. Patch it.

Miller, come in! Miller!

Miller: Hey! Trying to blow my eardrums?

Listen, you need to move your ass in there.

Earth's missiles are headed for Eros, and we're painting the bulls-eye.

Don't put us in the really awkward position of having to blow you up.









by me, Kerry Burgess, February 23, 2017 1:32 am

Kerry Burgess updated his status.

The Expanse - Home - Season 2 Episode 5 -Aired Tuesday 10:00 PM Feb 22, 2017 on Syfy

Look, kid, I came an awful long way to find you.

Because I believe in you.

Would you believe a guy like me would believe in something?

I know you're a fighter.

I know you can steer this ship.

I'm done fighting. I just want to go home.

You can't go home, Julie. I'm sorry.

We can go anywhere else in the whole universe, but we can't go home, honey.

Okay?

But, hey, I need you to know, whatever happens, wherever you go, you're not going to do it alone.









by me, Kerry Burgess, February 23, 2017 1:47 am

Kerry Burgess updated his status.

The Expanse - Home - Season 2 Episode 5 -Aired Tuesday 10:00 PM Feb 22, 2017 on Syfy

The Mormon generation ship was heading for Eros before the incident?

Fred Johnson claimed it was an engine test.

But given the Nauvoo's speed and trajectory, it was on a collision course with Eros. Which means, he's lying to us.

Madam, the Mormon leadership in Salt Lake is claiming Johnson stole the Nauvoo after forcibly removing all their people from the ship.

Tell me, Colonel Janus.

How does a big rock like Eros suddenly turn into a ship?

Madam, I don't know.

If Eros stopped rotating that quick, I'd be dead as a bug on a windshield.

Uh, okay. So we broke a few laws of physics here.









by me, Kerry Burgess, 07/31/2023

More of those guys muddying up the water with ridiculous questions.

That guy is not a pilot, as far as I know

He has zero amount of aerodynamics expertise

You are never going to know if it was a "perfect sharp" 90-degree turn

Just stupid.









excerpts, from internet transcript

(07/26/2023)

U.S. Representa...: The subcommittee hearing on unidentified anomalous phenomena or UAPs will come to order.



Ms. Mace: I have a few questions for Mr. Graves. What percentage of UAP sightings in your belief go unreported by our pilots?

Ryan Graves: This is an approximation based off of my personal experience speaking with a number of pilots, but I would estimate we're somewhere near 5% reporting, perhaps.

Ms. Mace: So, like 95% basically don't report seeing UAPs?

Ryan Graves: That's just my personal estimate.

Ms. Mace: In the incident off Virginia Beach, do you believe the Navy took the danger to your aircraft seriously after it was reported?

Ryan Graves: Absolutely.

Ms. Mace: A few questions for Mr. Fravor, as an expert naval aviator, have you ever seen an object that looked and moved like the tic-tac UAP?

CDR. Fravor: No.

Ms. Mace: Did the tic-tac UAP move in such a way that defied the laws of physics?

CDR. Fravor: The way we understand them, yes.

Ms. Mace: Many dismissed UAP reports as classified weapons testing by our own government. But in your experience as a pilot, does our government typically test advanced weapons systems right next to multimillion-dollar jets without informing our pilots?

CDR. Fravor: No. We have test ranges for that.



*** CDR. Fravor: No. We have test ranges for that. ***



Ms. Mace: It took over 15 years for your encounter with the tic-tac to be declassified. Do you feel there was a good reason to prevent lawmakers from having access to this footage?

CDR. Fravor: No. I just think it was ignored when it happened, and it just sat somewhere in a file. Never got reported.

Ms. Mace: In a drawer. It happens a lot up here. Shocker.









by me, Kerry Burgess, 12/16/2023 6:57 PM

As for those UFO-bunkers, they STILL !!! do not explain WHY Tim Burchett has the same birthdate as the fictional character "Dr. Ellie Arroway" from the 1997 "Contact"

Just a bunch of losers

They want the USA Department of Defense to reveal important secrets FOR NO REASON other than to satisfy the obsessive-compulsion of you UFO-bunkers, so desperate to escape your mediocre life

You're an ineffective little guy in a pathetic attempt to exert dominance over those with real power, because their mere existence reminds you of your ineffectiveness.

Kevin Day doesn't know a damn thing about RADAR. Sean Cahill doesn't know a damn thing about RADAR. That guy bounces out the good name of the US Navy just to peddle his crappy product. And those ineffective little guys rage with threats to Area 51.

AND my personal interpretation suggests their heroic US Navy pilot *might be* an actual drunk who's never flown at 500 miles per hour and passed a mylar balloon

I gave a lot of people on Twitter the opportunity to refute my sensible rebuttal









by me, Kerry Burgess, August 19 2023

I think likely explanation is that Ryan Graves @uncertainvector is a crybaby blabbermouth and could not handle the stress. So he's pushing a false crisis.









Red Storm Rising (1986) - Tom Clancy

(from internet transcript)

excerpts, Chapter 5 – Sailors and Spooks

Bob Toland was a middle-level analyst at the National Security Agency. He'd left the Navy after six years when the adventure of uniformed service had palled, but he remained an active reservist. His work at NSA dovetailed nicely with his naval reserve service. A communications expert with a degree in electronics, his current job was monitoring Soviet signals gathered by the NSA's numerous listening posts and ferret satellites. Along the way he'd also gotten a masters in the Russian language.

"Heard something real interesting last week, but I couldn't convince my boss it meant anything."

"Who's your section chief?"

"Captain Albert Redman, U.S. Navy." Toland watched a bay-built fishing boat motoring a few miles away, her captain laying out his crab pots. "He's an asshole."

Keegan laughed. "You want to be careful saying stuff like that out loud, Bob, especially seeing how you go on active duty next week. Bert worked with me, oh, must have been fifteen years ago. I had to slap him down a few times. He does tend to be slightly opinionated."

"Opinionated?" Toland snorted. "That bastard's so friggin' narrow-minded his scratch pads are only an inch wide! First there was this new arms control thing, then I came up with something really unusual last Wednesday and he circular-filed it. Hell, I don't know why he even bothers looking at new data-he made his mind up five years ago."

"I don't suppose you could tell me what it was?"

"I shouldn't." Bob wavered for a moment. Hell, if he couldn't talk with his kids' own grandfather ..."One of our ferret birds was over a Soviet military district headquarters last week and intercepted a microwaved telephone conversation. It was a report to Moscow about four colonels in the Carpathian Military District who were being shot for gundecking readiness reports. The story on their court-martial and execution was being set up for publication, probably in a Red Star this week." He had entirely forgotten about the oil-field fire.

"Oh?" Keegan's eyebrows went up. "And what did Bert say?"

"He said, 'It's Goddamned about time they cleaned their act up.' And that was that."

"And what do you say?"

"Pop, I'm not in Trends and Intentions-those idiot fortune-tellers, but I know that even the Russians don't kill people for jollies. When Ivan kills people publicly, he does it to make a point. These were not manpower officers taking bribes to fake deferments. They weren't popped for stealing diesel fuel or building dachas with pilfered lumber. I checked our records, and it turned out we have files on two of them. They were both experienced line officers, both with combat experience in Afghanistan, both Party members in good standing. One was a graduate of Frunze Academy, and he even had a few articles published in Military Thought, for God's sake! But all four were court-martialed for falsifying their regimental readiness reports-and shot three days later. That story will hit the streets in Krasnaya Zvezda over the next few days as a two-or three-part story under 'The Observer's' by-line-and that makes it a political exercise with a capital P."

The Observer was the cover name for any number of high-ranking officers who contributed to Red Star, the daily newspaper of the Soviet armed services. Anything on the front page and under that by-line was taken quite seriously, both in the Soviet military services and by those whose job it was to watch them, because this by-line was used explicitly to make policy statements approved by both the military high command and the Politburo in Moscow.

"A multipart story?" Keegan asked.

"Yeah, that's one of the interesting things about it. The repetition means they really want this lesson to sink in. Everything about this is out of pattern, Pop. Something funny is happening. They do shoot officers and EM's-but not full colonels who've written for the journal of the general staff, and not for faking a few lines in a readiness statement." He let out a long breath, happy to have gotten this off his chest. The workboat was proceeding south, her wake rippling out toward them in parallel lines on the mirrored surface. The image made Toland wish for his camera.

"Makes sense," Keegan mumbled.

"Huh?"

"What you just said. That does sound out of pattern."









by me, Kerry Burgess, February 23, 2017 1:51 am

Kerry Burgess updated his status.

The Expanse - Home - Season 2 Episode 5 -Aired Tuesday 10:00 PM Feb 22, 2017 on Syfy

That's the energy of a two-gigaton bomb.

Amos: You couldn't move Eros like that with a two-gigaton blast.

Naomi: No.

I think we're looking at the waste heat, which means the laws of thermodynamics still hold.

At least we still have that.

If Eros isn't spinning anymore, then how can I still have gravity?

Dresden said the protomolecule would break all the rules.

Yeah, he also said that stuff...

It's not from around here.

So, who the heck are we to say what it's capable of?









by me, Kerry Burgess, 03/06/2024

So galactically moronic how those UFO-bunker imbeciles on Twitter that I followed last year were blathering on - creating their own idiotic illustrations - of "Tic Tac" UFO's "with feet".

If E.T. really were watching then they would simply shake their heads at you shaved-ape monkeys and your ridiculous UFO-bunker nonsense. You're just losers so desperate to escape your mediocrity. You would never learn anything from E.T. even if they were here, which they are not.

You're incapable of knowing any better.









Posted by me, Kerry Burgess - H.V.O.M at 3:31 AM Monday, March 05, 2012

Microsoft had me sitting next to a physics graduate when I was working at Microsoft









by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me May 15 2019 UTC

I stated that 'c' stood for 'constant', a constant speed *such as* the speed of light, not necessarily the SOL









He said it was not, that 'c' means literally 'speed of light'









by me, Kerry Burgess, 11/21/2023

Photons can - inconstantly - travel at 'c' because they have no mass

E=mc^2









Posted by me, Kerry Burgess, October 21, 2021

May The Aether Be With You!










2004-11-14_13 U-Freaking-O









by me, Kerry Burgess, February 23, 2017 1:56 am

Kerry Burgess updated his status.

http://www.online-literature.com/cervantes/don_quixote/12/

THE LITERATURE NETWORK

Literature Network - Miguel de Cervantes - Don Quixote - Chapter VIII

Don Quixote

CHAPTER VIII

At this point they came in sight of thirty forty windmills that there are on plain, and as soon as Don Quixote saw them he said to his squire, "Fortune is arranging matters for us better than we could have shaped our desires ourselves, for look there, friend Sancho Panza, where thirty or more monstrous giants present themselves, all of whom I mean to engage in battle and slay, and with whose spoils we shall begin to make our fortunes; for this is righteous warfare, and it is God's good service to sweep so evil a breed from off the face of the earth."

"What giants?" said Sancho Panza.

"Those thou seest there," answered his master, "with the long arms, and some have them nearly two leagues long."

"Look, your worship," said Sancho; "what we see there are not giants but windmills, and what seem to be their arms are the sails that turned by the wind make the millstone go."

"It is easy to see," replied Don Quixote, "that thou art not used to this business of adventures; those are giants; and if thou art afraid, away with thee out of this and betake thyself to prayer while I engage them in fierce and unequal combat."

So saying, he gave the spur to his steed Rocinante, heedless of the cries his squire Sancho sent after him, warning him that most certainly they were windmills and not giants he was going to attack. He, however, was so positive they were giants that he neither heard the cries of Sancho, nor perceived, near as he was, what they were, but made at them shouting, "Fly not, cowards and vile beings, for a single knight attacks you."

A slight breeze at this moment sprang up, and the great sails began to move, seeing which Don Quixote exclaimed, "Though ye flourish more arms than the giant Briareus, ye have to reckon with me."

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abaddon%27s_Gate

Abaddon's Gate

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Abaddon's Gate is a science fiction novel by James S. A. Corey (pen name of Daniel Abraham and Ty Franck). It is about a conflict in the solar system that involves Earth, Mars, and the Asteroid Belt (colonies of people living on asteroids, referred to as "Belters"). It is the third title of The Expanse series and is preceded by Leviathan Wakes and Caliban's War. The series is continued in Cibola Burn. The book was released on 4 June 2013









by me, Kerry Burgess, February 23, 2017 2:09 am

Kerry Burgess updated his status.

The Expanse - Home - Season 2 Episode 5 -Aired Tuesday 10:00 PM Feb 22, 2017 on Syfy

Miller: I can't shake the feeling I'm being watched.

That's me. I'm watching you. You're doin' great.

Yeah. That must be it.

[Indistinct male voices]

These voices are...

They're not alive, Miller. They're just echoes of who those people were.

[Indistinct male voices]

Miller: You know what? I think it's leaving the dead alone. Seems like it still has some use for the living.

Naomi: Don't wanna know what that's about.









by me, Kerry Burgess, February 23, 2017 2:13 am

Kerry Burgess updated his status.

The Expanse - Home - Season 2 Episode 5 -Aired Tuesday 10:00 PM Feb 22, 2017 on Syfy

Miller: Naomi. Can you check the med-data on my suit?

Naomi: [Grunts] You're fine.

I mean, for you.

What's going on?

Now, I just don't want you to think I'm hallucinating or anything.

Okay. Go.

Miller: You know those voices I'm hearing, I think this thing has taken the, I don't know, consciousness, some part of whatever it is makes us human. It's eating it, spitting it back out in some other configuration.

Holden: Miller, we don't have time for this.









From 6/8/1993 ( commencement, Princeton University Class of 1993 ) To 2/22/2017 ( ) is 8660 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 7/19/1989 ( the United Airlines Flight 232 crash in Sioux City Iowa and from the thoughts in my conscious mind, coinciding with United States of America Veterans Affairs hospital psychiatric doctor medical drugs: the end of Kerry Burgess - *me* - the natural human being cloned from another human being {Thomas Reagan} ) is 8660 days



From 5/21/2006 ( by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journal: Re: Journal May 21, 2006 ) To 2/22/2017 ( ) is 3930 days

3930 = 1965 + 1965

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/21/1971 ( United Nations Secretary-General U Thant: "May there only be peaceful and cheerful Earth Days to come for our beautiful Spaceship Earth as it continues to spin and circle in frigid space with its warm and fragile cargo of animate life." ) is 1965 days



From 1/15/1941 ( from The Daily Princetonian publication, Princeton University: STUDENT ENGINEERS TO PUBLISH COPIES OF NEW JOURNAL TODAY {The Princeton Engineer} ) To 5/7/1992 ( the first launch of the United States space shuttle Endeavour orbiter vehicle mission STS-49 includes me Kerry Wayne Burgess the United States Marine Corps commissioned-officer and United States STS-49 pilot astronaut and my 1st official United States of America National Aeronautics and Space Administration orbital flight of 4 overall ) is 18740 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 2/22/2017 ( ) is 18740 days



From 3/5/1959 ( from Wikipedia: U.S. Secretary of Defense Neil H. McElroy told reporters that "a surprise with missiles in the foreseeable future is almost impossible". ) To 2/22/2017 ( ) is 21174 days

21174 = 10587 + 10587

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/28/1994 ( premiere USA film "Stargate" ) is 10587 days









*** CDR. Fravor: No. We have test ranges for that. ***









Stargate SG-1

"Lost City - Part 2"

TV-series season 7 episode 22, 03/19/2004

(from internet transcript)

[General Maynard holds the receiver of the red phone, clearly having just finished speaking.]

MAYNARD
Mister President, we managed to contact the Captain of the Sprewitt, a destroyer in the Nimitz battlegroup.

[He puts down receiver and activates loudspeaker.]

VOICE FROM THE LOUDSPEAKER
I repeat some sort of beam just came out of the sky, there wasn't any warning but the entire carrier just went up in one big fireball.

HAYES
Captain can you see the enemy?

VOICE FROM THE LOUDSPEAKER
Holy... another cruiser just blew up. Where the hell is the fire coming from? All ahead...(static)

[General Maynard picks up the receiver and listens into it, then puts it down and glances at his watch.]

MAYNARD
The engagement began less than five minutes ago and there was only one Goa'uld ship.










2004-11-14_3









excerpts, from internet transcript

(07/26/2023)

U.S. Representa...: The subcommittee hearing on unidentified anomalous phenomena or UAPs will come to order.



Ms. Mace: Do you believe that officials at the highest levels of our national security apparatus have unlawfully withheld information from Congress and subverted our oversight authority?









IMDb

Gremlins (1984)

Quotes

Kate Beringer: That's when I noticed the smell.









by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, March 05, 2024

"Tic tac" and minty-flavor

Clearly, he's one of those "abrupt left-turn" morons that think someone saw E.T. on radar DEFILING! the "laws of physics". Those morons think that the government doesn't want you to learn that "hyperspace" is real so that you cannot escape from your mediocrity. You're like some retarded kids playing Star Wars and arguing which of you is that ridiculous Chewbacca character.

Get a life, you losers. You're too dumb and stupid to grasp how you are so dumb and stupid.

There's no danger other than selfish, polluter First Worlders carelessly unleashing hordes of mylar balloons into air-traffic corridors above the USA









From 6/8/1984 ( premiere USA film "Gremlins" ) To 11/14/2004 ( ) is 7464 days

7464 = 3732 + 3732

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 1/21/1976 ( my biological brother Thomas Reagan the civilian and privately financed astronaut bound for deep space in his privately financed atom-pulse propulsion spaceship this day was his first landing the planet Mars and his documented and lawful exclusive claim to the territory of the planet Mars ) is 3732 days



From 5/21/1983 ( as Kerry Burgess my official US Navy documents includes: "I accept him for enlistment on behalf of the US Navy" ) To 11/14/2004 ( ) is 7848 days

7848 = 3924 + 3924

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 7/31/1976 ( the so-called "Face on Mars" photograph released to the public by US NASA ) is 3924 days



From 3/6/2000 ( premiere USA film "Mission To Mars" ) To 11/14/2004 ( ) is 1714 days

1714 = 857 + 857

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/8/1968 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Star Trek"::"The Ultimate Computer" ) is 857 days



From 2/12/1910 ( from The Daily Princetonian publication, Princeton University: STUDY OF BRAHMS IN TO=NIGHT'S RECITAL ; The Beethoven Of Our Own Time, His Work Measures Up Consistently To Classic Ideals - No Modern Composer His Equal. ) To 3/8/1988 ( as me, Kerry Burgess, while enlisted paygrade E-5, designated Fire Controlman Petty Officer Second Class (FC2), my official enlisted US Navy documents includes: Terrier MK 152 guided-missiles Fire Control Computers Complex Operator (UNIVAC digital-computers Mk152 Terrier System for, primarily, SM2-ER {Extended Range} Standard Missiles ordnance) - CF-division, Missile Plot, USS Wainwright CG-28, US Navy, following my graduation Naval Missiles School, Dam Neck, Virginia ) is 28514 days

28514 = 14257 + 14257

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 11/14/2004 ( ) is 14257 days



From 4/20/1998 ( from The Daily Princetonian publication, Princeton University: Editorials & Opinions ; Unearthing Ancient Skeletons In New Jersey's Closet ) To 11/14/2004 ( ) is 2400 days

2400 = 1200 + 1200

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 2/14/1969 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Star Trek"::"Requiem for Methuselah" ) is 1200 days



From 3/6/1983 ( premiere USA TV "Baby Sister" ) To 11/14/2004 ( ) is 7924 days

7924 = 3962 + 3962

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/7/1976 ( Gerald Ford, 38th President of USA: Remarks Upon Signing the Child Day Care Bill ) is 3962 days



From 6/21/1985 ( premiere USA film "Cocoon" ) To 11/14/2004 ( ) is 7086 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/28/1985 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Hill Street Blues"::"G.Q." ) is 7086 days



From 3/7/2003 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Stargate SG-1"::"Momento" ) To 11/14/2004 ( ) is 618 days

618 = 309 + 309

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/7/1966 ( premiere USA TV series "The Man Who Never Was" ) is 309 days



From 6/27/1994 ( the US NASA Stargazer Pegasus rocket failure ) To 11/14/2004 ( ) is 3793 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/22/1976 ( from The Daily Princetonian publication, Princeton University: Calculating The Amount Of Your Pension... ) is 3793 days



From 3/3/1959 ( the birthdate in Hawaii of my biological brother Thomas Reagan ) To 7/21/1969 ( disguised, my biological brother Thomas Reagan the United States Navy Commander circa 1969 was United States Apollo 11 Eagle spacecraft United States Navy astronaut landing and walking on the planet Earth's moon - his 1st of his 6 Earth-Lunar lunar-landings with USA Project Apollo, strictly in planning and preparation for his personal activities in this solar-system's deep-space 1975-1977 ) is 3793 days



From 9/4/1949 ( from internet source: debut American Comics Group "Spy and Counterspy" ) To 11/14/2004 ( ) is 20160 days

20160 = 10080 + 10080

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/8/1993 ( commencement, Princeton University Class of 1993 ) is 10080 days



From 11/1/1902 ( from Nassau Literary Magazine, Princeton University: From an Old Boat ) To 11/25/1980 ( Jimmy Carter, 39th President of USA: Executive Order 12253 - Central Intelligence Agency Retirement and Disability System ) is 28514 days

28514 = 14257 + 14257

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 11/14/2004 ( ) is 14257 days



From 11/5/1994 ( {from the thoughts in my conscious mind, coinciding with United States of America Veterans Affairs hospital psychiatric doctor medical drugs: my maternal biological genetic grandfather} Ronald Reagan announces that he has been diagnosed with Alzheimer's disease ) To 11/14/2004 ( ) is 3662 days

3662 = 1831 + 1831

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 11/7/1970 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Mission: Impossible"::"Decoy" ) is 1831 days



From 4/10/1927 ( Joan Quigley ) To 5/4/2005 ( IN THE FUTURE: the incident at the police department City of Kent Washington State after my voluntary approach to report material criminal activity directed against my person and I am secretly drugged against my consent ) is 28514 days

28514 = 14257 + 14257

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 11/14/2004 ( ) is 14257 days



https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pentagon_UFO_videos

Pentagon UFO videos

On November 14, 2004, fighter pilot Commander David Fravor of the USS Nimitz Carrier Strike Group claims to have investigated radar indications of a possible target off the coast of southern California. Fravor said the operator had told him that the USS Princeton (CG-59)









by me, Kerry Burgess excerpts from my private journals: 08/02/09 9:33 AM

I dreamed just now of what seems to be the flight of the Stargazer aircraft on 6/27/1994 but the visualizations I assume are mostly just the product of a dream. As usual, there seem to be details that happened before the part I can remember enough to write about that I can not now remember. In the dream, I was onboard that aircraft and we were traveling along towards the point where we would deploy the rocket as it fired and traveled towards space. All I can really visualize though is that the aircraft seemed to be invisible. To me at least. I have the sense that other people could see it. We also were no high over the ground but we were very close to the ground and we were traveling at a rate of motion that did not seem very fast. This all was taking a long time too. I kept expecting the rocket to depart from the aircraft but it did not. I can see the terrain very well. There seemed to be people on the ground looking up and to watch us fly over. We were at another point so close the ground above a highway that I saw a woman in a police car looking up at the sky and I think she was watching us fly over. I think it was before that we were flying over new terrain and I was marveling at the color of the foliage of the trees and it might have seemed that I could even touch the trees with my feet. I remember that very well. But that part is disorienting. It is as though I was standing very close to a wall but then that wall was not actually there and what I saw in front of me was the sky and terrain and everything associated with flying in that aircraft above the ground. It seemed I was talking to the other two men on the aircraft flight deck just then and I become slightly aware as I think about the dream of equipment and instruments around me although that could be the last part. I do have the sense they are wearing uniforms and I think I am too. I am in the middle and I seem to be talking to the guy on my right. Then the part with the woman in the police car seems to happen and then we travel over an area where the terrain drops suddenly and I am marveling at that because I can clearly see everything directly below us. Just because the drop I commented to the guy on my left, who might have actually been me, that there was a stop sign on the road below us at what seemed to be a T-intersection. We seemed to have been following the highway and the highway ended at that intersection with the other highway running perpendicular to it but we continued on a straight line and that was when I saw the terrain drop sharply below us. I commented to the guy to my left who I guess was the pilot about that stop sign below and I cannot now remember our exact words but he responded to me with something about how that was my name on that stop sign and I wish I could remember better that scene from the dream although that was basically the important part. So I think this part is when the rocket was supposed to transfer to space but that is not really clear anymore. What I do remember is that now I am clinging to the side of a mountain and I have no idea where I am although I still have an association in my mind that I was on that aircraft I have been writing about. It is as though I was on the side of that mountain because I had been attached to a rope that was attached to that aircraft and the aircraft had been traveling along with me on that rope. I don't really understand enough to explain what I feel was going on in this part. I don't know. Maybe it doesn't matter. I remember the ground was very steep and I remember there was snow and I seemed to be examining the snow-covered foliage and I am aware of how steep the ground is and I am concerned because I no longer am connected to that aircraft by the rope. I am stuck there on the ground and I have no idea where I am or how to get back to anywhere. I can see what seems to be a level portion of the ground and I guess it is a trail. I can also see a window of a building and it really seems out of place because a consistent thought is that I might as well be on Mount Everest right now but that doesn't really make any sense because I remember seeing all those signs of civilization we flew over. So anyway, I am still lying on or clinging to the mountain in the same position but I am looking at the window and I can visualize it well and I can see the various details of the configuration and I am wondering if I can slide through that window or if it is too small for me to get through. There seems to be no other place to go than through that window where it looks warm and cozy and I see no other signs of civilization other than that window. Then I seem to have made it through the window and I am vaguely aware of being inside the business that runs there and I vaguely recall talking to someone but I cannot remember enough about that conversation to articulate. What seems to happened was that I explained that I was lost from that flight and what they seemed to have done is to put me on a shuttle bus for a hotel and they sent me to a hotel where I can stay. I am aware that I have access to my funds but that is only a notion. I have only the clothes on my back and I am still confused about where I am. I am aware of another person on the bus and I can visualize the we got to the hotel while riding that bus and I can visualize walking through some parts of that hotel and I see that I walked into the registration lobby but then I turned around and walked back out without registering and I am not certain what I was going to do. I still have no idea where I am. I am thinking that the people I was with will probably look for me and I think that if I use my bank card they will know where I am on the ground. I think that was the end. I think the dream ended after I walked back outside the hotel and I was standing outside looking around. I can vaguely visualize the surroundings but I have no idea where it was.









by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me, excerpts: H.V.O.M at 11:40 AM Sunday, January 02, 2011

Stampede Pass

I must have been lying in bed for over four hours last night and could not fall asleep for that much time and longer because I started thinking during the night last night that Stampede Pass is where I materialized after the L-1011 Stargazer spiraled down from over forty thousand feet after breaking into pieces and then crashed with such force that it virtually vaporized on contact with that ground.

after I understood that my aircraft was unflyable because, for one reason, a wing had just broken off due to impact with debris from the Pegasus rocket that had just exploded in front of my windshield, I was turned around part ways in my seat as the pilot and I had my had outreached to shake the hand of Kerry Burgess and I spoke that flying with had been an honor but the aircraft was spinning too fast for us to shake hands. When I materialized at Stampede Pass I felt as though I had materialized about one inch or two above the ground and I found myself standing there in the woods on that dirt road with absolutely no idea where I was and I was standing there with my hand still reaching out to shake his hand.









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MODEST MOUSE

"Fly Trapped In A Jar"

One wing wasn't even uhh,
One wing wasn't even enough,









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Joan Quigley (born April 10, 1927), of San Francisco, is an astrologer best known for her astrological advice to the Reagan White House in the 1980s.










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from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

From: Kerry Burgess {me}

Sent: Sunday, May 21, 2006 11:04 AM

To: Kerry Burgess {me}

Subject: Re: Journal May 21, 2006

Kerry Burgess wrote:

I think it was my first thought after waking up this morning that I used to date Julia Roberts a long time ago.

I also have these unexplained thoughts that I was a fighter pilot in the U.S. military, although I'm not sure which service, but I may have been in two different branches over time. I am also confused about thoughts that I may have been a helicopter pilot. What's next? A space shuttle pilot? Seems like a lot for someone that is only 40. And, while I am not sure when this divergence happened, I am reasonably certain it was before I turned 33. So I must have been a pretty busy guy. Especially because I have thoughts that I was some kind of mathmetician too. I have these thoughts too that I was captured by enemy forces at some point and tortured while in captivity.



by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journal: 9/26/2006 3:06 PM

As I was trying to go to sleep last night, I had a thought that I have a doctorate in computer science from Princeton.

and I had thoughts that I studied music as well at Princeton.



from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:

by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journals: 9/28/2006 7:13 PM

This sounds very interesting. In my memory of taking Physics my Senior year at Ashdown, I remember being very interested in the class, but we didn t cover such an interesting topic.

http://www.princeton.edu/main/about/present/

Ayan Chatterjee (left) and Mark Daly measure piano strings as part of a lab project for professor Pierre Pirou 's freshman seminar on "Sound, Music and ... Physics."

9/28/2006 7:37 PM

I think I even have memories of the graduate degree process. I am not sure of the terms to describe the process.

9/28/2006 7:47 PM

I actually do remember... something... I can t explain it. It feels that I am holding an unmarked, undistinguishable book that I don t know the name of or the contents but I know I have read it already.

9/28/2006 8:34 PM

A few minutes ago I started thinking that maybe I started at Princeton University in 1972. I would have been 13 at the time as Thomas Ray. I remember that Kerry Burgess started first grade in 1972. But then I decided that I probably started Princeton earlier than 1972 and maybe 1972 was the year I completed my first major degree. Or 1972 doesn t really mean anything in particular to Thomas Ray; rather it is there for continuity sake for the life of Kerry Burgess.



by me, Kerry Burgess, posted by me: H.V.O.M at 3:06 AM Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Salesman

Also, "Salesman." I saw that in a dream while sleeping recently. I saw myself going through an induction process in the United States Marine Corps and I woke up understanding that I was dreaming of my actual experience in 1990. I saw a document that indicated I was being inducted to the United States Marine Corps with the officer grade of Chief Warrant Officer 2. I saw in the dream another document associated with my induction and that document indicated I had been assigned the informal name "Salesman."











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Modest Mouse - Missed the Boat (Official Music Video)

Modest Mouse



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 11:40 AM Pacific-timezone USA Thursday 03/13/2025