JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/27/2006 9:11 PM
I think I am developing some kind of carpal tunnel syndrome in my shoulder. It is actually in my back but seems to be associated with my shoulder blade. It started bothering me after I became homeless and haven’t been able to use the computer mouse I used to have at my apartment. It was one of those cool Kensington track balls that I could use with it sitting on my leg. Having to use a mouse on a table is creating some weird angle at my arm that is causing some pain in my shoulder that doesn’t seem to go away.
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 27 September 2006 excerpt ends]
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 10/11/10 6:27 AM
When I was last asleep, and I think was my waking dream just before I got up and out of bed, was of me being injured and I have been wondering ever since why I specifically saw the actor Eric Stoltz give me a United States military Bronze Star medal and I was lying on what seemed to be the ground. I have struggled with the sense though that I was actually in a hospital bed but in the dream I was clearly out in the field somewhere and as part of a US military operation. There were other people about but he is the only specific person I recall. He handed me the medal and I remember telling him that I would give it back when I got my own medal. Someone, a person that was never actually established in the dream, seemed to suggest that I would actually receive the US Navy Cross medal. In the dream, I had been injured after enemy forces hit me with a bayonet in the chest and as I think back about it now, because of where I was hit in the sternum, of which I was aware of sutures from surgery, should have been fatal. Ever since waking up though, I have been thinking that dream actually represents Kerry Burgess in the hospital after being shot in the shoulder. He was receiving a commendation and I don't know what that would have been but I guess that commendation was the equivalent. There was another detail I wanted to note here but now that detail slips my mind.
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 10 October 2010 excerpt ends]
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 10/04/10 3:08 PM
That was tremendously violent dream to awake from. I remember many of the details leading up to the ending after the altercation started. I saw people trying to escape. I had taken cover behind a pickup truck parked on the curb and with a building behind me, I saw body parts dropping around me from a large battle going on in the street between me and the pickup truck. The point where I awoke was when blood was raining down on me in drops and I was trying to cover myself by what I started thinking after waking was a corpse that was hanging over the side of the pickup truck.
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 4 October 2010 excerpt ends]
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 09/22/10 6:28 PM
I have thought about it several times today but did not want to write about it for various reasons. I think about it again now especially because of the "City of Lights" dialog and I think about how I have been thinking today that I was dreaming of a very realistic representation for a dream of me standing on the Jupiter moon Callisto. I will note a few other details later I have been thinking about today in relation to that observation and I am now trying to finish my next report.
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 22 September 2010 excerpt ends]
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George,_Washington
George, Washington
George is a city in Grant County, Washington, United States.
http://ncwportal.com/grant/interest/quincy_lakes_wildlife_area
North Central Washington Portal
Grant County » Area Attractions » Quincy Lakes Wildlife Area
The Quincy Lakes Wildlife Area covers 15,266 acres and is part of the Quincy Unit of the North Columbia Basin State Wildlife Recreation Area. Recreational opportunities include boating, hunting, water sports, fishing, and camping. Fish species include smallmouth bass, largemouth bass, rainbow trout, yellow perch, and crappie.
Lakes located in the Quincy Lakes Wildlife Area,
Ancient Lake
Burke Lake
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 03/30/07 3:08 AM
A very detailed dream about being on a Luge course at an Olympic competition. I can remember that I made two timed runs through the course. I can remember very clearly the first part of the course going down a large hill and going very fast. But the weird part is that I was going backwards and that I had to make a 90-degree turn about half-way through the course, which was very tricky. There was a wall there at the turn that I would have hit if I hadn't got it right. I can remember making course adjustment to my sled as I was traveling backwards and approaching the turn that would be to my left as my back was to it and it was a turn that I couldn't even actually see. I can remember that my time was in the range of 13-something, which I guess means the course took me over 13 minutes. I had no idea if that was good enough time to earn a gold medal. Then I was back at the course start I guess to make a third run. But I didn't see any point to it so I went into some kind of nearby building to return my sled. But at that point, my sled was some kind of copper-colored rocket. There were three people in the room and one was
when we lived in that rented house on Dequincy in De Queen.
announcing my name over the PA but she kept getting my middle name wrong. First she called me Kerry Abner Burgess and then she called me Kerry Charlie Burgess, and she was saying something else but I think at the end, she just like the mike open and wasn't saying anything. I was at the start of the Luge course while she was talking and I was configuring my sled but now it included a chair from a kitchen table. It seemed that the chair would drag behind me on ropes. Instead of having the chair with its back flat to the ice while the legs were horizontal to the ice, the back of the chair was vertical to the ice while the legs were horizontal to the ice. Throughtout the dream, I have the indescribable sense of the blue sky, which I can almost visualize and which I could seen parts of the horizon of the sky and their is some indescribable notion connected to that visualization about jet aircraft.
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 30 March 2007 excerpt ends]
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/18/07 1:29 AM
I wish I could remember everything from that dream I was just having; there was a lot to it and a lot of different scenes that were interesting.
In one scene that I can only partially remember, I was in a room and it seems there were a lot of individuals in there. Two that followed me out seem to be connected to the South Vietnames military. One of them was carrying a flag that has the color pattern I recognized on the F-5 fighter jet a while back. But those two weren't people; they were robots or holograms. I don't really know what they were. They were symbols of something and in that case, they were symbols of my experiences in the Vietnam War. Then I was walking into a room with those two symbols. I think one of those symbols actually pointed me to the correct room. I had been standing out in what I visualize as a hallway and I was waiting for someone. I think I was waiting for a meeting with Patrick Stewart. But I had been waiting in the wrong room. I walked into the room he was sitting with some other people and there was someone unexpected about the other people being there with him. I can't visualize any of those other people. I can visualize though that he was wearing the uniform of "Captain Picard" and he flashed me a grin as I walked in and we shook hands. Then we were standing at a conference table
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 18 April 2007 excerpt ends]
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/08/07 8:22 PM
Now that was just the best dream I just woke up from. Describing it just won't do it justice but I probably will later.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/08/07 9:12 PM
The part that almost makes it impossible to describe that dream as I want to is that there seemed to be a lot of nuance and emotion that I cannot even begin to articulate. The great part about the dream was that at the end, I realized the source of those great emotions was Phoebe. The character who represented her was someone that had been earlier riding in a car with me. There was some activity I was involved in that I can still see, but I don't understand what it means, and I don't feel like writing about it even though it probably all meant something. As for Phoebe, I walked into a room that looked almost like a restraunt because she and another woman were sitting at a booth-style table.
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 8 May 2007 excerpt ends]
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 10/17/07 3:57 AM
I also have thoughts of Phoebe and I sitting next to each other at a table, at some gathering of people who aren't family and don't know she and I are married, and we are holding hands out of view of the other people.
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 17 October 2007 excerpt ends]
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 10/30/07 4:19 AM
So what could it be?
Did we sit in the kitchen at the table together for breakfast?
What did we do after breakfast?
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 30 October 2007 excerpt ends]
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/05/07 8:29 AM
After I wrote recently about a certain photo of Phoebe, I had a dream of her where she looked similar to that photo. I'm not certain if it was a true memory but who knows. The photo was that one I commented about how the photo quality was poor but there was something about it that I couldn't figure out. Even now, it makes me especially lonely to think about. In the dream, I was standing outside a conference room where she was sitting inside the conference room and I can vaguely remember there was at least one other person across the table from her. The purpose of the dream seemed to just be of me seeing her sitting in there, as the walls were clear glass, and she had a big smile on her face when she saw me.
I find myself, as with all those photos, wishing I could remember true memories of her at that time. I also wish I didn't feel so lousy.
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 5 November 2007 excerpt ends]
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 03/17/08 1:41 AM
This reminds me of a dream I wrote of long ago. I wrote that I was sitting on a staircase and I could look out onto a room and there were some women in desks or tables listening to me talk. I could see sunlight streaming through the high windows of the walls.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antigonish_%28poem%29
"Antigonish" is a quatrain by American educator and poet Hughes Mearns. It is often called "The Little Man Who Wasn't There," and was a hit song under that title.
As I was going up the stair
I saw a man who wasn’t there
He wasn’t there again today
I wish, I wish, he’d stay away.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 03/17/08 1:44 AM
I can still visualize those details from that dream and that is a very curious observation in itself.
I am not certain the source of those details I can visualize. The curious part is that I can still visualize a dream from years ago.
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 17 March 2008 excerpt ends]
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 07/12/08 8:30 AM
I just woke up from a dream where I seemed to be soldier and I was being transported by helicopter to a battle. That battle seemed to be the opening invasion. And I was not in the helicopter but underneath the helicopter and attached to a rope not unlike cargo being transported by the helicopter. I cannot visualize all the other soldiers that were being transported with me but I am left with the sense that we were a small group. Off the top of my head, I would say we were less than 20 in number. I can vaguely visualize a cliff that was in the area we took off from but the clearest detail is when I was in the air and suspended from the rope and we seem to have traveled a short distance from that cliff and were over the surf of an ocean beach and then we seemed to be turning inland. Something happened though at some point and my rope broke and then I was on the ground. I knew the basis direction we were traveling and I started walking in that direction. At some point in the dream though, I think I got turned around and lost my direction and I was not certain where I was going. There is also something about a river that lingers in my mind as I write all this but I am not certain where that fits in as I think it have it out of sequence. As I was traveling along on foot, I can visualize that I seemed to have the equipment, such as the rifle, of a World War 2 soldier from the United States. At some point, I reached an urban area and I can visualize myself crouched in the median of a highway as I was watching traffic pass by. I did not seem to be concealed though. I saw some of the military of the country I was in and I was trying to communicate with them. The details are confusing about whether I eventually got transport from them to the location I was supposed to be for the invasion, that I guess was some other country. Then the setting changed.
I seemed to be at some kind of large shopping mall and I am thinking that mall was in the distance as I was in that median of the highway and I am not certain why the setting seemed to change. At some point though, the setting difintely changed and I seemed to be walking around in the Pentagon. Something was wrong though and the building had no electricity. There was a lot of people around and something seemed familiar about it all as I walked around through various rooms and buildings where other people remained congregated. I guess the reason for all the people as they were in the dream is that the power had just shut off and they were going about their business as best as possible while waiting for it to return. I am left with the vague that the power was not going to return but I am not certain if I knew that during the dream. Then I was walking around again and I can visualize hallways and walls and doors and then something about a water faucet that I left running and that was streaming down the middle of a passageway. At some point, I turned around and walked back to that water faucet to turn it off and I noticed along the way that the water had evaporated for the most part and I was wondering if the stream had changed direction but when I got back to the faucet, I saw that it had been turned off. I pondered in the dream that someone had happened along to see the running faucet and turned it off or that someone that was following me had turned it off. I started walking again and I seemed to be trying to find the stairs because I wanted to go up to the fifth floor and I seemed to be on the lowest level. There was some specific reason I wanted up there and it had something to do with finding an office that had window-walls so I could look outside. I vaguely sense I wanted to watch something but I don't know what it was.
At some other point, possibly in that same building that seemed to be the Pentagon, because I vaguely recall walking down a passageway that reminds me of that earlier dream, I seemed to be going to give a speech and I think that speech was televised. A notable difference of this part is that I seemed to be doing all that in the capacity I exist in today. I am vaguely aware during the dream of being there as the homeless person I am today and there is more than I can describe. One other puzzling detail is that I seemed to be in a group of Presidential candidates and that is what the speech was about as we were all lined up behind some kind of table or bar type of structure.
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 12 July 2008 excerpt ends]
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: From: Kerry Burgess
To: Kerry Burgess
Sent: Wed, February 8, 2006 6:45:11 PM
Subject: Re: Captain's sleep journal. Stardate: Febuary the crappyth
Kerry Burgess wrote:
I remember having dreams when I last slept but I can remember absolutely no details. Except, maybe something to do with my imaginary girlfriend, Lily. For a while I have been wondering if they can also manipulate my half-asleep dreams too. Those are those first dreams I remember having when I am drifting off to sleep. I have never really thought of them as dreams though, rather more like random thoughts that go through my mind as I drift off. Last night, I have two such thoughts that stuck with me when I woke up minutes or seconds later. The first one was of Senator Carl Levin standing in front of me either in an elevator or waiting for an elevator. He said something about how my "reading was correct." The second scene was of Lily telling me of some endearing quality about herself.
This imaginary girlfriend routine is kind of fun, but with all these actors around me, who knows what is the reality. What I really want to avoid is encouraging people to stalk women on TV. No one should take seriously the perceived affections of a person on TV.
[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 8 February 2006 excerpt ends]
[ Bill Gates-Microsoft-Corbis-Nazi the cowardly International Terrorist Organization violently against the United States of America federal government actively instigate insurrection and subversive activity against the United States of America federal government with all Bill Gates-Microsoft-Corbis-Nazi staff partners contributors employees contractors lawyers managers of any capacity as severely treasonous criminal accomplices and that are active unlawful obstructions, combinations, or assemblages, or rebellion against the authority of the United States that actively make it impracticable to enforce the laws of the United States in the United States and in the Severely Treasonous and Criminally Rebellious State of Washington by the ordinary course of judicial proceedings ]
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Dawn Of The Dead
You missed it. They just cut the mailman loose.
No, Richie? The chubby one?
He had such a sweet voice. I can't believe that.
Hey, you.
Hey, you. Come here.
- How'd it go today? - Not bad. You?
Good. I'm trading shifts with Cora so if I take Sunday,
I'll have a three-day weekend at the end of the month.
- Is that OK? - Yeah.
I think Cora has a new guy she's keeping secret.
Really? Wow. Lucky her.
I thought maybe you'd gone out with the girls.
What, and miss date night?
'I decided to take action.
'I went to see Harvey at the men's weight loss farm... '
'27 horsepower, turbocharged... '
'Stay tuned to this special news bulletin.
'We will return to our regular programming following this report.'
Vivian's here. Vivian, honey. Sweetie, are you OK?
Oh, my God. Oh, fuck
Call an ambulancel
Vivianl
Luis, Luis, Luis. Let gol Let gol
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Dawn Of The Dead
Get back, Ana.
- Get backl - Just tell me what's going onl
I told you to get back
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0067046
IMDb
The Internet Movie Database
Emergency! (TV series 1972–1979)
The Wedsworth-Townsend Act (#1.0)
Randolph Mantooth ... Paramedic John Gage
Kevin Tighe ... Paramedic Roy DeSoto
Release Date: 15 January 1972 (USA)
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0751217
IMDb
The Internet Movie Database
The X-Files (TV series 1993–2002)
Terms of Endearment (#6.7)
David Duchovny ... Fox Mulder
Gillian Anderson ... Dana Scully
Mulder suspects demon fetal harvesting when a woman claims her unborn child had a horn and tail and was taken by a devil while she slept. While others conclude that the woman killed her own baby, Mulder suspects that her husband is involved and that he may be the devil in disguise.
Release Date: 3 January 1999 (USA)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Biological_warfare
Biological warfare
Biological warfare (BW) — also known as germ warfare — is the deliberate use of disease-causing biological agents such as bacteria, viruses, fungi, or biological toxins, to kill or incapacitate humans, animals or plants as an act of war. Biological weapons (often termed "bio-weapons" or "bio-agents") are living organisms or replicating entities (viruses) that reproduce or replicate within their host victims.
Biological weapons may be employed in various ways to gain a strategic or tactical advantage over an adversary, either by threat or by actual deployment.
http://seattletimes.nwsource.com/html/nationworld/2008713678_apbillgatesmalaria.html
Originally published February 6, 2009 at 7:15 AM
Bill Gates set a conference abuzz when he opened a jar of mosquitoes onstage to make a point about malaria prevention.
The Associated Press
LONG BEACH, Calif. —
Bill Gates set a conference abuzz when he opened a jar of mosquitoes onstage to make a point about malaria prevention.
"There's no reason only poor people should have the experience," the billionaire co-founder of Microsoft said at the TED (Technology, Entertainment, Design) conference Wednesday in Long Beach.
Audience members including technology leaders laughed nervously as the insects swarmed across the auditorium. Gates assured them that the bugs were not carrying malaria.
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Lost (New)
44 KOMO: Wednesday, February 4 9:00 PM
Drama, Adventure, Mystery
The Little Prince
Kate learns that someone knows the secret of Aaron's parentage; the dramatic shifts through time endanger the remaining island survivors.
Cast: Naveen Andrews, Henry Ian Cusick, Jeremy Davies, Michael Emerson, Matthew Fox, Jorge Garcia, Josh Holloway, Yunjin Kim, Ken Leung, Evangeline Lilly, Elizabeth Mitchell, Terry O'Quinn Director(s): Stephen Williams Executive Producer(s): J.J. Abrams, Damon Lindelof, Bryan Burk
Original Air Date: Feb 04, 2009
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Dawn Of The Dead
Maybe, Officer, you could go check...
All right. OK.
Maybe it's better you stay here with the gun.
Andre and I will check around.
Baby, I'll be right back
No, just stay right here. Stay right here.
Shatterproof, asshole.
Shit.
- What happened? - Come on, move.
Movel
- Which way? - Here. Elevators.
Let's go, let's gol
Can I see that arm?
I need to suture that.
- Are you OK? - Yeah.
- Find someplace else. - Wejust need a place...
- Maybe you didn't hear me. - There is no place else.
Tough shit. This is our place and you can't stay here.
Yeah. And you already trashed Metropolis.
My wife is pregnant. We can't run.
