This Is What I Think.
Sunday, September 09, 2018
Geronimo
From: Kerry Burgess
Sent: Sunday, September 9, 2018, 8:59:15 AM PDT
None of that really matters now.
All that matters now to me is Now.
In this present time I have found myself, these past years, living in some sort of New Reality.
Feels as though the world has shifted into some sort of new reality and my mind still perceives the reality I was native to. Which is not this reality.
Not precisely the same reality. Many elements are the same. There seems to be several divergence points. The first one I theorize of is back in the year 1989. Everything before that, is consistent with what you remember. But after that, even though there are consistent details from what you remember and what I remember, such as my visits to Ashdown in the 1990s, my recollection of those experiences have more turmoil and tragedy and other stuff associated with them than was obvious to you or anyone else.
There are precedents in popular science-fiction for my belief but I will never find an explanation in real science for what I perceive.
This is also why my efforts are so futile in trying to engage with the mass public about my condition.
I had hoped to hear some intelligent conversation from sci-fi fans but that's also been pointless.
Nobody is even making the slightest effort, despite people telling me they are fans of various genres, such as sci-fi.
NASA won't even respond to me personally.
DESPITE THE INCONTROVERTIBLE PATTERN I DESCRIBE!
I think I am actually more mind-boggled by the lack of response from people who claim to be intelligent.
So what else can I do now?
Any sort of career I had, and I had a good career, is gone now. I'll never get back what I had. All I can do is to keep on working on the pattern I painstakingly created over the past 13 years when I was liberated from the VA hospital in Seattle.
I can't shake the belief that if I keep searching for the answers then I am going to find something that makes it all worth it. And I AM NOT now going to share with anybody.
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Hero
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The Hero (1969)
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Mrs. Margaret Drysdale : What's the use of trying to talk to you people? You're illiterate cretins!
Daisy Moses : Was that good or bad?
Jethro Bodine : Hard to tell. It could go either way.
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Jed Clampett: You aviators must lead a real exciting life.
Lance Bradford: We live in fame and go down in flame.
Jed Clampett: You don't say.
Elly Mae Clampett: Lance is what you call an Ace. That means he's been in lots of dogfights.
Jed Clampett: Oh, my nephew Jethro's been in a few of them.
Lance Bradford: Really?
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Jethro Bodine: Hi, Mrs. Drysdale. You mind taking some pictures of me in front of my hero sign?
Mrs. Drysdale: So that's where it is.
Jethro Bodine: Yes, ma'am. It's a little bit high, if you kind of squat down and shoot up I think you can get it. Now, when I count three, you push this little button right here. See, I'm going to take these pictures around and get me some television commercials and make some money.
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Edwin Newman Reporting
Release Dates
USA 5 June 1960
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Stargate: The Movie (1994)
(from internet transcript)
[Ra looks directly at him at this point.]
RA
That is why I chose your race...
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On Friday, October 13, in 1972, charter flight 571 took off from Montevideo, Uruguay’s capital city, carrying a boisterous team of wealthy college athletes to a rugby match in Chile. But what was supposed to be a first taste of freedom away from home turned out to be a much more sinister and life-altering journey.
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Sleepless in Seattle (1993)
Release Info
USA 25 June 1993
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STARGATE WIKI
Stargate: The Movie (1994)
(from internet transcript)
KAWALSKI
Hey Jackson, I don't think we should eat any food here.
[Daniel continues eating.]
DANIEL
I dunno. They might consider that an insult.
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Grover Cleveland
XXII President of the United States: 1885 - 1889
Veto Message
February 12, 1889
To the House of Representatives:
I return without approval House bill No. 5752, entitled "An act for the relief of Julia Triggs."
This beneficiary filed an application for pension in 1882, claiming that her son, William Triggs, died in 1875 from the effects of poison taken during his military service in water which had been poisoned by the rebels and in food eaten in rebel houses, which had also been poisoned.
He was discharged from the Army with his company July 24, 1865, after a service of more than four years.
The cause of his death is reported to have been an abscess of the lung.
The case was specially examined, and the evidence elicited to support the claim of poisoning appears to have been anything but satisfactory.
The mother herself testified that her son was absent from Chicago, where she lived, and in the South from 1868 to 1869, and that he was in Indiana from 1869 to 1874.
The claim was rejected on the 12th day of February, 1887, on the ground that evidence could not be obtained upon special examination showing that the soldier's death was due to any disability contracted in the military service.
While I am unable to see how any other conclusion could have been reached upon the facts in this case, there is reason to believe that a favorable determination upon its merits would be of no avail, since, on the 17th day of April, 1888, a letter was filed in the Pension Office from a citizen of Chicago in which it is stated that the beneficiary named in this bill died on the 27th day of February, 1888, and an application is therein made on behalf of her daughter for reimbursement of money expended for her mother in her last illness and for her burial.
GROVER CLEVELAND
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Grover Cleveland
XXII President of the United States: 1885 - 1889
Veto Message
February 12, 1889
To the House of Representatives:
I return without approval House bill No. 11052, entitled "An act granting a pension to Clara M. Owen."
The husband of this beneficiary was pensioned for a gunshot wound in the left chest and lung, received in action on the 30th day of September, 1864.
He was drowned August 31, 1884.
It appears that he was found in a stream where he frequently bathed, in a depth of water variously given from 5 to 8 feet. He had undressed and apparently gone into the water as usual.
Medical opinions are produced tending to show that drowning was not the cause of death.
No post morterm examination was had, and it seems to me it must be conceded that a conclusion that death was in any degree the result of wounds received in military service rests upon the most unsatisfactory conjecture.
GROVER CLEVELAND
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Lyndon B. Johnson
XXXVI President of the United States: 1963-1969
Executive Order 11284—Suspension of the Provisions of Sections 5701(a)(1) and 6371 of Title 10, United States Code, Which Relate to the Continuation on the Active List of Rear Admirals in the Line of the Navy Not Restricted in the Performance of Duty
May 27, 1966
By virtue of the authority vested in me by Sections 5711 (b) and 6386(c) of Title 10 of the United States Code, I hereby suspend the provisions of Sections 5701(a) (1) and 6371 of Title 10 of the United States Code.
LYNDON B. JOHNSON
The White House
May 27, 1966
Posted by Kerry Burgess - H.V.O.M at 4:18 AM Thursday, September 29, 2011 - http://hvom.blogspot.com/2011/09/star-constellations.html
Star constellations
I wasn't going to write about a dream I just before waking up and getting out of bed but I was later in the shower and I started thinking about a possible explanation for the star pattern I saw in my dream and so I decided to write about that part and to try to write the least about the rest of the dream as I could, which I feel compelled to not write about for no real reason.
The compelling part about the dream is the pattern of stars I saw. The dream seems to have started with me and I was out in the woods somewhere and the light was dark and I had some kind of ability to radiate laser beams from my fingers or somehow create laser beams. As I think more about that as I write this now I thing again that I did not actually see the laser beams but I am vaguely aware that I could see the patterns I created on people with the laser beams. The notion of the laser beam is never really visually established in the dream but that is a notion that is strongly in my mind after waking up. The last thing I seemed to do with my laser beam power was that I saw myself form a pattern of stars on the ground to my left. The power seemed to stop working at that point. I also found my puzzled about how there were five stars in my creation when I expected only four. Since I was wearing those stars on the epaulet on my black jacket then I was thinking of how the United States Marine Corps has never had a five star general officer and I don't think the USMC should ever have a five star general officer.
What I puzzled about was how the pattern of those stars did not seem consistent with how an officer of the United States military would wear a five-star pattern on his uniform. I seemed to be wearing the winter working dress uniform of the United States Navy. What was unusual was how one of the stars was set away from the other four stars.
When I was in the shower and was thinking about that visualization in my mind of those stars that I had created on the ground and then was wearing my shoulder, on the black jacket that is the type United States Navy sailors used to refer to as the "Eisenhower" jacket, I wondered if that pattern was supposed to represent the star constellation we call the Big Dipper.
Ah, yes. That has got to be it. Just now as I wrote that word "Big Dipper" I remember dialog that happened soon later that is consistent with that notion.
So going back to what I was thinking as I decided to write this note, I thought about how my visualization of the star pattern did not match the Big Dipper very well. But then I started to wonder if I was seeing the pattern of the Big Dipper while I was standing on a planet or moon that circled a star that was very distant from our planet Earth.
I keep thinking of reasons why that all could be just a normal dream. But maybe it is not.
After my laser beam power stopped working, I saw some of the people I had been forming laser beam patterns on and they were all getting into cars and leaving in a long procession of army-type vehicles. They all seemed to be from World War 2. I noted the color pattern of one of the vehicles but I cannot think of any comment to make about it.
Then I seemed to be a sentry on a hill in downtown Seattle Washington. I was aware that I was totally alone in my role. I was also aware I was wearing a United States military uniform but I cannot visualize any details about it from the dream. I was there for a long time. Some kind of conflict started among a few local people that had walked up and I was trying to stay out of it. The next part I remember from the dream is that I was sitting in a room and there were people around me and one was the old woman whose dialog is consistent with the notion that I was seeing the star pattern of the Big Dipper constellation. Then a woman stood up and she was also wearing the winter dress uniform of the United States Navy and I saw the postal clerk rating symbol on her uniform. Then I saw a person walk into the room I was in from the room next door with the half-window walls and where I had been aware that a conference was going on that all of us had been waiting for to get finished and that person who walked out of that room was a person that I understood in the dream to by my brother Thomas Reagan and he seemed to be about eight years old. He was also wearing the winter working dress uniform of the United States Navy and I noticed just after I saw the woman's rating symbol that he was also wearing the postal clerk rating symbol. But he had the E-1 rate white symbol patch on one sleeve and the E-2 rate white stripe patch on the other sleeve, which is definitely not a uniform standard of the United States Navy. After thinking about that after waking up I decided that detail is supposed to represent the E-1 and E-2 aircraft of the United States Navy.
As he walked up to me, I asked him where he had been because I have been standing on that hill everyday. There was some unspoken dialog about me having food during that time.
There was some other stuff that happened in the dream but I decided to end this note with his response to me about how he had heard I had picked up more stars. I distinctly remember his words to me at that point. He asked me "Is it worth it?"
At that point, I took off two stars from the jacket epaulet on my shoulder, which seemed to be the type used for award stars on United States military medals and ribbons, and I was aware that left me with three stars on my shoulder.
So as I was wondering after getting out of the shower is that I could have just had a normal dream. But I could have just dreamed that final star symbol I need.
excerpt ends - Posted by Kerry Burgess - H.V.O.M at 4:18 AM Thursday, September 29, 2011
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Geronimo
Geronimo, Indian name Goyathlay (“One Who Yawns”) (born June 1829, No-Doyohn Canyon, Mex.—died Feb. 17, 1909, Fort Sill, Okla., U.S.), Bedonkohe Apache leader of the Chiricahua Apache, who led his people’s defense of their homeland against the military might of the United States.
Stargate: The Movie (1994)
(from internet transcript)
EXT—MOUNTAIN COMPLEX, TWO WEEKS LATER, DAWN
INT—RESEARCH LAB
[An exhausted Daniel listens to his dictated notes at a table in front of the cover stones. The table is covered with reference books, paper, candy wrappers, and a coffee mug, as well as the dictaphone.]
Doctor Daniel Jackson
(on recording)
Completed search of cuneiform and other pre-dynastic hieroglyphics. No matches whatsoever. I've exhausted all reference material in comparing the symbols on the cartouche against all known writing samples from the period pre- and post-. Still no similarities...I'm never gonna get paid.
- posted by Kerry Burgess 12:06 PM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Sunday 09 September 2018