This Is What I Think.
Saturday, May 30, 2015
"Just a little too much radiation."
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: From: Kerry Burgess
Sent: Tuesday, February 28, 2006 10:55 AM
To: Kerry Burgess
Subject: Violence journal 2/28/06
As normal, as usual, without hesitancy, without regret, in perpetuity, I didn't kill or maim or harm in any way any person today. As normal, usual, etc., I didn't think about killing, maiming, harming anybody today. As normal, usual, etc., I didn't even consider thinking about planning to kill, maim, or generally harming anybody. I did see a beautiful young woman when I went outside that I wanted to give flowers to, but I couldn't, so that is a crime.
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http://www.azlyrics.com/k/killers.html
AZ
THE KILLERS
album: "Hot Fuss" (2004)
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/killers/allthesethingsthativedone.html
THE KILLERS
"All These Things That I've Done"
With all these things that I've done
All these things that I've done
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: From: Kerry Burgess
Sent: Thursday, May 25, 2006 10:02 PM
To: Kerry Burgess
Subject: Re: Journal May 25, 2006, Supplemental
And birds go flying at the speed of sound,
to show you how it all began.
Birds came flying from the underground,
if you could see it then you'd understand?
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http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/coldplay/speedofsound.html
AZ
COLDPLAY
"Speed Of Sound"
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: From: Kerry Burgess
Sent: Thursday, May 25, 2006 10:02 PM
To: Kerry Burgess
Subject: Re: Journal May 25, 2006, Supplemental
Kerry Burgess wrote:
I AM CONFUSED BEYOND DESCRIPTION!!!!!
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: From: Kerry Burgess
Sent: Thursday, May 25, 2006 10:02 PM
To: Kerry Burgess
Subject: Re: Journal May 25, 2006, Supplemental
Kerry Burgess wrote:
When I was living in the duplex on Wexford in Taylors, driving my fancy red RX-7, I was seeing this 19 year that worked at the bank
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http://www.smithsonianmag.com/history/real-story-football-follows-president-everywhere-180952779/?no-ist
Smithsonian.com
The Real Story of the "Football" That Follows the President Everywhere
Take a peek at the mysterious black briefcase that has accompanied every U.S. president since John F. Kennedy
By Michael Dobbs
Smithsonian Magazine
October 2014
A recurring complaint of presidents and military aides alike has been that the Football, which currently weighs around 45 pounds, contains too much documentation. President Jimmy Carter, who had qualified as a nuclear submarine commander, was aware that he would have only a few minutes to decide how to respond to a nuclear strike against the United States. Carter ordered that the war plans be drastically simplified. A former military aide to President Bill Clinton, Col. Buzz Patterson, would later describe the resulting pared-down set of choices as akin to a “Denny’s breakfast menu.” “It’s like picking one out of Column A and two out of Column B,” he told the History Channel.
The first unclassified reference to the existence of the Football is contained in a formerly top-secret memorandum from 1965 obtained by the National Security Archive of George Washington University. Tasked with reducing the weight of the Football, a senior defense official agreed this was a worthy goal, but added, “I am sure we can find strong couriers who are capable of carrying an additional pound or two of paper.”
For the Football to function as designed, the military aide must be nearby the commander in chief at all times and the president must be in possession of his authentication codes. Both elements of the system have failed on occasion. According to the former chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, Gen. Hugh Shelton, Clinton mislaid his laminated code card, nicknamed the “Biscuit,” for several months in 2000. “This is a big deal, a gargantuan deal,” the general complained in his 2010 autobiography, Without Hesitation: The Odyssey of an American Warrior.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 03/17/07 11:02 AM
It must have been something similar to when I saved those people from being run over by that speeding car a few years back. That must have been 2002. I was a volunteer at the Danskin triathlon. I puzzled over that for a long time. I just couldn't put my finger on something about that. My mind had been blank but yet I acted with such split-second decisiveness to keep them from getting splattered by that car.
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http://articles.latimes.com/2007/aug/17/nation/na-hastert17
Los Angeles Times
Hastert details decision to leave
He discusses personal advantages to being out of the speaker's seat as he prepares to end his congressional career.
August 17, 2007 Rick Pearson Chicago Tribune
CHICAGO — Rep. J. Dennis Hastert on Thursday said he had felt like a "prisoner" of his office as House speaker, unable to enjoy the camaraderie of his fellow lawmakers.
"When you are speaker, you're almost a prisoner in that office," Hastert said. "You really didn't go out of your office, because they had 26 people asking you for something without an appointment, just trying to grab you. You were vulnerable every time you walked out."
http://www.divxmoviesenglishsubtitles.com/F/Flight_Of_The_Intruder_CD1_1991.html
Flight Of The Intruder
Whole town is dedicated.
Know what I mean?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deviant_behavior
Deviance (sociology)
Deviance describes actions or behaviors that violate cultural norms including formally-enacted rules (e.g., crime)
Neutralization theory
Gresham Sykes and David Matza's neutralization theory explains how deviants justified their deviant behaviors by adjusting the definitions of their actions and by explaining to themselves and others the lack of guilt of their actions in particular situations. There are five different types of rationalizations, which are the denial of responsibility, the denial of injury, the denial of the victim, the condemnation of the condemners, and the appeal to higher loyalties.
The denial of responsibility is the argument that the deviant was helplessly propelled into the deviance, and that under the same circumstances, any other person would resort to similar actions. The denial of injury is the argument that the deviant did not hurt anyone, and thus the deviance is not morally wrong, due to the fundamental belief that the action caused no harm to other individuals or to the society. The denial of the victim is the argument that possible individuals on the receiving end of the deviance were not injured, but rather experiences righteous force, due to the victim's lack of virtue or morals. The condemnation of the condemners is the act by which the deviant accuses authority figures or victims for having the tendency to be equally deviant, and as a result, hypocrites.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: posted by H.V.O.M at 11:30 AM Monday, August 14, 2006
After thinking of that, I remembered a scene from "Flight Of The Intruder" that seems relevant. That part where Grafton and Cole are talking about ejecting. My guilt was that either that if I had been the pilot that night, we would have evaded the missiles. Or I felt guilty because the enemy had concentrated their forces on our aircraft because they knew I was in it and I was a special target because they knew I was Reagan's grandson.
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From 7/23/1973 ( my biological brother Thomas Reagan the attorney passes the United States of America Multistate Bar Examination ) To 4/22/1998 is 9039 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official Deputy United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 8/2/1990 ( Bill Gates-Nazi-Microsoft-George Herbert Walker Bush the cowardly violent criminal-Iraq invades Kuwait in a scheduled international terrorist attack with extensive damage and many fatalities ) is 9039 days
[ See also: http://hvom.blogspot.com/2015/02/the-man-from-oklahoma.html ]
http://www.presidency.ucsb.edu/ws/index.php?pid=55831
The American Presidency Project
William J. Clinton
XLII President of the United States: 1993-2001
Memorandum on Citizen Service
April 22, 1998
Memorandum for the Heads of Executive Departments and Agencies
Subject: Strengthening Our Commitment to Service
http://www.divxmoviesenglishsubtitles.com/G/Gremlins.html
Gremlins
This is what's left of my imported Bavarian snowman.
From 10/9/1971 ( my biological brother Dr. Thomas Reagan MD becomes a United States of America board-certified surgeon ) To 9/14/1975 is 1436 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 10/8/1969 ( premiere US film "The Monitors" ) is 1436 days
From 9/3/1953 ( premiere US film "Island in the Sky" ) To 7/16/1963 ( Phoebe Cates the United States Army veteran and the Harvard University graduate medical doctor and the world-famous actress and the wife of my biological brother Thomas Reagan ) is 3603 days
From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 9/14/1975 is 3603 days
From 9/14/1956 ( premiere US TV series "On Trial" ) To 6/7/1976 ( my biological brother Thomas Reagan the civilian and privately financed astronaut in deep space of the solar system in his privately financed atom-pulse propulsion spaceship this day was his first landing the Saturn moon Phoebe and the Saturn moon Phoebe territory belongs to my brother Thomas Reagan ) is 7206 days
7206 = 3603 + 3603
From 11/2/1965 ( my birth date in Antlers Oklahoma USA and my birthdate as the known official United States Marshal Kerry Wayne Burgess and active duty United States Marine Corps officer ) To 9/14/1975 is 3603 days
[ See also: http://hvom.blogspot.com/2015/03/another-lost-minute-wasted-in-captivity.html ]
http://www.tv.com/shows/the-six-million-dollar-man/the-return-of-the-bionic-woman-1-33047/
tv.com
The Six Million Dollar Man Season 3 Episode 1
The Return of the Bionic Woman (1)
Aired Friday 8:30 PM Sep 14, 1975 on ABC
AIRED: 9/14/75
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 10/2/2006 7:15 PM
I imagine that memories consist of chains of neurons that are scattered through out the brain. The memories are formed from the neurons stored in certain parts of the brain and those specialty neurons create associations that form the memories. I imagine that the neuron’s that process sensory input and recognize that input as something we smell or hear, all combine to produce a memory of a specific event. I further imagine those chains weave throughout the brain with the connections of the axion and the dendrites of each neuron and some of the chain spans into the outer edge of the brain. If the outer layer of my brain was damaged, then the chain is broken. But some where in my mind, there is a process that recognizes that information is missing because of the fragments of those memories. When I sleep, there is some process that is trying to reestablish those connections of neurons and recover the full memory.
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/07/07 9:13 PM
Do I know how to speak French?
They're staying in room 33.
What is it about Paris?
Was that logo on the hotel door relevant?
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/07/07 9:21 PM
The dialog indicates that "Tom" is a neurosurgeon and some kind of, presumably, mental health therapist.
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/07/07 9:47 PM
That part about the neurosurgery reminds me again of the artificial and symbolic memories I have of planning to try to do some kind of brain transplant on a frog.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/07/07 9:52 PM
That is actually kind of a complex notion.
It reminds me of how I have artificial and symbolic memory.
But it could also represent that is the source of my medical degree. I assume that a brain surgeon is the same as any doctor but just with a specific field of focus.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/07/07 9:54 PM
That would also seem to explain why I am the test subject.
I have been thinking that I am the test subject because I have been a test pilot for so many years but maybe it is for both reasons; because I am a test pilot and because I am also a neurosurgeon. Am I spelling that word correctly?
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/07/07 10:12 PM
The funny part about a lot of this work, that has been authorized by me and to flatter Phoebe, my wife, is that I don't know which lines were said by me to her and which lines were said by her to me.
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JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/07/07 10:15 PM
What is it with the bicycle there in the desert in "Black Hawk Down" in the scene where he meets the helo?
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/07/07 10:16 PM
What is it with the "Who's hungry?" scene?
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/07/07 10:18 PM
There's that one actor, who I guess portrays a Delta Force soldier, that always reminds me of a younger Warren Newman.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/07/07 10:19 PM
He's the one commenting on the others soldier's drawing.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/07/07 10:20 PM
I wonder if he portrays a real soldier that was there or he is supposed to present an association with me.
http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0005042/
Jason Isaacs
Date of Birth: 6 June 1963
Black Hawk Down (2001) .... Steele
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 11/07/07 10:23 PM
This is the guy that always reminds me of Warren Newman:
http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0879186/
Richard Tyson
Date of Birth: 13 February 1961
Black Hawk Down (2001) .... Busch
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http://www.azlyrics.com/d/duran.html
AZ
DURAN DURAN
album: "Seven And The Ragged Tiger" (1983)
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/duranduran/thereflex.html
AZ
DURAN DURAN
"The Reflex"
"You've gone too far this time"
But I'm dancing on the valentine
I tell you somebody's fooling around
With my chances on the dangerline
I'll cross that bridge when I find it
Another day to make my stand
High time is no time for deciding
If I should find a helping hand
[CHORUS]
So why don't you use it?
Try not to bruise it
Buy time don't lose it
The reflex is an only child he's waiting in the park
The reflex is in charge of finding treasure in the dark
And watching over lucky clover isn't that bizarre
Every little thing the reflex does
Leaves you answered with a question mark
I'm on a ride and I want to get off
But they won't slow down the roundabout
I sold the Renoir and the TV set
Don't want to be around when this gets out
[CHORUS]
Oh the reflex what a game he's hiding all the cards
The reflex is in charge of finding treasure in the dark
And watching over lucky clover isn't that bizarre
Evey little thing the reflex does
Leaves you answered with a question mark
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/18/2006 4:18 PM
Ah. The wiki article indicates that the ground offensive in 1991 was called Operation Desert Sabre. Maybe that is why I wrote something a while back about the Sabre fighter jets from the 50s.
JOURNAL ARCHIVE: 9/18/2006 4:20 PM
That was May 26th when I wrote about the Sabre.
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http://www.chakoteya.net/movies/movie7.html
Star Trek Generations (1994)
PICARD: This was freedom, Will.
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- posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 8:48 PM Pacific Time Spokane Valley Washington USA Saturday 30 May 2015