This Is What I Think.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

George W. Bush: Thief and Murderer

This really annoys me to read this about Phoebe marrying the person known as her husband, but I don't know....maybe this was the day she and I married and/or it is all just part of the cover. I was hoping that date listed for their marriage date would be 593 days after 7/16/1987, but then again - the date 3/5/1989 is precisely 593 days after 7/21/1987, which was the 18th anniversary of when the Apollo 11 crew first walked on Earth's Moon. So maybe Phoebe and I were married on 7/21/1987. In Paris, I guess, which also would be cool, considering the story about Jim Morrison being buried in Paris. This all would have been shortly after I returned from Africa after they had a funeral for me on 11/25/1986. I wrote earlier how on the date 11/25/1986, I was Jim Morrison’s age at his death plus 59 days. In my symbolic and artificial memories, my step-brother Michael died on 11/25/1986. He was the brother of Lori and Deana.

It is very frustrating that I cannot absolutely connect what I feel with what I should remember. I am quite certain though, that I have a legitimate and compelling interest in most, if not all, of the intellectual property I have referred to.

As I thought about these dates for a little longer, I began to wonder if I took Phoebe to Paris for her 7/16/1987 birthday, she got pregnant, but I didn’t know for a while, then I insisted we get married when I found out she had my baby and it was actually she and I that married on 3/5/1989, or that was when we re-married. I have memories that might be symbolic of that. It is somewhat similar to when I returned from the Persian Gulf in 1988 with the Wainwright and I was depressed for a while after that. I “remember” it as a rather dark period. I wanted to see my girlfriend, but she broke up with me. We spent the first weekend together after I got back, and then I only saw her one more time. I was quite depressed about it. How bizarre it is to consider all those vivid “memories” are completely artificial and symbolic of my real life. I imagine though, that the emotions associated with those memories are real, I just find it all very confusing and frustrating. I am also very frustrated at this difficulty in concentrating as I think about all these details. I find it very hard to focus on any given detail. I feel though, if I could just keep concentrating, I will find something important, but it is very difficult. I don’t know why that is.

From 7/21/1987 to 3/5/1989 is: 593 days
Or:
From 12/7/1972 to 3/5/1989 is: 5932 days

Phoebe Cates
AKA Phoebe Belle Katz
Born: 16-Jul-1963
Birthplace: New York City
Gender: Female
Religion: Jewish
Race or Ethnicity: Multiracial
Sexual orientation: Straight
Occupation: Actor
...
Husband: Kevin Kline (actor, m. 5-Mar-1989)



There is also something important, relevant to my real life, in which I am associated with these people and this referenced work of intellectual property, but I can’t quite pin it down yet. I hate this feeling of this mental block in my mind that is preventing me from consciously remembering all this and what it all means. The feeling I associate with a mental block really pisses me off. I hate that feeling. This must mean something important to me if I could just figure it out.

Star Trek: First Contact (1996)

Release Date:

22 November 1996



Memorable quotes for
Star Trek: First Contact (1996)

Borg Queen: Are you familiar with physical forms of pleasure?

Lieutenant Commander Data: If... you're referring to sexuality, I'm fully functional. Programmed in multiple techniques.

Borg Queen: How long has it been since you've used them?

Lieutenant Commander Data: 8 years, 7 months, 16 days, 4 minutes 22...

Borg Queen: Far too long.



From 4/6/1988 to 11/22/1996 is 8 years, 7 months, 16 days

From 4/6/1988 to 3/5/1989 is: 333 days

The date 3/5/1989 is when Phoebe Cates is listed as getting married to the person known as her husband. In my symbolic and artificial memories, the last time I knew where Rachel lived, she was living with some guy with the last name Corn.


This is the age difference of the person known as her husband compared to my real birth date.

From 10/24/1947 to 3/3/1959 is: 4148 days, or 592 weeks and 4 days


This is the date known as the last day humans were on the Earth’s moon compared to the date known as when Phoebe Cates was married. One is 5-9-2-4 and the other is 5-9-2-5. There could be another clue that reveals a precise match, but I haven't figured that out yet.

From 12/14/1972 to 3/5/1989 is: 5925 days

Apollo 17 was the eleventh manned space mission in the NASA Apollo program. It was the first night launch and the final lunar landing mission of the Apollo program.
...
"As I take man's last step from the surface, back home for some time to come - but we believe not too long into the future — I'd like to just [say] what I believe history will record - that America's challenge of today has forged man's destiny of tomorrow. And, as we leave the Moon at Taurus-Littrow, we leave as we came and, God willing, as we shall return, with peace and hope for all mankind. Godspeed the crew of Apollo 17."

— Eugene A. Cernan, Apollo 17 Commander. Last man to walk on the moon, December 14, 1972.


Phoebe's father is named Joseph, according to that article, just like my father and grandfather from my artificial memories.

The article indicates that her father died just before I went into Microsoft after my memories were suppressed and I wonder if that is why I was called to Oklahoma for Thedia’s mother’s funeral in May 1999. Thedia’s mother was Betty, or Bettie, Davis Newman. Thedia’s father was Coleman Newman and then Bettie’s second husband, Homer Burgess, was my paternal father’s uncle. I “remember” Lesa Jewell asking me about that one time because she was confused why my maternal grandmother had the same last name as my paternal grandfather.

My first idea is that this staged funeral was scheduled for 5/13/1999 because that was the 12 anniversary of my return from Africa on 5/13/1987. I also note that it was 215 days after 3/15/1998. That is close to another clue because 365 times 0.5933 equals 216 days.

"Antlers American"
Newspaper----
OBITUARIES-MENTIONS OF DEATH,
...
Antlers American
P. O. Box 578
Antlers, Oklahoma 74523
Phone: (580) 298-3314

Fax: (580) 298-3316

BURGESS, Bettie Newman --- May 13, 1999



I found this a while back and I am quite certain this was Thedia’s father. I noted that Clarendon is the name of a town right next to Arlington, Virginia and the U.S. military Arlington National Cemetery. The girlfriend, Diane Broch, that I “remember” from 1986, who I took to see “Top Gun,” was from Arlington Heights, Illinois.

Coleman Newman
1921 - 1982
Coleman Newman died in May 1982.
Born July 29, 1921, Newman was 60 years old and lived in Clarendon, TX.