This Is What I Think.
Monday, April 04, 2022
Today is 04/04/2022, Post #2
I've written before about that astronaut statue on the river in downtown Spokane
He was lost with space shuttle Columbia in 2003.
Spokane's only real, official USA NASA astronaut is Anne McClain.
Before her, there was that guy immortalized with that statue next to the performing-arts center there by the river, at the venue where Richard Nixon opened Expo '74 in downtown Spokane.
If Spokane were a vibrant, growing city then the town that Michael Anderson was from would be referred to as a suburb of Spokane.
First time I ventured into downtown Spokane, that I can recall, was a couple years earlier. I've made several posts before about these topics
I was compelled suddenly one day to travel there for the first time on bicycle.
Back on the bad old good 878 Days, I had once traveled by bicycle from Spokane Valley towards downtown Spokane but I didn't travel all the way there because the paved recreation trail stops along the way, back then, as now. I didn't have a map that day back then in 2004 and I didn't feel like trying to figure out my way to downtown so I turned around and went back to the Crossland, with the rest of my training activity on the easy route from Spokane Valley east toward the state-line.
On 08/25/2017, I got there, looked around, and came back here to my apartment, with the high-ceilings, that makes this tiny apartment seem larger than that crap-shack I lived in a few years before here, but is still one of the smallest place I've lived, especially for so long, since my honorable discharge from US Navy enlisted.
I looked around that day, but what I did not on 08/25/2017 take notice of was that astronaut statue.
I mean, I captured images of myself sitting there on the steps leading down into the river and that statue is almost directly behind me.
Being my first time to stop there, my gaze was fixed to my right-side
In the deep shadows, that astronaut statue was to my left-side and apparently I did not even look in that direction.
A few months later, I was back in downtown Spokane for the snowfall and to take a lot of images with my camera and that's when I first noticed it.
But 08/25/2017 was the first time I rode my bicycle (the only means of transporation I own and that I rarely use and have no plans of ever using again) trying to find something I'm not even sure about that needs finding
There must be a reason this all started for me though, there must be a reason I'm finding stuff that seems compelling to find.
Mysterious and extreme circumstances have caused me to exist in these same conditions today, after losing almost everything of importance to me.
"Abaddon's Gate" by James Corey, "The Expanse" series of novels, book 3
Chapter 22: Holden
"Holy shit," he finally said when his breath came back. "We're in a lot of trouble, aren't we?"
"Yeah," Miller said. "You should not have come."
Miller walked off across the room, and Holden hurried to catch up. "Wait, what?" he said. "I thought you wanted me here!"
Miller walked around something that from a distance had looked like a blue statue of an insect, but up close was a massive confusion of metallic limbs and protrusions, like a construction mech folded up on itself. Holden tried to guess its purpose and failed.
"Why would you think that?" Miller said as he walked. "You don't know what's *in* here. Doors and corners. Never walk into a crime scene until you know there's not someone there waiting to put you down. You've got to clear the room first.
Star Trek: The Motion Picture (1979)
(from internet transcript)
[Enterprise bridge]
UHURA: Captain, Starfleet is sending this tactical on V'Ger's position. V'Ger is transmitting a signal.
DECKER: Jim!
KIRK: From V'Ger?
ILIA PROBE: V'Ger signals the Creator.
KIRK: Spock?
SPOCK: A simple binary code transmitted by carrier-wave signal. Radio.
KIRK: Radio?
DECKER: Jim, V'Ger expects an answer.
KIRK: An answer? I don't know the question.
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0082971/quotes
IMDb
Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981)
Quotes
Belloq: Jones, do you realize what the Ark is?
From 6/4/2013 ( "Abaddon's Gate" by James Corey, book 3 of "The Expanse" series of novels ) To 8/25/2017 ( ) is 1543 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 1/23/1970 ( From Wikipedia on the global-internetwork: the first amateur radio satellite that could be controlled from the ground, was launched into orbit, OSCAR series (Orbital Satellite Carrying Amateur Radio), part of a payload that included the new TIROS-M weather satellite. ) is 1543 days
From 6/19/1989 ( premiere US film "Batman" ) To 8/25/2017 ( ) is 10294 days
10294 = 5147 + 5147
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/6/1979 ( premiere US film "Star Trek: The Motion Picture" ) is 5147 days
From 8/20/1929 ( from The New York Times newspaper: Television Transmits British Talking Film; Actor's Voice Is Clearer Than in Theatre ) To 6/12/1981 ( premiere US film "Raiders of the Lost Ark" ) is 18924 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 8/25/2017 ( ) is 18924 days
From 6/7/1938 ( from Wikipedia on the global-internetwork: National Doughnut Day started in the United States ) To 8/25/2017 ( ) is 28934 days
28934 = 14467 + 14467
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/12/2005 ( from Spokane's Spokesman-Review newspaper: Astronaut Michael Anderson statue to be unveiled today ) is 14467 days
From 4/6/1967 ( premiere US TV series episode "Star Trek"::"The City on the Edge of Forever" ) To 8/25/2017 ( ) is 18404 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/23/2016 ( illustrations by me, Kerry Burgess ) is 18404 days
From 10/18/1993 ( the launch of the US space shuttle Columbia orbiter vehicle mission STS-58 includes me Kerry Wayne Burgess the United States Marine Corps officer and United States STS-58 pilot astronaut and my 2nd official United States of America National Aeronautics Space Administration orbital flight of 4 overall ) To 8/25/2017 ( ) is 8712 days
8712 = 4356 + 4356
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/6/1977 ( premiere US film "Julia" ) is 4356 days
From 10/18/1993 ( the launch of the US space shuttle Columbia orbiter vehicle mission STS-58 includes me Kerry Wayne Burgess the United States Marine Corps officer and United States STS-58 pilot astronaut and my 2nd official United States of America National Aeronautics Space Administration orbital flight of 4 overall ) To 8/25/2017 ( ) is 8712 days
8712 = 4356 + 4356
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/6/1977 ( the first flight Soviet Union MiG-29 Fulcrum ) is 4356 days
From 3/29/1967 ( Lyndon Johnson, 36th President of USA: Statement by the President Concerning the Report on the Relationship Between the CIA and Private Voluntary Organizations ) To 8/25/2017 ( ) is 18412 days
18412 = 9206 + 9206
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 1/16/1991 ( Desert Storm begins and from the thoughts in my conscious mind, coinciding with United States of America Veterans Affairs hospital psychiatric doctor medical drugs: the date of record of my United States Navy Medal of Honor as Kerry Wayne Burgess chief warrant officer United States Marine Corps circa 1991 officially the United States Apache attack helicopter pilot ) is 9206 days
From 5/21/2006 ( by me, Kerry Burgess, excerpts from my private journal: Re: Journal May 21, 2006 ) To 8/25/2017 ( ) is 4114 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 2/6/1977 ( premiere US TV movie "Tail Gunner Joe" ) is 4114 days
From 11/7/2006 ( as me, Kerry Burgess, from my official United States of America Veterans Affairs psychiatric-hospital documents, the final appointment with the psychiatrist ) To 8/25/2017 ( ) is 3944 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 8/20/1976 ( from IMDb(dot)com database file circa 2012: premiere US film "The Shootist" ) is 3944 days
From 11/28/1964 ( premiere US TV series episode "The Outer Limits"::"The Inheritors - Part 2" ) To 9/20/2016 ( premiere US TV series episode "Halt and Catch Fire"::"And She Was" ) is 18924 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 8/25/2017 ( ) is 18924 days
From 12/8/2003 ( premiere US TV miniseries "Battlestar Galactica" ) To 8/25/2017 ( ) is 5009 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 7/21/1979 ( my biological brother Thomas Reagan and my sister-in-law Phoebe Cates are lawfully married in the state of Vermont ) is 5009 days
Battlestar Galactica - television miniseries - 12/08/2003, 12/09/2003
(from internet transcript)
Lt. Gaeta: Morning, sir.
Adama: Good morning.
Gaeta: Comm traffic from the mid-watch.
Adama. Hmm. Anything interesting?
Gaeta: Uhh, mostly housekeeping. Ah, there was one odd message, the one that we were copied on from fleet headquarters there, sir. Courier officer's overdue coming back from Armistice Station. They've asked for a full status report on all FTL capable ships, just in case they need someone to jump out there today, see if his ship is having any mechanical problems.
Adama: I think we're a little bit busy today, wouldn't you say so, Lieutenant?
Gaeta: (smiling) Yes, sir.
Adama: I'm glad we agree.
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Halt and Catch Fire (New)
697 AMCPHD: Tuesday, September 20 11:00 PM [ 11:00 PM Tuesday 20 September 2016 Pacific Time USA ]
"And She Was"
An offer to purchase Mutiny creates tension; Gordon and Cam bond over video games while Donna has a weekend to herself; Joe faces off against the board.
Original Air Date: Sep 20, 2016
album: "Little Creatures" (1985)
Talking Heads
"And She Was"
And she was lying in the grass
And she could hear the highway breathing
And she could see a nearby factory
She's making sure she is not dreaming
See the lights of a neighbor's house
Now she's starting to rise
Take a minute to concentrate
And she opens up her eyes
The world was moving and she was right there with it (and she was)
The world was moving she was floating above it (and she was) and she was
And she was drifting through the backyard
And she was taking off her dress
And she was moving very slowly
Rising up above the earth
Moving into the universe
Drifting this way and that
Not touching ground at all
Up above the yard
She was glad about it... no doubt about it
She isn't sure where she's gone
No time to think about what to tell them
No time to think about what she's done
And she was
And she was looking at herself
And things were looking like a movie
She had a pleasant elevation
She's moving out in all directions
Joining the world of missing persons (and she was)
Missing enough to feel alright (and she was)
2017-08-25_1
star trek city on the edge of forever 1 .jpg, from internet
https://www.startrek.com/news/city-edge-forever-remembered-one-treks-best
Star Trek
'The City on the Edge of Forever' is Remembered as One of 'Trek''s Best
The Guardian of Forever
The Guardian of Forever features as the episode's main plot device. In Ellison’s original outline for the story, the Guardian was actually a group of robed aliens, nine-feet-tall, who referred to themselves as the Guardians of Forever. Eventually depicted on television via the TOS art and special effects departments, the Guardian became a large blue/gray translucent piece illuminated from within. It was circular in shape, reminiscent of a large analog clock face, and the TOS crew often referred to it as “the doughnut”. The Guardian’s time travel doorway — or time vortex as it’s referred to in the shooting script — was located within its center
"The City on the Edge of Forever" [ Star Trek ]
Original Airdate: Apr 6, 1967
(from internet transcript)
SPOCK: This single object is the source of all the time displacement.
KIRK: Explain.
SPOCK: I can't. For this to do what it does is impossible by any science I understand. It is operating even now. Putting out waves and waves of time displacement, which we picked up millions of miles away.
UHURA: Landing party to Enterprise. No sign of Doctor McCoy. Search progressing.
(And he pops up from behind a rock after she and her security guard have passed by.)
SPOCK: Incredible power. It can't be a machine as we understand mechanics.
KIRK: Then what is it?
GUARDIAN: (The doughnut pulses bright in time with the words) A question. Since before your sun burned hot in space and before your race was born, I have awaited a question.
KIRK: What are you?
GUARDIAN: I am the Guardian of Forever.
KIRK: Are you machine or being?
GUARDIAN: I am both and neither. I am my own beginning, my own ending.
SPOCK: I see no reason for answers to be couched in riddles.
GUARDIAN: I answer as simply as your level of understanding makes possible.
SPOCK: A time portal, Captain. A gateway to other times and dimensions, if I'm correct.
GUARDIAN: As correct as possible for you. Your science knowledge is obviously primitive.
SPOCK: Really.
KIRK: Annoyed, Spock?
GUARDIAN: Behold. A gateway to your own past, if you wish.
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sts-58_rollout
STS-58_launch
sts-58_2
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0076245/releaseinfo
IMDb
Julia (1977)
Release Info
USA 6 October 1977
from my private journal, as me, Kerry Burgess, typed after being released from the USA Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital enduring many months sitting in a grungy two-computer room in a homeless shelter on the waterfront in downtown Seattle:
From: Kerry Burgess
Sent: Sunday, May 21, 2006 11:04 AM
To: Kerry Burgess
Subject: Re: Journal May 21, 2006
Kerry Burgess wrote:
I think it was my first thought after waking up this morning that I used to date Julia Roberts a long time ago.
I also have these unexplained thoughts that I was a fighter pilot in the U.S. military, although I'm not sure which service, but I may have been in two different branches over time. I am also confused about thoughts that I may have been a helicopter pilot. What's next? A space shuttle pilot? Seems like a lot for someone that is only 40. And, while I am not sure when this divergence happened, I am reasonably certain it was before I turned 33. So I must have been a pretty busy guy. Especially because I have thoughts that I was some kind of mathmetician too. I have these thoughts too that I was captured by enemy forces at some point and tortured while in captivity.
"The City on the Edge of Forever" [ Star Trek ]
Original Airdate: Apr 6, 1967
(from internet transcript)
(But McCoy has woken up, and dashes towards the Guardian.)
SCOTT: Doctor McCoy!
KIRK: Bones, no!
(McCoy leaps through the doughnut and the pictures stop. He's gone.)
KIRK: Where is he?
GUARDIAN: He has passed into... what was.
UHURA: Captain, I've lost contact with the ship. I was talking to them. Suddenly, it went dead. No static, just nothing.
KIRK: Kirk to Enterprise. Scotty.
SCOTT: Nothing wrong with the communicator, sir.
GUARDIAN: Your vessel, your beginning, all that you knew is gone.
by me, Kerry Burgess: 04/02/11 4:45 AM
Right about that time I made that note in these past few minutes, maybe at the time I was writing that last note, FM 102.5 ran a promo for Pink Floyd and was exactly what I had been thinking earlier, with that spoken dialog about "I was really drunk at the time," that is really compelling to what I was thinking earlier as thoughts were going through my mind and something about how I travel backwards in time and I guess could represent Tom Reagan asking me how I managed to get the time travel portal open the first time and I responded about how I had been drunk at the time.
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https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0076794/releaseinfo
IMDb
Tail Gunner Joe (1977 TV Movie)
Release Info
USA 6 February 1977
A dramatization of the life of Joe McCarthy, the alcoholic senator from Wisconsin whose tactics of accusing prominent people of Communist sympathies were initially designed to give him a national power base when he later planned to run for President.
Tail Gunner Joe (1977 TV Movie)
Quotes
JOSEPH WELCH: Until this moment, Senator, I think I never really gauged your cruelty or your recklessness. Fred Fisher is a young man who is starting what looks to be a brilliant career with us. Little did I dream that you could be so reckless, and so cruel, as to do an injury to that lad. Have you no sense of decency, sir; at long last, have you left no sense of decency?
2006-11-07_12
2006-11-07_8
2006-11-07_3 (2)
2006-11-07_4 (2)
2006-11-07_7
2006-11-07_10
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0075213/quotes
IMDb
The Shootist (1976)
Quotes
Dr. E.W. Hostetler: Books, every few days I have to tell a man or a woman something I don't want to. I've been practicing medicine for 29 years, and I still don't know how to do it well.
John Bernard Books: Why don't you just say it flat out?
Dr. E.W. Hostetler: All right. You have a cancer - advanced. Is that what that fella up in Creed told you?
John Bernard Books: Yeah.
Dr. E.W. Hostetler: And you didn't believe him.
John Bernard Books: No.
Dr. E.W. Hostetler: Do you believe me?
John Bernard Books: Can't you cut it out, Doc?
Dr. E.W. Hostetler: I'd have to gut you like a fish.
https://nssdc.gsfc.nasa.gov/nmc/spacecraft/display.action?id=1970-008B
NASA
OSCAR 5
NSSDCA/COSPAR ID: 1970-008B
Launch Date: 1970-01-23
OSCAR 5 was a 43-x 30-x 15-cm rectangular prism with reflective stripping applied for temperature control. Four monopole antennae extended from the sides. The satellite carried two tracking beacon transmitters. It carried horizon sensors for determination of spin rate, and had a magnetic attitude stabilization control system. A command system was used to activate the satellite 10-m (29.450 MHz) beacon only on weekends (Friday AM to Monday AM). The seven-channel telemetry reported, by modulation of the beacon signals, the battery conditions, spacecraft temperatures, and horizon sensor responses. Several thousand transmissions were logged and formal telemetry reports received from more than 200 observers in over 25 countries.
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https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0096895/quotes
IMDb
Batman (1989)
Quotes
Joker: I now do what other people only dream. I make art until someone dies. See? I am the world's first fully functioning homicidal artist.
- posted by me, Kerry Burgess 10:24 PM Pacific-time USA Monday 04/04/2022