It is baffling how I read about these celebrities that other people say are out of control and are bad influences, yet I read about George W. Bush’s daughters, who really seem to be out of control even though he can talk with them every day. I can’t even talk with my children, even if I did have any lectures to make about their public behavior. It seems to me we are the scapegoats for hypocrites. Why else have I been left in this limbo for so long? Why are there clues suggesting I have a covert identity of the U.S. government but yet I have had no support from the U.S. government? Here you have George W. Bush, a known coward, who can’t even control the behavior of his daughters but yet for some reason, I can’t even talk to my family. I could have a wife waiting at home for all I know. They have physically invaded my home for the past decade and forced me to live in this prison cell of their disregard for law as they protect the terrorists at Microsoft. I have been living in this prison cell for a decade. For what? Just so you can protect the terrorists at Microsoft and their collaborators? When I caught George W. Bush spying on me in my home, and complained to police after I got a good sense of who was doing it, he then directed the very U.S. government that I worked for to throw me out into the garbage. I can look back and see that I did have supporters, people that were nearby at key times, but it was Bush that was the decider to throw me into the garbage because he got caught. He is the one that instigated Dave Reichert to target me, I assume based on clues I found, as the domestic terrorists they are, all in support of protecting the terrorist activities of Microsoft and accomplices. I assume that Congress is working on it, and I can’t help but wonder what would have happened if the Republican’s had stayed in the majority, as they were puppets of George W. Bush, but still that doesn’t mean I have to like to wasting another day of my life away from home waiting for someone in Congress to do something about this travesty of justice. I assume they are giving him a reasonable amount of time to demonstrate he can clean up his own mess as they decide whether he is acting with criminal motives or if he is just simply incompetent. My only regret is they executed Saddam before he and George W. Bush could share a prison cell. What kind of idiotic talk is it when this moron Bush talks about “spreading democracy” when he doesn’t even give a damn about the laws of his own country? If George W. Bush has ever been effective at anything, it is at getting a lot of Americans killed. He is a deranged lunatic who Congress should remove from office. All he has done with Iraq is produce a lot of enemy combat veterans that are much better now at killing our soldiers and equipment. Our allies don’t want to fight in Iraq, Iraq seems to want to only fight Americans that are there. How many of those hostiles are simply fighting against foreign troops in their country? And of those, how many will stop fighting once our troops leave? What was the reason again for that war? The only person that seems to be producing any kind of mass destruction is George W. Bush. There are a lot of people out there that want to harm the interests of the U.S., but we were addressing them. All George W. Bush has been trying to doing is to cover up that he hasn‘t faithfully executed the responsibilities of his office. That is the only reason.
In the time since I started writing this, I decided that the current Congress is just as cowardly as the last Congress. They cower in the shadows while they are quick to send brave men and women off into danger on behalf of cowards.
As for domestic terrorists, Microsoft had that guy named Clarence sitting next to me all that time and I recently began to understand why. As with the Ilan Ramon look-a-like and Ramona, there were no coincidences in anything to happened around me at Microsoft.
As I continue to try to piece together my real life, I wonder if I was actually an instructor at the "Top Gun" school when it opened in 1969. That is a likely possibility considering the clues that suggest I was part of the Apollo 11 crew, as well as “memories” I interpret. I also wonder if that 3/3/69 date the school was established is correct or if that was a detail that was introduced with the movie and then became accepted as fact. I started wondering yesterday if FWS means anything in my symbolic "memory" such as how I “remember“ a girlfriend with the initials T.G. Her first name, Tracey, could represent “TR” and “ace.” The last letter, “y,” might represent the number 25. As for FWS, there was that shop teacher's daughter with the initials F.S. who was excitedly describing to a mutual friend how I drove by her house one time. I can still visualize that. I was in my red 1967 Ford and I think I was taking my sister somewhere, perhaps a business that Thedia's friend owned. It was over near the courthouse. I could probably find it on the map.
The United States Navy Fighter Weapons School was a specialised fighter training institution of the US Navy from 1969 until 1996, when it was merged into the Naval Strike and Air Warfare Center.
The school was sometimes popularly referred to as "TOPGUN" but this term more properly refers to the advanced tactical instructor course (which was taught at the School).
The date difference of 7/21/69 and 6/7/76 is precisely 359 weeks. That would represent the first time humans set foot on Luna, the moon of Earth, and my theoretical visit to Phoebe, a moon of Saturn, respectively. My real or imagined visit to Mars was in between those two dates, but Mars is not a moon.
The television series “Star Trek: Deep Space 9” premiered on 1/3/93. The mid-point between 3/3/59 and 1/3/93 was 2/1/76. That mid-point was 9 days after 1/23/76, the day I think I left Mars for deep space.
Airdate January 3, 1993
“Emissary” is the pilot episode of the television series Star Trek: Deep Space Nine. It is a double-length episode, and is usually shown in two parts in syndication. The episode features Captain Jean-Luc Picard and the USS Enterprise in a passing-the-torch guest appearance.
The television series “Star Trek: Voyager” premiered 41 weeks, 4 days, before 11/2/95, where the latter date would have been the 20th anniversary of my launch into space. Season 2 began on 8/28/95. That was 4 months, 14 days, after 4/14/95, where I believe I returned to Earth on 4/14/77.
Caretaker is the first episode of Star Trek: Voyager.
Airdate January 16, 1995
I remember this episode of “Voyager” very well. They were some kind of copies of the original crew but they thought they were the original people and that seemed very profound to me. This would have been my 40th birthday in reality. But if I have interpreted the other clues correctly, I lost conscious awareness of that identity about 8 months before this episode.
Airdate March 3, 1999
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About a year earlier, they visited a Class Y "demon planet" which was colonized by a silver liquid biomemetic compound. When they left the planet they allowed the "silver blood" to sample the crew's DNA and populate the planet with copies of themselves. When the Doctor runs tests on her body, injecting a dichromate catalyst, B'Elanna disintegrates into the metallic compound. The crew realizes that they are, in fact, the duplicates. The ship itself has been duplicated as well, and is slowly falling apart around them.
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The approaching vessel is the real Voyager and her crew. They pick up a strange, indecipherable signal on sensors and come across a cloud of mysterious metallic liquid debris. The crew are mildly curious about the odd liquid, but since there is nothing to investigate, they make a quick note in the ship's log and go on their way.
I remember watching this “Voyager” episode too, probably when it first aired, but I don't remember as much about it.
Airdate February 21, 2001
February 28, 2001
Workforce is a two-part episode from the seventh and final season of the TV series Star Trek: Voyager.
Kathryn Janeway happily shows up for her first day of work at an energy plant.
She befriends a man named Jaffen and soon runs afoul of Annika Hansen, the efficiency monitor. Tuvok, a fellow employee, acts weirdly and claims that they don't belong there. A prominent doctor diagnoses Tuvok with "dysphoria syndrome" and begins treatment.
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With Neelix's help, Torres begins to remember her life as a starship engineer. On the planet, Chakotay has a tougher time overcoming Janeway's skepticism at his story that she's a starship captain.
A young doctor begins to become suspicious that so many people of the same species have dysphoria syndrome and that almost all of them got jobs at the energy plant. Annika Hansen begins taking Tuvok's rants seriously, and with help from a detective, uncovers the plot.
The Voyager crew returns to the ship.
The space shuttle flight STS-41-C launched on 4/6/84. The date difference of 7/16/69 and 4/6/84 was 5379 days, inclusive. 5379 divided by 2 is 2689.5 days. The date difference of 7/16/69 and 11/26/76 was 2690 days.
The date I believe I visited Callisto, the moon of Jupiter, was 11/26/76, although I cannot actually remember any of that in the conventional sense. But if I did visit Callisto, this may be a clue to reflect that visit. The launch date of this space shuttle flight seems to be the anchor between the day the Apollo 11-Eagle module landed on the Moon and the day I think I landed on the Jupiter moon Callisto. The operative detail is that the Callisto date is in the middle of Apollo 11 launch and STS-41-C launch.
There are several other possible symbolic connections. It could be that the letter “C,” which is the 3rd letter of the alphabet, represents that Callisto was the 3rd moon I had landed on. That LDEF device was left in space for 5 years, 8 months and the full name may be symbolic in itself.
The STS-41-C mission was the 11th shuttle mission and the 5th for orbiter vehicle Challenger. The Apollo 11 flight was the 5th flight of the 11 manned Apollo launches and the first to land on the moon.
STS-41-C
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The flight had two primary objectives. The first was to deploy the huge Long Duration Exposure Facility (LDEF), a passive, retrievable, 21,300 lb (9,660 kg), 12-sided cylinder, 14 feet (4.3 m) in diameter and 30 feet (9 m) long carrying 57 experiments. The second objective was to capture, repair and redeploy the malfunctioning Solar Maximum Mission satellite -- "Solar Max" -- launched in 1980.
The date difference of 7/16/69 and 11/2/75 is 2300 days. Dividing 2300 by 3 and then multiplying by 2 is 1533.33. The date difference of 7/16/69 and 9/25/73 is 1533 days.
The date Skylab 3 returned to Earth was 9/25/73. That means Skylab 3 returned to Earth on a day that was 2/3's of the period between Apollo 11 launch and my theoretical launch to the outer solar system. Skylab 3 was the 2nd of 3 manned Skylab missions.
Skylab 3 or SL-3 was the second manned mission to Skylab. The Skylab 3 mission started July 28, 1973, with the launch of three astronauts on the Saturn IB rocket, and lasted 59 days, 11 hours and 9 minutes.
The difference between the launch of Skylab 2 and Skylab 3 is 65 days.
The difference between the launch of Skylab 3 and Skylab 4 is 112 days.
That forms my known birthday of 11/2/65.
I have been writing that I started school as a college student of Princeton University on 9/2/65, when I was 6.5 years old. The first manned Skylab flight, Skylab 2, launched 5/25/73. The date difference of 9/2/65 and 5/25/73 is 2823 days. Dividing 2823 by 2 is 1411.5. The date difference of 9/2/65 and 7/16/69 is 1413 days. That means of the period between when I think I started Princeton University and when I think I launched with Skylab 2, the Apollo 11 launch was almost precisely at the mid-point of those dates.
The person I “remember” as my father, Joseph Burgess, was alive from 4/9/46 to 8/4/85, according to information I found where he was buried at Morrison Cemetery. That is a period of 14,362 days. On a side note, I think he is listed as being buried at that particular cemetery because I was once a contributing musician with The Doors band, but I don’t want to get off on that tangent right now and describe my theories about my accomplishments as a musician in my youth. So anyway, if I apply that duration of 14,362 days to my birthday of 3/3/59, it points to the date 6/28/98. That must be the date I had completely lost my real memories. I started at Microsoft 23 weeks later.
New thoughts were occurring to me yesterday that I was a participant in the Gemini space flights too, which occurred before the Project Apollo space flights and the landings on Earth‘s moon, Luna. I have written before in my journal about my father's second wife, who was named Gemma. I think that is why I “remember“ her. She has some symbolic representation to Gemini and I think in a lot of ways, my “memories” of my father are actually me, as seen by one of my son’s. Reading through that description about Gemini 12, I can “remember” talking to Gemma about tadpoles. I can still visualize that. Of all those Gemini flights, I think I was only on that last one of the series. The article about Gemini 12 mentions that the insignia for that flight was orange and black and I think the real reason for that color scheme is because I was a student of Princeton University at the time and those are the school colors. That must also be why I have such fond “memories” of my youth centered on Halloween. When I read about the Apollo 16 flight with its command module named Casper, I wondered if that is why I can still visualize a childhood "memory" of Thedia and her husband, whose last name was Nevells, taking us trick-or-treating on Halloween and I was dressed as "Casper The Friendly Ghost."
Gemini 12 (officially Gemini XII) was a 1966 manned spaceflight in NASA's Gemini program. It was the 10th manned Gemini flight, the 18th manned American flight and the 26th spaceflight of all time (includes X-15 flights over 100 km).
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Experiments
The 14 scientific experiments were (1) frog egg growth under zero-g, (2) synoptic terrain photography, (3) synoptic weather photography, (4) nuclear emulsions, (5) airglow horizon photography, (6) UV astronomical photography, and (7) dim sky photography. Two micrometeorite collection experiments, as well as three space phenomena photography experiments, were not fully completed.
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Insignia
The patch's unique orange and black colors are a link to the flight's original scheduled date close to Halloween.
Apollo 16 was the tenth manned mission in the Apollo program and the fifth mission to land on the Moon.
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Call sign:
Command module: Casper
Lunar module: Orion
I have also been puzzling over how my birth certificate indicates that my father was born in Albany, Oregon. For a while, I have been wondering if that is some kind of symbolic connection to the Duke of Albany, as described below. I have also been wondering if this is the source of that line in “Top Gun” where “Maverick’s” commanding officer comments about how his family name isn’t the best, considering the history of the Duke of Albany. As a clue, though, it probably has additional nuances. In “Star Trek: The Next Generation”, “Picard’s” brother was named “Robert.” That detail in turn reminded me that his father was named “Maurice” where I believe my mother’s name was Maureen.
Duke of Albany is a peerage title that has occasionally been bestowed on the younger sons in the Scottish, and later the British, royal family, particularly in the Houses of Stuart and Hanover.
The Dukedom of Albany was first granted in 1398 by King Robert III of Scotland on his brother, Robert Stewart, the title being in the Peerage of Scotland. "Albany" was a broad territorial term representing the parts of Scotland north of the River Forth, roughly the former Kingdom of the Picts. The title (along with the Dukedom of Rothesay, the first Dukedom created in Scotland) was forfeited in 1425 due to the treason of the second Duke.
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The title "Duke of York and Albany" was often granted by the Hanoverian kings (see Duke of York). The title of "Albany" alone was granted for the fifth time, this time in the Peerage of the United Kingdom, in 1881 to Prince Leopold, the fourth son of Queen Victoria. Prince Leopold's son, Charles, was deprived of the peerage in 1919 for bearing arms against the United Kingdom in World War I.
Another detail on my identification documents is when I calculated two numbers and produced the date 11/26/76, the date I think I landed on Callisto, the moon of Jupiter. There is also the value for my weight on my birth certificate, which was 8 pounds, 13 ounces. I have “memories” of transposing those numbers when talking to my mother and she telling me that I did not weigh 13 pounds, 8 ounces at birth. Substituting numbers for letters, 8 and 13 are “H” and “M,” respectively and I wonder if that is some kind of reference to Medal of Honor. The mailing address on my DD-214 is an apartment complex named Brookwood, which I think is the name of my first wife. Another possible clue about the name of that apartment complex is that it is on a street named Constitution. The apartment number may represent “Individual Augmentee” but I’m not sure. There are some other details on there that puzzle me that I haven’t figured out yet.
