This Is What I Think.
Tuesday, April 05, 2022
Today is 04/05/2022, Post #2
"The science is solid", said some dim-wit out there, throwing around mindless-drone buzzwords as mindlessly as any Jesus Christ bible-thumper
I don't know who - if anyone - reads my posts, but one thing is certain: the typical, wacky Jesus Christ bible-thumper is now too scared to read this line or any line following in this post.
What I don't like about that article, referenced below in this post, is I know how gullible and susceptible those religion peoples are to superstition.
They hear only what they want to hear.
Unable to cope with reality, they self-reinforcingly sit around in circles, clinging desperately to false-hope in their cowardly terror of motality.
I am feeling especially certain at this moment, sitting here again another day at this same stupid desk, that the day will come
Some day, I will make a blog-post here
That will be The Day It All Finally Makes Sense
Will finally make sense, to me, at least.
The rest of you will still have many questions, and that with extreme exceptions among the vast majority of you, will never be answered.
I am feeling especially certain at this moment that I will read something on the global-internetwork and then suddenly: Eureka!
What seems especially important to note is the new information I processed moments earlier was not the key.
Simply, the day came when I was allowed to go free
The information was provided simply to coincide with my liberation from this regime, changed.
Also, today, a new sense of obviousness.
For *you*, you may read this and "Well, obviously".
But the simple fact is *you* would have *never* thought it up yourself
Not *until* you read it from *me*.
Would have *never* become obvious to *you*
Today, I finally got it
A long time ago, I began to establish my so-called Theory of Conspiracy or Synchronization
See, 'conspiracy' is a false-hope to me personally.
from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:
From: Kerry Burgess
To: Kerry Burgess
Sent: Tue, May 16, 2006 5:55:42 PM
Subject: Re: I don't know if I am winning or losing an effort by the Borg to assimilate my mind.
And what memories are real and what memories are manipulated? Did I ever live in a town named Greenville and work repairing cash machines?
From 5/16/2006 ( by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journal ) To 4/5/2022 ( TODAY, Tuesday ) is 5803 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/22/1981 ( on NASDAQ the initial public offering for The Home Depot ) is 5803 days
From 12/8/2003 ( premiere US TV miniseries "Battlestar Galactica" ) To 4/5/2022 ( ) is 6693 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 2/29/1984 ( premiere US TV series episode "Hotel"::"Memories" ) is 6693 days
From 12/9/2003 ( premiere US TV miniseries finale episode "Battlestar Galactica" ) To 4/5/2022 ( ) is 6692 days
6692 = 3346 + 3346
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/31/1974 ( the United States of America Privacy Act of 1974 - United States Public law 93-579 ) is 3346 days
From 11/22/1996 ( premiere US film "Star Trek: First Contact" ) To 4/5/2022 ( ) is 9265 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/16/1991 ( from the thoughts in my conscious mind, coinciding with United States of America Veterans Affairs hospital psychiatric doctor medical drugs: my first successful major test of my ultraspace matter transportation device as Kerry Wayne Burgess the successful Ph.D. graduate and possibly - or something - the date of the secret, doctorate-degree credential from Princeton University, I can only theorize, struggling to understand ) is 9265 days
From 12/14/1962 ( from Wikipedia on the global-internetwork: The U.S. spacecraft Mariner 2 flew by Venus, becoming the first probe to successfully transmit data from another planet. ) To 4/5/2022 ( ) is 21662 days
21662 = 10831 + 10831
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/29/1995 ( the Mir space station docking of the United States space shuttle Atlantis orbiter vehicle mission STS-71 includes me Kerry Wayne Burgess the United States Marine Corps officer and United States STS-71 pilot astronaut and my 3rd official United States of America National Aeronautics Space Administration orbital flight of 4 overall ) is 10831 days
From 11/10/1967 ( premiere US TV series episode "Star Trek"::"Metamorphosis" ) To 4/5/2022 ( ) is 19870 days
19870 = 9935 + 9935
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 1/14/1993 ( premiere US TV series episode "The Simpsons"::"Marge vs. the Monorail" ) is 9935 days
From 6/14/1983 ( from The Washington Post newspaper: Toward the Stars ) To 4/5/2022 ( ) is 14175 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 8/24/2004 ( Elisabeth Kübler-Ross dead ) is 14175 days
https://www.yahoo.com/news/scientists-finally-clues-see-die-130500265.html
Yahoo! News
Scientists Finally Have Clues About What We See When We Die
Daisy Hernandez
Tue, April 5, 2022, 6:05 AM
For the very first time, scientists have recorded the brain waves of a dying person.
The Simpsons
"Marge vs. the Monorail"
Kent Brockman: Ladies and gentlemen, nothing brings out the stars - like the maiden voyage of a monorail.
The Washington Post
Toward the Stars
June 14, 1983
The Pioneer 10 spacecraft sailed out of the solar system this morning, becoming the first man-made object to enter interstellar space
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0106004/quotes
IMDb
Frasier (1993–2004)
Quotes
[repeated line]
Frasier: I'm listening.
From 7/16/1963 ( Phoebe Cates - the world-famous actress & from the thoughts in my conscious mind, coinciding with United States of America Veterans Affairs hospital psychiatric doctor medical drugs: the United States Army veteran and the Harvard University graduate medical doctor and the world-famous actress and the wife of my biological brother Thomas Reagan ) To 5/7/2002 ( premiere US TV series episode "Frasier"::"Frasier Has Spokane" ) is 14175 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 8/24/2004 ( ) is 14175 days
From 3/28/1890 ( from The Daily Princetonian publication: Trainer Eobinson complains that the track athletic men are not training enough. Some of them seem to be affected with that most fatal malady, overconfidence. Confidence like whiskey is a good stimulant but too much of it means death. ) To 11/10/1967 ( premiere US TV series episode "Star Trek"::"Metamorphosis" ) is 28350 days
28350 = 14175 + 14175
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 8/24/2004 ( ) is 14175 days
From 6/8/1993 ( commencement, Princeton University Class of 1993 ) To 8/24/2004 ( ) is 4095 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 1/18/1977 ( the first successful flight test of the United States Navy Trident submarine launched atomic warhead capable ballistic missile ) is 4095 days
From 6/5/1987 ( as me, Kerry Burgess, my official enlisted United States Navy documents includes: Earned NEC 1189 - Based on graduation from the Terrier Mk 152 Guided-missiles Fire Control Computer Complex course - Naval Guided Missiles School, Dam Neck, Virginia Beach, Virginia, United States Navy - leading to permanent assignment until 1990 to CF-division, Missile Plot - guided-missiles Fire Control Computer Complex (UNIVAC digital-computers Mk152 Terrier System for, primarily, SM2-ER {Extended Range} Standard Missiles ordnance), USS Wainwright CG-28, United States Navy, while enlisted paygrade E-5, designated Petty Officer Second Class Fire Controlman (FC2) ) To 8/24/2004 ( ) is 6290 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 1/22/1983 ( commissioned into active service the USS Ticonderoga CG-47, United States Navy - the lead ship of the Aegis-equipped class of guided-missiles cruiser ) is 6290 days
From 11/22/1996 ( premiere US film "Star Trek: First Contact" ) To 8/24/2004 ( ) is 2832 days
2832 = 1416 + 1416
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 9/18/1969 ( premiere US TV movie "The Natural History of Our World: The Time of Man" ) is 1416 days
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elisabeth_K%C3%BCbler-Ross
Elisabeth Kübler-Ross
From Wikipedia
Elisabeth Kübler-Ross (July 8, 1926 – August 24, 2004) was a Swiss-American psychiatrist, a pioneer in near-death studies, and author of the internationally best-selling book, On Death and Dying (1969), where she first discussed her theory of the five stages of grief, also known as the "Kübler-Ross model".
Kübler-Ross was a 2007 inductee into the National Women's Hall of Fame, was named by Time as one of the "100 Most Important Thinkers" of the 20th century and was the recipient of nineteen honorary degrees. By July 1982, Kübler-Ross taught 125,000 students in death and dying courses in colleges, seminaries, medical schools, hospitals, and social-work institutions. In 1970, she delivered an Ingersoll Lecture at Harvard University on the theme On Death and Dying.
Star Trek - "Metamorphosis" - television series Season 2 Episode 9 - Aired Nov 10, 1967 on NBC
Episode Summary
When their shuttle is diverted to a planetoid, Kirk, Spock, and McCoy encounter Earth's Warp Drive pioneer, Zefram Cochrane, who appears to have survived there alone for 150 years.
(from internet transcript)
COCHRANE: It kind of drains me a little, but I'm all right.
105502564 .jpg, Phoebe Cates, circa 2004, from internet
gamme-johnnie-walker .jpg, from internet
kerry burgess ironman coeur dalene idaho 6-27-2004 .jpg, me, Kerry Burgess, 06/27/2004, Coeur d'Alene, Idaho USA
https://www.biography.com/scientist/elisabeth-kubler-ross
Biography
Elisabeth Kubler-Ross
(1926–2004)
Psychiatrist Elisabeth Kübler-Ross wrote the book 'On Death And Dying,' which outlined the five stages that terminally ill patients experience.
Battlestar Galactica - tv miniseries - 12/08/2003, 12/09/2003
(from internet transcript)
Adama: Where's your spaceship?
Leoben: Docked on the other side of the station.
Battlestar Galactica - tv miniseries - 12/08/2003, 12/09/2003
(from internet transcript)
Chief: We're from Colonial fleet. We just came to get some equipment from the station, to get back in the fight.
Leoben: What fight?
Chief: You don't know.
Leoben: Know what?
Battlestar Galactica - tv miniseries - 12/08/2003, 12/09/2003
(from internet transcript)
Adama: We don't know much more than that. It's just imperative that we get our equipment and get out of here. What's in there?
Leoben: Stuff.
https://www.yahoo.com/news/scientists-finally-clues-see-die-130500265.html
Yahoo! News
Scientists Finally Have Clues About What We See When We Die
Daisy Hernandez
Tue, April 5, 2022, 6:05 AM
For the very first time, scientists have recorded the brain waves of a dying person.
The recordings indicate that there could be some truth to the statement “my life flashed before my eyes” when someone has a near-death experience.
The findings, which have been published in Frontiers in Aging Neuroscience, are not comprehensive because the patient had also suffered brain injuries.
For the first time ever, we’ve caught a glimpse of what human brain waves look like in a dying person.
After a fall, an 87-year-old male went to the emergency room and rapidly deteriorated while hooked up to an electroencephalograph (EEG) machine that captured his brain waves as he passed from a heart attack. This is not the first time we’ve seen the brain activity in a dying person—some patients who have been pulled off of life support have had simplified EEG recordings taken, though they’ve been limited to frontal cortex signals. This, however, is the first case of detailed recordings that may be able to shed some light on what we experience when we die.
“For decades now, people have reported episodes of paradoxical lucidity and heightened consciousness in relation to death. This is intriguing as this seems to be occurring in brain areas that are shutting down in relation to death,” says Dr. Sam Parnia, director of critical care and resuscitation research at NYU Langone.
“Although, in the past, it had been assumed that these may simply be anecdotes, population surveys have indicated that this phenomenon occurs in around 10 percent of the population [suggesting] that around 800 million people are living with this,” Parnia tells Popular Mechanics.
The team working with the patient was able to capture about 900 seconds of brain activity and focused most of its analysis on the first 30 seconds before and after the patient’s heart stopped beating.
Immediately following cardiac arrest, they noticed changes in the brain waves involved in higher-order cognitive functions, including information processing, concentrating, memory retrieval, conscious perception, and the different stages of dreaming, possibly indicating the brain was actively engaging in memory recall.
“What is most intriguing is that this seems to be occurring when the brain is shutting down at the end of life. This study supports these descriptions and certainly raises the possibility that a marker of lucidity at the end of life may have been discovered,” says Parnia.
Still, the team who worked with the patient can’t be certain that his life was flashing before his eyes because his health was already in decline at the time of death—he had suffered brain injuries that included bleeding, swelling, and seizures. Additionally, he had been taking anti-seizure drugs which further complicate what the data looked like as well as the interpretation of that data. Further, the team didn’t have healthy scans of the patient’s brain to compare against the more recent scans in which the patient was already in decline.
In their paper, the team who worked with this patient theorized that because “cross-coupling” between the alpha and gamma waves indicates memory recall in healthy patients, this particular patient could have been experiencing a “recall of life,” or what is often referred to as someone’s life flashing before their eyes. Alpha brain waves are produced when we’re alert but calm and help us with activities like learning and coordination. Gamma waves are the fastest and are associated with high-level alertness, cognition, memory, and focus.
According to Parnia, while the brain is in the process of shutting down and dying, “there is disinhibition of parts of the brain (i.e. emergence of functions) that are ordinarily depressed by our usual brain activity,” such as those we use to get through our day-to-day tasks. Because of this, we’re granted access to what Parnia refers to as “aspects of reality at death that we would ordinarily not have access to,” including the depths of our consciousness.
To learn more about what happens within our brains during death is essentially impossible, though, because scientists would need to observe the neural activity of healthy subjects.
“We do not anticipate death in healthy subjects and therefore could not obtain recordings in the near-death phase in anything other than from circumstances involving pathological conditions in acute care hospital settings,” the paper’s authors note. That the team was able to capture the 87-year-old patient’s brain waves as he died occurred entirely by happenstance, after all.
Battlestar Galactica - tv miniseries - 12/08/2003, 12/09/2003
(from internet transcript)
(Ragnar Anchorage - Adama and Leoben are in some sort of room with lots of pipes and steam. Leoben is extremely pale and sweaty now.)
Leoben: What is it about this place? What's it doing to me?
Adama: Must be your allergies.
Leoben: I don't have allergies.
Adama: I didn't think so. What you got are silica pathways to the brain, or whatever it is you call that thing you pretend to think with. It's decomposing as we speak.
Leoben: It's the storm, isn't it? It puts out something. Something you discovered has an effect on Cylon technology. That's it, isn't it? And this is a refuge, that's why you put a fleet out here. Last ditch effort to hide from the Cylon attack. Right, well, that's not enough Adama. I've been here for hours. Once they find you, it won't take them that long to destroy you. They'll be in and out before they even get a headache.
Adama: Maybe. (He grabs Leoben, pushes him up against the wall.) But you, you won't find out, because you'll be dead in a few minutes. How does that make you feel? If you can feel.
Leoben: Oh, I can feel more than you could ever conceive of, Adama. But I won't die. When this body dies, my consciousness will be transferred to another one. And when that happens, (he collapses to the ground with a groan) I think I'll tell the others exactly where you are, and I think that they'll come, and they'll kill all of you. And I'll be here watching it happen.
Adama: You know what I think? I think if you could have transferred out of here, you woulda done it long before now. I think the storm's radiation really clogged up your connection. You're not going anywhere. You're stuck in that body.
Leoben: Doesn't matter. Sooner or later, (he smiles) the day comes when you can't hide from the things you've done.
- posted by me, Kerry Burgess 7:08 PM Pacific-time USA Tuesday 04/05/2022