Some of these paparazzi-bastards on television are sometimes presenting a startle response when I quickly makes a gesture at the television screen. I suspect there is a camera hidden in some recession within the frame, such as the speakers. 9 years of this bullshit, away from my family, is a living death in itself. All because I saved the lives of a few people.
Karma: no good deed goes unpunished.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/16/07 4:48 AM
I just noted from the transcript that the name of the farmer "Kate" was living with was named "Ray."
http://www.lost-tv.com/transcripts/Tabula_Rasa_Lost.htm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tabula_Rasa_%28Lost%29
"Tabula Rasa" is the 3rd episode of Lost. It is the third episode of the show's first season. The episode was directed by Jack Bender and written by Damon Lindelof. It first aired on October 6, 2004 on ABC. The character of Kate Austen is featured in the episode's flashback.
04/16/07 4:58 AM
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_Mullen
Admiral Michael G. Mullen (born October 4, 1946) became the 28th Chief of Naval Operations of the United States Navy, relieving Admiral Vern Clark on 22 July 2005.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tabula_Rasa_%28Lost%29
"Tabula Rasa" is the 3rd episode of Lost. It is the third episode of the show's first season. The episode was directed by Jack Bender and written by Damon Lindelof. It first aired on October 6, 2004 on ABC. The character of Kate Austen is featured in the episode's flashback.
http://www.lost-tv.com/transcripts/Tabula_Rasa_Lost.htm
Episode 3 - Tabula Rasa
KATE [back on the island]: I wanted you to make sure that Ray Mullen got his 23 grand.
MARSHAL: What -- the guy who ratted you out?
KATE: He had a hell of a mortgage.
MARSHAL: You really are one of a kind. You know, you would have got away if you hadn't saved him.
KATE: In case you hadn't noticed, I did get away.
MARSHAL: You don't look free to me. Kate, I'm going to die, right?
KATE: Yeah.
MARSHAL: So, are you going to do it, or what?
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/18/07 1:29 AM
I wish I could remember everything from that dream I was just having; there was a lot to it and a lot of different scenes that were interesting.
In one scene that I can only partially remember, I was in a room and it seems there were a lot of individuals in there. Two that followed me out seem to be connected to the South Vietnamese military. One of them was carrying a flag that has the color pattern I recognized on the F-5 fighter jet a while back. But those two weren't people; they were robots or holograms. I don't really know what they were. They were symbols of something and in that case, they were symbols of my experiences in the Vietnam War. Then I was walking into a room with those two symbols. I think one of those symbols actually pointed me to the correct room. I had been standing out in what I visualize as a hallway and I was waiting for someone. I think I was waiting for a meeting with Patrick Stewart. But I had been waiting in the wrong room. I walked into the room he was sitting with some other people and there was someone unexpected about the other people being there with him. I can't visualize any of those other people. I can visualize though that he was wearing the uniform of "Captain Picard" and he flashed me a grin as I walked in and we shook hands. Then we were standing at a conference table in that room and I can't remember anything else about that part.
In another part of the dream, I was riding in the back of a metro bus. There were people on there I recognized from that past few years. I feel there is a lot to that part of the dream I cannot remember. One person indicated he heard I once had lipo-suction and I explained that I had actually had my memories suppressed. I think that detail about lipo-suction is supposed to be a clue to me to represent a conversation I had with someone about 8 years ago and so I would remember that person even though I didn't see her in the dream. There was a lot to that part I cannot remember and I wish I could remember it all. One interesting part of the dream is that I would sometimes see a reflection on the window glass of that bus of a U.S. Navy pilot wearing a helmet and equipment as though he was sitting in the cockpit of an aircraft. I looked around to see where that reflection was coming from, but I never did see that person sitting there on the bus.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/19/07 1:47 AM
I wonder why I "remember" this group so well. I "remember" they were my favorite group for a long time. I have a lot of "memories" associated with their music and my artificial life.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Cars_%28album%29
The Cars is the first studio album by American new wave band The Cars, released in 1978. (see 1978 in music). In 2003, the album was ranked number 282 on Rolling Stone magazine's list of the 500 greatest albums of all time. "Moving in Stereo" was used as the theme for Phoebe Cates' famous pool scene in Fast Times at Ridgemont High, and for a Sydney Bristow pool scene in the Alias episode "Double Agent".
Phoebe and I are 4 years, 4.433 months apart.
From 3/3/1959 to 7/16/1963 is: 4 years, 4 months, 13 days
13 / 30 = 0.433
From 3/3/1959 to 7/16/1963 is: 4 years, 4.433 months
4-4-4-3-3
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/20/07 8:36 AM
Ilan Ramon was 44 years, 43 weeks, 3 days, old on 4/20/99, the day of the Columbine massacre.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ilan_Ramon
From 6/20/1954 to 6/7/1981 is: 9849 days
From 3/3/1959 to 2/14/1986 is: 9845 days
9849 - 9845 = 4 days
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ilan_Ramon
Ilan Ramon (June 20, 1954 - February 1, 2003; ) was a combat pilot in the Israeli Air Force, and later the first Israeli astronaut. Ramon was the space shuttle payload specialist of STS-107, the fatal mission of Columbia, where he and the other crew were killed in a re-entry accident over Texas. Ramon is a recipient of the Congressional Space Medal of Honor.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Operation_Opera
Operation Opera (also known as Operation Babylon and Operation Ofra) was an Israeli air strike against the Iraqi Osirak nuclear reactor (French: Osirak; Iraqi: Tammuz 1) in 1981.
In the late 1970s, Iraq purchased an "Osiris class" nuclear reactor from France. Israeli military intelligence assumed this was for the purpose of plutonium production to further an Iraqi nuclear weapons program. Israeli intelligence also believed that the summer of 1981 would be the last chance to destroy the reactor without exposing the Iraqi civilian population to nuclear fallout. After that point, the reactor would be loaded with nuclear fuel.
On June 7, 1981, a squadron of Israeli F-16A fighter aircraft, with an escort of F-15As, bombed and heavily damaged the Osirak reactor.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Michael Chertoff replaced Tom Ridge as Secretary of Homeland Security in 2005.
Michael Chertoff is 1 year, 334 days, older than Bill Gates.
From 11/28/1953 to 10/28/1955 is: 1 year, 334 days
Of the two shooters at the Columbine massacre, the first guy listed below was born 59 days before 6/7/1981. The date 6/7/1981 is the date known as when the Israeli Air Force destroyed the nuclear reactor Saddam Hussein was building and before it could be loaded with radioactive fuel. The rationale was that he was going to make nuclear weapons and that he would probably have used those weapons. I can’t remember for certain, but I am quite certain that I covertly led and trained the Israeli Air Force pilots for that mission, possibly on my own initiative, while I was a U.S. Navy Midshipman.
The first one was born 59 days before 6/7/1981 and the second one was born 3 months, 4 days, after 6/7/1981. I believe I led that strike on 6/7/1981 into Iraq and that my birthday is recognized in my father’s homeland as 3/4/1959. That second ones birth was also precisely 20 years before 9/11/2001.
The 9/11/2001 attacks occurred 334 days after the USS Cole DDG-67 attacks and also 33 weeks, 4 days, after 12/7/1998. Bill Gates commented on 12/7/1998 that the U.S. government was out to destroy Microsoft.
Eric David Harris (April 9, 1981 – April 20, 1999) and Dylan Bennet Klebold (September 11, 1981 – April 20, 1999), both high school seniors, were the perpetrators of the Columbine High School massacre. The school is located in Jefferson County, Colorado (near Denver and Littleton), U.S.. On Tuesday, April 20, 1999, the two launched a rampage, killing 12 classmates and one teacher. Both Harris, 18 years old, and Klebold, 17, committed suicide after the killings.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/21/07 7:23 AM
John Ashcroft was 359 months, 3 days, old on 4/12/72.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Ashcroft
John David Ashcroft (born May 9, 1942) was the 79th Attorney General of the United States. He served during the first term of President George W. Bush from 2001 until 2005. Ashcroft was previously the Governor of Missouri (1985–1993) and a U.S. Senator from Missouri (1995–2001). He is the author of several books, including: On My Honor: The Beliefs that Shape My Life, Lessons from a Father to his Son, and most recently, Never Again: Securing America and Restoring Justice.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thomas_R._Norris
Thomas R. Norris, USN (Retired) (born 14 January 1944) is a retired a U.S. Navy SEAL awarded the Medal of Honor for his ground rescue of two downed pilots in Quang Tri Province, Vietnam on April 10-April 13, 1972. At the time of the action, Lieutenant Norris was a SEAL Advisor with the Strategic Technical Directorate Assistance Team.
Norris was one of three SEALS to be awarded the Medal of Honor for actions during the Vietnam War.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/21/07 12:23 PM
I started wondering again what could be the reason for my employee number of 75612.
I noted that the number of days from George Clooney's listed birthdate to 6/12/75 is 5150. That is the same as the model number for the first IBM PC.
From 5/6/1961 to 6/12/1975 is: 5150 days
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/21/07 10:45 PM
That punk Dan Bartlett that works for George W. Bush was 59 months, 3 weeks, 3 days, old on 12/30/1975, the day listed as Tiger Woods birthday.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/22/07 10:34 PM
Robert Hanssen was sentenced on 5/10/2002. That was 3 days, 34 weeks, after 9/11/2001.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Robert_Hanssen
Robert Philip Hanssen (born April 18, 1944) is an American former FBI agent who engaged in spying for the Soviet Union and Russia against the United States for a period of at least 15 years.
Hanssen was arrested on February 18, 2001, at Foxstone Park near his home in Vienna, Virginia, charged with selling American secrets to Moscow for $1.4 million in cash and diamonds over a 15-year period. On July 6, 2001, he pled guilty to 15 counts of espionage.[1][2] He was subsequently sentenced to life in prison. His activities have been described as "possibly the worst intelligence disaster in US history".[3]
Hanssen's espionage became the subject of two movies: Master Spy: The Robert Hanssen Story, a made-for-television movie, in which Hanssen was portrayed by William Hurt, aired in 2002; and Breach, released February 16, 2007, in which Chris Cooper plays the role of Hanssen.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2002
May 10 - FBI agent Robert Hanssen is sentenced to life without the possibility of parole for selling American secrets to Moscow for $1.4 million in cash and diamonds.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/22/07 10:48 PM
This was 3 months, 3 weeks, 4 days, after 9/11/2001.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charles_Bishop_%28pilot%29
Charles Bishop was a teenage pilot who crashed his plane into a Florida building on January 5, 2002.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/22/07 10:52 PM
Maybe this is the basis for "Ismael Ax" from that shooter in Va. Tech. The "Ax" is also prepended to ActiveX controls, and it could also be a reference to a guitar.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AnimeExpo
Anime Expo, short form AX, is an anime convention that usually takes place on the July 4th weekend for 4 days each year in Southern California. The convention tries to include July 4 in its dates, except on the years when July 4 falls on a Wednesday. Anime Expo is hosted by the non-profit Society for the Promotion of Japanese Animation (SPJA). SPJA has also held Anime Expo conventions in New York and Tokyo, which took place in 2002 and 2004 respectively
