This Is What I Think.

Friday, November 01, 2019

Discovery


I quit watching episodes of Star Trek: Discovery because I cancelled my subscription to CBS All Access a few months ago. I started it again because of the forces compelling me to follow the NCIS tv series. Which I don't want to, but I try to make the best of it.

I also quit watching the new Star Trek BECAUSE IT'S SO LAME!

The lanky Space Chicken is the worst character I can think of. And Star Trek has a vast source of lame characters.

The weepy-eye boo-hoo'ing Astro-Homosexuals are a close second as the worst characters.

Star Trek is no longer A Friend of George W. Bush, Dorothy, by coming out of their closet.

It's a kids-show, so they got to sell their perversions to get to your kids before the perverts at the Jesus Christ bible-thumpers shopping bazaar get to them first and turn them into cowardly, superstitious morons, as you are.

So don't be a bully. Don't give the bleach-blonde fat-ass slobs on the tv news reasons to rage at you Mean, Mean, Meanies. Don't give the little weasals a sob story for when they get older. The little whiners have no real problems and when they encountered even the slightest, tiniest adversity in their pathetic lives, then they go around sobbing and whining about it for the next 40 years. Then the poop-scoopers start whining about it on tv.

I've been thinking for a while to watch the remaining episodes in Season 2, but I couldn't force myself to have to sit through this episode, the first of the remaining episodes I haven't watched before today.

I've documented compelling observations of mine about the production timeline of this tv series.

I'm growing more certain that none of this matters, matters only to *me*.

I have experienced a chronic compulsion to document here my observations and thinking this is a matter of public concern.

It is.

But I absolutely do not want to become the center of a media circus.

None of this process is about me making friends.

I don't want popularity.

I started this because I was complaining.

None of this leads me to making new friends with you dim-wits or becoming a popular figure in the culture of the United States.

Today I am thinking again with the most confidence yet that my condition is stuck in my own form of psychological *denial*.

I feel more certain every thing that I've observed over the years - *you* have only the baffling experiences of the problems *you* caused for *yourself* so don't think for even a moment you understand, dim-wit dullard - is caused for this present time and my current mindset.

A design by person to give me a kick over that hump. That point where I get stuck with the sense of denial.

Because no human - no sane human - and as Kerry Burgess I am the sanest person - has ever experienced what I am experiencing.

And *none* of you ever will.

All *you* have is wishful thinking.

*You* will never gain from this experience of mine that defies human experience.

So anyway, I'm watching these episodes again because I got the sense that they close the loop on the fabled story of Captain Pike at the end of this season. So I'm going to try to watch the remaining episodes to get to that point.

Meanwhile, I wait for more personal insight that shows me how to get the hell out of here. Because I *know* there this something important I'm supposed to find eventually.

My observations, especially recently, defy explanation. I can hardly process it myself. And I *know* none of you are even trying to understand it. You're like little children slack-jawed mindlessly in front the tv watching cartoons. You just want to reach the end and then move on to the next installment mindlessly. I had feverishly banged away at this keyboard for over a decade thinking that I would get some help in trying to process this, that I would get at least one good idea I hadn't thought of, the insight of some helpful mind outside my bubble.

Nope. There is no intelligence down here.









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- posted by Kerry Burgess 10:31 PM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Friday 11/01/2019