This Is What I Think.
Tuesday, June 23, 2015
Ah. I think we're at some kind of crossroads.
I wrote most of this note last night and decided not to post it here. For one reason, I don't expect to see anything interesting today.
Then I did decide to post it because of some new television series episodes broadcast tonight.
I also tried to ignore the many sleeping dreams I was aware of from last night.
Some of those details I still recall and there is one recurring pattern that seemed to happen in multiple sleeping dreams I had today as well as recurring dreams.
One detail that seemed to happen in separate sleeping dreams was about US congress. There was something about people in congress and that seemed to happen in separate dreams.
The one sleeping dream I remember most is I think the final one from today.
Something about me meeting a United States congressman.
I am very certain the setting of the sleeping dream was in Charlotte North Carolina. I was thinking, either during the dream or just after waking, about the apartment I used to live in on Dresden on the outskirts of the downtown area.
The reason I was thinking about that apartment is because I was going to have to go back there before my meeting with the congressman. My meeting was at 2 PM or 3 PM. I don't recall now precisely. I feel certain the meeting was at 3 PM. The reason I was aware of that detail is because I looked at my watch during the dream. I had driven there to the building I don't recognize from any memory of real experience and I was walking around through corridors and escalators and elevators and I was checking the time because I looked down at the left side of my chest and I noted that I was not wearing my US Navy Medal of Honor ribbon on my US Navy uniform and that was something I had to remedy before meeting with the congressman. So the dream seemed to end with me trying to decide if I was going to be able to get down to the parking garage and drive my car back to my apartment to find the ribbon to put onto my uniform and I remember I had only one hour to get there to my apartment and find the ribbon and then get back to that building in time to get to his office. So that is something I now begin to think of as a recurring dream while sleeping: noting during the dream that I am wearing a US military uniform on which I have forgotten to wear the ribbon or medal for the Medal of Honor. I remember walking around in there carrying a briefcase. There is some other stuff I can almost remember now. Maybe I will remember later.
Also, I have been thinking more today about how I have reacted to memories I still have of the time period before 6/13/2005. I was inpatient at the University of Washington Medical Center mental health unit in Seattle and they executed me there. They literally decided on 13 June 2005 to literally kill me dead dead dead and then someone came into my room that night, possibly after midnight I have been thinking, and they literally injected me with some kind of chemical compound that killed me dead and then they hauled my corpse off for storage. After I returned as a living being after they literally killed me I returned with incomplete memory. I think of that change now as being some kind of loss of context. Not so much a fragmentation of memory but a loss of context about memory. A key fact changed and so that causes my mind to ignore certain facts about before 6/13/2005. The rest of this stuff, excluding the TV listings for tonight, I wrote and collected last night. Also, I think now again about how my mind will predict when this all ends. I guess I should have prescient thoughts about that. Yesterday I was thinking that my counterpart, for lack of a better term, is having too much fun with all this.
Some kind of decision point.
I tend to try to ignore writing about certain things because that seems to sort of defeat the purpose, whatever that means.
Whatever that means, I am not very clear about.
There is just a feeling that nags at my mind.
Also, as for the point of this note, there are the details from that sleeping dream yesterday - that sleeping dream that was another slam-dunk instance of my prescient sense of future observations I make - that I still remember but that I have not recorded in my blog and that I do not detail here now.
That thought in mind leads me to consider the notion that certain notions I become aware of because of my super-power became abstracted in my mind.
Thus, the details in my mind are not what's important.
The converse notion I struggle with is that there is simply some kind of mirror device, some kind of technology, that is reflecting the thoughts in my mind - which exist as physical matter - in the future back to my conscious awareness in present time. The result is that if I think about something in the future then sometimes those thoughts become aware to my mind hours or days before the future occurrence. So there is really nothing special about the specific details. If I think it at some point in the future then I become aware of it as a prescient thought. If I do not think about it then I do not become aware. And finally on this line of thought there is the notion I have considered for a while that I am being adjusted for some new perception of reality. I have a rigid mindset about reality and that needs to become more flexible.
What's important is that somewhere, someone, is doing something beyond my control. Also, maybe they don't even know about my blog.
I have become aware of those plans but I do not have any information to do anything about it.
Maybe I don't have to do anything about it.
Maybe I don't want to do anything about it.
Perhaps this is how my subconscious mind weighs the consequences to my conscience the facts about the future that exist in my mind as prescient awareness.
I don't have to help you. You could not make that more clear to me.
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Lt. Ben Gannon: Look, we have things those computers can never have like instincts and feelings and moral judgement. You can call me old-fashioned, you can call it whatever you want but I just don't think that in war the action should ever be divorced from the consequences.
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Lt. Ben Gannon: UCAV EDI, Extreme Deep Invader.
Lt. Henry Purcell: Yeah I've been called that a few times.
From 12/25/1991 ( as United States Marine Corps chief warrant officer Kerry Wayne Burgess I was prisoner of war in Croatia ) To 7/29/2005 is 4965 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 6/7/1979 ( premiere US TV series episode "Carter Country"::"The Prisoner of Clinton Corners" ) is 4965 days
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Release Info
USA 29 July 2005
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Stealth (2005)
Primo's now analyzing the location.
Here we go.
The primary is this building.
A new defense ministry
still under construction.
Specs indicate
...with steel reinforcements.
Roger. We're not weaponized
for something that thick.
Repeat, not weaponized.
From 7/29/2005 ( premiere US film "Stealth" ) To 6/23/2015 ( --- ) is 3616 days
3616 = 1808 + 1808
From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 10/15/1970 ( Richard Nixon - Remarks on Signing the Organized Crime Control Act of 1970 ) is 1808 days
From 7/29/2005 ( premiere US film "Stealth" ) To 6/23/2015 ( --- ) is 3616 days
3616 = 1808 + 1808
From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 10/15/1970 ( Richard Nixon - Statement Announcing the Jobs for Veterans Program ) is 1808 days
From 7/29/2005 ( premiere US film "Stealth" ) To 6/23/2015 ( --- ) is 3616 days
3616 = 1808 + 1808
From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 10/15/1970 ( Richard Nixon - Remarks on Signing the Urban Mass Transportation Assistance Act of 1970 ) is 1808 days
From 12/9/1955 ( premiere US film "A Job for a Gob" ) To 7/29/2005 ( premiere US film "Stealth" ) is 18130 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 6/23/2015 ( --- ) is 18130 days
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A Job for a Gob (1955)
Release Info
USA 9 December 1955
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A Job for a Gob (1955)
Plot Summary
Olive's ranch needs a helper, and the boys just happen to be passing by. Bluto's convinced he's better, but Popeye wins at all of Olive's tests: riding a bronco and branding. As Popeye wins the job, Bluto starts a stampede and a fire simultaneously. With some spinach help, Popeye gets Bluto out of the way, douses the fire, and saves Olive from the stampede.
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/gob
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gob
noun (US, slang) an enlisted ordinary seaman in the US Navy
gob
noun a slang word (esp Brit) for the mouth
gob
noun The mouth - Chiefly British use
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Richard Nixon
XXXVII President of the United States: 1969 - 1974
346 - Remarks on Signing the Organized Crime Control Act of 1970.
October 15, 1970
Mr. Attorney General, Secretary Kennedy, and ladies and gentlemen:
The purpose of my coming to the Department of Justice today in this Great Hall is to sign the organized crime bill. And before the signing ceremony before this very august assembly, I would like to say a word as to how it came into being.
Eighteen months ago we sent the recommendations to the Congress for consideration in this area. The Congress has been working on the legislation since that time and, finally, as a result of a bipartisan effort--and both parties are represented here today very appropriately--the bill has come to my desk for signature.
However, I think it is very appropriate to mention at this time that we did not wait for the legislation to arrive before taking action in this field.
I think the Attorney General of the United States and his staff, his fine staff of lawyers and investigators, Mr. Hoover, the people from the FBI, Secretary Kennedy and the people from the Treasury Department who have responsibilities here, the Secret Service, all of them moved forward in this area to the extent they could before the legislation which we had asked for had come into being.
As a result, more strike forces have gone across the country. As a result of wiretaps that have been authorized by the Attorney General, there have been over 400 arrests in the racketeering field since we began to institute that operation approximately a year and a half ago.
What I am simply saying is this: Signing this rather formidable piece of legislation-and I know that it went through the Judiciary Committee of the Senate and the Judiciary Committee of the House and, consequently, has had a great deal of care and attention--signing this piece of legislation will provide the tools to do the job, but what really counts is the fact that we have the men and the women who will do the job. I know we have them. I know we have them in the person of the Attorney General and his staff, Mr. Hoover and his staff, and in the areas where they have responsibility, the Secretary of the Treasury and the Secret Service and their staffs.
I am very proud of these people. I think all Americans can be proud of the fact that the work they have done before they got the necessary tools that they needed, and now that they have these tools, I think that we can say that they shall now be able to launch a total war against organized crime. And we will win this war. It can be done. And the billions of dollars that organized crime has taken out of American society, what it has done to society in other ways, its, for example, support of the drug traffic in this country, in many of these areas where we have seen organized crime doing so much harm to America, we are going to find now that those who are fighting against crime will have the tools that they need to do the job and they will do the job.
One area that this bill covers that was not covered a year and a half ago because it did not seem then to be necessary is in the field of anti-bombing legislation. I think that in the past few weeks we have seen the wisdom for the passage of this particular provision of the bill. I asked for it, as you know, a couple of months ago.
Last week we saw bombings in California, we saw one in Rochester, we saw one, in addition, in Cambridge, Massachusetts. And it seems that every day we pick up the papers and we see some sporadic incident without reason, without cause, simply a terrorist activity which we have not been able to cope with adequately in the past.
Now, what this legislation does is to provide that where there is a Federal interest, Federal support for an installation, then the Federal law enforcement officials will move in.
Before the legislation comes into effect as a result of my signing it today, I have directed, and the Attorney General has approved the direction, that the FBI go forward in investigations now of bombings in areas where the bill might provide for a Federal presence or Federal activity.
I think that this should be a warning to those who engage in these acts that we in this country are not going to tolerate that kind of activity in the future and that the full force of the Federal Government, and particularly of the Federal Bureau of Investigation, will be brought against these actions wherever there is a Federal interest.
This bill will help. It will allow the FBI to move into cases on a positive basis where previously they have been able to do so only when asked to do so by the local law enforcement officials.
And I think that at this time to point out that the actions of the FBI in apprehending Angela Davis1--a rather remarkable story again in the long history of remarkable stories of apprehensions by the FBI--is an indication that once the Federal Government through the FBI moves into an area, this should be warning to those who engage in these acts that they eventually are going to be apprehended. This is a warning by signing this bill: We are going to give the tools to the men in the Justice Department and the men in the FBI and we shall see to it that those who engage in such terroristic acts are brought to justice.
1Miss Davis was apprehended in New York City on October 13, 1970, and charged with unlawful interstate flight to avoid prosecution for murder and kidnaping in connection with the fatal shooting of Superior Court Judge Harold J. Haley on August 7, 1970, during a trial in San Raphael, Calif.
The Federal Government will play its part, supporting law enforcement officials, local law enforcement officials, but we also will assume our responsibility at the Federal level wherever there is a Federal interest.
Thank you.
Note: The President spoke at 10:14 a.m. in the Great Hall at the Department of Justice Building.
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Richard Nixon
XXXVII President of the United States: 1969 - 1974
349 - Statement Announcing the Jobs for Veterans Program
October 15, 1970
THIS YEAR over one million servicemen and women will complete their military service in the Armed Forces and return to civilian life. Almost four million Vietnam era veterans have already returned to civilian life. These servicemen and women deserve every opportunity that a grateful nation can provide. For this reason I am announcing the Jobs for Veterans Program, and appointing Mr. James F. Oates, Jr., as National Chairman for this effort. Mr. Oates will be assisted by an Advisory Committee of 100 composed of business, labor, government, and civic leaders. This Committee will be jointly appointed by the participating agencies and announced at a later date.
Jobs for Veterans is a nationwide effort to highlight the quality of the American veteran whose blend of skills and self-discipline make him an ideal candidate for employment. He has proved himself in the military--all he needs is the opportunity to demonstrate that he can contribute as much in civilian employment. I want this program to increase the national awareness of the veteran's potential as an employee, and I am confident that public and private employers will meet the challenge by providing veterans with widened job and training opportunities.
I have instructed the Departments of Labor, Commerce, and Defense, the Veterans Administration, and other agencies of the executive branch to support the program fully within their areas of responsibility.
Today I call upon American business, organized labor, veterans organizations, and State and local governments to lend their support. The Nation must make full use of the talents and ambitions of these fine young people.
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Richard Nixon
XXXVII President of the United States: 1969 - 1974
347 - Remarks on Signing the Urban Mass Transportation Assistance Act of 1970.
October 15, 1970
Ladies and gentlemen:
Having signed this bill, I would like to comment briefly about its significance. I note that every time I sign a bill I inevitably use the word "historical." Of course, any new action is historical. It will be part of the history of this office and of this Cabinet Room.
But this bill, I think, when we look at the record of this Congress and of this administration, will be one that will be one of the landmark pieces of legislation.
As we look back into the history of this country, we recall the development of the western frontier. It was made possible because of a massive program of transportation which enabled us to develop that new frontier in the West.
Now we have the challenge of the urban frontier. And it is through this bill and the support that it will provide for new programs in the field of mass urban transportation that we are going to be able to meet the challenge of the urban frontier. Just as the western frontier was the challenge of America in the 19th century, the urban frontier is the challenge of America in the last third of the 20th century.
We had this brought home to us again on our trip to Europe. We found that as we flew from the capital of Rome to Belgrade, from Belgrade to Madrid, and from Madrid to London, and London to Dublin, that the flight time had been cut to approximately an hour to an hour and a half or 2 hours in each case, depending on the distance. Over and over again, we found that, even without the motorcade, the time to get from the airport into the city was as great or greater than the time it took to fly hundreds of miles from one capital to another.
I think the story of Washington and New York is a pretty good one. Many of you, I know, will be flying back to New York after this ceremony. It will take you approximately 45 to 50 minutes to make that flight. If you go into Kennedy Airport and if you get there around 5 o'clock, it will take you an hour to an hour and 15 minutes to get from Kennedy Airport to any place downtown in New York City unless you try the helicopter and the weather won't allow for that. The same is true around the country.
That only highlights it in terms of air transportation versus ground transportation as far as the cities are concerned.
This bill goes far beyond that, as you know. It provides a very significant financial commitment on the part of the Government to mass urban transportation systems. And it will mean that we will find the methods whereby in the future we can move into the cities and through the cities of our country in a way that will enable life in those cities to be much more attractive than would be the case, when the cities are jammed with traffic, when the air is polluted because of what comes from the automobiles that is directly related to this, and where people, therefore, find cities becoming basically unattractive due in great part to the very fact that going from home to work is just too much of a chore.
This, we believe, is an historic step to meet that challenge. It isn't going to be met in a year, not in 2 years, not 3 years, not 4 or 5, but the action this Congress has taken and by the action that the Secretary of Transportation and his Department will take to implement this bill means that within 5 years, 10 years, as we move over the next decade that we are going to see a significant breakthrough in mass urban transportation.
Having made that statement, I wish to give credit where it is due: first, to the support that this bill has received in a bipartisan nature in both the House and in the Senate. This is one of those pieces of legislation which did go through both the House and Senate with overwhelming votes which indicates the unanimity of action behind this bill and which indicates also that this problem of transportation is not a partisan problem. It is a problem that all Americans are interested in, and we do not divide on partisan lines.
I express appreciation to the Members of the Democratic Party as well as the Republican Party in the House and Senate for giving bipartisan support to this legislation.
Also at this time I wish to pay tribute to the Secretary of Transportation, Mr. Volpe. I understand there are several other pieces of legislation in the transportation field that are on the way to the White House.
When the record of the Cabinet is written during this session of the Congress, my guess is that the highest batting average will be that of Secretary Volpe. I don't want him to get puffed up about it, because, as I have pointed out, it happens .that transportation is one area where there is no partisanship. Consequently, he has had a lot of assistance. But he has worked day and night along with the members of his staff in getting this legislation prepared and working it through the committees and getting support for it.
Finally, I want to pay a tribute to those who have supported this legislation in the nongovernmental sector. There are leaders of business, leaders of transportation, leaders of the great labor unions of this country, all of whom have given all-out support to this legislation. This is in a great American tradition, and the name I have now attached to this bill was of course the easiest and quickest action that could be taken. It could not have been taken if it had not been for a combined effort, a combined effort in which both parties participated, in which business and labor worked together, and in which we have fine cooperation particularly and leadership by the Secretary of Transportation, Mr. Volpe.
Thank you.
Note: The President spoke at 11:53 a.m. in the Cabinet Room at the White House.
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From 7/29/2005 ( premiere US film "Stealth" ) To 6/24/2015 ( --- ) is 3617 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 9/28/1975 ( the first x-ray burster star to be discovered from Earth ) is 3617 days
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September 1975
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
The following events occurred in September 1975:
September 28, 1975 (Sunday)
The first x-ray burster star to be discovered from Earth was observed by a team led by astronomer Jonathan Grindlay, who observed two x-ray bursts from the source 4U in NGC 6624.
http://adsabs.harvard.edu/abs/1983heac.book...77L
SAO/NASA ADS Astronomy Abstract Service
Title: The X-ray burst sources
Authors: Li, Q.
Affiliation: AA(Beijing Observatory, Beijing, People's Republic of China)
Publication: IN: High energy astrophysics and cosmology (A85-19326 07-90). Beijing/New York, Science Press/Gordon and Breach Science Publishers, S.A., 1983, p. 77-91.
Publication Date: 00/1983
Category: Astrophysics
Origin: STI
The X-ray bursts which have been observed since September 28, 1975, are considered, and it is pointed out that currently 31 burst sources are known. It is found that the X-ray burst sources are concentrated towards the galactic center. The main observational characteristics are discussed, taking into account details of distribution, the burst profile, spectra, burst intervals, aspects of identification, and type I and type II bursts. Questions regarding the development of theory are considered along with surface explosions from thermonuclear fusion on accreting neutron stars, and a number of important special characteristics.
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