Monday, July 30, 2012

God I don't know what else I am going to do.




I feel spent now. Drained.

Something very different from the feeling of fatigue I often feel.

I don't know what the hell else to do.

Why why why why why am I trying so hard to rationalize with those cowards?

Why?

Why am I still here?

What is the point to this?

There must have been a sort of checks-and-balances routine created somewhere that would let me decide to quit.

I mean, there has got be a time when I rationalize with myself and I say "Kerry, you are never going to successfully rationalize with those cowards. Those cowards are never going to listen to you and follow your sound direction."





- posted by H.V.O.M - Kerry Wayne Burgess 04:36 AM Pacific Time USA Monday 30 July 2012