This Is What I Think.

Monday, July 06, 2026

Today is 07/06/2026





by me, Kerry Burgess: 07/05/2026 02:14 AM

Every single detail I publish on this blog is about me trying to find a way out.

Why I got here to this point, how I get away from it permanently









by me, Kerry Burgess, 07/05/2026 09:20 AM

Decided today to view for the first time by me the 2026 "Project Hail Mary" now on Prime Video.

Fingers-crossed I can get through it without making another pointless blog-post here

Video begins, made it through the first hurdle: read my previous blog-post from this morning, assuming this is the note following where I described my observations about the calendar-date 07/10/2026

Video continues, mildly annoying, his character portrayal because it seems lame.

He's in the laboratory they impressment him to and then it's obvious to me: a vision in my sleeping-dream a couple days ago that I have thought of several times since

In my vision, I seem to be looking down into a container of ice-cream I am consuming. A utensil in my hand must be a spoon but that is too vague to actually visualize

That's when I see the bugs.

First I saw an object that I have thought of as sort of a watermelon seed. Two or three bugs skittering around on the surface of what appears to be vanilla ice-cream

I am trying to use the utensil to scrape off the bugs. Begin to think that seed or whatever it was is the source of the bugs. I am aware of presence of more than one of those seed-like objects

As I am trying to scrape off those objects I begin to realize that one of the small, black bugs is pushing down that seed object into the substance and both soon disappear below the surface.

Still no plans to make a blog-post. Almost 2.5 hours left in the video. Had no idea I would view this video anytime soon.









by me, Kerry Burgess: 07/05/2026 11:47 AM

Based on a book I have not read, it's not really a bad story.

I don't hate the movie, has very little merit to me. Certainly forgettable. Never viewing it again because it is ultimately a boring movie.



In theatres on 03/20/2026 is now already in the swamps of the Amazon Prime Video boring videos



by me, Kerry Burgess: 07/06/2026 02:14 AM

Finally a few hours of restful sleep and baffling visions while sleeping. Scientific stuff impossible for me to comprehend or describe. A vision of a human thumb. Painted with white and the sense of fingerprints. Dual modes to the pattern on the surface of the skin. One side of the fingerprint etching a different function than other side.

Woke thinking that I regret viewing that video in its entirety yesterday. Just that bad. They should have used that money to produce and deliver a Stargate movie for the theatres. Could not have been worse.









by me, Kerry Burgess: 10/2/2006 7:15 PM

Why do I always remember that the speed of light is 186, 282 miles per second? Why do I have such a precise memory of that detail? Most times when you read about the speed of light, it is rounded off to 186, 000 mps. Why do I need such precision?









by me, Kerry Burgess: 03/04/10 3:59 AM

That is also one basic reason why "Dr. Helen Benson" secretly gives "Klaatu" the saline water instead to the unknown substance the agent wants her to give him. That plot element establishes that my wife was tricked into giving me in 2006, or was it 2005, a chemical substance that has started to spawn these creatures. But as I write that I think that they have spawned long ago. Maybe the chemical substance was the trigger itself. The final combination to free them to their natural objectives. They have absolutely no reason to moralize the destruction of the human race. They are sentient but as I wrote a long time ago about Mrs. Hill's TARGETs class our objective trying to communicate with intelligent lifeforms in the future was about as futile as our attempts today to communicate with dog and cats which for me at the time, whether a real memory or artificial, was an analog for the difficulty of our task.









https://www.imdb.com/title/tt12042730/releaseinfo/

IMDb

Project Hail Mary

Release info

United States March 20, 2026










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From 3/15/1998 ( ) To 7/6/2026 ( Today , Monday ) is 10340 days

10340 = 5170 + 5170

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/29/1979 ( premiere USA TV series episode "A New Kind of Family"::"Fair Weather Friend" ) is 5170 days









From 2/14/1939 ( from The Daily Princetonian publication, Princeton University: THOMAS MANN CALLS LIFE WORK OF FREUD BASIS OF NEW ORDER , Hails Austrian's Researches as "Cornerstone for Building of New Anthropology." ) To 10/15/1999 ( ) is 22158 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers, Oklahoma, USA, as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 7/3/2026 ( ) is 22158 days



- by me, Kerry Wayne Burgess, posted by me: 02:22 AM Pacific-timezone USA Monday 07/06/2026