This Is What I Think.

Thursday, August 08, 2019

To Catch a Thief



I brought a monocle with me for the first time but I forgot to try using it in an image of me as I had been planning.

I had already discovered the association with that finale episode so there really wouldn't have been anything especially enlightening to that illustration by me.

If I had made that illustration with the monocle and *then* *after* returning then it might be somewhat interesting, as future opportunities are available.

The 10429 days association is the only one I had discovered prior to 08/07/2019. I don't really use any method for predicting calendar days in the future. Most of those days in the future that I find are often because the pattern begins to show up in other work I'm doing. Some of them I guess at. I sometimes wonder what sort of pattern would present itself and I search for it. As of today I have only 3 calendar date patterns identified in my files for the remainder of August 2019. I don't have anything predicted about today 08/08/2019.

As for 08/07/2019, except for 10429 days, the other pattern details were caused by observations I made while on my excursion yesterday, details I have looked for while sitting here at this desk this morning after finishing my previous and exhausting report.

Recently I wrote introspectively about my sudden discovery about 03/01/2004, an experience still clearly visible in my conscious memory. What is not visible in my conscious memory is the activities that caused such a fantastic association.

Nothing has changed. The original problem that got me to this point was never addressed. All they did was secretly drug me. That part is fact.

What becomes more difficult to explain is the reasons why.

Looking at my activities specifically since 2005 leaves me with the sense of just how tidy it all is.

In 2004, before I quit my full-time employment at Microsoft Corporation with my $80,000 per year salary and a lot of great perq.'s, I was noted in commendations as a "rising star".

In the back of my mind, their praise felt tainted to me. All because of that earlier PERVERT manager I had to endure. After that wormy little guy showed me that porno video in his office, I questioned everything about that racket.

I mean, that was a world-class offense right there. Something I probably should have called the police about first, complaining about solicitation.

My guess is the guy is the typical George Bush homosexual who wants revenge on the world. I guess he could find a lawyer-whore for cheap who wanted revenge also, using the United States justice system for their pervert-homosexual activist agenda. Any attempt by me to find justice would just result in them shredding my personal life, boring as it was and is.

So the solution was simple: I've been successful before. Many times, many other places.

First time in my life, after Microsoft, I could not find work.

And there were people who were actively presenting themselves to me as targets lurking about observing me clandestinely. I'm guessing the people I was seeing were the one's tipping me off about the lurkers they were observing spying on me.

After I went to the police, consistently inconsistent in the pattern I have found, they secretly drugged me at the hospital where I thought they wanted me to explain the reasons I went to the police, because to that point they had asked me no substantive questions I remember.

The reason I'm writing about this again is because I'm thinking of how I found myself sitting here at this desk ALL THESE YEARS later and things are decidedly worse for me than the year 2004.

I lost so many good years. So many years working on the content for this blog.

I found myself 12 years later thinking about where I *should* be now. I would almost have paid off the house I was working towards buying. I'll *never* own a house now.

Even if I tried going back to the only work I have worked for since I was 15 years old, my hobby from years earlier, I could never catch up again. For one thing, I'm an old man now. My 40s would have been my best work years. Instead, I turned 40 in one of the homeless shelters they sent me to after I got out of the VA hospital mental health unit, unrequested.

At my age, losing 10 career years might as well be 30 years.

Microsoft software products used to be intuitive to me but I can't begin to explain how frustrating recent versions were for me, unable to find many settings. I still don't understand some things.

So that seems like a dead end for me for the future, which is spooling away from me faster and faster every day.

I thought about those sleeping dreams I have had so recurrently for as long as I can remember. The house I suddenly discover that I still own. Somehow, unexplained and irrationally, I have owned that house all those years and I can go back there at that very minute if I want to. I can remember thinking about that sleeping dream about 15 years ago and probably earlier than that. It still seems to be a recurring sleeping dream I experience. That experience makes me wonder if there is another solution.

Then there is the fact about 03/01/2004.

That thing was so STUPIDLY OBVIOUS.

Might as well have been staring me in the face all this time.

But yet I discovered it only just over 1 year ago.

So OBVIOUS and yet I never thought to check for it.

I have thought about it more because of over the past few years, with all this other stuff I have described, I have concluded that I am not going to make anything better happen simply because of my strong will. I am going to have to wait, it seems. So as I wait, I started to wonder if I anticipated this period of time. Perhaps that pension plan I had from my first civilian job in 1990. Perhaps I invested and forgot about it, and it's still there waiting for me to find it again. Maybe that's how I could get that new house I really wish I had and that I had been working hard towards and that I want to have only because it was something *I* *earned* from my work.

But no. I cashed out of that plan in 1991 to buy a new car. And then there is the whole BIG QUESTION - with *good* reasons *wasted* on you dullard dim-wits - that anything I consciously remember about the 1990s is really even my real memory.

And *NO*. None of this is about me simply *waiting*. This *is* about my force of will. I was walking outside today and I had the certain sense again that nothing is going to happen unless *I* make it happen. And that means to continue what I'm doing here. Until I find the solution.

Whatever is the outcome here, that outcome *must* be something that required a great deal of effort on my part.

If I suddenly discovered that I had financial assets hidden away somewhere that solves my problems - which aren't really problems - then what would that solve? The ONLY REASON I continue to work at this all these years is because I HAVE NOTHING and I want more.

All very tidy, that how my memory inconsistencies begins at a time coinciding with those VA hospital doctor medical drugs.

I could have just gone through life unquestioning the baffling thoughts in my mind that began at that same time. I could have just ignored it all and went back to work in my known profession, I would have found work eventually.

But I wanted to be Thomas Ray.

Now I want to prove that I'm THE GUY who created or caused Doctor Daniel Jackson in 1994 and the 1996 version of Doctor Zefram Cochrane.

Because I had a real reason for those characters and real reasons relevant to me personally and my personal activities.

That's what I would lose if anything else distracts me from that goal. Financial security would probably have sidetracked me from thinking so hard about this stuff. All I have now is this blog.

And that's all I'll ever have. This blog and anything I find because of it.

I'm too old now for a young and pretty wife. The only women who are in my age range are probably just old and divorced mom's and bitter. They're just too weak and too afraid of being alone. So I don't see that distracting me for the rest of my life. I would never trust a young and pretty wife now if I had the money to attract one, so that would be a distraction.

Well, I would never trust anyone.

Certainly is convenient how this turned out. Manipulation at its finest.

I could have gone through with resuming my normal life and I would have had an explanation for the unexplainable thoughts in my mind. Because it started at the VA hospital mental health unit.

That's when it started for me.

That's explainable.

I could have just ignored and tried to move on. Never revealing anything here, never even creating this blog or any other social media. Maybe a social media page to display all the other Ironman triathlon medallions I earned after 2004, which would have been a large collection by now, including other events I would have participated in.

Whatever it is I am determined and predicted to discover, that fantastic discovery by me will be at a miserable time in my life, sitting here feeling this desk crippling more every day, I sure as hell am not going to worry about sharing it with any of you, all I will think about is me, me, me.

Of everything fantastic I find, the only details that *help* me, that I find *useful* are *my* personal activities. The rest of the stuff that you're doing is just fluff and noise to me and is ultimately inconsequential to me and will be inconsequential to me when I finally solve this problem.










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Twitter

ISS National Lab

Verified account

@ISS_CASIS

9:30 AM - 7 Aug 2019

Last week, astronauts onboard the ISS prepared to run code from participants in the SPHERES Zero Robotics 2019 Middle School Summer Program for the upcoming final competition. Who will win this year's challenge? What is Zero Robotics: https://bit.ly/2sXp7IH









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Nick Hague

Verified account

@AstroHague

9:01 AM - 7 Aug 2019

You use them for sandwiches, we use them as tool bags! On @Space_Station these clear plastic bags help us work efficiently by keeping items from floating away, while allowing us to see what’s inside. #WednesdayWisdom #LifeInSpace #LifeHack









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https://www.presidency.ucsb.edu/documents/letter-secretary-goldberg-concerning-the-25th-anniversary-the-first-unemployment-insurance

The American Presidency Project

JOHN F. KENNEDY

35th President of the United States: 1961 - 1963

Letter to Secretary Goldberg Concerning the 25th Anniversary of the First Unemployment Insurance Payment.

August 17, 1961









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From 9/8/1927 ( Wikipedia {retrieved by Kerry Burgess 08/08/2019} the original formation of the Cessna Aircraft Company ) To 6/12/1981 ( premiere US film "Raiders of the Lost Ark" ) is 19636 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 8/7/2019 is 19636 days



From 1/17/1991 ( the date of record of my United States Navy Medal of Honor as Kerry Wayne Burgess chief warrant officer United States Marine Corps circa 1991 officially the United States Apache attack helicopter pilot ) To 8/7/2019 is 10429 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 5/23/1994 ( premiere US TV series episode "Star Trek: The Next Generation"::series finale episode "All Good Things..." ) is 10429 days



From 8/17/1961 ( John Kennedy - Letter to Secretary Goldberg Concerning the 25th Anniversary of the First Unemployment Insurance Payment ) To 8/7/2019 is 21174 days

21174 = 10587 + 10587

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 10/28/1994 ( premiere US film "Stargate" ) is 10587 days



From 5/8/2009 ( premiere US film "Star Trek" ) To 8/7/2019 is 3743 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 2/1/1976 ( premiere US TV miniseries "Rich Man, Poor Man" ) is 3743 days



From 8/4/1955 ( premiere US film "To Catch a Thief" ) To 5/8/2009 ( premiere US film "Star Trek" ) is 19636 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 8/7/2019 is 19636 days



From 5/27/2006 ( referenced below here in text by me ) To 8/7/2019 is 4820 days

4820 = 2410 + 2410

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 6/8/1972 ( Associated Press photographer Nick Ut Pulitzer Prize photograph near Trang Bang, Vietnam ) is 2410 days



From 1/16/1986 ( IMDb database film: premiere US film "Sky Pirates" ) To 8/7/2019 is 12256 days

12256 = 6128 + 6128

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 8/13/1982 ( premiere US film "An Officer and a Gentleman" ) is 6128 days



From 1/16/1986 ( IMDb database film: premiere US film "Sky Pirates" ) To 8/7/2019 is 12256 days

12256 = 6128 + 6128

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 8/13/1982 ( premiere US film "Fast Times At Ridgemont High" ) is 6128 days



From 4/15/1937 ( Robert Gore ) To 1/18/1991 ( premiere US film "Flight of the Intruder" ) is 19636 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 8/7/2019 is 19636 days








From: Kerry Burgess

Sent: Saturday, May 27, 2006 6:24 PM

To: Kerry Burgess

Subject: Re: Journal May 27, 2006

1980. That was the year we moved from DeQueen to Ashdown. I think it was '81 when we moved onto Hicks Road. I started school at Ashdown Jr. High in '80. We had our 10 year reunion in '94 at the junior high school. I was teaching myself how to read Russian that year. Received a Science award.








From: Kerry Burgess

Sent: Saturday, May 27, 2006 6:24 PM

To: Kerry Burgess

Subject: Re: Journal May 27, 2006

Went to Camp Couchdale in the summer of '81, after graduating 9th grade.

Met a girl named Phoebe, took her out on the lake in a boat and paddled around. We wrote letters for a long time afterwards.








1982 film "An Officer and a Gentleman" DVD video:

00:11:57

US Marine Corps Gunnery Sergeant Emil Foley: Now, I know why most of you are here. We're not stupid. Before you get to sell what we teach you over at United Airlines, you got to give the Navy six years of your life, sweet pea. Lots of things can happen in six years. Another war can come up in six years. And if you're too peaceful a person to dump napalm on an enemy village where there might be women and children, I'm going to find that out. Understand?








https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Robert_W._Gore

Robert W. Gore

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Robert W. "Bob" Gore (born April 15, 1937) is an American engineer and scientist, inventor and businessman. Gore has led his family's company, W. L. Gore & Associates, in developing applications of polytetrafluoroethylene (PTFE) ranging from computer cables to medical equipment to the outer layer of space suits. His most significant breakthrough is likely the invention of Gore-Tex


https://ntrs.nasa.gov/archive/nasa/casi.ntrs.nasa.gov/20120013873.pdf

NASA/TM—2012-217682

Degradation of Spacesuit Fabrics in Low Earth Orbit

August 2012

PGA: pressure garment assembly

page 5

PGA design has progressed since the Apollo era, and the suits worn by astronauts in their return to the Moon will probably not have an outer layer of woven FEP. The current PGAs used in Space Shuttle and International Space Station EVAs use Ortho-fabric (Fabric Development) as the outermost layer. Orthofabric is a two layer plain weave face tied to back of 400 denier Gortex (W.L. Gore & Associates)










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Star Trek: The Next Generation - All Good Things... - series finale episode - season 7 episodes 25 & 26 - Monday 23 May 1994

(from internet transcript)

(Q appears as a ancient man with an ear trumpet)

Q: Eh? What was that she said, sonny? I couldn't quite hear her.

PICARD: Q? What is going on here? Where is the anomaly?

Q: Where's your mommy? Well, I don't know.









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https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0796366/releaseinfo

IMDb

Star Trek (2009)

Release Info

USA 8 May 2009








https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0796366/quotes

IMDb

Star Trek (2009)

Quotes

[Spock Prime and Kirk arrive at a derelict Starfleet outpost, and discover... ]

Scotty: You realize how unacceptable this is?

Spock Prime: Fascinating!

Scotty: Okay, I'm sure you're just doing your job, but could you not have come a wee bit sooner? Six months I've been here, living off Starfleet protein nibs and the promise of a good meal! And I know exactly what's going on here, okay? Punishment, isn't it? Ongoing! For something that was clearly an accident!

Spock Prime: [pleased] You are Montgomery Scott.

James T. Kirk: You know him?

Scotty: Aye, that's me. You're in the right place. Unless there's another hardworking, equally starved Starfleet officer around.

Keenser: Me.

Scotty: Get aff! Shut up! You don't eat anything! You can eat, like, a bean, and you're done. I'm talking about food. REAL food!








https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0796366/quotes

IMDb

Star Trek (2009)

Quotes

Spock Prime: What if I told you that your transwarp theory was correct, that is is indeed possible to beam onto a ship that is traveling at warp speed?

Scotty: I think if that equation had been discovered, I'd have heard about it.

Spock Prime: The reason you haven't heard of it, Mr. Scott, is because you haven't discovered it yet.

Scotty: I'm s... Wha... It... Are you from the future?

James T. Kirk: Yeah, he is. I'm not.

Scotty: Well, that's brilliant. Do they still have sandwiches there?








https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0048728/releaseinfo

IMDb

To Catch a Thief (1955)

Release Info

USA 2 August 1955 (Philadelphia, Pennsylvania) (premiere)
USA 3 August 1955 (Los Angeles, California)
USA 4 August 1955 (New York City, New York)
USA 5 August 1955

Full Cast & Crew

Directed by
Alfred Hitchcock

Cary Grant ... John Robie
Grace Kelly ... Frances Stevens








Posted by Kerry Burgess - H.V.O.M at 12:10 PM Friday, June 03, 2011

From 12/20/1994 ( in Bosnia as Kerry Wayne Burgess the United States Marine Corps captain this day is my United States Navy Cross medal date of record )

[ excerpt end Posted by Kerry Burgess at 12:10 PM Friday, June 03, 2011 ]





from my journal as Kerry Burgess

November 8, 2017

From 12/20/1994 to 3/1/2004 is 3359 days





from my private journal as Kerry Burgess: 11/9/2006 5:46 PM
How many months did I stay in that damned tiny little room? It not only has my “birthmark” 59 in the area code, it is in the freaking phone number too.

Crossland Economy Studios Spokane - Valley
12803 East Sprague
Spokane, WA 99216








https://hvom.blogspot.com/2019/06/battle-ready.html

Posted by Kerry Burgess at 10:11 AM

Number 878: The Farthest Man From Home

I am Kerry Burgess. This is what I think.

Sunday, June 16, 2019

Battle Ready

Among the clear memories I still have in my conscious mind of the summer of 2004 - those 878 days - there is one I think of sometimes still.

As best I recall, today was the first time I have been over there since that time during the summer of 2004. Perhaps in the year 2013 I went by there one time but I don't now recall. Otherwise, this recent day was the first time since the summer of 2004.

I used to purchase a lot of books from Barnes and Noble





http://hvom.blogspot.com/2016/01/cube.html

Posted by Kerry Burgess

MONDAY, JANUARY 04, 2016

I was there when I went to see the 2004 "The Manchurian Candidate" in the nearby Spokane Valley Mall as well as the 2004 "Dawn of the Dead". I still owned my 2002 black Jeep Wrangler back then. How fondly I remember that time. I was living there when I finished the Ironman triathlon nearby in Coeur d'Alene. Seems like yesterday to my mind but not to my body.





from my private jounral as Kerry Burgess: 05/24/09 9:00 AM
I am pretty certain it was a Mozart CD I had bought that prompted me to make that observation. As I listen to a Wolfgang Armedeus Mozart track from the Mozart 250th Anniversary set I wonder if it is the same.

05/24/09 9:05 AM
I bought some Beethoven CD's during that time as well.

http://dictionary.sensagent.com/symphony+no+3+beethoven/en-en/

Symphony No. 3 (Beethoven)

Eroica Symphony Title Page

The Symphony No. 3 in E flat major (Op. 55) by Ludwig van Beethoven (known as the Eroica—Italian for "Heroic") is a work sometimes cited as the beginning of musical Romanticism and the end of the Classical Era.





from my private jounral as Kerry Burgess: 05/08/07 11:54 AM
This is that book I have written about several times. I noted that I have bought many copies of it. I bought a copy just after I moved out to Spokane Valley.









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From 12/10/1896 ( Alfred Bernhard Nobel dead ) To 8/7/1973 ( premiere US film "Jesus Christ Superstar" ) is 27998 days

27998 = 13999 + 13999

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 3/1/2004 ( for me personally as Kerry Burgess: my lease expires at my Redmond apartment and I travel to and arrive at Spokane Valley for the Crossland ) is 13999 days



From 1/17/1991 ( the date of record of my United States Navy Medal of Honor as Kerry Wayne Burgess chief warrant officer United States Marine Corps circa 1991 officially the United States Apache attack helicopter pilot ) To 3/1/2004 ( for me personally as Kerry Burgess: my lease expires at my Redmond apartment and I travel to and arrive at Spokane Valley for the Crossland ) is 4792 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 12/16/1978 ( premiere US TV movie "Who'll Save Our Children?" ) is 4792 days



From 12/20/1994 ( in non-aviator related duties boots on the ground in Bosnia as Kerry Wayne Burgess the United States Marine Corps captain this day is my United States Navy Cross medal date of record ) to 3/1/2004 is 3359 days



From 3/16/1980 ( premiere US TV series episode "Galactica 1980"::"The Super Scouts - Part 1" ) To 3/1/2004 ( for me personally as Kerry Burgess: my lease expires at my Redmond apartment and I travel to and arrive at Spokane Valley for the Crossland ) is 8751 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as Kerry Wayne Burgess ) To 10/18/1989 ( the United States unmanned spacecraft Galileo launched from orbit of the planet Earth for the planet Jupiter ) is 8751 days



From 6/21/1955 ( Dwight Eisenhower - Executive Order 10616 - Suspension of Certain Provisions of the Officer Personnel Act of 1947, as Amended, Which Relates to Officers of the Marine Corps of the Grade of Brigadier General ) To 10/18/1993 ( the launch of the US space shuttle Columbia orbiter vehicle mission STS-58 includes me Kerry Wayne Burgess the United States Marine Corps officer and United States STS-58 pilot astronaut and my 2nd official United States of America National Aeronautics Space Administration orbital flight of 4 overall ) is 13999 days

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 3/1/2004 ( for me personally as Kerry Burgess: my lease expires at my Redmond apartment and I travel to Spokane Valley and the Crossland ) is 13999 days



From 6/2/1978 ( premiere US film "Capricorn One" ) To 3/1/2004 is 9404 days

9404 = 4702 + 4702

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 9/17/1978 ( premiere US TV series "Battlestar Galactica"::series premiere episode "Saga of a Star World" ) is 4702 days



From 7/4/1976 ( at extreme personal risk to himself my biological brother Thomas Reagan the civilian and privately financed astronaut in his privately financed atom-pulse propulsion spaceship successfully intercepts the Comet Lucifer in the outer solar system and diverts it away from the planet Earth ) To 3/1/2004 ( for me personally as Kerry Burgess: my lease expires at my Redmond apartment and I travel to and arrive at Spokane Valley for the Crossland ) is 10102 days

10102 = 5051 + 5051

From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 9/1/1979 ( the closest approach of the United States Pioneer 11 spacecraft to the planet Saturn ) is 5051 days








Battlestar Galactica (1978)

Saga of a Star World, Part 2

00:21:49

Athena - Battlestar Galactica bridge officer: Father? Father, are you all right?

Adama - Battlestar Galactica Commander - Council of the Twelve: If anyone amongst us can say that he's all right, after what has happened, I'd recommend them for catharsis treatment.

Athena: That's not the Warrior I'm used to. Whatever happened to the joy of living to fight another day?

Adama: Ah, yes, the joy of living. You were aboard the Galactica. You didn't see them down there; their faces. The old, the young. Desperate. Begging - screaming - for a chance to come aboard. A chance to live. And there I was like God - passing out priorities as - as if they were tickets to a lottery.








Battlestar Galactica - television miniseries - 12/08/2003, 12/09/2003

(internet transcript)

Helo: That's the maximum load if we're gonna break orbit.

Man: Who chooses the three, you?

Boomer: No one chooses. No one. Lottery. Everyone gets a number. Put the numbers in a box, take out three. That's it, no arguing, no appeal.

Helo: And I will shoot the first person who tries to board before then.

Boomer: Helo, get your flight manual, tear out the pages.








https://www.britannica.com/biography/Alfred-Nobel

Encyclopaedia Britannica

Alfred Nobel

SWEDISH INVENTOR

Alfred Nobel, in full Alfred Bernhard Nobel, (born October 21, 1833, Stockholm, Sweden—died December 10, 1896








http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0070239/releaseinfo

IMDb

Jesus Christ Superstar (1973)

Release Info

USA 7 August 1973 (New York City, New York)










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Battlestar Galactica - television miniseries premiere episode - Monday 08 December 2003 USA, finale 12/9/2003

People: You can't just leave us here!








Galactica 1980

"The Super Scouts - Part 1"

Television series Season 1 episode 4 - 16 March 1980

00 hours 05 minutes 08 seconds

Captain Troy: Study period is over. At least for the instructor.

Lieutenant Dillion: What's the sudden hurry?

Captain Troy: Something's happened. We've come to a complete stop.





Captain Troy: Children, we won't be going back to the fleet. You're about to be the first children from the stars to set foot on the planet Earth.

(ALL CHEERING)








http://hvom.blogspot.com/2014/01/real-people-with-real-reasons.html

Posted by Kerry Burgess at 12:44 AM

Monday, January 13, 2014

Real people with real reasons.

Watching again now this scene for arguably the second time only this is a puzzle for me.

The episode premiere date is listed as 26 August 2005.

I have maintained that I did not watch any episodes of that television series from about the end of May 2005. As I write this note I have not gone back to determine what I think would be the final episode I watched before I became homeless. The precise date of the last episode I watched is predictable.

However, this episode I am watching again now on DVD is a psychotic moment for me.

And it seems to only be a psychotic moment for me if it happened during the year 2005.

Sometime a few years ago I ordered through amazon.com the entire DVD collection for that television series "Battlestar Galactica."

Without going back to review my past blog postings, which are conclusive, I do not recall off-hand when I first started watching those DVD's. As I best recall now I got the DVDs in the mail and I watched every single episode of that DVD collection and I watched the episodes I had seen before when first premiered and the episodes I did not get to watch.

What strikes me most, as it does in that psychotic moment when I am thinking I was psychotically watching that episode for the first time is how she is dressed. She dressed just as I did every day back then. Back then, back in the good old days of the year 2005 I was still optimistic about Ironman triathlons. I had completed the Ironman triathlon in Coeur d'Alene on 27 June 2004 and I intended to participate and complete an Ironman triathlon in Coeur d'Alene for the rest of my life for as many years as I could. I used to love Sports Authority. I didn't buy much from there but I loved their sportswear. The Nike running shoes, the sweatshirts, sweatpants.

Watching her in that episode my sane ordered world became a lot more confusing, watching it again now on DVD makes me think as I sit here now, making another blog post I really didn't want to waste time to make. That was when insanity seemed a lot more tangible to me, dolled up as she was and me thinking that only weird people take so personally such observations about something they see in the mainstream media.

[ excerpt ends Posted by Kerry Burgess at 12:44 AM Monday, January 13, 2014 ]









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From 9/11/2001 to 2/6/2004 ( as Kerry Burgess in excellent standing and 100% my own personal initiative my final day full-time employment Microsoft Corporation in Seattle beginning 12/07/1998 ) is 878 days










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http://www.gateworld.net/atlantis/s1/transcripts/101.shtml

GateWorld

Stargate Atlantis - Rising - television series premiere episode part 1 and 2 - Friday 16 July 2004 (DVD extended version)

Episode Summary

The discovery of an outpost, left behind by the Ancients in the most unlikely of places, leads a new Stargate team to the distant Pegasus galaxy. Once there, they discover a planet of humans being decimated by a terrible alien race know as the Wraith.

(from internet transcript)

Dr. Elizabeth WEIR: Major. A word.

(She leads Sheppard away from the others. As they approach a glass wall, to their surprise it automatically slides open. They walk out onto a balcony. There's a gentle breeze.)

WEIR: Wow!

(They walk to the edge of the balcony and look down at the ocean. After a moment, Sheppard remembers why they came out there.)

SHEPPARD: Let me guess: you're not gonna let me rescue my people.

WEIR: Major, you don't even know if they're alive.

SHEPPARD: You don't leave people in the hands of the enemy. And the fact that we are having this conversation in private lets me know that you know damn well that it's wrong, and it will totally undermine your leadership. So as ranking military officer I ...

WEIR: Alright, just shut up and listen to me for a moment, alright? Come on, what do we know about the Wraith? One of the few things we do know is that they are the enemy that defeated the Ancients. When we first began to use the Stargate we found on Earth, we got ourselves into serious trouble -- why?

SHEPPARD: I don't need a history lesson ...

WEIR: Because the people in charge didn't consider the ramifications before they reacted.

SHEPPARD: They took our people -- how am I supposed to react?

WEIR: And we're defenceless -- you said so yourself. How do you know going off on some half-assed rescue mission isn't gonna to bring them all right back here to our doorstep?

SHEPPARD: Maybe it will. But it's the right thing to do. Why? Because it is!

WEIR: John ...

SHEPPARD: If we're not gonna do this -- and I mean right now -- let's just turn tail and pack up, because they're coming.

WEIR: You don't know that.

SHEPPARD: Our people are in the hands of the enemy, Doctor. Do you know what that means? It is just a matter of time before the Wraith figure out that this is the base of our operations.










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Battlestar Galactica - television miniseries - 12/08/2003, 12/09/2003

(internet transcript)

Adama: Is your ship's FTL functioning?

(The pilot nods.)

Apollo: That's affirmative.

Adama: Then you're ordered to bring yourself and all of your passengers to the rendezvous point. Acknowledge.

Apollo: Acknowledge... receipt of message.

Adama: What the hell does that mean?

Apollo: It means, I heard you.

Adama: You're gonna have to do a lot better than that, Captain.

Apollo: We're engaged in rescue operations.

Adama: You are to abort your mission immediately and proceed to Ragnar.

Apollo: The President has given me a direct order.










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Battlestar Galactica

"Saga of a Star World" Part 1

Television series Season 1 episode 1

17 September 1978

00 hours 05 minutes 45 seconds

Lieutenant Zac (Adama): I forget how different it is out here.

Captain Apollo (Adama): This is nothing. When the war's officially over we may get back to deep star exploration. That's the challenge, Zac.










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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/September_1927

September 1927

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia [ KERRY's note: Unreliable ]

The following events occurred in September 1927:

September 8, 1927 (Thursday)

The Cessna-Roos Aircraft Company was incorporated by partners Clyde Cessna and Victor Roos. The corporation, credited with making well-manufactured, small airplanes affordable, would be renamed Cessna Aircraft Company on December 22,








https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0082971/quotes

IMDb

Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981)

Quotes

[looking at an old picture of the Ark]

Colonel Musgrove: Now, what's that supposed to be coming out of there?

Indiana: Lightning. Fire. The power of God or something.








https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0082971/releaseinfo

IMDb

Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981)

Release Info

USA 12 June 1981









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https://hvom.blogspot.com/2019/08/and-i-have-touched-sky.html

Posted by Kerry Burgess at 10:28 AM

Number 878: The Farthest Man From Home

I am Kerry Burgess. This is what I think.

Saturday, August 03, 2019

And I Have Touched the Sky

http://www.tv.com/shows/star-trek/for-the-world-is-hollow-and-i-have-touched-the-sky-24946/

tv.com

Star Trek Season 3 Episode 8

For the World is Hollow and I Have Touched the Sky

AIRED: 11/8/68

[ excerpt ends Posted by Kerry Burgess at 10:28 AM Saturday, August 03, 2019 ]









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https://hvom.blogspot.com/2019/08/war-of-worlds-true-story.html

Posted by Kerry Burgess at 10:42 AM

Sunday, August 04, 2019

War of the Worlds the True Story

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[ excerpt ends Posted by Kerry Burgess at 10:42 AM Sunday, August 04, 2019 ]









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https://hvom.blogspot.com/2019/08/rejuvenation.html

Posted by Kerry Burgess at 11:23 AM

Tuesday, August 06, 2019

Rejuvenation

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[ excerpt ends Posted by Kerry Burgess at 11:23 AM Tuesday, August 06, 2019 ]










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https://hvom.blogspot.com/2019/08/and-i-have-touched-sky.html

Posted by Kerry Burgess at 10:28 AM

Number 878: The Farthest Man From Home

I am Kerry Burgess. This is what I think.

Saturday, August 03, 2019

And I Have Touched the Sky

http://www.tv.com/shows/star-trek/for-the-world-is-hollow-and-i-have-touched-the-sky-24946/

tv.com

Star Trek Season 3 Episode 8

For the World is Hollow and I Have Touched the Sky

AIRED: 11/8/68

[ excerpt ends Posted by Kerry Burgess at 10:28 AM Saturday, August 03, 2019 ]








http://www.stargate-sg1-solutions.com/wiki/7.15_%22Chimera%22_Transcript

Stargate Wiki

Stargate SG-1

"Chimera"

Season 7 episode 15

Friday 01/30/2004

(from internet transcript)

O'NEILL
How long do we wait?

CARTER
I don't know. Daniel must be getting close.








Battlestar Galactica - television miniseries - 12/08/2003, 12/09/2003

(internet transcript)

Adama: Patch me through to Starbuck. (on radio) What do you hear? Starbuck, Galactica. What do you hear?

Starbuck: What?








https://hvom.blogspot.com/2019/08/rejuvenation.html

Posted by Kerry Burgess at 11:23 AM

Tuesday, August 06, 2019

Rejuvenation

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0088933/releaseinfo

IMDb

Cocoon (1985)

Release Info

USA 21 June 1985

[ excerpt ends Posted by Kerry Burgess at 11:23 AM Tuesday, August 06, 2019 ]









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Kerry Burgess, Jul 17, 2018 10:07pm

The SUPERSTITIOUS cowards are rolling out the THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS!

Don't let your Imaginary Friend hurt you again, DULLARDS!

Tinkle On, you Little Donkeys of Mediocrity, your Imaginary Friend With The Beard Who Lives In The Clouds is ALWAYS WATCHING YOU TINKLE!

Look behind as you sit there in the bathroom! He's WATCHING YOU TINKLE!





Kerry Burgess, Dec 05, 2016 3:54am

Jesus Christ loves the sound of tinkling!





Kerry Burgess, Dec 11, 2016 3:10pm

Jesus Christ LOVES to hear you TINKLING!






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- posted by Kerry Burgess 3:28 PM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Thursday 08 August 2019