This Is What I Think.

Monday, August 06, 2007

In my own country, a slave to my past heroics, the object of criminal conspiracy.

Considering that I have had to live away from home for almost a decade as part of my official United States federal undercover assignment, this country has become a nation of spectacular cowards.



Strange dream earlier of where I seemed to be in Africa. There seemed to have been two parts to the dream, although they were both in Africa. The difference of the two parts was that one seemed to be real memories, as seen through my eyes and the second part was a continuation of those events but that second part was fictional, although there was nothing about that fictional part that would give it away as fiction. It is as though someone told me the second part was fiction and I wouldn't have known it was fictional if I had just been watching it as a television episode, for example.

There was more to the dream than I can remember now after waking up but the imagery was very clear and there was motion to it all, as opposed to other dreams which seemed to be all still images. The first part, which seemed to be from my reality that I do not consciously remember, had something to do with me traveling with a group of locals somewhere in Africa. We had to cross a large body of water and the water was very disgusting. I remember from the dream that I was talking to the people I was traveling with but I don't think they understood what I was saying. I was saying to someone something about teaching them to swim as I seemed to carry someone across the water.



The 1990 movie "Navy SEALs" might actually point to the Battle of Hue City. I seemed to have only been looking for '59's when I was making that calculation the first time, although I did get correct the bereaved girlfriend. As I have noted before, the Battle of Hue City shows up in relation to my age of 9.0 years when that battle ended.

I guess this is some notion about how the Battle of Hue was part of the Tet Offensive and that is a similar notion to me getting shot down by anti-aircraft fire on 2/14/1986.

From 7/16/1963 to 7/20/1990 is: 9866 days
From 3/3/1959 to 3/3/1968 is: 3288 days
3288 / 9866 = 0.333

3-3-3

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0100232/

Navy Seals (1990)

Release Date: 20 July 1990 (USA)

Tagline: America's top secret weapon.



From 3/3/1959 to 7/16/1963 is: 1596 days
1596 * 0.593 = 946 days
From 7/31/1956 to 3/4/1959 is: 946 days

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0000299/

Michael Biehn
Date of Birth: 31 July 1956

The Terminator (1984) .... Kyle Reese
Aliens (1986) .... Cpl. Dwayne Hicks
Navy Seals (1990) .... Lt. James Curran


http://zip4.usps.com/zip4/zcl_1_results.jsp

ZIP Code™ Matches in CURRAN, MI

48728

48 7 28 >>> 1948 July 28


From 7/28/1948 to 6/7/1976 is: 334 months, 10 days
10 / 30 = 0.333
From 7/28/1948 to 6/7/1976 is: 334.333 months

334-333




This actress was 33 years, 4.59 months, old on 4/14/1986. I recognize that date 4/14/1986 as when I escaped the Libyan prison where I was captive. My family thought I had been killed that day when the prison was bombed.

Merkerson portrayed the fiancee of the U.S. Navy SEAL operative that was killed in the 1990 "Navy SEALs."

From 11/28/1952 to 4/14/1986 is: 33 years, 4 months, 17 days
30 * 0.59 = 17.7 days
From 11/28/1952 to 4/14/1986 is: 33 years, 4.59 months

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0580924/

S. Epatha Merkerson
Date of Birth: 28 November 1952
Navy Seals (1990) .... Jolena



From 3/4/1959 to 10/11/2004 is: 16658 days
16658 * 0.593 = 9878
From 3/4/1959 to 3/20/1986 is: 9878 days

From 2/14/1986 to 4/14/1986 is: 59 days
59 * 0.593 = 34
From 2/14/1986 to 3/20/1986 is: 34 days

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Astronaut_%28album%29

Astronaut is an album by British band Duran Duran, first released on October 11, 2004

This was Duran Duran's first studio album since Pop Trash (2000), and the first full album since Seven and the Ragged Tiger (1983) to be recorded by the original five members of the band. (The stand-alone single "A View to a Kill" was their last studio recording together.)



From 3/3/1968 (Battle of Hue City) to 4/17/1998 (STS-90) is: 11002 days
11002 * 0.333 = 3663
From 3/3/1959 to 3/13/1969 (Apollo 9 return) is: 3663 days

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Apollo_9

Launch: March 3, 1969
Landing: March 13, 1969

Apollo 9 was the third manned mission in the Apollo program, a ten day Earth-orbital mission launched 3 March 1969. It was the second manned flight of the Saturn V launch vehicle and the first manned flight of the Apollo Lunar Module (LM).


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/STS-90

Launch: April 17, 1998

STS-90 is a mission of the United States Space Shuttle.


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Battle_of_Hue_City

Date January 30, 1968 - March 3, 1968

Location Hue, South Vietnam

The Battle of Hue, 1968, was one of the bloodiest and longest battles of the Vietnam War (1954-1975).



I noted that my father, from my artificial and symbolic memory, was buried in Morrison Cemetery, in Noble County, Oklahoma. There is a reason I "remember" those details and it is all symbolic of my real life. I recognize the date 11/25/1986 as when my family had a funeral for me, thinking I had been killed in Africa on 4/14/1986.

From 12/8/1943 to 7/3/1971 is: 10069 days

From 3/4/1959 to 9/27/1986 is: 10069 days
From 9/27/1986 to 11/25/1986 is: 59 days

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jim_morrison

James Douglas Morrison (8 December 1943 – 3 July 1971) was an American singer, songwriter, writer, actor, and poet. He was best known as the lead singer and lyricist of the popular American rock band The Doors, and is considered to be one of the most charismatic frontmen in the history of rock music.[1] He was also an author of several poetry books, a documentary, short film, and three early music videos ("The Unknown Soldier", "Moonlight Drive", and "People are Strange"). Morrison died in Paris at the age of 27. The unclear circumstances of his death and burial have contributed to the mystique that continues to surround him.



From 4/9/1946 to 8/4/1985 is: 14362 days
From 3/3/1959 to 6/28/1998 is: 14362 days

This is my father, in the context of my artificial and symbolic memory. This is all a construct of my official United States federal undercover identity, which I maintain to this very minute.

http://www.rootsweb.com/~okcemete/noble/morrison/morrison.htm

Morrison Cemetery
Morrison, Noble County, Oklahoma

LAST NAME BURGESS
FIRST MI Joseph Wayne

BORN 09 Apr 1946
DIED 04 Aug 1985



I recognize the day 4/14/1986 as the day I escaped from being held as a Prisoner of War in Libya. I escaped into the desert, where I lived in the African countryside for over a year until I completed my escape on 5/13/1987.

From 4/14/1986 to 8/5/1989 is: 1 day, 3 weeks, 3 months, 3 years

1-333

http://www.navysite.de/ffg/FFG61.HTM

USS Ingraham (FFG 61)

USS INGRAHAM is the last ship in the OLIVER HAZARD PERRY class and the 19th ship in that class built by Todd in San Pedro.

Commissioned: August 5, 1989