JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Tuesday, August 30, 2005 posted by H.V.O.M at 1:38 PM
Crossroads
I have been undecided about describing my situation in a blog. Nothing else is working though, so I might as well.
I choose to title my blog Homeless Veteran of Microsoft because my journey into this world of hurt began there, at Microsoft. I suspect most of you reading this already know the story. Maybe you don't, maybe you would lie to me rather than admit you do. Either way, I only need one of you to tell the truth. At this point, I just need one person to step forward and serve as a witness.
I need someone to admit they have been spying on me all these years. Either by spying on me directly, or by receiving the information about me the spies have been disclosing.
I am not sure if this first post will actually be my last. I am comtemplating bailing out of this homeless shelter and going back to the streets, sleeping in the tall grass at night. I hate it here. All these years of having people spy on me every minute of the day just makes me feel claustrophobic in enclosed places like this. At least being homeless on the streets I have some semblance of freedom. When you lose every shred of your private life, any freedom you can find is very valuable. But I may stay around here a couple more days, hopefully tomorrow will be the day someone finally acknowledges that they have been hijacking my private life. Maybe tomorrow.
And if you think this is all funny and you enjoy seeing other people suffer, then the hell with you. If the truth be told, I sort of envy you. Life must be very uncomplicated for people like you and all the others that are spying on me. Life is uncomplicated for people with the empathy of a sociopath.
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Springfield! Springfield!
Walk The Line (2005)
John, those bags over there?
Hmm.
Those letters in there
are ten to one from girls.
Ten to one, and they're obscene.
Reba's been trying
to answer some of them...
but, you know,
half of them ain't even 15...
and they are sending pictures
of themselves in bathing suits.
Pictures for you to look at
while you're doing time
at Folsom.
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- posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 6:34 PM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Thursday 01 September 2016
