}}}}} JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 12/17/09 11:05 PM
It is something about something not directly associated with Phoebe and Thomas Reagan.
As in, something associated with the honor of the commitments he made to others.
The other people. The line of genetic descendants I was thinking again of recently
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 12/17/09 11:08 PM
As I was thinking within the past few days, I am calling to them.
I was thinking again that the people on Earth I am talking about are the pure or strong-blooded descendants
the offspring didn't really know anything about themselves and so from their perspective, they were not much different
I was thinking in the past few days that my wife, Phoebe, is a pure genetic offspring, as am I
She is our Queen.
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From 7/16/1963 ( my wife ) to 3/14/1965 ( I am active duty Central Intelligence Agency officer ) is: 607 days
From 3/14/1965 ( I am active duty Central Intelligence Agency officer ) to 11/11/1966 ( I was Gemini 12 spacecraft astronaut in orbit of planet Earth ) is: 607 days
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gemini_12
Gemini 12
Launch: November 11, 1966
Landing: November 15, 1966
Gemini 12 (officially Gemini XII) was a 1966 manned spaceflight in NASA's Gemini program.
Insignia
The patch's unique orange and black colors are a link to the flight's original scheduled date close to Halloween. The Roman numeral XII is located at the 12 o'clock position on the face of a clock, with the Gemini spacecraft pointing to it like the hour hand of a clock. This represents the position of Gemini 12 as the last flight of the Gemini program. With the Apollo project following this last flight of the Gemini program, the ultimate objective -- the moon -- is symbolized by the crescent on the left.
http://nssdc.gsfc.nasa.gov/nmc/masterCatalog.do?sc=1966-104A
Gemini 12
NSSDC ID: 1966-104A
Launch Date: 1966-11-11
Launch Vehicle: Titan II
Launch Site: Cape Canaveral, United States
Gemini 12 was the tenth and final flight of the Gemini series, which bridged the Mercury and Apollo programs.
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0059800/quotes
Memorable quotes for
Thunderball (1965)
James Bond: My dear girl, don't flatter yourself. What I did this evening was for Queen and country. You don't think it gave me any pleasure, do you?
Fiona: But of course, I forgot your ego, Mr. Bond. James Bond, the one where he has to make love to a woman, and she starts to hear heavenly choirs singing. She repents, and turns to the side of right and virtue...
[she steps on Bond's foot]
Fiona: ... but not this one!
http://www.online-literature.com/bible/Revelation/
Literature Network>The Holy Bible>Revelation
Revelation
Revelations
7:13 And one of the elders answered, saying unto me, What are these which are arrayed in white robes? and whence came they? 7:14 And I said unto him, Sir, thou knowest. And he said to me, These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.
7:15 Therefore are they before the throne of God, and serve him day and night in his temple: and he that sitteth on the throne shall dwell among them.
7:16 They shall hunger no more, neither thirst any more; neither shall the sun light on them, nor any heat.
7:17 For the Lamb which is in the midst of the throne shall feed them, and shall lead them unto living fountains of waters: and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes.
8:1 And when he had opened the seventh seal, there was silence in heaven about the space of half an hour.
}}}}} JOURNAL ARCHIVE: From: Kerry Burgess
To: Kerry Burgess
Sent: Wed, February 8, 2006 6:45:11 PM
Subject: Re: Captain's sleep journal. Stardate: Febuary the crappyth
Even if Lily is as nice in person as she seems to be on TV, I'm beginning to think I shouldn't pursue it. I've been feeling confident this thing could actually be real, but that is actually a real problem. So many people are watching what I do in private so they can try to mimic my success. If I talk to a pretty woman on TV while sitting in my living room and then end up spending the foreseeable future finding ways to make her smile in a real relationship, then there are going to be other people out there trying the same thing. And after that Tacoma Mall terrorist, I just think this is all a bad idea. As some jerk standing next to me the other day pointed out conspicuously secretive: It sucks to be me. And then there are all these people with the "priceless," "volume down," etc. bullshit.....when does it end? How are they finding out this stuff? Why can't they just all go away and if anybody has to monitor everything I do and write, why can't they just give that job to Lily? That would be pretty fun.
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}}}}} JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Date: Sat, 4 Feb 2006 13:55:21 -0800 (PST)
From: "Kerry Burgess"
Subject: Re: stage of sleep
To: "Kerry Burgess"
I wonder if I will ever get the chance to talk with her, to see if my imagination matches reality? Not to mention it is almost embarassing to be a homeless guy with a crush on a pretty woman I see on TV. What am I saying, 'almost'?
http://brain.web-us.com/lucid/luciddreamingFAQ.htm
1.2. In what stage of sleep does Lucid Dreaming occur?
Lucid Dreaming usually takes place in REM (Rapid Eye Movement) sleep. There are five stages of sleep. Stage 1 being the one you first enter, then followed by stage 2, 3 and 4. As you descend into deeper sleep your brain frequency slows down. In stage 4 can it be slower than one cycle per second (delta sleep). After some time spent in stage 4, about 25 minutes, you return to stage 3 and 2, then straight into REM sleep. About 90 minutes has passed now since you started sleeping. 5-10 minutes is spent in this stage before you go all the way down to stage 4 again (also called non-REM sleep). When approximately 90 minutes have again passed, another REM-period start. This time the REM sleep lasts longer. And as time progresses less time in non-REM sleep is needed and more time is spent in REM sleep. After 4-5 hours you don't go lower than stage 2. Vivid dreaming takes place in REM sleep, so the more you sleep, the more time is spent in REM and the more likely
it is that you may have a Lucid Dream.
[I don't know yet if my dream controls have been working as they try to manipulate me. But it looks like one sure way of eliminating this problem is to set an alarm clock to go off every hour or so, assuming that REM sleep is when they get in my head. I wonder though, if they have been communicating with me lately about Lily......I am not resistant to such activity, as I wouldn't even think of that as manipulation. How can you be manipulated into doing something you already want to do?
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http://my.excite.com/tv/prog.jsp?id=MV000410290000&sid=31555&sn=BRAVOP&st=200912200200&cn=66
Disclosure (1994)
66 BRAVOP: Sunday, December 20 2:00 AM
1994, R, ***, 02:07, Color, English, United States,
A computer-firm boss (Demi Moore) seduces her married co-worker (Michael Douglas), then accuses him of sexual harassment.
Cast: Michael Douglas, Demi Moore, Donald Sutherland, Caroline Goodall, Dylan Baker, Roma Maffia, Dennis Miller, Allan Rich, Nicholas Sadler, Rosemary Forsyth, Suzie Plakson, Jacqueline Kim, Joe Uria Director(s): Barry Levinson Producer(s): Barry Levinson, Michael Crichton
From 7/21/1979 ( my wife Phoebe and I are married ) to 12/9/1994 ( premiere US film "Disclosure" ) is: 5620 days
5620 = 2810 + 2810
From 3/3/1959 (my birth date US) to 11/11/1966 ( I was Gemini 12 spacecraft astronaut and U.S. Naval Aviator entering orbit of planet Earth ) is: 2810 days
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0109635/
Disclosure (1994)
Release Date: 9 December 1994 (USA)
Plot Outline: A computer specialist is sued for sexual harassment by a former lover turned boss who initiated the act forcefully, which threatens both his career and his personal life.
http://us.imdb.com/title/tt1394936/quotes
Memorable quotes for
"SGU Stargate Universe"
Earth (2009)
Eli Wallace: She's not going to understand. She can barely follow an episode of Star Trek.
http://us.imdb.com/title/tt1286039/episodes#season-1
Episode list for
"SGU Stargate Universe" (2009)
Season 1, Episode 9: Life
Original Air Date—20 November 2009
Exploring Destiny the team finds a chair similar to the one found in Antarctica by General Jack O'Neil (Richard Dean Anderson). Young (Justin Louis) orders no one to sit in it, the neural interface can be very dangerous. Rush (Robert Carlyle) has found an Icarus like planet filled with naquadria in Destiny's database, only a year away. The news heightens crew moral, evident in the Pshyc evaluations preformed from Johansen (Alaina Huffman). On a trip to the planet Matthew Scott (Brian J. Smith) gets a letter from an old friend and when he goes to visit her he discovers that she has an eight year old child that he fathered. Camille (Ming-na) goes to the planet to visit
http://www.tv.com/stargate-universe/justice/episode/1258635/trivia.html
Stargate Universe
Season 1, Episode 10
Justice
Air Date
Friday December 4, 2009
Quotes
Young: I can't investigate myself, Lieutenant. You can't be asked to investigate your immediate superior officer. That leaves Wray. We're gonna have to play this by the book.
Scott: Well, with all due respect, sir, if the book covers this, I missed it.
>>>>>JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Captain's sleep journal.
Sun, 2/5/06 9:21 AM
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Re: Sleep journal - 2/9/06
Only remember a brief part of my dreams last night. It feels like there was more dreaming but I can only remember what seems like the last part. This felt like a normal dream and not one that was what I consider "suggested" or "manipulated." This recent dream was of me sitting in a room with three other guys. We were all wearing U.S. Navy uniforms and it seemed to be some kind of waiting room. I was enroute to a new assignment, a ship somewhere. One of the guys seemed to be a CPO, another was a LT. The third guy was a buddy of mine from the Wainwright, except that the uniform he was wearing was only similar to a U.S. Navy uniform but really wasn't. I walked out of the room with someone that I don't think was one of the first group. I was walking down some stairs.
My sleep pattern has changed over the past few days since I haven't experienced one of the foreign dreams. I am sleeping later. For the first time in a long time, I didn't get up to watch the 5 a.m. news, which is a bummer, but in all reality is a silly thing to feel bad about anyway.
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>>>>>JOURNAL ARCHIVE: From: Kerry Burgess
To: Kerry Burgess
Sent: Wednesday, February 22, 2006 8:08:51 PM
Subject: Sleep journal 2/22/06
Felt like there was a lot of dreams but I can only remember one segment. I wonder if they are getting better at erasing whatever it is I sense to distinquish it as a foreign dream. Maybe it has something to do with the tone of voice they use when they are manipulating my dreams. Perhaps there was an urgency in the past that doesn't exist now and that translates in my perception as something else. The dream I remember from this morning, I think it was just before I woke up, was that I was stationed aboard a U.S. Navy ship. There was a lot more to this dream I wish I could remember, but I think the basic dream was that I was the XO, it may have been a Perry class frigate, but I don't remember which one it was. I remember at one point I was saying that I wanted to be the CO of the Stark, but since that ship has been decom'd I think, I don't know what that means.
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http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/pinkfloyd/heroesreturn.html
PINK FLOYD LYRICS
"Heroes Return"
Jesus Jesus what's it all about
trying to clout these little ingrates into shape
when i was their age all the lights went out
there was no time to whine and mope about
and even now part of me flies over
dresden at angels one five
though they'll never fathom it behind my
sarcasm desperate memories lie
sweetheart sweetheart are you fast asleep, good
'cos that's the only time that i can really [ speak ] to you
and there is something that i've locked away
a memory that is too painful
to withstand the light of day
when we came back from the war the banners and
flags hung on everyones door
we danced and we sang in the street and
the church bells rang
but burning in my heart
my memory smoulders on
of the gunners dying words on the intercom
