This Is What I Think.

Wednesday, October 07, 2026

Today is 10/07/2026





by me, Kerry Burgess, 10/07/2026 06:12 AM

Only one vision stays with me now

From my sleeping-dream early this morning today

Those of you following along with my blog-posts here my blog might recognize this process.



Detail(s) in my sleeping-dream visions cause me to examine my original-work for a pattern I recognize.

Whatever else it means, I look for the improbable after-the-fact.

Impossible for me to have guessed up this pattern today, as is commonly how this process here works for me.

It is not a pattern I am trying to find.

It works only because of details that are impossible for my mind to have guessed.

The details that make this work, as is often or always the result, is information I had to look up on the internet after waking from the sleeping-dream vision.



Information in my sleeping mind told me I was observing a room inside a hospital

Seemed to be a lobby leading to the exit of the hospital.

I could see a man walking out of another room in the hospital and into that lobby area

Information in my mind informed me he was being discharged from the hospital. Strolling behind him was his son and his grandchildren by his son. None of those people was recognizable to me

My perspective in the vision was off to the side as though standing against a wall where I had full view of the lobby as those people walk through

As the man continued walking towards the exit of the building - after waking I began to wonder if it was actually not a hospital and was instead some sort of departure area for a different purpose, like an airport, maybe a spaceport - I saw a person approach that man.

Information in my mind told me that was Bill Gates and it handed that man a collection of magazines.

That was where that vision ends and I woke here in my apartment and began to wonder if I would discover a pattern I recognize in my original-work.

My results



I do not recall precisely that day in 1995 that is discovered here now my me.

I remember that episode but I would have never guessed the premiere date. Even I did know the precise calendar-date there is not a human on this planet that could do this sort of math in their mind.



I do remember the calendar-day 11/2/1995. I aged up to 30 years on that day. That was three days before that episode of "Space: Above and Beyond". Never would have guessed it was about the same time. The way I always remember it, I was in training as a contract employee of Microsoft Corporation in their office in Charlotte, North Carolina. The way I remember it, I was in an extended training class for Microsoft Windows 95 for the countless technical telephone calls I solved for Microsoft customers. I always remember it as being in that class on the day I turned 30 years old. I was there because for me it was a sort of crash course into becoming an expert in technical support for Windows 95. And that was how it worked out for me.









Space: Above and Beyond s01e07

"Eyes"

(from internet transcript)

Hold it right there, Lieutenant Hawkes.

What the hell's going on here?

Colonel McQueen Lieutenant Hawkes, you are to be detained for loyalty questioning.

What is this?

Just because they're InVitros? This is a disgrace to them and to us.

Here are your orders.

Do not read them until an hour into your mission.

Commodore, if they're taken away, we don't board this ship.

Vansen, get on board.

I expect you all to do your duty.

If Chaput can detain McQueen and Coop for B.S. reasons he can do the same to any of us at any time.

No one said it was on Chaput's orders.

And how do we know that Hawkes and McQueen didn't do anything?

Hawkes went through the academy with us. He never displayed suspicious behavior.

Well, there was that thing with the she-male magazine, but-

Okay, but he explained it.









From 11/5/1995 ( ) To 10/7/2026 ( Today , Wednesday ) is 11294 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/4/1996 ( ) is 11294 days



From 6/27/2005 ( in Seattle the Patty Murray press conference at the Puget Sound Veterans Affairs Health Care System hospital at the same moment as Kerry Burgess I was discharged from same United States of America Veterans Affairs psychiatric hospital ) To 10/7/2026 ( ) is 7772 days

7772 = 3886 + 3886

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 6/23/1976 ( premiere USA film "Logan's Run" ) is 3886 days



From 10/28/1955 ( Microsoft Corbis Bill Gates the transvestite and 100% female gender as born to brother-sister genetic-sibling mother and father ) To 10/7/2026 ( ) is 25912 days

25912 = 12956 + 12956

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 4/23/2001 ( premiere USA TV series episode "Xena: Warrior Princess"::"Send in the Clones" ) is 12956 days









https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0706362/

IMDb

Space: Above and Beyond

S1.E6

Eyes

Episode aired Nov 5, 1995









https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0117887/releaseinfo/

IMDb

That Thing You Do!

Release info

United States October 4, 1996









deserter-in-chief George W. Bush

https://www.presidency.ucsb.edu/documents/remarks-presenting-the-national-teacher-the-year-award-0

The American Presidency Project

George W. Bush

43rd President of the United States: 2001 ‐ 2009

Remarks on Presenting the National Teacher of the Year Award

April 23, 2001









IMDb

Space: Above and Beyond

Quotes

[first lines]

Lt. Col. Tyrus Cassius "TC" McQueen: [narration] We thought we were alone. We believed the universe was ours. Until one night in 2063, on a Earth colony 16 light-years away, they struck. Now we're at war. We fight when called, in space, on land, and at sea. To lose this war means more than defeat; to surrender is to never go home. All of us must rise to the call... above and beyond.









Space: Above And Beyond

"Who Monitors the Birds?"

January 7, 1996

Cooper Hawkes: In the year 2027 the government started the InVitro Program trying to create a new breed of soldier. InVitros are artificially-gestated humans. They call us "Tanks." We're born at 18 years old. My name's Cooper Hawkes. I was born six years ago. Now, it's 2064. Earth is at war with an advanced alien enemy. My squadron is called the Wild Cards - the 58th. They're the only people I've ever cared about.









Space: Above And Beyond

"...Tell Our Moms We Done Our Best"

TV-series Episode 23 Season 1, 06/02/1996

US Navy Vice Admiral Stenner: Imagine, if on the morning of June 6, 1944, we give the Nazis a call advising them that the Allies would be landing on Omaha Beach! You people are supposed to be the best there is. What the hell were you thinking?









Space: Above And Beyond

"...Tell Our Moms We Done Our Best"

TV-series Episode 23 Season 1, 06/02/1996

US Navy Vice Admiral Stenner: I don't care what you thought. There's no excuse for what you've done.

US Navy Commodore Ross: Admiral, this is undoubtedly a... colossal M.C.S. However, it does flush out a motive for the enemy's sudden peace initiative.

US Marine Corps Lieutenant General Alcott: It indicates they know we'd kick their ass if we landed. We should strike now and put them away.









Space: Above And Beyond

"...Tell Our Moms We Done Our Best"

TV-series Episode 23 Season 1, 06/02/1996

US Marine Corps Lieutenant General Alcott: Either scenario, we go in now, achieve peace our way.

US Marine Corps Lieutenant Colonel T.C. McQueen: Sir, to atone, may I volunteer the 58th to monitor troop movement?

US Navy Vice Admiral Stenner: You people don't know the enemy when you see it. No. Request denied. You are out of this war.



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 07:37 AM Pacific-timezone USA Wednesday 10/07/2026