I had a dream last night where I saw myself with a bayonet wound to my chest, apparently after I had recovered. I have been left with the sense all day I was looking in a mirror.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Wednesday, August 31, 2005 posted by H.V.O.M at 4:18 PM
Date: Sun, 28 Aug 2005 15:55:11 -0700 (PDT)
Dear Senator Murray,
I am writing to you again because my situation continues to deteriorate. The reason I am telling you all this is because I am a law-abiding citizen as well as a U.S. military combat veteran and I request assistance from the government since I am up against an unknown foe. I am not expecting special treatment due to my military service record but I mention it because I believe it demonstrates my commitment to the ideals of the United States of America. Those very ideals are not being respected by my adversaries. I choose to label the unknown forces behind this situation as adversaries, enemies even, because they will not stand up and identify themselves and meet me face to face.
I was concerned for a while that it was the U.S. government behind all this, but after carefully reviewing the circumstances and the evidence I have collected, I concluded that it must not be the government. Unless someone in the government is engaged in a cover up to protect themselves from justice and the penalties for their actions.
If people want to hear what I have to say, they only have to ask. If they take it from me without my consent, consent which no one has, they are stealing from me. This is not a hard concept to understand. This is not an issue that is happening because the people involved are not sophisticated enough to understand they are doing wrong. Each one of them would object if people were invading their privacy without consent. This issue has a negative impact on every aspect of my life.
This situation is taking a serious toll on my health and I was recently in the VA hospital, as well as other hospitals, for treatment of the stress and anguish. The day I was discharged from the VA, a couple of strange things happened. One is that someone rushed into my room a few hours before I was due to check out and told me that I had to leave at that moment. The other strange occurrence was that I saw on the news later that evening that you had a press conference that morning outside the VA hospital. I suspect that the people at the VA learned you would be there and rushed me out early so that I wouldn’t be seen. I guess they didn’t want me to see you either. But why would they do that? I actually need solid support like that. I don’t need the drugs I am taking from them. All the drugs do is cloud reality. The reality is that I need the people that are abusing my rights to control the direction of my life to leave me alone. And the best medicine for me is to find support from people with the authority to make my adversaries leave me alone and give me back my life.
Of course, it has gone beyond all that now. I will never again have the kind of life I was trying to create. All I face now is years, if not a lifetime, of lingering insecurities from all this.
I have been trying to get people at Microsoft to cooperate but they show no intention of helping. The only response I got when I questioned CEO Steve Ballmer was just a standard denial from a HR spokesman. They know I don’t have the resources to challenge them so they can say anything they want to. It is common knowledge that businesses will lie to protect themselves. The rationale is that punishment, even justifiable punishment, is not in the best interest of the company due to the subsequent penalties and therefore lying is an acceptable means to avoid penalties. A good example is from a recent New York Times article about KPMG with an excerpt below. I believe it is an example that illustrates how it is common for businesses to avoid the truth until they are met with overwhelming force. Who among us can bring such force against a company like Microsoft to get them to admit the truth? I certainly don’t have that power. The U.S. government could do it, but why would they do it for my issue?
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 31 August 2005 excerpt ends]
[ Patty Murray the active felon fugitive from United States of America federal justice & Bill Gates-Microsoft-Corbis-Nazi the cowardly International Terrorist Organization violently against the United States federal government actively instigate insurrection and subversive activity against the United States federal government with all Bill Gates-Microsoft-Corbis-Nazi & Patty Murray staff partners contributors employees contractors lawyers managers of any capacity as severely treasonous criminal accomplices and that are active unlawful obstructions, combinations, or assemblages, or rebellion against the authority of the United States that actively make it impracticable to enforce the laws of the United States in the United States and in the Severely Treasonous and Criminally Rebellious State of Washington by the ordinary course of judicial proceedings ]
From 12/20/1994 ( in Bosnia as Kerry Wayne Burgess the United States Marine Corps captain this day is my United States Navy Cross medal date of record ) To 6/11/2009 ( United States Title 18 Treason 2381 - Patty Murray introduces the Homeless Veterans and Other Veterans Health Care Authorities Act of 2010 as a premeditated criminal event & all Patty Murray activity ) is 5287 days
From 11/2/1965 ( date hijacked from me:my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official Deputy United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 4/24/1980 ( with the participation of my brother Thomas Reagan the United States Navy officer and helicopter pilot the United States Operation Eagle Claw begins and ends with failure and 8 United States military fatalities ) is 5287 days
From 12/25/1991 ( as United States Marine Corps Warrant Officer 1 Kerry Wayne Burgess I was prisoner of war in Croatia ) To 6/11/2009 ( United States Title 18 Treason 2381 - Patty Murray introduces the Homeless Veterans and Other Veterans Health Care Authorities Act of 2010 as a premeditated criminal event & all Patty Murray activity ) is 6378 days
6378 = 3189 + 3189
From 11/2/1965 ( date hijacked from me:my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official Deputy United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 7/27/1974 ( the United States House of Representatives Judiciary Committee adopts 3 articles of impeachment against Richard Nixon ) is 3189 days
From 11/8/1985 ( United States President Ronald Reagan and United States Public Law 99-145 authorizes the United States Prisoner of War Medal for the United States of America military forces ) To 6/11/2009 ( United States Title 18 Treason 2381 - Patty Murray introduces the Homeless Veterans and Other Veterans Health Care Authorities Act of 2010 as a premeditated criminal event & all Patty Murray activity ) is 8616 days
8616 = 4308 + 4308
From 11/2/1965 ( date hijacked from me:my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official Deputy United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 8/19/1977 ( Groucho Marx - deceased ) is 4308 days
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The LIBRARY of CONGRESS THOMAS
Bill Summary & Status
111th Congress (2009 - 2010)
S.1237
All Information
S.1237
Title: Homeless Veterans and Other Veterans Health Care Authorities Act of 2010
Sponsor: Sen Murray, Patty [WA] (introduced 6/11/2009) Cosponsors (10)
MAJOR ACTIONS:
6/11/2009 Introduced in Senate
From 6/11/2009 To 8/12/2011 is 792 days
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090613-N-9174G-001 ARLINGTON, Va. (June 13, 2009) The Navy League of the United States presents Capt. Richard Phillips, center-right, with the Admiral Arleigh Burke Leadership Award, at the Westin Arlington Gateway. Phillips was the master of the container ship MV Maersk Alabama when Somali pirates hijacked it on April 8, 2009. Concerned for his crew, Capt. Phillips offered himself up to the pirates as a hostage in return for their release. On April 12, 2009, U.S. naval forces, including Navy SEALs, rescued Phillips from a one of the Maersk's lifeboats as the pirates attempted to escape. (U.S. Navy photo by Mass Communication Specialist 2nd Class Andrew Geraci/Released)
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Hamburger Hill
FRANTZ
One of my people got killed. That's all that happened today.
DOC
You knew that man wasn't going to slack off because he was short. You knew that brother was going do his job.
FRANTZ
Then why didn't you put him on profile.
DOC
Because...he is one healthy individual. I've got people in this fucking platoon who are so sick they wouldn't be allowed in the hospital. But out here they have to ruck up, move out and press on.
MOTOWN
It don't mean nothing, man. It don't mean nothing...Come on, man...You owe it to yourself. It don't mean nothing. Not a thing man. It don't mean nothing. Not a thing. It don't mean nothing. Not a thing.
DOC
It don't mean nothing. Not a thing.
DOC&MOTOWN
It don't mean nothing. Not a thing.
WASHBURN
Right.
DOC,MOTOWN&WASHBURN
You don't mean nothing-not a thing.
