I always hate when I have to work for hours to try to find a past reference here in my massive blog.
At this particular time when I have carefully tracked on my whiteboard this day when I am now up to the point of about 12 cans of Coors beer I am especially annoyed because I am wasting an hour chasing a reference I wrote here in this journal or I am chasing the thoughts in my mind of months ago when I *considered* specific thoughts to note in my journal but then did not.
All that stuff I think about but that I do not record here in my journal.
So anyway, to record it here in this free-form section annoys me most because it seems to defeat the purpose.
Somewhere here I noted (I must have written before here before) that everything I wrote about time-travel was now unimportant because Kerry Burgess 2005 became the time-traveler. On 16 March 2013 He is the one who went back to 03 March 2003.
I felt a sudden rush of relief.
I could have sworn I wrote about that here somewhere in my journal.
At some point around the 16th of March 2013, in terms I think I have expressively documented in my journal before now but that has occurred before in my mind, I was sitting in my desk chair in my crappy apartment in the Seattle suburbs, and at a moment when there was no physical presences Kerry Burgess, because His corpse had be hauled off hours and days earlier, and possibly around the 18th my presence suddenly existed.
As I sit here now at my chair at my desk in a slightly better apartment and in a location I like much better in Washington State my existence did not exist after 16 March 2013.
I was not reborn or anything lame as that.
I was copied. I suddenly arrived and the technology that delivered me there told me that I had been sitting there in that chair at that desk for five minutes earlier or whatever details my conscious memory needed in order to not question my sudden existence.
That didn't happen before. Every other time before I was suddenly aware what happened.
http://www.springfieldspringfield.co.uk/view_episode_scripts.php?tv-show=goliath-2016&episode=s01e04
Springfield! Springfield!
Goliath
It's Donald
Then why not tell McBride and the widow all this?
We never got federal approval to test the fuel. [sigh] The Pentagon has been hammering us to fix the delay issue, but if we followed their rules, it would take us ten years before we got to market. And by then we might have lost the contract.
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: - posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 11:27 AM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Tuesday 25 October 2016 - http://hvom.blogspot.com/2016/10/that-makes-you-act-way-you-do.html
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/12/11 12:23 PM
Okay, my next scheduled test is 12:45 PM 12 April 2011 and I will listen to FM 102.5 Seattle Washington radio for the information that is broadcast during that minute and I will listen for any details that seem to have a significant association to this test case as another test of time travel communication of which I have not been keeping count of the number of tests I have carried out so far. I need to go back and make a count.
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: - posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 5:32 PM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Monday 26 September 2016 - http://hvom.blogspot.com/2016/09/battlestar-galactica_26.html
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Posted by H.V.O.M at 6:15 PM Tuesday, March 01, 2011 - http://hvom.blogspot.com/2011/03/runs-at-lightspeed.html
Runs At Lightspeed
When did I start using that alias? After 9 May 2003? I know I was using it in 2003. I noted a reference to it from the "Smallville" racketeering organization on television. I might have been using it in 2002 but I doubt earlier than that and that would still make sense because my arrival as a time traveler on 3 March 2003 was known well in advance by the people who were - ARE - going to meet me when I arrive on my time travel excursion. That excursion has not yet happened for me yet I am aware of certain details associated with that excursion that has not yet happened for me.
The people waiting for me were watching the rock structure platform where I was due to arrive and there was a flash of light, a streak of light from the sky down to the surface, and then there I was, standing there. I even know the clothes I will wear that day, which is of course a minor paradox in itself.
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: - posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 07:56 AM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Thursday 13 October 2016 - http://hvom.blogspot.com/2016/10/seattle.html
Seattle
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Posted by H.V.O.M at 11:02 PM Monday, October 31, 2011
God, that is what is happening to me now.
I would find the idea easy to state that during that five-year period I was convinced I was the living embodiment of Thomas Reagan that I knew somewhere deep in my mind that was not true. So I won't dwell on that too much because what would really now be the point of saying "I knew it." I can think of some examples of thoughts I had that were consistent with a tiny part of my mind that I guess was trying to resist that overpowering force in my mind confusing me about my true identity.
The dialog referenced below is written from my perspective when I become a time traveler and begin traveling backwards in time.
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: - posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 07:50 AM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Thursday 16 June 2016 - http://hvom.blogspot.com/2016/06/well-thanks-for-time-i-needed-to-think.html
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/06/11 2:56 AM
So what do I have to write here so that the door appears for me and then becomes accessible to me?
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/06/11 2:57 AM
For a while now, I guess the better part of the past day, I have been thinking about how when the door starts to appear, there will be a sound similar to water falling. I even looked up that day I awoke to the sound of water falling out of my ceiling, which was 22 November 2007, and was going to include that in my next report but I has since in the past two hours or so taken it out of my draft text report.
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I also keep thinking that the door will appear on an inside wall of this apartment and the reason the guy gets badly burned in the recent film "Devil" is because that is where the doorway appears in here and someone talked to someone else about it. Hell, I might be causing all that simply because I think it about and then write about it here.
I think about that because that location is where the Renton fire department employee came in, at my insistence, at pulled the electrical cord for a power strip for my personal computers out of the wall as it was starting to float from all the water piling up on the floor from the flood above and I was telling them they should cut the building power before a fire starts. That is when one of them told me the electrical breaker would prevent a fire. In that relevant scene in the film "Devil" the security guard sees an arcing electrical cable down in the basement, and thinking that is what was causing the elevator to malfunction, the scene ends, as I recall, with a close up shot of his foot as he is about to step in a pool of water that is between him and the arcing electrical cable. The next time he is seen, he has staggered into the lobby of the building and is very badly burned and he collapses to the floor among all the people in the lobby of the building.
A few days ago, I was standing there at that section of wall where I think my time traveler portal door will appear and I was thinking of how that electrical cord was still plugged in there, there just next to the patio door on the inside wall, and I have since moved that power strip to an outlet towards the kitchen and on the same wall. I also moved my desk away from the area, a few feet, and closer to the kitchen.
I remember when the management of this apartment building sent me the online notice for the renewal of my lease, there were two items that were incentives associated with the renewal. One was to have this inside wall in the living room painted and I think in the color of my choice. I forget what the second item was. There might have been several items and I chose to have the wall painted and some other choice I do not recall now. A few weeks later, as I had communicated to them when I first got the renewal notice, they told me the lease dates were wrong and I needed to go through the electronic lease documents and do it over again. When I went back through it after that I didn't see any renewal incentives listed or offered to me. I didn't really care anyway and didn't bother to say anything about it. I suspected the error in the first place had been to offer me those renewal incentives and the message about the wrong lease dates was just subterfuge, because for one reason, although I did not verify for certain, I don't think the lease dates actually changed after I filled out the documents the second time.
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: - posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 07:50 AM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Thursday 16 June 2016 - http://hvom.blogspot.com/2016/06/well-thanks-for-time-i-needed-to-think.html
From 4/14/1965 ( premiere US film "The Satan Bug" ) To 8/26/2012 is 17301 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my known birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA ) To 3/16/2013 ( --- ) is 17301 days
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: - posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 11:21 AM Pacific Time Seattle USA Tuesday 05 March 2013 - http://hvom.blogspot.com/2013/03/meester-meester.html
I'm not going into details about Beyonce. I saw her smiling. There was something about us driving in the mountains. I woke up thinking about Asheville North Carolina.
I also thought extensively and exhaustingly about obstacle courses. I saw myself overcoming obstacles out in the mountains and I remember being fearful of heights at one point. There was a lot of detail about that. Then I reached my destination at one point which was one of more than one course and I walked up to a man and woman and was talking to them and the woman, as best I recall, started talking on a telephone and was telling someone that I, an associate professor, had just completed the course. There was details I processed that suggested I finished the course much faster than expected and before that part ended there was a discussion I was having about the course map and I was comparing that to the course I followed. Just before I left that group I had started to explain that my professorship, for which I would now become full professor, was in the field of time travel.
I can still visualize lakes in mountain peaks. At one point I saw a mountain peak in the distance and I could see the sails of sailboats off in the distance on top of those other mountain peaks.
I think the part about Beyonce happened after that and I remember something clearly about driving in the mountains along roads that were steep.
That might have been the point where I woke up and got out of bed feeling about ten times more exhausted then when I started trying to sleep.
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http://www.springfieldspringfield.co.uk/view_episode_scripts.php?tv-show=goliath-2016&episode=s01e04
Springfield! Springfield!
Goliath
It's Donald
By law we're required to report all legal settlements to the Pentagon, which means admitting we broke the law. They would shut down our fuel research, or the Department of Energy would.
So why the fuck were you trying to settle in chambers?
As all this happened before I started here, I didn't know anything about what Ryan was working on
- posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 03:40 AM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Thursday 03 November 2016
