Friday, December 04, 2015
First Federal
What this always reminds me of is what I have written here in the open before about the life I remember in Greenville South Carolina back in early 1990s.
I decided to write this note now because of my theory about the divergence point of the memories stored physically in my human brain.
At first I was thinking for a while that the divergent point was July 1989. And while that hypothetical experience was a theoretical divergence point I began to believe that the point I need to focus on in the sort of peripheral vision into the memory accessible to my mind is June 2005.
I now believe that I was fully aware before 13 June 2005.
But then when they secretly drugged me then that caused me to lose conscious awareness of certain details.
Because I cannot consciously recall certain key details then the memories I want access to have sort of become invisible to my conscious awareness.
My theory is that if I concentrate on those very old memories of the 1990s then maybe that will strengthen other old memory that is not available currently to my conscious mind.
What I am thinking about now is trying to narrow down the calendar timeframe of a memory from the early 1990s.
Jim Shea was sleeping on my couch for a couple days because his apartment had caught fire from a fire in an adjoining unit. His wife and kids went to stay elsewhere. We both worked at First Federal employed by one of their contactors.
So I guess that was the first half of the year 1991.
I can recall at one point going into my computer room and calling Bobbilyn on the telephone. Jim had brought over his game console and had it hooked up to my Mitsubishi television.
He had also brought over a bottle of Dickel that I had commandeered. He complained later that I had drank all of the bottle.
I remember I was intensely depressed.
So I guess that was just after winter in the year 1991. I remember what Bobbilynn said to me on the phone. So that must have been just after she was over at my apartment that one very cold night as we watched "RoboCop" on tape. If I recall correctly I wrote before that I think that was January 1991 when she was over at my apartment that time. I was also noting that one other time we drove in my red 1990 Mazda RX-7 to see the movie "Kindergarten Cop" when it was in the theatre.
For some reason I can consciously recall and visualize in my mind vaguely to varying degrees those details but the more fantastic details are just simply thoughts in my mind. The dates of certain fantastic events become available to my conscious awareness but that's all it is. Just certain facts that have no associated visualization.
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NCIS: Los Angeles
War Cries
Episode # 514
NCIS: LA 5x14
War Cries
Original Air Date on February 4, 2014
[Afghanistan. 23H00. Kensi is in her bed, the wind is whistling softly outside. She exhales – she looks at her watch and gets up. She checks the temperature: 13°; she turns the thermostat up and sighs; she looks frozen. She opens a laptop on the table, pulls out a thumb drive (hidden under her shirt with a necklace) and connects it. She writes: “need more information on Sabatino. Why was he taken off Sidorov case? What’s his bank account look like?” The encrypted message is sent. Then she opens quietly a door – a man is asleep in the top bunk; the other is empty…She closes the door – and jumps!]
SABATINO: Looking for something?
KENSI: Geez. Yeah. You know how to turn up the thermostat? It's freezing in here.
SABATINO: Oh, thermostat's fine. Uh, one of the camp generators stopped. Marines are working on it.
KENSI: Where have you been?
SABATINO: Just checking out the generator.
KENSI: With your weapon?
SABATINO: Don't leave home without it. All right, I'll see you in the morning. Oh, uh...If you do get cold, I got a... heating blanket.
KENSI: I'm okay.
SABATINO: Okay. Good night.
KENSI: Good night.
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NCIS: Los Angeles
War Cries
Episode # 514
KENSI: Well, who's in charge of the team now?
BOOKER: Looks like it's Sabatino until they send a replacement. I know. I know it sucks. The guy's a tool.
KENSI: Booker, did you know Sanders, the CIA SOG guy I'm replacing?
BOOKER: Um, yeah, the sniper?
KENSI: Yeah.
BOOKER: Nah. No, he and Sabatino kept to themselves.
KENSI: Were they friends?
BOOKER: Hard to tell. You know spooks--everything's top secret.
http://www.twiztv.com/scripts/battlestar/season4/galactica-409.htm
BATTLESTAR GALACTICA
4X09 - THE HUB
ORIGINAL AIRDATE (SciFi): 06-JUN-2008
Roslin: What was your guilt about?
Baltar: I have no guilt.
Roslin: What was your guilt about?
http://www.twiztv.com/scripts/battlestar/season4/galactica-409.htm
BATTLESTAR GALACTICA
4X09 - THE HUB
ORIGINAL AIRDATE (SciFi): 06-JUN-2008
Roslin: Man, that morpha worked fast.
Baltar: Still... Do you know why I'm so serene right now?
Roslin, indulging and funny: You're doped out of your mind?
Baltar: Because I know God. You need God, Laura. Really, you'd be a different woman. I know God, therefore I know myself. Truth is... I was harboring the most awful, desperate guilt. A heavy, dark... Unimaginable, soul-breaking guilt.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: July 29, 2006
When Tavener showed me that video back in July 2002, I told Vince later that I wanted to kick his ass but it would as easy as beating up a little girl and I didn't find any thing comforting about that.
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 29 July 2006 excerpt ends]
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Springfield! Springfield!
The Man in the High Castle
Sunrise
Why do you want to succeed, son? Why do you want to do well in school? To make my family proud.
To bring honor to my school.
To serve my country.
- posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 6:53 PM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Friday 04 December 2015
