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Tuesday, October 21, 2014

The Inner Light




JOURNAL ARCHIVE: Posted by H.V.O.M at 7:55 AM Monday, October 11, 2010


I was thinking extensively about that again last night.

The existence is okay for a while but then it becomes tormenting enough to look for a way back to the real world. There is always something important missing that eventually becomes unbearable. Tom made it out on his fourth time in a record 38 years. Phoebe was only in there for a year a half. Kerry Burgess, in the only time I know about, because he has not returned from his second trip, was in there for a time I later presumed because of his astronomical readings in the sky, of which I assumed was accurate in this real world. He had no clocks so he spent almost all his time, which was probably more than fifty years, trying to find a way to measure time. There was no people in that world but sometimes he would see mannequins positioned around and sometimes that mannequins would be positioned around where he had been trying to measure time, such as by chiseling marks into rock, which the mannequins were then standing in front of that had been sabotaged.


[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 11 October 2010 excerpt ends]










http://www.script-o-rama.com/movie_scripts/t/time-machine-script-transcript-wells.html


The Time Machine


I began to grow very fond
of that mannequin.
Maybe because, like me,
she didn't age.










JOURNAL ARCHIVE: http://hvom.blogspot.com/2012/04/jesus-i-must-be-dreaming.html - posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 1:32 PM Pacific Time USA Thursday 05 April 2012


You know, if you embrace my theories the way I do then I am actually not surprised there are NOT overt signs of cornfields in this film, I think to myself writing this sentence as I have the DVD paused to make this note. Then just before I was about to make this post I thought back to the scene of "Angel" caressing the statue of Jesus Christ in the church, and I barely recall that brief scene but I recall the smirk on her face and I think again about how seriously annoyed I was with the mannequins I kept seeing but my real-life companion in that world did not see mannequins but actual mechanized beings and they told her to not tell me they were mechanized and I did not know about that until she told me about it in the real world.

I mean sure, I think now remembering what I had wrote earlier in my blog about the cornfield. I was on that flight, while everyone else had ducked and covered and I was still sitting up so I could maintain custody of the prisoner, then everything went kind of fuzzy for a second, even more so, and then the quietness was staggering. I have written about that before, that sense in my mind of sudden quietness, and that was me sitting precisely as I had been on the airplane and there was nothing around me but tall stalks of corn and I was still sitting in the same airplane seat but I was all alone in that cornfield and it was suddenly blaring and maddenly blaring quietness. It drives me crazy now just trying to thing again about that.


[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 05 April 2012 excerpt ends]










http://www.tv.com/shows/the-twilight-zone/the-bewitchin-pool-12742/trivia/

tv.com


The Twilight Zone Season 5 Episode 36

The Bewitchin' Pool

Aired Unknown Jun 19, 1964 on CBS

Quotes


(Opening Narration)

Narrator: A swimming pool not unlike any other pool, a structure built of tile and cement and money, a backyard toy for the affluent, wet entertainment for the well-to-do. But to Jeb and Sport Sharewood, this pool holds mysteries not dreamed of by the building contractor, not guaranteed in any sales brochure. For this pool has a secret exit that leads to a never-neverland, a place designed for junior citizens who need a long voyage away from reality, into the bottomless regions of the Twilight Zone.










http://www.tv.com/shows/the-twilight-zone/the-bewitchin-pool-12742/trivia/

tv.com


The Twilight Zone Season 5 Episode 36

The Bewitchin' Pool

Aired Unknown Jun 19, 1964 on CBS

Quotes


Aunt T: You sure are solemn children, don't you ever laugh?

Sport: What's there to laugh about?

Aunt T: I'm funny, you could laugh at me.

Whitt: You're not funny, you're nice.

Aunt T: How about a riddle? Does anybody know a riddle?

Whitt: I do. What do you call someone who crosses the ocean twice and doesn't take a bath either way?

Aunt T: What?

Whitt: A dirty double crosser! (everybody laughs)










JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 03/21/07 2:58 PM
This was my favorite track from Mike and The Mechanics. I "remember" sitting there in Liz Lumadue's apartment talking about this band and she wrote down their name because she had forgotten about them.

http://www.lyricsfreak.com/m/mike+&+the+mechanics/silent+running_20093553.html

Take the children and yourself
And hide out in the cellar
By now the fighting will be close at hand
Dont believe the church and state
And everything they tell you
Believe in me, Im with the high command

Can you hear me, can you hear me running?
Can you hear me running, can you hear me calling you?
Can you hear me, can you hear me running?
Can you hear me running, can you hear me calling you?

Theres a gun and ammunition
Just inside the doorway
Use it only in emergency
Better you should pray to god
The father and the spirit
Will guide you and protect from up here

Can you hear me, can you hear me running?
Can you hear me running, can you hear me calling you?
Can you hear me, can you hear me running?
Can you hear me running, can you hear me calling you?

Swear allegiance to the flag
Whatever flag they offer
Never hint at what you really feel
Teach the children quietly
For some day sons and daughters
Will rise up and fight while we stood still

Can you hear me, can you hear me running?
Can you hear me running, can you hear me calling you?
Can you hear me, can you hear me running?
Can you hear me running, can you hear me calling you?

Can you hear me running (can you hear me calling you? )
(can you hear me) hear me calling you?
(can you hear me running) hear me running babe?
(can you hear me running) hear me running?
Calling you, calling you


[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 21 March 2007 excerpt ends]










JOURNAL ARCHIVE: August 19, 2006


Godamnit I hate taking those drugs. I would say that the cure is worse than the disease, but I am not the one with the disease. I am being forced to take drugs because I see it as the only option of getting my life back, while the real solution to getting my life back is to let me go home.


[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 19 August 2006 excerpt ends]





JOURNAL ARCHIVE: August 20, 2006


These drugs are really screwing up my head. I have probably slept for 75% of the past two days. All this risk to my brain because I exposed fraud at Microsoft.


[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 20 August 2006 excerpt ends]










JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/08/07 4:09 PM
I don't know what the goddamned hold up is that keeps me from seeing my wife, but I want to regain access to my resources so I can go to a dentist of my choice. If I can't see her, I could be making better use of my time in getting ready to live with her again.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/08/07 4:16 PM
Well, eventually I would have put Tracie's name on the title for that house. But we only lived together for 6 months and I never got around to it or even thought about looking into how to do it.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/08/07 4:24 PM
Liz Lumadue. That must mean something. Liz must be Elizabeth. Lumadue....luma, maybe?

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/08/07 4:25 PM
In my "memory," her last name was pronounced lum-uh-doo. But maybe it has something to do with luma. There are several references, I find myself thinking of the one about the video component. lou-muh-doo ? This might have something to do with the Apollo flights and the video system we used on the Moon.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Luma_%28video%29

As applied to video signals, luma represents the brightness in an image (the "black and white" or achromatic portion of the image). Luma is typically paired with chroma. Luma represents the achromatic image without any color, while the chroma components represent the color information. Converting R'G'B' sources (i.e. the output of a 3CCD camera) into luma and chroma allows for chroma subsampling, enabling video systems to optimize their performance for the human visual system. Since human vision is more sensitive to luminance ("black and white") detail than color detail, video systems can optimize bandwidth for luminance over color.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/08/07 4:33 PM
I hate these feelings of insecurity that I might not actually be married to her.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/08/07 8:22 PM
Now that was just the best dream I just woke up from. Describing it just won't do it justice but I probably will later.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/08/07 9:12 PM
The part that almost makes it impossible to describe that dream as I want to is that there seemed to be a lot of nuance and emotion that I cannot even begin to articulate. The great part about the dream was that at the end, I realized the source of those great emotions was Phoebe. The character who represented her was someone that had been earlier riding in a car with me. There was some activity I was involved in that I can still see, but I don't understand what it means, and I don't feel like writing about it even though it probably all meant something. As for Phoebe, I walked into a room that looked almost like a restraunt because she and another woman were sitting at a booth-style table. In a nearby booth was a hologram of Marilyn Monroe and the two women giggled when the hologram effected a friendly demeanor as I approached and said "Hello, Elaine." That was funny to them but I don't really get it. Slightly before that, I was walking up to the woman, with feeling associated that I was seeing my girlfriend and I was going up to talk to her, and the closest person I can remember from my "memory" that she resembled was Tracey Grabski. She was wearing a U.S. Navy enlisted shirt that was white and short-sleeved. I want to say we were both in the Navy. I saw her rating badge on her sleeve and I made a comment about how I didn't know she was striking to be a Fire Controlman, as she had the rating badge of a FCSN, or E-3 Fire Controlman, on her shirt. She gave me a very endearing sideways look and said it wasn't her shirt. But there is a lot more detail and nuance than I can describe. It wasn't until the end of the dream I realized it was my shirt. And I am not sure if she actually spoke those words or whether she was lip-synching those words and I heard someone else speak those words. The next part I remember is that she was standing in front of me and I think she was going to kiss me but that was the woman who currently portrays the "Starbuck" character. There was some other stuff there at the end but it was more feelings than anything and it was about me getting to see Phoebe again sometime soon and I found myself thinking that the only way I could really express how much this dream meant to me would be through the beating of my heart as I hold her as close as I can.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/08/07 9:51 PM
I hate all this bullshit about substitutes for emotions. There is no substitute for my wife.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/08/07 10:29 PM
Most of the trouble in my life seems to be produced by people that worry I don't love them.


[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 08 May 2007 excerpt ends]










JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/09/07 12:22 AM
Or who the hell knows what really happened.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/09/07 12:31 AM
I AM MARRIED TO HER!!! STOP SCREWING WITH MY HEAD!!!!

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/09/07 12:37 AM
You can say that, but I don't believe it for a second.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/09/07 12:47 AM
The longer you say you don't love me, the more I believe you do love me.

Please Please Please start loving me again! Please!!!!

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/09/07 12:52 AM
What a lousy, empty feeling this is.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/09/07 12:55 AM
I hate it when she does this to me.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/09/07 12:56 AM
Leaving me out in the cold.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/09/07 1:07 AM
Drifting lost in a sea of my love for her and while they say to not drink saltwater, I have a few tricks up my sleeve.


[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 09 May 2007 excerpt ends]










JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/09/07 1:54 AM
Probably not so funny to my wife though.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/09/07 1:55 AM
It wouldn't matter if we didn't care about each other, though.

This is just completey fucking ridiculous that I have had to be away from her for over 9 years and I STILL DON'T KNOW WHEN I GET TO GO HOME TO HER!!!!

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/09/07 1:57 AM
I have literally been to other planets and I can say with utmost certainty that I have the best wife in the solar system.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/09/07 2:00 AM
Microsoft-Corbis put hidden video cameras in the bathrooms at work after a comment I made to Dan Grady in 1999. I commented off-hand when I was standing there at the sink after he walked in that I could feel the new neural networks forming in my mind.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/09/07 2:03 AM
They wanted to capture all that for some use in their criminal defense trial.


[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 09 May 2007 excerpt ends]










JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/09/07 4:18 PM
What it all means is that you are incredibly special to me, Phoebe. I miss you.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 05/09/07 6:47 PM
Something told me just before I woke up that I was the only one to hit the target at Osiraq.


[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 09 May 2007 excerpt ends]










JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 10/18/07 12:45 PM
God I wish I didn't have to be apart from Phoebe and endure these feelings of not being with her.

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 10/18/07 1:02 PM
This works out to 133.59 months after 4/14/1981.

http://www.startrek.com/startrek/view/series/TNG/episode/68556.html

The Inner Light

Picard lives another life on a faraway planet.

Air Date: 06.01.1992

JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 10/18/07 1:11 PM
From 4/14/1981 (STS-1 landing) to 6/1/1992 ("The Inner Light") is 133 months, 18 days
30 * 0.59 = 17.7 days
From 4/14/1981 (STS-1 landing) to 6/1/1992 ("The Inner Light") is 133.59 months

'1-33-59'

http://www.startrek.com/startrek/view/series/TNG/episode/68556.html

The Inner Light

Picard lives another life on a faraway planet.

Air Date: 06.01.1992


[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 18 October 2007 excerpt ends]










JOURNAL ARCHIVE: posted by H.V.O.M at 5:17 PM Saturday, April 28, 2007 - http://hvom.blogspot.com/2007/04/that-is-not-your-business.html


I always thought the woman “Picard” was married to looked familiar, in the context of my artificial identity. She resembled a woman named Liz Lumadue that I went out. I met Liz at the bank where we both worked. That is probably an important clue but I am not entirely sure what it could mean.


[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 28 April 2007 excerpt ends]










http://www.chakoteya.net/NextGen/225.htm

The Inner Light

Stardate: 45944.1

Original Airdate: 1 Jun, 1992

Captain's log, stardate 45944.1. Following a magnetic wave survey of the Parvenium Sector, we've detected an object which we cannot immediately identify.

[Bridge]

(the strange object is on the viewscreen)

PICARD: Magnify. Mister Data?

DATA: It appears to be a probe of some kind, but there is no Starfleet record of this shape or design.

RIKER: Is it scanning us?

WORF: No sir, but it has assumed a relative position and it is holding course with us.

DATA: The probe is composed of paricium and talgonite, a ceramic alloy.

LAFORGE: Not a very sophisticated technology.

WORF: Sir, I am detecting a low-level nucleonic beam coming from the probe.

RIKER: Shields up. Stand by phasers.

DATA: The beam is scanning the shield's perimeter. The probe is emitting an unusual particle stream.

WORF: Sir, the beam is penetrating our shields.

PICARD: Increase power to

(Picard twitches, staggers, and is caught by Riker who lowers him to the floor)

RIKER: Captain? Captain, I've got you. It's all

[Living room]

(suddenly Riker's face is replaced by a woman's)

ELINE: Well. finally. How are you feeling? Kamin, can you answer me?

PICARD: What is this place?

ELINE: You're still feverish.

PICARD: Computer, freeze programme. Computer, end programme.

ELINE: Kamin.

PICARD: Picard to Enterprise.

ELINE: Kamin, please don't get up yet. You're still not well.

PICARD: I asked you, what is this place?

ELINE: This is your home, of course.

PICARD: Am I a prisoner here?










From 3/16/1991 ( my first successful major test of my ultraspace matter transportation device as Kerry Wayne Burgess the successful Ph.D. graduate Columbia South Carolina ) To 6/1/1992 is 443 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official Deputy United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 1/19/1967 ( premiere US TV series episode "Star Trek"::"Arena" ) is 443 days



From 2/17/1940 ( premiere US film "Seattle: Gateway to the Northwest" ) To 6/1/1992 is 19098 days

19098 = 9549 + 9549

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official Deputy United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 12/25/1991 ( as United States Marine Corps chief warrant officer Kerry Wayne Burgess I was prisoner of war in Croatia ) is 9549 days



From 7/19/1989 ( Bill Gates-Microsoft-George Bush kills 111 passengers and crew of United Airlines Flight 232 and destroys the United Airlines Flight 232 aircraft because I was a passenger of United Airlines Flight 232 as United States Navy Petty Officer Second Class Kerry Wayne Burgess and I was assigned to maintain custody of a non-violent offender military prisoner of the United States ) To 6/1/1992 is 1048 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official Deputy United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 9/15/1968 ( premiere US TV series "The New Adventures of Huckleberry Finn" ) is 1048 days



From 4/9/1986 ( --- ) To 6/1/1992 is 2245 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official Deputy United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 12/26/1971 ( premiere US TV series episode "Masterpiece Theatre"::"Cold Comfort Farm" ) is 2245 days



From 4/18/1988 ( the United States Navy Operation Praying Mantis ) To 6/1/1992 is 1505 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official Deputy United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 12/16/1969 ( premiere US film "Hello, Dolly!" ) is 1505 days



From 8/13/1982 ( premiere US film "Fast Times At Ridgemont High" ) To 6/1/1992 is 3580 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official Deputy United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 8/22/1975 ( premiere US film "92 in the Shade" ) is 3580 days



From 6/19/1964 ( premiere US TV series episode "The Twilight Zone"::"The Bewitchin' Pool" ) To 1/17/1991 ( the date of record of my United States Navy Medal of Honor as Kerry Wayne Burgess chief warrant officer United States Marine Corps circa 1991 also known as Matthew Kline for official duty and also known as Wayne Newman for official duty ) is 9708 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official Deputy United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 6/1/1992 is 9708 days



From 6/19/1964 ( premiere US TV series episode "The Twilight Zone"::"The Bewitchin' Pool" ) To 1/17/1991 ( RACKETEER INFLUENCED AND CORRUPT ORGANIZATIONS US Title 18 - the Persian Gulf War begins as scheduled severe criminal activity against the United States of America ) is 9708 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official Deputy United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 6/1/1992 is 9708 days



From 2/17/1909 ( Geronimo deceased ) To 4/16/1962 ( premiere US TV series episode "The Rifleman"::"The Day a Town Slept" ) is 19416 days

19416 = 9708 + 9708

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official Deputy United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 6/1/1992 is 9708 days



From 10/28/1967 ( Julia Roberts ) To 6/1/1992 is 8983 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official Deputy United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 6/7/1990 ( Universal Studios opens in Orlando Florida ) is 8983 days



From 5/16/1941 ( premiere US film "All the World's a Stooge" ) To 6/1/1992 is 18644 days

18644 = 9322 + 9322

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official Deputy United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 5/12/1991 ( I was the winning race driver at the Monaco Grand Prix ) is 9322 days





http://www.tv.com/shows/star-trek-the-next-generation/the-inner-light-19111/

tv.com


Star Trek: The Next Generation Season 5 Episode 25

The Inner Light

Aired Unknown Jun 01, 1992 on CBS

AIRED: 6/1/92



http://www.startrek.com/database_article/inner-light-the

STAR TREK


Star Trek: The Next Generation

Episode: TNG 225 - Inner Light, The

Season 5 Ep. 25

Air Date: 06/01/1992










http://www.chakoteya.net/NextGen/225.htm

The Inner Light

Stardate: 45944.1

Original Airdate: 1 Jun, 1992


PICARD: The flute?

ELINE: Yes.

(she fetches him a penny whistle decorated with a tassel)

PICARD: And when did I learn to play it?

ELINE: I'm afraid you never did, dear, but you keep trying.

(he gives it a trial blow)

PICARD: I see what you mean. Well, thank you for the soup. Thank you for your help. Tomorrow, will you help me send a message?

ELINE: Of course. Will you come to bed?

PICARD: Oh, I'll sleep here.

ELINE: Kamin, please come with me.

PICARD: I've been sick. I'll be tossing and turning. It wouldn't be fair to you.

ELINE: Let me be the judge of that.

(as she leans forward he sees a pendant on a necklace - it is the same design as probe that the Enterprise encountered) PICARD: Where did you get this?

ELINE: Kamin, this is the first gift you ever gave me.










http://articles.latimes.com/1990-06-07/entertainment/ca-1904_1_universal-studios-florida

Los Angeles Times


Studio Opens Glitzy Florida Movie Park

June 07, 1990 IKE FLORES ASSOCIATED PRESS

ORLANDO, Fla. — The $630-million home-away-from-home for E.T., Ghostbusters, Jaws and King Kong made its official debut today with dozens of Hollywood stars joining Steven Spielberg to "ride the movies" at Universal Studios Florida.

The combination theme park and film production center features high-tech entertainment on a big scale--showing visitors how movies are made while letting them in on the action.

James Stewart, Charlton Heston, Bill Cosby and Michael J. Fox were among the 50 or so top names parading down a replica of Hollywood Boulevard in limousines to open the festivities.

Sidney Sheinberg, president of the park's co-owner, MCA Inc., today called the 444-acre site "a swampland turned into a dreamland."










http://www.startrek.com/database_article/arena

STAR TREK


Star Trek: The Original Series

Episode: TOS 019 - Arena

Season 1 Ep. 18

Air Date: 01/19/1967










http://www.chakoteya.net/NextGen/225.htm

The Inner Light

Stardate: 45944.1

Original Airdate: 1 Jun, 1992


BATAI: This is the planet Kataan.

PICARD: Kataan. Not a Federation planet. I think I'll just take a walk.

BATAI: But you've been ill for a week.

PICARD: The exercise will do me good. I'll try to re-acquaint myself with the surroundings.

(he goes up into the hills and looks down on the white-walled community perched on an outcrop above a very small river)

[Living room]

(its late when the doorbell chimes)

ELINE: Thank goodness. I've had people out trying to find you everywhere. Why did you worry us like that? Are you hungry?

PICARD: Hungry, thirsty, exhausted.










http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0259562/releaseinfo

IMDb


Seattle: Gateway to the Northwest (1940)

Release Info

USA 17 February 1940










http://www.chakoteya.net/NextGen/225.htm

The Inner Light

Stardate: 45944.1

Original Airdate: 1 Jun, 1992


PICARD: Am I a prisoner here?

ELINE: Please, dear, you've had a high fever for three days. You mustn't push yourself too quickly. Kamin? You really shouldn't go outside.

[Courtyard]

(bright sunshine and a feeling of a hot, slightly arid environment)

ELINE: Kamin, please come back inside.

(But Picard marches off to explore)

[Town square]

(from the cool shade of a colonnade, Picard watches a tree-planting ceremony)

BATAI: Thank you. This sapling is planted as an affirmation of life in defiance of the drought and with expectations of long life. Whatever comes, we will keep it alive as a symbol of our survival. Kamin! You're back on your feet! How do you feel, my friend?

PICARD: Are you in charge here?

BATAI: In charge?

PICARD: I want to be returned to my ship immediately.

BATAI: What ship is that?

PICARD: Please, just tell me, what is this place? Where am I?

BATAI: The fever. It's taken your memory.

PICARD: That must be it. Perhaps you can help me.

BATAI: Anything, my friend.

PICARD: My name is Kamin?

BATAI: Yes.

PICARD: And you are?

BATAI: Batai. Council leader Batai.

PICARD: Ah. Batai. And you say I've been ill?

BATAI: For more than a week. Eline should've put you in the hospital, but she insisted on caring for you herself.

PICARD: Eline?

BATAI: Your wife. If you don't remember that, maybe it's safer not to go home.

PICARD: And what is this place?

BATAI: Perhaps you should see the doctor.

PICARD: No, please, I'm sure it will all come back to me.

BATAI: This is the community of Ressik. Northern province.

PICARD: What planet?










http://www.chakoteya.net/NextGen/225.htm

The Inner Light

Stardate: 45944.1

Original Airdate: 1 Jun, 1992


PICARD: Hungry, thirsty, exhausted. I suppose that proves this is not a dream, doesn't it?

ELINE: You think this, your life, is a dream?

PICARD: This is not my life. I know that much.

ELINE: I've kept something hot for you. Where did you go?

PICARD: I walked. For hours.

ELINE: And you're just out of bed.

(she hands him a plate of soup)

PICARD: It's delicious.

ELINE: You always say that.

PICARD: Would you try to answer some questions for me, no matter how strange they may seem to you?

ELINE: Of course.

PICARD: Are there other planets in this star system? Do you visit other systems? All right. Do you have a communication system here? How do you send messages to other communities, to other places?

ELINE: The usual way, by voice-transit conductor. Do you want to send a message?

PICARD: Yes. When can that be arranged?

ELINE: Tomorrow. Don't you want to ask about us?

PICARD: Of course. Anything you can tell me will be helpful. We're, er, um, married?

ELINE: Three years ago. The happiest day of my life was the day we got married.

PICARD: And what do I do here in Ressik?

ELINE: You're the best iron weaver in the community. At least I think so.










http://www.tv.com/shows/the-twilight-zone/the-bewitchin-pool-12742/

tv.com


The Twilight Zone Season 5 Episode 36

The Bewitchin' Pool

Aired Unknown Jun 19, 1964 on CBS

AIRED: 6/19/64










http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0072594/releaseinfo

IMDb


Release dates for

92 in the Shade (1975)

Country Date

USA 22 August 1975 (premiere)










http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0083929/releaseinfo

IMDb


Fast Times at Ridgemont High (1982)

Release Info

USA 13 August 1982










http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1375666/quotes

IMDb


Inception (2010)

Quotes


[as the dream collapses]

Mal: [to Saito, handing him his secrets] He was close. Very close.










http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0064418/releaseinfo

IMDb


Hello, Dolly! (1969)

Release Info

USA 16 December 1969










http://www.chakoteya.net/NextGen/225.htm

The Inner Light

Stardate: 45944.1

Original Airdate: 1 Jun, 1992


BATAI JR: Father!

PICARD: What is it?

BATAI JR: It's Mother. Hurry.

[Living room]

PICARD: Doctor?

DOCTOR: Kamin. I'm sorry.

ELINE: You see? I go to any lengths to get your attention.

PICARD: You always did have a flair for the dramatic.










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The Inner Light

Stardate: 45944.1

Original Airdate: 1 Jun, 1992


PICARD: Eline.

(a rocket soars into the cloudless blue sky)

ELINE: Now we live in you. Tell them of us, my darling.

[Bridge]

CRUSHER: Something's happening.

DATA: The nucleonic beam has ceased, Commander. The probe has shut down.

CRUSHER: His cerebral functions are stabilising.

RIKER: Mister Worf, put a tractor beam on that probe. I want it in shuttlebay two for examination.

WORF: Yes, Commander.

PICARD: What?

CRUSHER: Please, Captain, don't get up too quickly.

PICARD: Captain? This is the Enterprise. I'm Jean-Luc Picard. How long?

RIKER: Twenty, twenty five minutes.

PICARD: Twenty five minutes?

CRUSHER: Captain, I want you in Sickbay. I'd like to run a full diagnostic on you.

PICARD: Doctor Crusher.

(he pauses at the turbolift to take a happy look around)

[Picard's quarters]

(Picard is re-discovering his possessions when the doorbell rings. He has to think what that sound is)

PICARD: Come.

RIKER: Hello, sir. Feeling better?

PICARD: Yes. Yes, thank you. But I find I'm having to rediscover that this is really my home.

RIKER: We were able to open the probe and examine it. Apparently, whatever had locked onto you must have been self terminating. It's not functioning any longer. We found this inside.












































wainwright book fc2 burgess .JPG










http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1279270/releaseinfo

IMDb


The New Adventures of Huckleberry Finn (TV Series)

The Magic Shillelah (1968)

Release Info

USA 15 September 1968

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1279270/

IMDb


The New Adventures of Huckleberry Finn: Season 1, Episode 1

The Magic Shillelah (15 Sep. 1968)

TV Episode

Release Date: 15 September 1968 (USA)










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The Inner Light

Stardate: 45944.1

Original Airdate: 1 Jun, 1992


(flute music starts up)

ELINE: He loves playing. He's quite good at it, don't you think?

PICARD: He loves doing a lot of things too many. Last week, all he wanted to do was be a botanist. The week before that, a sculptor. I wish he could find some focus in his life.

ELINE: I think he has. Maybe you should talk to him.

PICARD: Batai?

BATAI JR: Father?

PICARD: I get the feeling from your mother that you have something to tell me.

BATAI JR: Yes. I was waiting for the right moment, but that will never come. I'm leaving school.

PICARD: Leaving school? No, you're not.

BATAI JR: I want to concentrate on my music. That's what I care about.

PICARD: Last year, all you cared about was mathematics. The year before that, botany. Now

BATAI JR: Through it all, there was my music.










JOURNAL ARCHIVE: August 10, 2006


I've been wondering why the hell I would let Julia Roberts get away. Then I remembered Melody Barber. I am thinking that Melody represents some of Julie's characteristics. I remembering wishing I had done something different with Melody too, as with Rachel. Melody was beautiful and elegant. And she was an aspiring actress. I met her at that bank I contracted for in SC.


[JOURNAL ARCHIVE 10 August 2006 excerpt ends]










Space: Above and Beyond

Choice or Chance - Part 2

Sunday 26 November 1995

Episode 9 Season 1 DVD video:

00:43:32


US Marine Corps first lieutenant Stroud: Welcome home. I said this was yours when you got back. You're a hero. Paul. Paul.










http://www.script-o-rama.com/movie_scripts/w/windtalkers-script-transcript-wind-talkers.html


Windtalkers


You've done well as a Marine, Corporal.
Better than you did as a civilian.
Stole a motorbike, crashed it.
Got kicked out of high school.
Assault and battery...
on one Father Crispin O'Donnell.
A priest?
Assistant Principal at Archbishop Keenan
High School, sir, and head disciplinarian.
Public-school boy, myself.
Some minor problems in boot.
A commendation for valor in Shanghai.
And you made a hell of a stand
on the Solomons.
Tough bit of business there.
Pretty tough, sir.
But you're prepared
to jump right back into it?
Yes, sir. Very much so.
''Very much so.''
The Japs have pretty much busted
every code we've thrown at them.
Your men on the Solomons
were lost to a broken code.
Tell me, did you ever run into any lnjuns
on the Solomons?
-lndians, sir?
-Navajo, to be exact.
The Corps has developed a new code
based on their language.
lt's had quite an impact.
So much so, the Navy have decided
to go to great lengths to protect it.
That's why you're here.
You're to pair with one of them,
keep his ass safe.
Your job is to keep him alive,
so he can do his job.
Begging your pardon, but l believe
l'd best serve the Corps killing Japs...
not babysitting some lndian.
We didn't pick your name out of a hat.
We need good Marines.
That's why you're standing here.
Take a look.
lt's a Navajo, or was.
Tortured to death by Japanese intelligence
trying to bust our code.
Fortunately, he couldn't help them
even if he wanted to.
The man was a Navajo, not a codetalker.
The code's based on their language,
but it is still a code.










JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 04/29/07 6:49 AM
Everytime I read about Julia Roberts performing on Braodway in New York, I "remember" Melody Barber telling me that she also aspired to be on Broadway.


[JOURNAL ARCHIVE dated 29 April 2007 excerpt ends]










http://www.chakoteya.net/NextGen/225.htm

The Inner Light

Stardate: 45944.1

Original Airdate: 1 Jun, 1992


PICARD: I wish he could find some focus in his life.










http://www.tv.com/shows/masterpiece-theatre/cold-comfort-farm-119912/

tv.com


Masterpiece Theatre Season 1 Episode 39

Cold Comfort Farm

Aired Sunday 9:00 PM Dec 26, 1971 on PBS

AIRED: 12/26/71










http://www.azlyrics.com/p/pinkfloyd.html

AZ LYRICS UNIVERSE

PINK FLOYD

album: "Wish You Were Here" (1975)



http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/pinkfloyd/wishyouwerehere.html


PINK FLOYD


"Wish You Were Here"

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

Did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
Did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.










http://www.tv.com/shows/the-twilight-zone/the-bewitchin-pool-12742/trivia/

tv.com


The Twilight Zone Season 5 Episode 36

The Bewitchin' Pool

Aired Unknown Jun 19, 1964 on CBS

Quotes


Jeb: You mean all children have a door at the bottom of the pool?

Aunt T: Oh no, not all children come down here through the pool. Some come down chimneys, or you open the door and there they are. Or sometimes they're on a street corner, or other times on a doorstep, like Whitt there.










http://www.tv.com/shows/the-twilight-zone/the-bewitchin-pool-12742/trivia/

tv.com


The Twilight Zone Season 5 Episode 36

The Bewitchin' Pool

Aired Unknown Jun 19, 1964 on CBS

Quotes


(Closing Narration)

Narrator: A brief epilogue for concerned parents. Of course, there isn't any such place as the gingerbread house of Aunt T, and we grownups know there's no door at the bottom of a swimming pool that leads to a secret place. But who can say how real the fantasy world of lonely children can become? For Jeb and Sport Sharewood, the need for love turned fantasy into reality; they found a secret place--in the Twilight Zone.










http://www.chakoteya.net/NextGen/225.htm

The Inner Light

Stardate: 45944.1

Original Airdate: 1 Jun, 1992


PICARD: Did everyone know about this except me? I'll be all right sitting here. You go off with the others. Hold onto my grandson, and watch the damned thing go up for all the good it'll do. What is it they're launching?

MERIBOR: You know about it, Father. You've already seen it.

PICARD: Seen it? What are you talking about? I haven't seen any missile.

BATAI: Yes, you have, old friend. Don't you remember?

PICARD: Batai?

(Batai as the healthy middle-aged man we first met)

BATAI: You saw it just before you came here. We hoped our probe would encounter someone in the future. Someone who could be a teacher. Someone who could tell the others about us.

PICARD: Oh, it's me, isn't it? I'm the someone. I'm the one it finds. That's what this launching is. A probe that finds me in the future.



- posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 4:33 PM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Tuesday 21 October 2014