Earlier today I had the strongest sense yet about time travel. The moment was brief but it is something that I embrace strongly when it appears, as predictable as that is. The sense today was just a brief burst of certainty in my mind that a time travel gateway would appear near me and I always look expectantly at the same place in my apartment when I think about that portal. I had a strong thought, with a certain sense of amusement, or thrill, or some other kind of pleasant sense, about how the time-travel portal is programmed to arrive at a certain time and I do not now know that time or perhaps even the place it appears. Maybe I do know somewhere in my mind. All I know now is I have for the first time I can remember a toothache that is killing me because of the dulling pain and it is not getting any better and I really don't want to have to go to a dentist.
So anyway, the reason I make this pointless observation here is that there is some reason I started only at the beginning of the year 2011 to understand that I would travel backwards in time. That was a year ago this month and that means somethings. Predictably, I want to know what that is. I want out of here and to find some place better.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Posted by H.V.O.M at 4:15 AM Monday, January 10, 2011
Vacation
When I was watching the 1994 film "Timecop" again on television a few hours ago there was one scene where I began to feel that feeling I associate with what seems to be a mostly forgotten memory of finally getting to take a vacation and that I know will be a great vacation. I don't know if there was a detail in that scene that brought that feeling to the surface or if I am sensing by some kind of paranormal means something else. I suspect the former; that there was detail in that one scene that brought to the surface those feelings. I wrote about that overall sense in my mind of finally getting to take a vacation, and the sense of anticipation in my mind about it, but I had forgotten all about that until I experienced it again a few hours ago as I watched that scene on television. I don't now recall which scene it was but I wrote once about how I will feel a great sense of accomplishment just before I finally get to leave this Godforsaken hell hole that is King County Washington State. I hope I am communicating directly to a specific person that will contribute to the success of my mission to leave this Godforsaken place.
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Posted by H.V.O.M at 4:55 AM Monday, January 10, 2011
Imaginary unit.
I did this. I did this back in 2004 when I lived in that apartment in Kent. I wrote a program in C# that this reminds me of. I "remember" the imaginary unit from college level algebra classes, in the context of my artificial memory, but I didn't think of that when I wrote that program. I was feeling quite pleased with myself after I wrote that program, although I didn't, of course, associate that program I wrote with time travel or faster than light travel.
I saw something later in a "The Simpsons" episode that made me think of that program I wrote and that specific mathematical function I created and that made me think that my legal team had gained evidence that Microsoft, and specifically Bill Gates, had stolen that code from my private computer and there was evidence they had been discussing it and with the intent to steal my private property.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tachyon
Tachyon
A tachyon (takhus, "swift" + English: -on "elementary particle") is a hypothetical subatomic particle that moves faster than light. In the language of special relativity, a tachyon is a particle with space-like four-momentum and imaginary proper time. A tachyon is constrained to the space-like portion of the energy-momentum graph. Therefore, it cannot slow down to subluminal speeds.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Imaginary_number
Imaginary number
An imaginary number is a square root of a nonpositive real number.
the imaginary unit, defined as the square root of -1.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Proper_time
Proper time
In relativity, proper time is time measured by a single clock between events that occur at the same place as the clock. It depends not only on the events but also on the motion of the clock between the events. An accelerated clock will measure a proper time between two events that is shorter than the coordinate time measured by a non-accelerated (inertial) clock between the same events.
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Posted by H.V.O.M at 10:40 AM Thursday, January 13, 2011
The past.
I started having thoughts, beginning yesterday I feel certain, about specific details about when I travel into the past and that occurrence is due to happen sometime in the future from this present day.
I started thinking that there is a group of people out there today who meet me as travel from the future of this present time to that past time of the year 2005. They knew where to meet me because I gave them instructions before the year 1998 and that is why they will be there when I jump back into the past at some time in the future from today.
I have been thinking about how I was annoyed when I arrived at my destination in the mountains near Shelton and there was a group of people camped out at a place I wanted to go to. That was why I was feeling annoyed. That was my destination from a prearranged plan. I was annoyed because they were not supposed to be there or I was annoyed because their presence indicated that the plan required me to struggle along more just for my very survival, as I had to do.
That creek meant something. I have been thinking about how the "James Cole" character was at a creek in the 1995 film "Twelve Monkeys" and of how the police were arriving. That is why I was there at the creek. I am the arriving police at that prearranged place. I will go back there from this present day future to that past date and my other self will be there and my future self of this present time will be there and something is supposed to happen there. That is only one of the events that will happen after I start to time travel though and as I travel in the past from a point in the future of this present time I will see past self is already there. That is why I was so overwhelming certain that something was supposed to happen. I kept waiting for something to happen but then nothing happened and that was driving me crazy. Nothing does happen for that past version of myself but what I was expecting to happen is something I will see after I travel into the past from a point in the future of this present time.
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