Tuesday, May 22, 2007

"When I wake up"

In my artificial and symbolic memory, I left Memphis and moved back to South Carolina to go back to working at the First Federal bank. I moved to an apartment named Hunter's Glen, which is on Issaqueena Trail in the town of Central, South Carolina, which is near the Clemson Tigers. My wife commented one time about how I told her I had moved back there because I wanted to come back to her. I think that Memphis relates to my escape from Africa in 1986 and 1987.

I moved from Memphis to a house I bought in Greer, South Carolina, at Country Club Estates, which is all in my artificial and symbolic memory. From what I can tell with a simple internet search, there is not even a house at the address I "remember" owning a house. It looks like an empty lot. I did find an image of the house I "remember" but it is too far down the street to be the result of my faulty memory. That detail was probably deliberate, because my official federal undercover identity was never really intended to be foolproof and should have given any investigator pause. The reason for the house in the town of Greer is because of the "Admiral Greer" character from the Tom Clancy novels. That character is the one that recruited "Jack Ryan" into the CIA in Tom Clancy's novels. I moved from Central, SC, near Clemson Tigers, to Greer, SC. After that I lived on the street Royal Point, then at Dresden near Sheffield, and then at Whitehall Estates. Pretty simple stuff. And 9 goddamned years later, I still do not know when I get to see my wife again.

Tom Clancy FAQ - Book Character Listing
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Greer, Rear/Vice Admiral James, USN (Retired)

CIA liason for Boxwood Green in WR. Started with CIA on May 18, 1970 and was DDI. His son, 1LT Robert White Greer, USMC, died in 1968 in SE Asia. Greer was Jack Ryan's mentor at CIA.



Hopefully, this means what I think it means.

070521-N-5345W-053 ATLANTIC OCEAN (May 21, 2007) – A RIM-7 NATO Sea Sparrow missile launches toward its target during a live-fire self-defense exercise aboard the Nimitz-class aircraft carrier USS Harry S. Truman (CVN 75). Truman is currently underway conducting carrier qualifications in the Atlantic Ocean. U.S. Navy photo by Mass Communication Specialist 2nd Class Kristopher Wilson (RELEASED)



070521-N-5067K-092 PACIFIC OCEAN (May 21, 2007) – Austin-class amphibious transport dock USS Juneau (LPD 10) test fires one of her Phalanx Close-In Weapon System (CIWS) mounts. The CIWS is a radar-guided 20mm gatling gun used to defend Juneau against anti-ship missiles. Juneau serves under Task Force 76, the Navy's permanently forward-deployed amphibious force operating from Sasebo, Japan. U.S. Navy photo by Mass Communication Specialist 1st Class Michael D. Kennedy (RELEASED)



They must be referring directly to the script I created for the artifical and symbolic memories I live with now. In those artificial and symbolic memories, I guess I replaced my military service during the Vietnam War with "memories" of being a Cub Scout at that same age.

070519-N-3750S-254 KANNAPOLIS, N.C. (May 19, 2007) - "These guys are really great," says a cub scout from Pack 315 while singing along and playing air guitar with the band. He and his fellow scouts sat in the front during Navy Band Southeast group “Pride," entire set. Pride rocked the crowd of over 2,000 kids and adults gathered to listen to contemporary hits while they waited to enter the Fieldcrest Cannon Stadium just prior to a minor league baseball game. Pride is in Charlotte to support Navy Week, one of 26 planned across America in 2007. Navy Week is designed to show Americans the investment they have made in their Navy and increase awareness in cities that do not have a significant Navy presence. U.S. Navy photo by Mass Communication Specialist 1st Class L.A. Shively (RELEASED)



070509-N-4772B-008 CORONADO, Calif. (May 9, 2007) - Robert J. Jadgchew, Naval Special Warfare Group One athletic trainer, adjusts the underwater treadmill for a patient. The underwater treadmill is used to rehabilitate service members with lower body injuries. U.S. Navy photo by Mass Communication Specialist 2nd Class Brian P. Biller (RELEASED)



070519-N-7706C-010 SPOKANE, Wash. (May 19, 2007) - Equipment Operator 1st Class Pasha Ghorashy and Yeoman 1st Class Anna Martin quickly attach decorations to a scale-replica float of the USS Constitution. The float was designed and built by Navy Reservists from Navy Operational Support Center Spokane (NOSC). More than 200 NOSC reservists marched with the float in the 69th Armed Forces Torchlight Parade. U.S. Navy photo by Mass Communication Specialist 1st Class Scott Comstock (RELEASED)


I wrote the other day about my artificial memories of springing traps, and I believe this is what that artificial memory represents.

In naval aviation, a trap is a shipboard arrested landing.

070518-N-2659P-249 ARABIAN SEA (May 18, 2007) - Airman Apprentice Zach Bray from air department's launch and recovery division hurries to ensure the tailhook releases the arresting gear wire after the recovery of an F/A-18C Hornet, assigned to the "Death Rattlers" of Marine Strike Fighter Squadron (VMFA) 323, aboard Nimitz-class carrier USS John C. Stennis (CVN 74). John C. Stennis Carrier Strike Group is on a scheduled deployment in support of maritime security operations (MSO). U.S. Navy photo by Mass Communication Specialist 3rd Class Paul J. Perkins (RELEASED)




I'm not sure where the 1988 release date comes from for this album, if it is relevant to my real identity, but it is interesting to note because it makes me think of my 15-month escape through Africa in 1986 and 1987. It could be that the album released on vinyl in 1988 and then on compact disc on 10/25/1990. I find that CD release date interesting because of how it relates to 11/25/1986, which is the date I recognize as when my family had a funeral service for me, thinking I had been killed when the Libyan prison I was being held in was bombed.

From 11/25/1986 to 10/25/1990 is: 3 years, 334 days

Sunshine on Leith

Product Details
Audio CD (October 25, 1990)

Original Release Date: 1988
Number of Discs: 1
Label: Capitol
ASIN: B000003JB1



Sunshine on Leith is The Proclaimers second and most well known album, released in August 1988. The album had three singles, including the title track, "I'm On My Way," and "I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles),"



Proclaimers
I'm Gonna Be

When i wake up yeah i know i'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who wakes up next to you
When i go out yeah i know i'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who goes along with you

If i get drunk yes i know i'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who gets drunk next to you
And if i haver yeah i know i'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's havering to you

But i would walk 500 miles
And i would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 5,000 miles
To fall down at your door

When i'm working yes i know i'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's working hard for you
And when the money comes in for the work i'll do
I'll pass almost every penny on to you

When i come home yeah i know i'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who comes back home to you
And if i grow old well i know i'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who's growing old with you

But i would walk 500 miles
And i would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 5,000 miles
To fall down at your door

When i'm lonely well i know i'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man whose lonely without you
When i'm dreaming well i know i'm gonna dream
I'm gonna dream about the time when i'm with you.

When i go out yeah i know i'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the man who goes along with you
When i come home yes i know i'm gonna be,
I'm gonna, be the man who comes back home with you
I'm gonna be the man who's coming home with you

But i would walk 500 miles
And i would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 5,000 miles
To fall down at your door

But i would walk 500 miles
And i would walk 500 more
Just to be the man who walked 5,000 miles
To fall down at your door