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Sunday, August 05, 2007

7 & 11

The 26th was a Sunday. The following Friday was 1 day, 359 weeks, after 4/14/1977. That next Sunday was 3 days, 359 weeks. I guess this television movie was a mini-series because the duration is listed as 300 minutes, which is 5 hours. So if it was a mini-series, then it started at the beginning of the week that would mark a distinct pointer to my return to Earth on 4/14/1977 after successfully diverting the comet. I believe I made that arrangement because I have been in love with Phoebe for a long time and I want her associated with major events in my life because she is very important to me. The person people see in the movies and media is only a fraction of how great a person is Phoebe, my wife.

From 4/14/1977 to 3/4/1984 is: 3 days, 359 weeks

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0087583/

Lace (1984) (TV)

Release Date: 26 February 1984 (USA)

Runtime: 300 min

Phoebe Cates ... Lili


2/26/1984, Sunday - Lace (1984) (TV) - the first of, I assume, multiple episodes

2/27/1984, Monday -

2/28/1984, Tuesday -

2/29/1984, Wednesday -

3/1/1984, Thursday - 359 weeks, after 4/14/1977

3/2/1984, Friday - 1 day, 359 weeks, after 4/14/1977

3/3/1984, Saturday -

3/4/1984, Sunday - 3 days, 359 weeks, after 4/14/1977



My artificial memories and identity are definitely faded almost to.....something I don't know how to describe. I can't articulate what I want to say. I am still consciously aware of details about my artificial identity, but it is more like I remember it all from a book I read, or something like that. I read the story and visualized the details and my "memory" is actually only my visualization of those details and that is the basis of my artificial memory. I wonder if something happened today, somehow, that allowed me to consciously pursue this train of thought. I noted something similar quite a few months ago related to dream influences. That was kind of a dead-end, in itself, but it seemed to have been a.....something. It was later I started to think I had been brainwashed but then I shifted away from brainwashing to this notion of artificial memory. It seems to be an important distinction. I also understand that when I was writing about feeling as though my dreams were being manipulated somehow - what I described as 'foreign dreams' - was all before I became consciously aware that I might have some form of amnesia. It is very clear to me now that certain topics I see on television or other media will seem to unlock those notions and restore them to my conscious awareness.

My dreams were not being manipulated by some outside force, I was just having dreams about my real life and that was all foreign to my conscious mind. That is the essence of amnesia. I also note that I wake up sometimes to hear myself calling out Phoebe's name in my sleep and I can't remember what it was I was dreaming that prompted me to call out her name.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Episodic_memory

The formation of new episodic memories requires the medial temporal lobe, a structure that includes the hippocampus. Without the medial temporal lobe, one is able to form new procedural memories (such as playing the piano) but cannot remember the events during which they happened. See the hippocampus and memory.

The prefrontal cortex (and in particular the left hemisphere) is also involved in the formation of new episodic memories (also known as episodic encoding). Patients with damage to the prefrontal cortex can learn new information, but tend to do so in a disordered fashion. For example, they might show normal recognition of an object they had seen in the past, but fail to recollect when or where it had been viewed (Janowsky et al., 1989). Some researchers believe that the prefrontal cortex helps organize information for more efficient storage, drawing upon its role in executive function. Others believe that the prefrontal cortex underlies semantic strategies which enhance encoding, such as thinking about the meaning the study material or rehearsing it in working memory



http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Source_amnesia

Source amnesia is an explicit memory disorder in which someone can recall certain information, but do not know where or how it was obtained.

The disorder is particularly episodic, where source or contextual information surrounding facts are severely distorted or unable to be recalled. Via the use of the Wisconsin Card Sorting Task (WCST) developed by Esta Berg in 1948, Positron Emission Tomography (PET), and explicit and implicit memory tests, researchers have performed extensive empirical research on source-amnesiacs and concluded or suggested neuropsychological genesis.



Something else is at work here, though. There is a process in my mind that is deliberately preventing me from revealing details of my real identity. There is a good reason for everything I do and there is something that has to happen before I will allow myself to remember it all.

None of this matters, really - it is just busy work for me as I wait for the signal to return home after completing my official United States federal undercover assignment.

I am not consciously aware of what precisely was my assignment. Just something about establishing hostile intent against me. It will all be explained at your United States federal criminal trial.

You should have known better.







The space flight Apollo 7 was the first flight of the Apollo series to launch humans into space. The space flight Apollo 11 was the first of the Apollo series to land on the Moon.

7 & 11.

From 7/16/1963 to 10/17/1968 (Apollo 7 mid-point) is: 5 years, 93 days

From 10/11/1968 to 10/22/1968 is: 11 days
11 / 2 = 5.5 days
From 10/17/1968 to 10/22/1968 is: 5 days

59-3

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Apollo_7

Launch: October 11, 1968
Landing: October 22, 1968

Apollo 7 was the first manned mission in the Apollo program to be launched. It was an eleven-day earth-orbital mission, the first manned launch of the Saturn IB launch vehicle, and the first three-man American space mission.




Camilla is one day short of being precisely 16 years older than Phoebe.

From 7/17/1947 to 7/16/1963 is: 5843 days
From 7/16/1963 to 7/15/1979 is: 5843 days

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Camilla_Parker-Bowles

Camilla, Duchess of Cornwall (Camilla Rosemary; formerly Parker Bowles; née Shand, born 17 July 1947) is the second wife of Charles, Prince of Wales, heir apparent to the thrones of the United Kingdom and the other 15 Commonwealth Realms.

Prior to their marriage she had been his long-time partner. As the consort of the Prince of Wales she is legally the Princess of Wales;[2] Clarence House has announced that she is officially styled HRH The Duchess of Cornwall (Duchess of Rothesay in Scotland). This is mainly because the princely title was so closely identified by the public with her husband's first wife, the late Diana, Princess of Wales.




From 7/16/1963 to 7/29/1981 is: 18 years, 1 week, 6 days

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diana%2C_Princess_of_Wales

They married at St Paul's Cathedral on 29 July 1981, watched by a global audience of almost one billion


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/St._Paul%27s_Cathedral

St Paul's Cathedral is an Anglican cathedral on Ludgate Hill, in the City of London, England and the seat of the Bishop of London.




From 3/4/1959 to 12/9/1992 is: 33 years, 9 months, 5 days.

3-3-9-5 <<< >>> 5-9-3-3

59-33

From 7/16/1963 to 8/28/1996 is: 33 years, 43 days

3-3-4-3 <<< >>> 3-4-3-3

34-33

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Princess_Diana

The Prince and Princess of Wales were separated on 9 December 1992

Their divorce was finalised on 28 August 1996.




Diana was 1959 days old when Gemini 12 launched and 1963 days old when it returned.

From 7/1/1961 to 11/11/1966 is: 1959 days
From 7/1/1961 to 11/15/1966 is: 1963 days

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Princess_Diana

Diana, Princess of Wales (Diana Frances[2]; née Spencer; 1 July 1961 – 31 August 1997) was the first wife of Charles, Prince of Wales. Their two sons, Princes William and Harry, are second and third in line to the thrones of the United Kingdom and 15 other Commonwealth Realms.

They married at St Paul's Cathedral on 29 July 1981, watched by a global audience of almost one billion.



http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gemini_12

Launch: November 11, 1966
Landing: November 15, 1966

Gemini 12 (officially Gemini XII) was a 1966 manned spaceflight in NASA's Gemini program. It was the 10th manned Gemini flight, the 18th manned American flight and the 26th spaceflight of all time (includes X-15 flights over 100 km).




From 7/16/1963 to 7/16/1979 is: 16 years
From 10/5/1951 to 7/16/1979 is: 4 days, 1 week, 333 months

41-333

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0000261/

Karen Allen
Date of Birth: 5 October 1951, Carrollton, Illinois, USA
Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981) .... Marion Ravenwood



From 7/1/1899 to 3/3/1959 is: 59 years, 35 weeks

59-3

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Indiana_jones

Date of birth July 1, 1899
Place of birth Princeton, New Jersey
Gender Male
Occupation Professor of Archaeology

Dr. Henry "Indiana" Jones, Jr. (also known as Indy), is a fictional professor, archaeologist, and adventurer - the main protagonist of the 1981 adventure film Raiders of the Lost Ark (later retitled Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark), its prequel Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom, and sequel, Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade. Jones is notable for his trademark bullwhip, fedora, leather jacket, and fear of snakes.



From 7/2/1976 to 6/12/1981 is: 59 months, 10 days
10 / 30 = 0.333
From 7/2/1976 to 6/12/1981 is: 59.333 months

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0082971/

Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981)

Release Date: 12 June 1981 (USA)




http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0082971/quotes

Memorable quotes for

Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981)


Indiana: Hello, Marion.

Marion: Indiana Jones. I always knew some day you'd come walking back through my door. I never doubted that. Something made it inevitable. So, what are you doing here in Nepal?

Indiana: I need one of the pieces your father collected.

[Marion surprises him with a right cross to the jaw]

Marion: I've learned to hate you in the last ten years.

Indiana: I never meant to hurt you.

Marion: I was a child. I was in love. It was wrong and you knew it.

Indiana: You knew what you were doing.

Marion: Now I do. This is my place. Get out.


[talking about Marion's late father]

Marion: He said you were a bum.

Indiana: Aw, he's being generous.

Marion: The most gifted bum he ever trained. You know, he loved you like a son. Took a hell of a lot for you to alienate him.

Indiana: Not much, just you.


Marion: Well, Jones, at least you haven't forgotten how to show a lady a good time.

Indiana: Boy, you're something.

Marion: Yeah? I'll tell you what. Until I get back my five thousand dollars, you're gonna get more than you bargained for. I'm your goddamn partner.


Marion: You're not the man I knew ten years ago.

Indiana: It's not the years, honey, it's the mileage.


[Army Intelligence officer describing Indiana Jones]

Major Eaton: Professor of archeology, expert on the occult, and how does one say it? Obtainer of rare antiquities.



http://www.startrek.com/startrek/view/series/TNG/character/1112469.html

STARFLEET PERSONNEL FILE: Picard, Jean-Luc

Rank: Captain

Full Name: Jean-Luc Picard

Parents: Maurice and Yvette Picard

Education: Starfleet Academy, 2323-27

Marital status: Single

Children: None

Picard had few friends as a youngster and self-admittedly "skipped his childhood," due to his early, single-minded drive to be in Starfleet. Though shy, he took piano lessons only to please his mother; he hated public performance and soon quit — a move he now regrets. He did build airships in bottles when young, and like his nephew years later he wrote a ribbon-winning report on starships; reading of the ancient Bajorans in the fifth grade might have been another influence on his lifelong passion for archeology. Later he was school president, valedictorian and a star athlete.

Picard failed his first try on the Academy entrance exams but only required one more to pass. As a student athlete, he became the only freshman ever to win the Academy marathon — the event at Danula II marked the beginning of his friendship with Admiral Hanson — and he once out-wrestled a Ligonian in 14 seconds with a reverse body lift for a pin. He graduated at or near the top of his Academy class, even though he once failed an Academy class over a woman he refers to only as "A.F.," the initials he carved into gardener Boothby's prize campus elm tree; he was called at least once to the Academy superintendent's office, and he credits Boothby for helping him through an ordeal that saved his graduation. His lack of self-discipline as a young officer nearly led to his death in a near-fatal stabbing at Starbase Earhart in 2328 while awaiting post-graduation assignments. Picard went on as a lieutenant to meet Ambassador Sarek at the wedding of his son Spock.

Another mentor of those years was archeology professor Richard Galen, whose fatherly approach was a trait sorely missed by the son estranged from his true father. In fact, it was not until after his abduction during the Borg crisis that Picard ventured home, the first time in 20 years, and began to heal the rift with his brother Robert, who had been jealous of his high-achieving younger brother whom he viewed as getting away with spurning family traditions and responsibilities.



From 3/3/1959 to 5/28/1982 is: 23 years, 86 days
86 / 365 = 0.23 years
From 3/3/1959 to 5/28/1982 is: 23.23 years



From 7/16/1963 to 7/19/1970 is: 7 years

From 11/17/1936 to 7/16/1970 is: 3 days, 34 weeks, 33 years

334-33

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0920272/

John Wells
Date of Birth: 17 November 1936

Princess Caraboo (1994) .... Reverend Hunt
Princess Caraboo (1994) (written by)




Further support that Phoebe and I were arranged to be married; probably before we were even born.

From 12/2/1914 to 3/3/1959 is: 44 years, 13 weeks
From 3/3/1959 to 7/16/1963 is: 4 years, 4 months, 13 days

4-4-1-3

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0001827/

Ray Walston
Date of Birth: 2 December 1914

Fast Times at Ridgemont High (1982) .... Mr. Hand
"My Favorite Martian" .... Uncle Martin / ... (107 episodes, 1963-1966)



This is a similar device as observed with Ray Walston, where this one connects to the Apollo 11 landing on the Earth's moon.

From 5/21/1957 to 7/20/1969 is: 4443 days

From 3/3/1959 to 7/16/1963 is: 4 years, 4 months, 13 days
13 / 30 = 0.43
From 3/3/1959 to 7/16/1963 is: 4 years, 4.43 months

4-4-4-3

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0001662/

Judge Reinhold
Date of Birth: 21 May 1957
Fast Times at Ridgemont High (1982) .... Brad Hamilton


http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0083929/quotes

Memorable quotes for
Fast Times at Ridgemont High (1982)

Mr. Hand: Aloha. My name is Mr. Hand.




From 3/3/1959 to 8/25/1989 is: 1590 weeks, 3 days

59-3

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0097490/

Heart of Dixie (1989)
Release Date: 25 August 1989 (USA)
Phoebe Cates ... Aiken Reed

http://zip4.usps.com/zip4/zcl_1_results.jsp

ZIP Code™ Matches in TILLAR, AR

71670

7 16 70 >>> 7/16/1970

Reed, AR, and Tillar, AR

http://maps.google.com/maps?ie=UTF8&ll=33.711383,-91.453026&spn=0.174496,0.374222&z=12&om=1




http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0092834/

Date with an Angel (1987)

Release Date: 20 November 1987 (USA)

Phoebe Cates ... Patty Winston

Tagline: Jim is about to marry a princess... but he's in love with an angel.


http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0461022/

Michael E. Knight
Date of Birth: 7 May 1959, Princeton, New Jersey, USA
Date with an Angel (1987) .... Jim Sanders




The actress who portrays "Antonia" was 15.93 years old on 7/16/1970, which was Phoebe's 7th birthday, while I was 11 years old. The reason for that detail, I believe, is because Phoebe and I were arranged to be married, possibly before I was born, and we had some kind of ceremony in 1970 to represent that arranged marriage. The next step in that arrangement was for when she turned 16 and to see if she wanted to continue with the arrangement, or something like that.

"and do things right from day one"

From 8/8/1954 to 7/16/1970 is: 15 years, 342 days
342 / 365 = 0.93
From 8/8/1954 to 7/16/1970 is: 15.93 years

1-593

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0759352/

Lynn Salvatori
Date of Birth: 8 August 1954
Star Trek: Generations (1994) (riding stunts: Antonia) (uncredited)




I recognize the date 4/14/1977 as when I returned to Earth after successfully diverting the comet. I believe Carrie Fisher was cast in this role to represent the marriage arrangement with Phoebe and me and my return to Earth. It would make sense that 4/14/1977 had been selected early on as a target date for my return to Earth because of the symbolic value of that numercal sequence.

From 7/16/1963 to 7/16/1970 is: 7 years

From 10/21/1956 to 7/16/1970 is: 5016 days
From 7/16/1963 to 4/9/1977 is: 5016 days

From 4/9/1977 to 4/14/1977 is: 5 days

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0000402/

Carrie Fisher
Date of Birth: 21 October 1956

Star Wars (1977) .... Princess Leia Organa
Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980) .... Princess Leia
The Blues Brothers (1980) .... Mystery Woman




From 7/16/1963 to 7/16/1970 is: 7 years

From 7/16/1963 to 3/19/1995 is: 11569 days
11569 * 0.359 = 4153
From 3/3/1959 to 7/16/1970 is: 4153 days

3-59

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0701165/

"The Simpsons"
Lisa's Wedding (1995)

Original Air Date: 19 March 1995

Plot Outline: A fortune teller gives Lisa a look at her wedding in the year 2010.




I recognize 9/2/1965 as my first day at Princeton University. I have been thinking also that when Phoebe turned 7 years old on 7/16/1970, I selected her as my future wife, as part of the marriage arrangement process I have been thinking about. If I have this figured out correctly, then it was about me selecting my future wife, who would become a princess in the British royality. I have been wondering, though, if she was already part of a royal house, probably in Japan.

I assume I had creative input into the "Adam-12" television series and this episode represents certain details relevant to Phoebe and me.

From 7/16/1963 to 11/8/1969 is: 2 days, 3 weeks, 75 months

2-3-7-5

From 3/3/1959 to 9/2/1965 is: 2375 days

2-3-7-5

http://www.tv.com/adam-12/show/975/episode_guide.html?season=2&tag=season_nav;next

33. Log 63 -- Baby

First aired: 11/8/1969

Officer Malloy asks the new girl in the office out on a date.




From 7/16/1963 to 7/16/1970 is: 7 years

From 7/16/1970 to 12/25/1973 is: 3 years, 5 months, 9 days

3-59

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0070355/

Magnum Force (1973)

Release Date:

25 December 1973 (USA)




From 7/16/1963 to 7/16/1970 is: 7 years

From 5/18/1970 to 7/16/1970 is: 59 days

http://www.clancyfaq.com/Hold%20Originals/characte.htm

Tom Clancy FAQ - Book Character Listing

Greer, Rear/Vice Admiral James, USN (Retired)

CIA liason for Boxwood Green in WR. Started with CIA on May 18, 1970 and was DDI. His son, 1LT Robert White Greer, USMC, died in 1968 in SE Asia. Greer was Jack Ryan's mentor at CIA.




It's probably those two children, "Brian" and "Sarah," from "Night Of The Comet" that represent Phoebe and me. I can't find an exact birthdate for the "Sarah" actress, but they seem to have both been born in 1970, which seems important. It could be that "Brian" and "Sarah" are similar in appearance to Phoebe and me in 1970. I have that artificial and symbolic memory of me in a football jersey when I was about that same age as "Brian" and I had very blonde hair. I think that is the reason the original "Jonny Quest" had blonde hair, although my hair turned much darker as I got older. There was a scene in "Night Of The Comet" that makes me think of the "Dharma Project" from the "Lost" television series.

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0442948/

Janice Kawaye
Date of Birth: 1970
Night of the Comet (1984) .... Sarah


http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0102016/

Chance Boyer
Date of Birth: 11 August 1970
Night of the Comet (1984) .... Brian



It is curious to note the relationship of the actor who portrays "Brian" with when the space flight Apollo 8 first orbited the Earth's moon, where I have been thinking I was on as a secret crewmember. I would have been 9 years old at the time of Apollo 8. That first orbit of the Earth's moon was about 593 days before the birth of the actor who portrayed "Brian" in the 1984 "Night Of The Comet."

From 12/26/1968 to 8/11/1970 is: 593 days

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Apollo_8

Launch: December 21, 1968
Landing: December 27, 1968

Apollo 8 was the second manned mission of the Apollo space program, in which Commander Frank Borman, Command Module Pilot James Lovell and Lunar Module Pilot William Anders became the first humans to orbit around the Moon. It was also the first manned launch of the Saturn V rocket.

NASA prepared for the mission in only four months. The hardware involved had only been used a few times—the Saturn V had launched only twice before, and the Apollo spacecraft had only just finished its first manned mission, Apollo 7. However, the success of the mission paved the way for the successful completion of U.S. President John F. Kennedy's goal of landing on the Moon before the end of the decade.

After launching on December 21, 1968, the crew took three days to travel to the Moon, which they orbited for 20 hours. While in lunar orbit the crew made a Christmas Eve television broadcast in which they read from the book of Genesis. It was the most watched broadcast to date.




From 8/4/1961 to 7/16/1963 is: 711 days

7 & 11

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0866300/

Lauren Tom
Date of Birth: 4 August 1961
"Futurama" .... Amy Wong / ... (63 episodes, 1999-2003)




This was probably a signal to relay that I had survived the mission to divert the comet and that I was coming home. There are some other details to all this I can't remember yet. I puzzle over why I have thoughts that I was out of contact with Earth for a long time. I don't know what that could mean other than the obvious, but if it seems obvious, I don't know why I puzzle over it. We probably expected to find a source of oxygen out there somewhere and we all hoped that I would find that source and then this was a signal that I indeed did find a source of oxygen and that ensured I could make it back home.

From 7/16/1963 to 7/16/1970 is: 7 years

From 3/19/1937 to 7/17/1970 is: 33 years, 3 months, 4 weeks

33-34

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0747687/

Maurice Roëves
Date of Birth: 19 March 1937

"Warship" .... Sub-Lt. Carwith (1 episode, 1977)
Jack Fell Down (1977) TV Episode .... Sub-Lt. Carwith




From 7/16/1963 to 3/8/1977 is: 13 years, 33 weeks, 4 days

1-33-34

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0744098/

"Warship"
Jack Fell Down (1977)

Original Air Date: 8 March 1977 (Season 4, Episode 10)


http://catalogue.bbc.co.uk/catalogue/infax/programme/LDS1261W

WARSHIP: JACK FELL DOWN

BBC Programme Number: LDS1261W

Broadcast history 08 Mar 1977 20:09-20:58 (BBC 1)

'Sub-Lt. Carwith, come aboard to join, sir.'

Maurice ROEVES stars as S/Lt Carwith



JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Re: Journal May 27, 2006

Went to Camp Couchdale in the summer of '81, after graduating 9th grade.

Met a girl named Phoebe, took her out on the lake in a boat and paddled around. We wrote letters for a long time afterwards.

Phoebe told me to "never forget" that dance where we met, because she never would.
They lined up all the girls at the start of the dance and told me to pick who I wanted to dance with. I still remember thinking about how she just seemed the right choice. She was laughing, kind of delighted, kind of frightened, that one day in the boat on the lake when I saw a snake in the water and started chasing it for some reason.