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Thursday, May 03, 2012

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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 10/3/2006 5:01 PM
I have been trying to think of memories that may represent a long trek through the desert that resulted in brain damage. The first “memory” that came to mind was on the Taylor in, I guess, 1985. I was assigned to the Bosun locker, which was at the very front end of the ship, under the top side deck. We were down in the Caribbean and it got very hot in there, along with the constant rolling of the deck, which was more pronounced there at the front of the ship. I remember feeling dizzy, but I also feel as though it was worse than that, but I can’t remember. I remember BM1 telling me to not spend as much time working in there when it gets that hot and to go sit for a while on the mess decks which I think were air conditioned.

Those pictures of me playing the guitar. I was wearing a t-shirt under a plaid flannel shirt that had the words “Ass Kicking Southern Rock” on it. That has got to mean I was good a playing the guitar in reality. I also remember minor occurrences of playing the piano. These must be “Tapestry” style memories. I remember one time when I bought a piano keyboard that connected to my computer and I was going to teach myself to play the piano. That was when I was living in the apartment off Dresden Avenue in Charlotte, which was just off Independence Boulevard. As with a “Tapestry” style memory, I never did follow through and learn how to play.

I suddenly remember Tom Hank’s portrayal in the movie “Big.”
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Big

I remember my step-brother, Michael, used the nickname “Bird Dog” as his CB-radio identified. I remember a few years after he died, Stan Keller, the Harpoon Fire Controlman on Wainwright, started calling me by that nickname, along with others that people used for me. I started wondering if the pilot of that A-6 that I “remember” being shot down in was nicknamed “Goose.” My theory this morning is that when I was in the Persian Gulf in 1988, I was part of a SEAL platoon. We routinely flew by helicopter to the U.S. Navy ships on patrol in the Gulf and I would bring the ships mail along with me. I have this “memory” of a helicopter bringing the mail to us on the Wainwright and they were called “Goose.” It was something else though, there was another word in that name but I can’t remember what it was, something like “Flying Goose” but I don’t think that was it. I also remember Rich Molck, while working in CIC, talking about the Iraqis bombers that were flying over us and he said that, when challenged, they would respond that they were bringing our mail.

What was it that Bush was talking about on television that day that made me think he was rattled? I was in that hotel room in Spokane Valley back in 2004, after quitting Microsoft and I commented out loud that he looked “rattled.” I got the impression his handlers were not going televise him again for a while. That incident alone was OVER 2 GODDAMN YEARS AGO!! I HAVE HAD TO ENDURE THIS BULLSHIT FOR 9 GODDAMN YEARS!!!!!!!!


[ JOURNAL ARCHIVE 03 October 2006 excerpt ends ]





JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/23/2006 1:18 PM
I just realized it must have been March 3rd when I moved into that Crosslands hotel out in Spokane Valley back in 2004 after quitting Microsoft. I remember it snowed heavily that day which corresponds to this weather archive. I would have said that I moved in there on the second at the latest, but I guess it could have been the third. I remember one of the receptionists made a comment about how it had started snowing as soon as I came in and I wondered about that comment. I was going crazy in that place after a while, but in retrospect, I would much rather be back there than here, without a doubt. Damn I miss having a car, to just be able to get out and drive around at night. The bastards were following me everywhere but at least I could have something to do in trying to shake them off. I hate it here and having to be around these people beyond tolerance.

http://www.wrh.noaa.gov/otx/climate/lcd/lcd.php?yr=04&mon=mar&stn=otx&Submit=Submit

STATION: NWS SPOKANE
MONTH: MARCH
YEAR: 2004

DY MAX MIN AVG DEP HDD CDD WTR SNW
3 36 23 30 M 35 0 0.14 2.3


[ JOURNAL ARCHIVE 23 September 2006 excerpt ends ]










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Dawn Of The Dead [ RACKETEER INFLUENCED AND CORRUPT ORGANIZATIONS US Title 18 ]


You can take your ass on over to Quality Inn, Shaq.
Huh? You want to do that?










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Memorable quotes for

Back to the Future (1985)


Marty McFly: Do you know where Riverside Drive is?










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Release dates for

The Man with My Face (1951)

Country Date

USA 14 June 1951 (New York City, New York)





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Siouxland Chamber of Commerce


Things To Do & See > Local Attractions > Flight 232 Memorial


Flight 232 Memorial

Commemorating the heroic rescue efforts shown by the Sioux City community after the crash of United Flight 232 in 1989, this statue depicts Colonel Dennis Nielsen carrying a young child to safety. The memorial is part of Sioux City's riverfront development located near the Anderson Dance Pavilion.

The memorial features contemplative areas and a tree-lined approach with plaques narrating the tragic event.





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"Battlestar Galactica"

Episode #1.1 (2003)

Country Date

USA 8 December 2003
UK 17 February 2004


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Battlestar Galactica (TV mini-series 2003)

Episode #1.1 (#1.1)


Release Date: 8 December 2003 (USA)





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BATTLESTAR GALACTICA: Miniseries (2003) [ RACKETEER INFLUENCED AND CORRUPT ORGANIZATIONS US Title 18 ]


Apollo: You're not even listening to me. Why can't you get this through your head? Zack did not belong in that plane. He shouldn't have been there. He was only doing it for you. Face it, you killed him.










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BATTLESTAR GALACTICA: Miniseries (2003) [ RACKETEER INFLUENCED AND CORRUPT ORGANIZATIONS US Title 18 ]


Apollo: You understand the mission?

Starbuck: Put my head outside the storm, look around. Listen for wireless traffic. Come home.

Apollo: No heroics, this is strictly recon. Look, listen, return.

Starbuck: You don't have to worry about me. My taste for heroics vanished about the time I engaged that first Cylon fighter. (He nods and turns away.) Lee? Zack failed basic flight.

Apollo: What?










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Pretty Woman


[Music][Music] [ Piano In Distance ]
[ Vivian Applauding ]
Thank you. Thank you very much.
I didn't know you played.
I only play for strangers.
I was gettin' lonely upstairs all by myself.
Gentlemen, would you mind leaving us, please ?
Thank you.
People always do what you tell them to do ?





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"Star Trek: The Next Generation"

The Inner Light (1992)


Capt. Picard: [on his flute] When did I learn to play this?

Eline: I'm afraid you never did, dear. You do keep trying.





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The Inner Light (Star Trek: The Next Generation)

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"The Inner Light" is the 125th episode overall and the 25th episode of the fifth season of the American science fiction television series Star Trek: The Next Generation.


Picard wakes up on the bridge of the Enterprise to discover that only 25 minutes have passed. While he was unconscious, the crew of the Enterprise tracked the probe's course back to a scorched and desolate planet whose sun went nova 1,000 years earlier. The now inactive probe is brought aboard the Enterprise and the crew finds a small box within it. A somber Riker gives the box to Picard who opens it to find Kamin's flute. Picard, now adept at the instrument, plays the melody he learned during his life as Kamin.










1996 film "Star Trek: First Contact" DVD video:


Starfleet Captain Jean-Luc Picard - Starfleet USS Enterprise NCC 1701-E commanding officer: Authorisation: Picard 47-AT.

Starfleet Admiral Hayes: Did I catch you at a bad time?

Starfleet Captain Jean-Luc Picard - Starfleet USS Enterprise NCC 1701-E commanding officer: No, Admiral, of course not.

Starfleet Admiral Hayes: I've just heard that our colony on Ivor Prime has been destroyed. Long-range sensors...

Starfleet Captain Jean-Luc Picard - Starfleet USS Enterprise NCC 1701-E commanding officer: Yes, I know. The Borg.










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01:12:38


US Army Sergeant Doyle - Delta: Anyway... what about you? Why the hell are you here?

US Army Major Scarlet - Chief Medical Officer: Their mother had very special blood. Natural kind of immunity to the virus. Not all genetic traits are passed on, you know. They can skip a generation










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BATTLESTAR GALACTICA: Miniseries (2003) [ RACKETEER INFLUENCED AND CORRUPT ORGANIZATIONS US Title 18 ]


Pilot: Madame Secretary? We got your comm link. (She puts a hand on Billy's arm and then walks back into the cockpit.)

Man's voice: Thank god you're not here, Laura. Thank god. I've never seen anything-

Roslin: Jack. Where is the President?

Jack: -thousands of people wandering in the streets...

Roslin: Where is the President, Jack? Is he alive?

Jack: I don't know. I think so. We hear all kinds of things.

Roslin: Have the Cylons made any demands? Do we know what they want?

Jack: No. No contact. I'm pretty sure about that.

Roslin: Has anyone discussed- Has anyone discussed the possibility of surrender? Has it been considered?

Jack: After Picon was nuked, the President offered a complete, unconditional surrender. The Cylons didn't even respond!

Pilot: (on the radio) Colonial Heavy 798. (pauses) Where? (radar starts beeping) What should we do? Uh, copy that. The Cylons have found us. There's an inbound missile.

Roslin: Where the hell'd our escort go?





- posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 01:46 AM Pacific Time USA Thursday 03 May 2012