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I think that was the end. I think the dream ended after I walked back outside the hotel and I was standing outside looking around. I can vaguely visualize the surroundings but I have no idea where it was.
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Dark City
:27:44
You saw something,
didn't you, Eddie.
:27:47
Something to do with the case.
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then we travel over an area where the terrain drops suddenly and I am marveling at that because I can clearly see everything directly below us. [ Just BEFORE ] the drop I commented to the guy on my left, who might have actually been me, that there was a stop sign on the road below us at what seemed to be a T-intersection. We seemed to have been following the highway and the highway ended at that intersection with the other highway running perpendicular to it but we continued on a straight line and that was when I saw the terrain drop sharply below us. I commented to the guy to my left who I guess was the pilot about that stop sign below and I cannot now remember our exact words but he responded to me with something about how that was my name on that stop sign and I wish I could remember better that scene from the dream although that was basically the important part.
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I wrote about how from there, after some vague interaction with the people in that office or auto parts store through the window
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Fatal_Glass_of_Beer_(1933_film)
The Fatal Glass of Beer (1933 film)
The Fatal Glass of Beer is a short film released in 1933, starring W. C. Fields and produced by Mack Sennett. It was released theatrically by Paramount Pictures.
Written by Fields and directed by Clyde Bruckman, the film is a parody of rugged stage melodramas set in the Yukon. Fields serenades a mountie with "The Fatal Glass of Beer", a mournful song detailing the evils of foul drink and bad companions in the big city. A zither accompaniment recorded for the film seldom matches the vocal, because Fields subtly changes keys when the zither doesn't, resulting in a humorously off-key effect. Fields emphasizes the stagey satire by striking various poses and being overly theatrical with the dialogue. The most famous gag has Fields opening the cabin door periodically and exclaiming, "And it ain't a fit night out for man nor beast!", with some obviously fake snow thrown into his face a moment later.
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/avenue
avenue
a suburban, usually tree-lined residential street.
http://www.tv.com/space-above-and-beyond/r-and-r/episode/71709/summary.html
tv.com
Space: Above and Beyond
Season 1, Episode 20
Space: Above and Beyond: R & R
Air Date
Friday April 12, 1996
Quotes
The 58th visits an Aero-Tech pleasure ship called the Bacchus for some long overdue rest and relaxation; but when a sudden call to action puts them in the heat of battle, Cooper's new addiction to a pain medication which is particularly dangerous for InVitros puts the entire unit in danger.
http://www.tv.com/space-above-and-beyond/r-and-r/episode/71709/trivia.html
tv.com
Space: Above and Beyond
Season 1, Episode 20
Space: Above and Beyond: R & R
Air Date
Friday April 12, 1996
Space: Above and Beyond makes a connection to The X-Files in this episode. Glen Morgan, who eventually married Kristen Cloke, was the Executive Producer as well as writer for both shows, and David Duchovny, who guest starred as Handsome Alvin, would later go on to play Agent Fox Mulder. Kristen herself would guest star as the cultist Melissa on The X-Files episode "The Field Where I Died", co-written by Glen.
http://us.imdb.com/title/tt0751225/
"The X Files"
The Field Where I Died (1996)
Original Air Date: 3 November 1996 (Season 4, Episode 5)
Plot: Agents Mulder and Scully investigate a suspicious religious cult, which inadvertently draws Mulder into recalling a past life, in the field where he died.
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I am still lying on or clinging to the mountain in the same position but I am looking at the window and I can visualize it well and I can see the various details of the configuration and I am wondering if I can slide through that window or if it is too small for me to get through. There seems to be no other place to go than through that window where it looks warm and cozy and I see no other signs of civilization other than that window. Then I seem to have made it through the window and I am vaguely aware of being inside the business that runs there and I vaguely recall talking to someone
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I wrote about some other scenes in the dream and then flying over a stop sign in a road, which was a T-junction and of how we flew over the section of road that ended at the T-junction and that reminded me of that lyric about missing the sign which led to a turn for the worse. The pilot turned his head back towards me although he did not turn around far enough to look at me and he said something about how that sign had my name on it. It was after we flew past the stop sign and over that perpendicular road at the T-junction that the ground dropped off sharply below our flight path and then I found myself clinging to the top of a snow-covered mountain and I was looking at the details off a window where I was going to crawl through and out of the cold. I wrote about how from there, after some vague interaction with the people in that office or auto parts store through the window
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http://www.rod-serling.com/seas3a.html
The Twilight Zone - Season Three
IT'S A GOOD LIFE - 11/03/61
"You're a bad man! You're a very bad man! And you keep thinkin' bad thoughts about me!..."
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/pinkfloyd/gunnersdream.html
PINK FLOYD LYRICS
"Gunners Dream"
floating down through the clouds
memories come rushing up to meet me now
in the space between the heavens
and in the corner of some foreign field
i had a dream
i had a dream
goodbye max
goodbye ma
after the service when you're walking slowly to the car
and the silver in her hair shines in the cold november air
you hear the tolling bell
and touch the silk in your lapel
and as the tear drops rise to meet the comfort of the band
you take her frail hand
and hold on to the dream
a place to stay
enough to eat
somewhere old heroes shuffle safely down the street
where you can speak out loud
about your doubts and fears
and what's more no-one ever disappears
you never hear their standard issue kicking in your door
you can relax on both sides of the tracks
and maniacs don't blow holes in bandsmen by remote control
and everyone has recourse to the law
and no-one kills the children anymore
and no-one kills the children anymore
night after night
going round and round my brain
his dream is driving me insane
in the corner of some foreign field
the gunner sleeps tonight
what's done is done
we cannot just write off his final scene
take heed of the dream
take heed
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I dreamed just now of what seems to be the flight of the Stargazer aircraft on 6/27/1994 but the visualizations I assume are mostly just the product of a dream. As usual, there seem to be details that happened before the part I can remember enough to write about that I can not now remember. In the dream, I was onboard that aircraft and we were traveling along towards the point where we would deploy the rocket as it fired and traveled towards space. All I can really visualize though is that the aircraft seemed to be invisible. To me at least. I have the sense that other people could see it. We also were no high over the ground but we were very close to the ground and we were traveling at a rate of motion that did not seem very fast. This all was taking a long time too. I kept expecting the rocket to depart from the aircraft but it did not. I can see the terrain very well. There seemed to be people on the ground looking up and to watch us fly over. We were at another point so close the ground above a highway that I saw a woman in a police car looking up at the sky and I think she was watching us fly over. I think it was before that we were flying over new terrain and I was marveling at the color of the foliage of the trees and it might have seemed that I could even touch the trees with my feet. I remember that very well. But that part is disorienting. It is as though I was standing very close to a wall but then that wall was not actually there and what I saw in front of me was the sky and terrain and everything associated with flying in that aircraft above the ground. It seemed I was talking to the other two men on the aircraft flight deck just then and I become slightly aware as I think about the dream of equipment and instruments around me although that could be the last part. I do have the sense they are wearing uniforms and I think I am too. I am in the middle and I seem to be talking to the guy on my right. Then the part with the woman in the police car seems to happen and then we travel over an area where the terrain drops suddenly and I am marveling at that because I can clearly see everything directly below us. Just because the drop I commented to the guy on my left, who might have actually been me, that there was a stop sign on the road below us at what seemed to be a T-intersection. We seemed to have been following the highway and the highway ended at that intersection with the other highway running perpendicular to it but we continued on a straight line and that was when I saw the terrain drop sharply below us. I commented to the guy to my left who I guess was the pilot about that stop sign below and I cannot now remember our exact words but he responded to me with something about how that was my name on that stop sign and I wish I could remember better that scene from the dream although that was basically the important part. So I think this part is when the rocket was supposed to transfer to space but that is not really clear anymore. What I do remember is that now I am clinging to the side of a mountain and I have no idea where I am although I still have an association in my mind that I was on that aircraft I have been writing about. It is as though I was on the side of that mountain because I had been attached to a rope that was attached to that aircraft and the aircraft had been traveling along with me on that rope. I don't really understand enough to explain what I feel was going on in this part. I don't know. Maybe it doesn't matter. I remember the ground was very steep and I remember there was snow and I seemed to be examining the snow-covered foliage and I am aware of how steep the ground is and I am concerned because I no longer am connected to that aircraft by the rope. I am stuck there on the ground and I have no idea where I am or how to get back to anywhere. I can see what seems to be a level portion of the ground and I guess it is a trail. I can also see a window of a building and it really seems out of place because a consistent thought is that I might as well be on Mount Everest right now but that doesn't really make any sense because I remember seeing all those signs of civilization we flew over. So anyway, I am still lying on or clinging to the mountain in the same position but I am looking at the window and I can visualize it well and I can see the various details of the configuration and I am wondering if I can slide through that window or if it is too small for me to get through. There seems to be no other place to go than through that window where it looks warm and cozy and I see no other signs of civilization other than that window. Then I seem to have made it through the window and I am vaguely aware of being inside the business that runs there and I vaguely recall talking to someone but I cannot remember enough about that conversation to articulate. What seems to happened was that I explained that I was lost from that flight and what they seemed to have done is to put me on a shuttle bus for a hotel and they sent me to a hotel where I can stay. I am aware that I have access to my funds but that is only a notion. I have only the clothes on my back and I am still confused about where I am. I am aware of another person on the bus and I can visualize the we got to the hotel while riding that bus and I can visualize walking through some parts of that hotel and I see that I walked into the registration lobby but then I turned around and walked back out without registering and I am not certain what I was going to do. I still have no idea where I am. I am thinking that the people I was with will probably look for me and I think that if I use my bank card they will know where I am on the ground. I think that was the end. I think the dream ended after I walked back outside the hotel and I was standing outside looking around. I can vaguely visualize the surroundings but I have no idea where it was.
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Dark City
:26:03
-How is he?
-The same.
:26:06
Walenski? It's me, Frank.
:26:15
Come in, Frank.
:26:19
Close the door.
:26:28
I've been looking through
some of your old reports.
:26:31
It's an interesting case.
:26:34
Kind that make a man's career.
:26:39
-Or break it.
-Yeah. I was on that case.
:26:42
And then what?
What happened then, Eddie?
:26:46
Nothing happened, Frank.
:26:48
I've just been spending time
in the subway,
:26:50
riding in circles.
:26:52
Thinking in circles.
There's no way out.
:26:58
I've been over this entire city.
:27:04
You're scaring your wife
to death, Eddie.
:27:06
She's not my wife.
:27:09
I don't know who she is
or who any of us are.
:27:12
-What makes you say that?
-You think about the past much?
:27:17
As much as the next guy.
:27:19
See, I've been trying
to remember things--
:27:22
clearly remember things
from my past.
:27:25
But the more
I try to think back,
:27:27
the more it all starts
to unravel.
:27:30
None of it seems real.
:27:31
It's like I've just
been dreaming this life,
:27:35
and when I finally wake up,
I'll be somebody else,
:27:38
somebody totally different.
:27:44
You saw something,
didn't you, Eddie.
:27:47
Something to do with the case.
:27:50
There is no case!
There never was!
:27:54
It's all just a big joke!
It's a joke!
http://www.cswap.com/1995/Twelve_Monkeys/cap/en/25fps/a/01_15
Twelve Monkeys
1:15:46
James Cole didn't start it.
In fact, he saved me.
1:15:51
Funny thing, Doctor.
1:15:53
Maybe you can explain it to me,
you being a psychiatrist and all.
1:15:58
Why is it that kidnap victims
always try to tell us about
the guys that grabbed 'em ?
1:16:03
And they try
to make us understand...
1:16:06
how kind these bastards
really were.
1:16:09
It's a normal reaction
to a life-threatening situation.
1:16:15
He's sick. Okay ?
1:16:17
He thinks he comes from the future.
He's been living in...
1:16:21
a meticulously constructed
fantasy world, and that world
is starting to disintegrate.
